prod. metlast

i try to pretend this shit
is not fucking real
cuz theres no, way in hell
i could ever deal
with all the shit u say to me
and all things that ppl think
and i dont need to let u know
i dont need ur apathy 
i would rather die 
then take that shit anyway 

cuz everydays a living hell
but i still deny every ounce of help
that is offered to me 
cuz i dont...
feel like i dont deserve it
ppls affection....
makes me nervous... 
woah

just toss me out to sea...
it would probably be more efficent
cuz i have dreams of swimming with these fish
and all i do these days is reminisce

nervous [+metlast]

guitar+prod xona

-lyrics-
all the words that roll off your tongue
why did it have to be his name?
feeling like no one, im feeling so dumb 

but I bet you didn’t mind that
fuck my life, I just deal without a doubt I-
and maybe I could’ve just listened 
day by day, regret what im missin...
and maybe I can never feel safe 
yet I feel and know that it’s way too late
too late, it’s so lame

and I was wrong 
to trust us too

~it’s just things that I’ve been meaning to tell you, for a long time umm... 
I’m in love with you~

but I bet you didn’t mind that
fuck my life, I just deal without a doubt I 
and maybe I could’ve just listened 
day by day regret what im missin...
and maybe I can never feel safe 
yet I feel and know that it’s way too late
too late, it’s so lame

lameee

spotify

lyrics vvv

i never learned to be sad
i learn on my own
i never learned to leave home
i learned to go on
and now my chest just burns
and i cannot learn
im uncomfortable 
and nothing will change that
im just tryna be healthy
but i cannot learn
from anything that i see
anything will change in a matter of seconds
your whole life will go away if you let it
and your damn brain will fucking hurt if you let it
oh..
meet me in michigan..
its all over summer
its all over my heart
all over winter
and every month we already lost

i never learned to be sad
i learn on my own
i never learned to leave home
i learned to go on
and now my chest just burns
and i cannot learn
im uncomfortable 
and nothing will change that
im just tryna be healthy
but i cannot learn
from anything that i see
anything will change in a matter of seconds
your whole life will go away if you let it
and your damn brain will fucking hurt if you let it
oh..
meet me in michigan..
its all over summer
its all over my heart
all over winter
and every month we already lost

michigan (splashgvng)

I just took a tab,
help me to forget,
show me everything that you never had,
gave me what I wanted-
but that was in the past.

drugs in my bag, everythings in my backpack.
reach if you want,
and I can't promise that you'll be good tonight,
at least I'll be here by your side,
I don't have what you want, and you're more than I like...

I do this shit often; i get too high way too often,
my head is caving in the end, it feels awesome,
I bet my mom wouldn't want this.

what do you want from me?
you do not talk to me?
you'd rather talk to him?

wish I could see you now,
wish I could tell you how?
you left me feeling.

People Are Poison

prod. @yungspoiler
mix & master by me as usual <3
artwork: @astrosux
spotify pre-save: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/kanashi/frustrated-

lyrics:
i just need to escape this hell x2
i been feeling so frustrated
wake up in the morning
empty bottle 
still a little wasted
fuck i kinda hate this
i been stuck in a cycle 
somewhere between okay and suicidal
when you find me past out 
pls dont check my vitals
i did this for myself
i just need to escape this hell 

yeah i need to escape it
all you motherfuckers always playin
if u got a problem whey dont you just say it?

why dont you just say it?
im sick of acting like i like you
i dont need that energy inside my life anymore
i dont

frustrated ! [+yungspoiler]

cover art by @scottysplash

lyrics:

I came in the same way im leaving here tonight
This blunt packed like a suitcase of course im flying high
When she turn away she said there’s something in my eye
Like if I go home early u won’t wonder why
U could say it all all except I never tried 
Still it runs dry but still the time goes by
Look at my walls I was locked inside
Left here to die birds pick me dry

Ok Ive lost my face Just trust its me
In 40 days Ive left no trace
Now its cold out could u close that door
Thought we both out watch call me for
Im at home now in this strangers apartment
How they pass out but I barely have started
Seen the cold shoulder but this one like the arctic
Im on her side but I feel like the target
Pluck at my strings she’s the human guitar pick
They come in so whole and they leave broken hearted

We hurt We heal And go again
In hopes We feel something different
In jest In pain In love In fights
I want You here With me Tonight

