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Different Drugs (feat. Daddex)

D.O.A

D.O.A (Prod. Elliot X Sakith)

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so, i guess this is goodbye. w/ skrwd & unz3n (nothempts)

produced by branwen
lyrics vvv

[empty]
(2x)
i seen better days when i was sittin' here alone
i was always home but you would never hit my phone
i don't wanna seem like a pest, but i worry
i think i was doing better when i didn't have no
weather changes, always; breaking

i told myself i'd never trust again
but i'm trying for you
yeah (3x)
yeah i'm trying (2x)
for you

[awhdum]
etched into my brain; imagery i fucking hate
what's the point in being brave, if you're gonna walk away?
either way, no chance from the start
cut deep in my heart, got marks on my arms
won't care if i talk about it

never felt that my feelings were valid
always just been tryna find a balance
between heaven's gate and this hell escape
existing's the ultimate challenge

i don't wanna see another day, till i wake up
EVERY LITTLE THING THAT GOD CREATE'S FUCKIN' MADE UP

[awhdum & empty]
i seen better days when i was sittin' here alone
i was always home but you would never hit my phone
i don't wanna seem like a pest, but i worry
i think i was doing better when i didn't have no
weather changes, always; breaking

i told myself i'd never trust again
but i'm trying for you
yeah (3x)
yeah i'm trying (2x)
for you

(don't tell me how i'm living)
(yeah i agree now, i'm sorry)
(but why'd you mess with my vision?)
(i ain't enough for your worries)
(ain't enough for the morning..)

i told myself i'd never trust again
but i'm trying for you
yeah (3x)
yeah i'm trying (2x)
for you...

trying4u

trying4u w/autumndropsdead

prod me (:

i beg u to take me, wherever you go 
i hope where u going, they receive ur soul 
and shit still the same, i pray for better days 
nothing seems to change, but good things happen to every1 who waits

it was cold in december
but it's way colder now 
so please take me back to september
when i was able to see u around
living with nothing but a little ember 
that u left in this house 
and it still hurts to remember you 
but the thoughts oh they are way 2 loud

take me, take me back to the days
when we, when we used to be okay 
im so, im so sick of this pain
i really want to go sleep but there's no way to stop my brain (2x)

wait-
please pick ur faith up
feel it then please put ur face up
ur strong ik ur such a bleeder 
bled ur whole life without takin a breather 
laced
drugs in my system 
mixed so much shit n i can feel them 
can my life get any weirder?
nothing makes sense i feel like it's just a filler 

take me, take me back to the days
when we, when we used to be okay 
im so, im so sick of this pain
i really want to go sleep but there's no way to stop my brain

i beg u :/

(intro)
i feel so stuck
won’t you let me go..

(chorus)
i feel stuck in place
i know that i’ve seen better days
i wanna run away 
but my feet planted in my grave 
i know that i can’t stay
holding on to memories 
it’s bad to contemplate
cause i feed lies into my brain

( post chorus)
i know u have to go
(u have to go)
but just know to me u were my home
(u were my home)

(verse)
now i’m shaking 
and i can’t fucking stop it 
my world is breaking 
apart and u were on it
when all i wanted was for u to be honest
i’ll close my eyes as i beg for u to stop it

(bridge)
my bones have decayed with the winter
but still i feel her

(chorus)
i feel stuck in place
i know that i’ve seen better days
i wanna run away 
but my feet planted in my grave 
i know that i can’t stay
holding on to memories 
it’s bad to contemplate
cause i feed lies into my brain

( post chorus)
i know u have to go
(u have to go)
but just know to me u were my home
(u were my home)

i know u have to go (hero)

prod. caves

i've been stalking you
can i be somebody new?
waiting on a text from you
but you would never get it thru your head
and my head, 
is killing me right now
while you were chilling with your friends
and you'd never fuck around
who do i trust?
probably you, but
i dont love
no 
not since kyra, and
not since kai
not since the boy across the world
world
the first one was a test run
and the second one he wanted none
if you want me you should've kept me
and i dont know why i didnt respond to you
and now i feel fucked up
i think i fucked up.
fucked up
fucked up
fucked up
fucked up

if not, then rot.

prod. ghoul

Lately I've been fucking up
Lately I'm just having fun
Lately I've been fucking up
Lately I'm just having fun

