The Upload

I know it's been a long time coming. Sorry for the wait. Still all the heart from before <3

Lyrics:

20 years old, yeah i know i was a fuck up
tryna figure out how to be strong man
If I open up, will i regret the confessions?
I know you’re caught up with your own demons 

And you’d never believe, but i was all for you
and my visions of us were turning to views
but lines would be drawn, or so I thought I knew
i’m better off not confessing the truth

and now im too old, it still eats me up
i never told the one person i loved 
how i truly felt i wish that i had said it
my tears struck the ground, i read your momma’s letter
but i was young, dumb, too clueless to know
about how to fix a broken young girl
i swore i was right but now i regret it
you’re stuck in my heart, im stuck in my twenties

2nd verse:

and maybe these songs will hit your ears one day
or even your heart if im lucky
i know there’s still a place for me

I’ll keep pouring my heart into words and melodies
scream about a girl that i’ll never see
forever unknowing if you’re hearing
these messages to you that i sing

2nd chorus:
and now im too old 
it still eats me up
i miss the person i love
her tears still on my sweater
but i was young and dumb i wish i was better
if i saw her now, yeah i swear i would tell her
and even though im sure she’s forgotten about me
she’s stuck in my heart im stuck in my twenties

violeteyez - Twenties

Twenties (prod. dead spyro)

lyrics 

u don't know me why u hating
never met me whatchu thinking?
shouldn't listen to opinions
but it's hard when everyone shares em

cigarette black out, waiting for the tap out
too late now but u think u wanna back out
running from the past now, moving too fast now
getting in my head and I think that ima pass out
ur alone now, where ur friends at
calling on ur phone, they don't wanna text back 
I wonder whys that 
could it be that 
everybody's sick waiting for u to change back 
passed out face down on the asphalt 
lotta nerve telling me that it's my fault 
attitude that u give kinda seems old
doesn't help that u always gotta take more 
phones off and I'm never gonna call back
Best bet like maybe get a text back 
no way did I ever wanna hear that 
"it's okay cause we haven't had sex yet"

never met (jody)

★_..i just wanna make friends.._★

[featuring]
https://soundcloud.com/ilyaxhes

[producer]
https://soundcloud.com/uglyzucc

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/cutemfontheblock/adolescence-w-ashes-prod-uglyzucc-nitecore-mix

[lyrics]
intro:
youve come so very far
thats why you must move forward
or will you just stay here
will you remain a child forever?

hook: (scoobert)
i got unread messages
on my phone
its the only way
that i cope

with the fear
of being alone
if i cant let anyone in 
they cant hurt me now

and wish i could stop
i just wanna make friends
but i shake at the thought
of losing them once again

and i just cant shake it
even when the times are good
i cant shake it

cause i know that ill be vacant
on my own again all alone
cant take it 

bridge:
and wish i could stop
i just wanna make friends
but i shake at the thought
of losing them once again

verse: (scoob + ashes)
all i have
i hope to give
hug u tight
ill forgive

i wish that i was better
do u feel me

im ravin carnage 
drippin blood in the mosh pit 
i dont get it 
thinkin back it makes me sick 

what you say i cant move 
i see grey 
yeah i know i really fuckin lost it 
keep on talkin shit u get smacked up

bridge: (ashes)

*ashes making angel noises*

repeat hook (scoob + ashes)
i got unread messages
on my phone
its the only way
that i cope

with the fear
of being alone
if i cant let anyone in 
they cant hurt me now

and wish i could stop
i just wanna make friends
but i shake at the thought
of losing them once again

and i just cant shake it
even when the times are good
i cant shake it

cause i know that ill be vacant
on my own again all alone
cant take it

★streaming★

★adolescence★ w/ ashes. (prod. uglyzucc)

https://soundcloud.com/goodnightromeo7

https://soundcloud.com/venaz7

Pressed (Feat. romeo! & VENAZ) [Prod. SOGIMURA]

Yeah
Come hit my phone
I'm all alone yeah yeah
I can't do this shit all on my own no yeah
Come hit my phone
I'm all alone yeah yeah
I can't do this shit all on my own no yeah
It's you I really need
It's you I really want yeah
So call my phone yeah yeah
I can't do this shit all on my own no yeah

I'm going crazy
Somebody save me oh
Tell me what's the issue cause lately you acting strangely
And yeah I fucking miss you but I cannot let you play me
Like Oh
I'm tryna learn how I can really let you go
Why the fuck do you always have to break me slow yeah
You break me slow whoa
Speeder
I'm off these drugs again I told you I don't need ya
Sometimes I lie you know I always love to see ya
Ooo oo o
I'm doing me it's not that new
All of a sudden they all saying that I'm cool
It's not that cool no
I just need some space gimme some room