I came in the same way im leaving here tonight
This blunt packed like a suitcase of course im flying high
When she turn away she said there’s something in my eye
Like if I go home early u won’t wonder why
U could say it all all except I never tried 
Still it runs dry but still the time goes by
Look at my walls I was locked inside
Left here to die birds pick me dry

IV (scottysplash)

fallen leaves (yungspoiler)

mixed/mastered by kassgocrazy
produced by kassgocrazy x cgmbeats

lyrics:

Jealousy made me I saw the future u will fail
Look at the pit Keep going I wanna hear u yell
Pain had made me I could never burn in hell
Sick of this waiting I think ill go in myself
She said in my eyes she could see her as well
U could stay the night but she kiss and tell
Plus u would refuse to catch me if I ever fell
My heart way too big so I wouldn’t take it well

Woah woah I just couldn’t do it I baby I know I know im no fun
Once we said and done im only average but so what
Baby I got the code I swear know who I am
Sorry ive been so cold its cause I hate who I am
But you would hate hearing that so now I just keep it all in
With our head low They’re gonna cut it off baby
Oh were assholes Well we all know baby
All inside my head in my dreams it is nightmares
Spilling from brain thru my ears onto my shoulders
Welcome to the club for the people from nowhere
Maybe ill explain it again when ur older

Jealousy made me I saw the future u will fail
Look at the pit Keep going I wanna hear u yell
Pain had made me I could never burn in hell
Sick of this waiting I think ill go in myself
She said in my eyes she could see her as well
U could stay the night but she kiss and tell
Plus u would refuse to catch me if I ever fell
My heart way too big so I wouldn’t take it well

Jealousy made me I saw the future u will fail
Look at the pit Keep going I wanna hear u yell
Pain had made me I could never burn in hell
Sick of this waiting I think ill go in myself

pit (kassgocrazy x cgm)

I wrote this before I knew what mastering or a de-esser was lmao

lyrics

all that I could ever see myself being
is a deadweight, a nightmare, 
vicious rapture born a heathen
and the marks upon my flesh 
are rendered old yet evident 
there's an illness in my head
ok hold up, hold up, hold up

can I have a little bit of time to rewind?
try to calibrate and focus up my mind?
keep my cool and try to straighten out my spine
while shes with other guys 
and she's telling me lies
so I called it quits and went to kick back with the guys for the night
Suicidal u can see it in our eyes its alright
we just trying not to die for the night 
so we poison the sprite
and we let our hearts die

what the jesus-fuckin-christ is this?
I tried to write this song 3 times I said I knew my shit
it's crawling up my walls this illness lies inside my head
but I could not not be bothered 
no this life I still resent 
all the wasted time
Could've made it mine
I know u ain't really fuckin with this voice of mine
I call it a paradigm 
I'm not a prodigy 
it's just a part of me
I tried therapy but I guess I just hate to breathe 
I cannot change the past
these years move lightning fast
I cannot deal with this shit in my head anymore 
look at the blood
oh the blood on the floor
Good god

I cannot change the past
these years move lighting fast
I wonder if I'll last
I'm guessing not 
just judging by my past

l05t 1n 7h3 54uce (jolst x cherry)

last single off new EP out 11/5!!

featuring the great @decksmusic

produced by @livingpuffy

lyrics:
i’m not stupid 
i can feel it setting in
i’m just paralyzed 
while i’m staring at the edge 
and on one hand i still think it might begin 
but this afterglow is still wearing thin 

and this all ain’t 
how it used to be 
and i’m wondering
what it meant to me 
take my hand and i’ll meet you at the end 
but before you go give me one more glance

(decks)
i just wanna see the end of the tunnel
life sucks when u live in a bubble
i just really gotta get it straight
pass time in a somber state
when the walls are closing in
i need to breathe before i swim
pretend that the times are good again
in the same ways
yeah, and when i finally take a stand
hope that they’ll see me as a friend
or maybe someone instead
of nothing

one more glance (feat. decks)[prod. living puff]

@iamstarinthesky ig @ starinthesky_x
follow the homie @kanashisadface
~,~ malice lyrics ~,~

[intro star]
I heard what she said
Off wit his head
He’s better off dead
I heard what she said

[pre-chorus star]
When malice is in wonderland
Everything gets torn apart
I don’t understand
Why she want my head 
when she already got my heart 

[chorus star]
She be like off wit his, off wit his
off wit his head
I heard what she said
I Heard what she said
He’s better off, better off
Better off dead
Off wit my, off wit my
Off wit my head
She said off, off wit his head
This ain’t the way to get ahead 

[verse 1 kanashi]
shawty want my head
said im better off dead
ion give a shit, fuck her friend instead

like da da da i be getting bread
like da da da always 2 steps ahead
and i know that you 
will wanna get inside 
when u see me up and living life 
thats alright, thats alright...

cuz i never was enough for you 
and now its my turn
guess it wasnt in the cards 
so now ill watch you burn
ill watch you burn...

