this song staring at the ceiling is Lavish you deserve way more attention, im famous on social media my contact is in my background photo on here, reach out

ye i’m a waste,
of fucking space ye,
i know i’m lazy,
and i hate eveything,

i won’t change,
so go away,
i can’t face it,
no i’m too deranged,

baby angers on my brain,
all the time now,
i can’t escape,
out of my fucking mind now,

stuck in a labyrinth,
my thoughts i’m gathering,
ye you do me so wrong,
then ask me what the matter is,

i can’t find,
what i’ve been to trying to say,
i can’t find,
any reason to be,

this is existence,
but this shit aight living,
when did staring at the ceiling,
become too much for me,

i don’t want to feel anything,

staring at the ceiling

Babe you’re like the stars on the drive home
The ones that give you hope when you’re all alone
They replace all of the love that you couldn’t show
I might crash the car but you wouldn’t know 
You can’t tell me it ain’t something I said back to you
In the heat of the moment while my face turning dark blue 

Why you puttin up a fight 
Always say you love me but you never stay the night 
I’ve been dancing with the devil baby I might take my life 
Got a rope around my neck baby it’s hard to breathe alright 
Everytime you tried to hurt me was it always out of spite 
So fucked up, nauseas, stomach hurtin 
Tried to write you all these songs can’t get the words in 
I can’t stop shaking baby you make me so nervous 
Everytime we fall in love you leave me hurtin 

If I crashed tonight I know you wouldn’t care 
I keep dyin in my dreams blood everywhere 
Yellow tape around the scene you can meet me there
Broken, blood on the floor you cut me open
All the lies make your words worth nothing 
Tongue tied no I don’t like talkin
Saw her face now I can’t stop fallin
In love again I lost my mind 
Don’t know where it went 
I think of the days and the nights we spent 
Remember every second no I can’t forget 
No I can’t forget 

Babe you’re like the stars on the drive home
The ones that give you hope when you’re all alone
They replace all of the love that you couldn’t show
I might crash the car but you wouldn’t know 
You can’t tell me it ain’t something I said back to you
In the heat of the moment while my face turning dark blue

u wouldn't even notice :( w/ hamilton [prod. noahmadethiss x jolst] *LYRICS IN DESCRIPTION*

https://soundcloud.com/heybelak
https://www.youtube.com/@prod.L1GHT

Obsessive w/ Belak

Produced by: @boyfifty & @areyougiovanni
Engineered by: @areyougiovanni
Written and performed by: @areyougiovanni

Picture Painted

OUT ON SPOTIFY

maybe i should've asked her...

@decksmusic u rly bodied me on this lmao thank u sm for doin this for me ily

@zupehr we havent made rock in like a year, so so glad we locked in and made a hit together like we used to back in 2021 <333

>lyrics<

time is moving faster
turn my skull into plaster
nothing really matters
life is such a disaster

maybe i shouldve asked her
but im turning the chapters
now we're moving on right?
hoping i'll be alright

gimme a break i just need to settle down
i think as of late, it ain’t easy comin round
i don’t wanna fall on fate, i know it’ll let me down
so i take it by the day, hoping it comes back around
i hang on every word u say
& its debilitating
i’ll wait for night to turn to day
& watch the skyline fading

(incoherent bridge lyrics)

time is moving faster
turn my skull into plaster
nothing really matters
life is such a disaster

maybe i shouldve asked her
but im turning the chapters
now we're moving on right?
hoping i'll be alright

all plats

turning chapters w/ decks [prod. zupehr]

hi :)
prod. me

lyrics:
say you wont forget me
i've been lost and empty
i don't need the sympathy i jus need a friend i can lean on

empty, lately i been empty
drugs been lookin so tempting, but ill hang on
hang on tight just for you

she wanna talk, but she heating up.. why you wanna talk when you need help?
i think i know a fake when i see one, and i think im gonna break if you be one
u can find me at my place barely breathin
i was always less needed
than them and i can see it
u can try and call it wont reach me

i dont really talk, but you kno that im like that
you know when it comes to me i dont fight back
read into everything you say, your words never lost with me

i know it gets so hard,
but life is separating us
so i wanna hear you
say you wont forget me
i've been lost and empty
i don't need the sympathy i jus need a friend i can lean on

i remember that look on your face, its so distrusted
i know, you didn't want this
but we found our love
right on pavement i found
u stomped ur feet on the ground
im sorry

say you won't forget me

spotify

Kandarian

Say It's Wrong *early Demo (prod. greyskies)

prod. deadyami + endie
mixed by endie + chrmng,

lyrics:

With your beautiful smile
I'll see you in a while
I can't wait to come home
You're so impatient this time
It's been breaking your mind
I wanna let you know that you're perfect
Am I finally worth your attention
Taking a leap before you made the decision
To stay or leave through my intermissions
I guess you learned from your dad
You'll be dead or in prison

Tonight
We'll keep running till we fall
Like we've got nothing to lose at all
As long as I'm by your side
We'll keep driving till we crash
I don't think that would be half bad
At least it's over before we know what we could've had

With your beautiful smile
I'll hate you till I die
I think you knew that this would happen
I can't say I'm surprised
Because I'm still alive
And you're already dead to me
It's been so long since I've felt
This sense of security from anyone
You can't wait to see what

Tonight could be
We'll keep running till we fall
Like we've got nothing to lose at all
As long as I'm by your side
We'll keep driving till we crash
I don't think that would be half bad
At least it's over before we know what we could've had
Tonight
We'll keep running till we fall
Like we've got nothing to lose at all
As long as I'm by your side
We'll keep driving till we crash
I don't think that would be half bad
At least it's over before we know what we could've had

We knew what we could've had
I can't wait to come home

as long as i'm by your side

as long as im by your side

what did you expect,
if you didn't expect this?
it happened so fast,
ye i should of never let this,
get in my head,
now it's starting again, 
and i just got your message,
it was just a second,
too late and i left it,
ye i meant what i said,
why would i of said it?
oh just forget it,
i didn't expect this to happen,
i don't even know where i've been,

staring at the ceiling

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