Girl why you got me anxious
Jai just took my phone and blocked yo number when I got faded
I done worked too hard for all this shit my heart is vacant
And I told you the truth that's all I can do
I really don't think I'll save us
And everything I do just remind me of you
I don't really know how ill make it
And the pain make me feel far away
Hotel room no holiday
I miss you but I cant talk to you even though you just a call away
Left you bleeding out I guess we'll see how long the doctor take
Oh yeah they saying they need me now
But they wasn't there when I was suffering yeah yeah
I'm on my own
I cant do this shit all on my own
Yeah I'm going crazy
Yeah somebody save me
I don't need no confirmation
You told all your friends you hate me
I don't really understand but I'm tryna keep it cool
I don't really see the point or use in running back to you
Hey
Come hit my phone

I'm all alone yeah yeah
I can't do this shit all on my own no yeah
Come hit my phone
I'm all alone yeah yeah
I can't do this shit all on my own no yeah
It's you I really need
It's you I really want yeah
So call my phone yeah yeah
I can't do this shit all on my own no yeah
I'm going crazy
Somebody save me oh
I'm going crazy
Somebody save me

SAVE ME

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SAVE ME w/ spookybands [kaktus+cutspace]

cover of king slayer by my best friend @nevermadeithome produced by back2thapast and irby

original song here: https://soundcloud.com/nevermadeithome/king-slayer-prod-back2thapast-x-irby

king slayer (cover)

@iamstarinthesky ig @ starinthesky_x
follow the homie @kanashisadface
~,~ malice lyrics ~,~

[intro star]
I heard what she said
Off wit his head
He’s better off dead
I heard what she said

[pre-chorus star]
When malice is in wonderland
Everything gets torn apart
I don’t understand
Why she want my head 
when she already got my heart 

[chorus star]
She be like off wit his, off wit his
off wit his head
I heard what she said
I Heard what she said
He’s better off, better off
Better off dead
Off wit my, off wit my
Off wit my head
She said off, off wit his head
This ain’t the way to get ahead 

[verse 1 kanashi]
shawty want my head
said im better off dead
ion give a shit, fuck her friend instead

like da da da i be getting bread
like da da da always 2 steps ahead
and i know that you 
will wanna get inside 
when u see me up and living life 
thats alright, thats alright...

cuz i never was enough for you 
and now its my turn
guess it wasnt in the cards 
so now ill watch you burn
ill watch you burn...

[pre-chorus star]
When malice is in wonderland
Everything gets torn apart
I don’t understand
Why she want my head 
when she already got my heart 

[chorus star]
She be like off wit his, off wit his
off wit his head
I heard what she said
I Heard what she said
He’s better off, better off
Better off dead
Off wit my, off wit my
Off wit my head
She said off, off wit his head
This ain’t the way to get ahead 

[verse 2 star]
Off off off something’s off in her head
why does she think I’m better off dead
Why? Why??
she can’t get to my neck I’m way too quick
grew up jumpin over more than candlesticks
I keep a handle gripped I handle my own 6:00 
yea..

I’m on one you can’t get me off it
I got one strapped down to a rocket
I got stacks in all of my pockets 
This hyperbop wants me to pop it
I can’t stop it drip out the faucet
Ur new man’s a bitch and ur still toxic
Im still nauseous I had to walk it out
focus on my profits now...
{{what is this hyper pop shi?)
[chorus star]
She be like off wit his, off wit his
off wit his head
I heard what she said
I Heard what she said
He’s better off, better off
Better off dead
Off wit my, off wit my
Off wit my head
She said off, off wit his head
This ain’t the way to get ahead

Malice in Wondaland

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Malice in Wondaland w/ Kanashi (p. klimlords)

It’s the same when you falling
I’m sick of all the talking
I’m tired of the balling and crying but it’s all good
Got a problem i won’t solve it
I don’t wanna talk shit
But my life went shitty when i dropped out of the college

Ayy oh you played me like a 64
Damn i’m slow
Princess Peach fucked my life up
Mario on this shit imma bounce yuh
Popped 2 more called the doc for a re-up

I’m fucked up 
You’re fucked up too
I guess it’s time
It’s time we’re through
I’m fucked up 
You’re fucked up too
I guess it’s time
I’m sick of you

I’m fucked up
I crossed the line
I forced your hand 
I cut off mine
Split the bill 
Cut it straight down the line
Cut it straight down the line
Cut it straight down the line

Whatchu say?
You think you back that up?
But you play 
Watch your step or shut up
This ain't a game
This a song for the lost
And you’re never gonna get it i just think that you should shut up

It’s a fine line
I dont wanna lie to you
Wish i was fine with the fact we’re through
Had stop myself from calling you