I've been fucking up I wanna sidetrack fuck the life
I been smoking on that potent gas breath to stay alive
I'm just tryna move on to the future do or die
I be getting deja vu I'm giving up what a surprise
I've been fucking up I wanna sidetrack fuck the life
I been smoking on that potent gas breath to stay alive
I'm just tryna move on to the future do or die
I be getting deja vu I'm giving up what a surprise

I'm in need of some assistance I've been thinking too much
I've been acting like I'm special all I do is whine 'bout love
I've been tryna hide away from my problems with a cup
I don't care about my life I don't really give a fuck
Yea you better stop, hold it, I'm about to switch up now
I'm just chillin with my squad, I've been rippin from the bong, I been sippin on the henny now
Everyone fuck with me now, look at the crowd, watching them fucking go bounce
Don't you walk with me, don't talk to me with those cringe ass prenouns
I'm smoking all night I've been feeling numb now
It's a routine I've been feeling down now
Everybody wanna win for a crown now
But I'm just having fun I don't really care now

Lately I've been fucking up
Lately I'm just having fun
Lately I've been fucking up
Lately I'm just having fun

I've been fucking up I wanna sidetrack fuck the life
I been smoking on that potent gas breath to stay alive
I'm just tryna move on to the future do or die
I be getting deja vu I'm giving up what a surprise
I've been fucking up I wanna sidetrack fuck the life
I been smoking on that potent gas breath to stay alive
I'm just tryna move on to the future do or die
I be getting deja vu I'm giving up what a surprise

surprise

https://soundcloud.com/autumndropsdead
https://soundcloud.com/nate2timezz

lyrics:
livid..
why'd it get so tense?
tryna find the cause
just at what expense?

i feel my face is turning red
from the lack of having space
steady water i will tread
every step, i will retrace

still stuck on yesterday
it just turnt out that way

forever stuck in an eclipse
but love the feeling of the dark
twist my head and let it spin
like the grinding in my heart

still stuck on yesterday
it just turnt out that way

in motion, no i'm not the same
what i've chosen, was to leave the fray
so golden; but the sun betrayed
in search of yesterday

feelings fleeding fast
i've seen past the colors of this place
for what they truly say

i told my mind that night
save the pity
for every blemish on my chest confessed
that i am all but pretty

so listen here
this is all i have
let my stomach sear
it'll grow right back

but this'll be the one
could give a fuck bout if it's done

i feel my face is turning red
from the lack of having space
steady water i will tread
every step, i will retrace

still stuck on yesterday
it just turnt out that way

forever stuck in an eclipse
but love the feeling of the dark
twist my head and let it spin
like the grinding in my heart

still stuck on yesterday
it just turnt out that way

death is nearing tonight
give her my sight
into the tethered light

i feel my face is turning red
from the lack of having space
steady water i will tread
every step, i will retrace

still stuck on yesterday
it just turnt out that way

forever stuck in an eclipse
but love the feeling of the dark
twist my head and let it spin
like the grinding in my heart

still stuck on yesterday
it just turnt out that way

relapse; decay

SPOTIFY

autumndropsdead - relapse; decay (nate2timez)

JADED ft. gavn!

https://soundcloud.com/caspywaspy

swear im okay
im just sick of all this bullshit
and she dont go away
i need a doctor before i lose it

i need help im on my own
theres no sun inside my home
and i could call u but i wont
if theres a door i hope its closed

feels like i stepped on a landmine
i hope that your all mine
im wasting my damn time
your wasting your own life

i was never okay but your fine
this aint even fighting theres one side

feels like i stepped on a landmine
i hope that your all mine
im wasting my damn time
your wasting your own life

i was never okay but your fine
this aint even fighting theres one side

i stepped on a landmine
it blew my body to pieces everywhere
miss ur body on mine
we went from everything to nothing, nowhere
coexisted now we collide
i think us being apart is for the best 
no more a part of my life
i wish it was as easy done as said

i stepped on a landmine
it blew my body to pieces everywhere
miss ur body on mine
we went from everything to nothing, nowhere

feels like i stepped on a landmine
i hope that your all mine
im wasting my damn time
your wasting your own life

i was never okay but your fine
this aint even fighting theres one side

feels like i stepped on a landmine
i hope that your all mine
im wasting my damn time
your wasting your own life

i was never okay but your fine
this aint even fighting theres one side

JADED ft. gavn!

nvsh (@1nvsh)

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