[pre-chorus star]
When malice is in wonderland
Everything gets torn apart
I don’t understand
Why she want my head 
when she already got my heart 

[chorus star]
She be like off wit his, off wit his
off wit his head
I heard what she said
I Heard what she said
He’s better off, better off
Better off dead
Off wit my, off wit my
Off wit my head
She said off, off wit his head
This ain’t the way to get ahead 

[verse 2 star]
Off off off something’s off in her head
why does she think I’m better off dead
Why? Why??
she can’t get to my neck I’m way too quick
grew up jumpin over more than candlesticks
I keep a handle gripped I handle my own 6:00 
yea..

I’m on one you can’t get me off it
I got one strapped down to a rocket
I got stacks in all of my pockets 
This hyperbop wants me to pop it
I can’t stop it drip out the faucet
Ur new man’s a bitch and ur still toxic
Im still nauseous I had to walk it out
focus on my profits now...
{{what is this hyper pop shi?)
[chorus star]
She be like off wit his, off wit his
off wit his head
I heard what she said
I Heard what she said
He’s better off, better off
Better off dead
Off wit my, off wit my
Off wit my head
She said off, off wit his head
This ain’t the way to get ahead

Malice in Wondaland

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Malice in Wondaland w/ Kanashi (p. klimlords)

lyrics:

and you told me
things would be different in the long run
i'm stuck here waiting for the changes
i can't believe your eyes were fixed on no one
and you showed me
life will feel different when it's no fun
i'm stuck here facing all the changes
i can't believe our eyes are on the same sun

we were carefree
then you wanted to go
and the lesson learned
is how it hurts to know
i was carefree
then i wanted to go
and the lesson i learned
is how it hurts to know 

(chorus)

same sun

Original song "Breathe" Written and Produced by DaysToWaste, Co-Produced / Mixed / Mastered by SayWeCanFly.

nothing left

lyrics:
Barely breathe from the start
Rain drops hit my arms
Standing outside your car
Standing outside your car

Barely breathe from start
Rain drops hit my car
Driving somewhere so far from here
Tryna go somewhere far
Thinking back when I said
Tryna feel what you meant
Now its stuck in my head
Yeah it's stuck in my head

And I hope that I make it, yeah
I swerve feeling jaded, yeah
So hard gotta face it, see
The sunlight fading in
Im back where I began
Don't try to hold my hand
Leave me alone instead 
Leave me alone instead

No, I can't speak
No, I can't breathe
This cut me deep 
Just let me bleed
So out of reach
Not what I need
This cut me deep 
Just let me bleed

Barely breathe in the cold
Make me feel like a ghost
While I stare at my phone
And you're sorry, I know
Get me out of the deep end
Cuz it feels like I'm dreamin
Yeah the surface is fadin
Swear that I'll never sleep again

Shadows dance on the walls
Feel the weight in my arms
Till it all falls apart

No, I can't speak
No, I can't breathe
This cut me deep 
Just let me bleed
So out of reach
Not what I need
This cut me deep 
Just let me bleed

Breathe

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Lotus

+ spotify

wastedyouth - lotus (prod. nate2timez)

I just hurt myself never really get why 
I give myself a hard time
I dont wanna talk u won’t me see me nah
Ashes in the cup but she give me top
Top top top still she drop till she get me off
Mess inside my head that shit just won’t stop

Stop stop stop 
I can’t take this mindset 
I can’t create shit anymore i’m useless

Lately i just wanna give up 
Feels like i fell off dramatically
The numbers don’t mean much to me but i just miss my family

Like burnout, fanggang, where u at now?
Rose pals, already dead 
I’m missing all my old friends that i had then
I disappeared and i miss them

How about astrals, or the overcast chat, i miss hz haven’t seen him at all lately
Did this to myself i just wanna see my friends again

fallen leaves (yungspoiler)

okashi

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