I’m fucked up 
You’re fucked up too
I guess it’s time
It’s time we’re through
I’m fucked up 
You’re fucked up too
I guess it’s time
I’m sick of you

Art: @f.loraline on insta

IFUYFU2 (prod. arvsna)

pinky swear (prod. kaktus)

Just had some fun on the beat

Lyrics:
Diamonds on me
I'm shining like a star
Groupies on me
They want to fuck a rockstar
Fuck a rockstar
Fuck a rockstar
They want to fuck a rockstar
See me on a stage
blunt in my hand
Ice around my wrist
Lipstick on my neck 
Do you regret what you did?
Girl
Do you regret what you did?
To me
x2

Lyrics Video

Rockstar Freestyle [prod. nothingtodo]

Lyrics:

Can you see your reflection in the mirror 
It’s something i have never seen 
It's like something from my dreams
It brings me closer to you

When I wake up I realize something’s missing 
It’s something I cant really find
It doesn't even cross my mind
I guess i'm wasting my time

Why does this always to me
I've walked your path 
And fallen under your feet
But I don't want to take it that far
No I don't want to take it that far

Cause once is enough 
And I've had enough
Cause every time that I love
It fucks me up 

And i cant take another one of your lies
Another one of your lies 

Wake up tell me this is a dream
Wake up tell me this is a dream 
Cause you're all that I see
When I close my eyes and try to get some sleep

Wake up tell me this is a dream
Wake up tell me this is a dream 
Cause you're all that I see
When I close my eyes and try to get some sleep

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Dream (grungejoe)

Produced by caspr

BABY JUST TEXT BACK

Lyrics:

[Pre-Chorus]
you didn't have to text back, im sorry
i didn't mean to waste ur time, don't worry
i wish u just let me be beside you
its killing me and u can read my mind too
can u let me hold ur hand on a cold night
we can stay like this forever 

[Chorus]
baby just text back
fill my mind up, its all black
im keeping safe
all the pictures in my backpack
im trying so hard
can you not forget me
tell me, why did you reject me

[Verse]
im waking up at night
with every feeling, but alright
yeah i have u in my sight
and i can't change that

you let me bleed all on my floor
from every text that you ignore
i'm feeling hopeless 
baby can u change that

[Bridge]
hold me close and don't let me go
all you did was take my soul
in reality i'll die as a loner
might blow my head in october

[Pre-Chorus]
you didn't have to text back, im sorry
i didn't mean to waste ur time, don't worry
i wish u just let me be beside you
its killing me and u can read my mind too

[Chorus]
baby just text back
fill my mind up, its all black
im keeping safe
all the pictures in my backpack
im trying so hard
can you not forget me
tell me, why did you reject me

baby just text back
fill my mind up, its all black
im keeping safe
all the pictures in my backpack
im trying so hard
can you not forget me
tell me, why did you reject me

[Outro]
can u let me hold ur hand on a cold night
we can stay like this forever

saving pictures (prod. caspr)

THANK YOU TO EVERYONE INVOLVED. THANK YOU TO EVERYONE THAT LISTENS.
THANK YOU.
LOVE YOU.

LOVEONLINE - CAMERA (@TSURREAL + JKE)

Dylan Longworth: https://soundcloud.com/dylanlongworth
Number48: https://soundcloud.com/prod-number48
LYRICS:
shut up 
 i dont really know u
i be better off
 i be standing on my own 2
say u wanna call
 but i dont really know u
i be on my own
 standin on my own 2

shut up 
 i dont really know u
i be better off
 i be standing on my own 2
say u wanna call
 but i dont really know u
i be on my own
 standin on my own 2
this is my chance
 make it big without u
i dont really care
 i be counting up my big bands
acting like a big man
 i dont wanna talk
acting like a big fan
bitch im running laps
 an im counting big bands
yea i spit facts
 i dont really care tho
bitch u acting up
 acting like a dumb hoe
bitch im running racks
 bitch i dont care tho
bitch u wanna talk
don't talk, if you don't gotta say much
could give a fuck about a pay cut
shut up, ima make it on my own luck 
keep it real, i ain't fucking with the fake love 
i was down, making music just for fun
you came around, now you steady tryna see what's up 
but you never made a sound, now you see that i am up 
if you ever send an open, pussy i don't give a fuck ho 
i be counting all these bills like a duck ho
i got good aim, you're a buck ho
steady talking, keep it shut tho, think i really care? pussy fuck no 

making circles like i'm running track
didn't care when i was lost, now you fucking with me cause i'm on the map 
fuck a friend, ima dap up all these racks
speaking all that bullshit, while i'm only spitting facts, yeah

Dream (grungejoe)

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