Always Sad Club

Ghost w/ imsorryimtrying

MIKE JONES w/ ONI INC. (Prod. Cinematic)

Akira ft. Chris Bey (Prod. 6a6ayaga)

See You Again ft. Edacity

Cold Floor ft. Edacity

hiraeth bokyo and AI grimes breaking the simulation.

Simulated ft.  Grimes AI

Akira 2024 Remix  ft. capoxxo & 1upboy

oceansoft (prod. Foxwedding)

Produced by @fishnarc

Heart-shaped eyes go dim in the moonlight.
Heart-shaped eyes go dim in the moonlight. 
I feel nothing on my skin,
Pulling me down from on the inside. 
When you look at me do you think of him? 

Drink away the pain yeah,
Chemicals in my brain stop me going insane.
Monochrome colour blind,
how I really wanna shine.
Instead, I really wanna die yah 
  
Haunt you from the other side.
Midnight glow, watch my phone blow up now. 
Not a single text show up from you now, now. 

I know you think I'm fucked up

Heart-shaped eyes go dim in the moonlight. 
I feel nothing on my skin,
Pulling me down from on the inside. 
When you look at me do you think of him?
Heart-shaped eyes going dim in the moonlight, 
making me doubt everything. 
Pulling me down from on the inside. 
I  don't think I can let you in. 

Haunt you from the other side.
Midnight glow, watch my phone blow up now. 
Not a single text show up from you now, now.
Haunt you from the other side.
Midnight glow, watch my phone blow up now. 
Not a single text show up from you now, now. 

Heart-shaped eyes go dim in the moonlight.

Heart-Shaped Eyes (Prod. Fishnarc)

Heart-Shaped Eyes (prod. by Fish Narc)

Prod. by @gucciwitch

I could get lost with you for days,
bated breath in the autumn haze.
Holding on to all the hate,
let it go when it's too late.

You're like a drug and I can't get clean,
I don't know when my next fix will be,
You're like a drug and I can't get clean,
 Forty pills inside of me.

I know you don't know, I know you won't though.
I'ma just fade away, like a cloud on a rainy day.

You're like a drug and I can't get clean, 
I don't know when my next fix will be.
You're like a drug and I can't get clean,
Forty pills inside of me.

You were my drug and I couldn't get clean.
I had these demons inside of me.
You were my drug and I couldn't get clean,
forty pills yet I still can't sleep.

I'll Tell you that it's okay, let the ceiling take the pain away.

Overtired (Prod. by gucciwitch)

prod by @fishnarc

feat. @flylittleraven

Every time I close my eyes 
Baby girl, you on my mind
I don't wanna tell no lies
I don't wanna waste no time

Standing in the rain 
Wash away the pain
Nothing ever changes
Yeah, nothing ever stays
You always on my mind
Let's not waste time.
Every time I think about you
Girl, I don't wanna be without you

Every time I close my eyes
I don't wanna know why
Why I'm losing my mind
I can't see the sunshine

Every time I close my eyes 
Baby girl, you on my mind
I don't wanna tell no lies
I don't wanna waste no time

On My Mind Ft. Lil Raven (Prod. Fishnarc.)

On My Mind Ft. Lil Raven (Prod.  Fishnarc.)

Pick me up, knock me down.
Put me six feet in the ground.
I never thought I could lose myself like this.
Bloodshot eyes, late at night.
With only nightmares by my side.
I know I'm not the one to blame.

I can't imagine you at my grave,
I can't picture you with the words to say.
So good at pushing you away.
stop asking me if I'm okay.
My feelings closed up like a lockbox,
I can't figure out my own thoughts. 
Always feeling like an afterthought.
It's okay, I know I'm not the only one.

City lights call my name
I'm running from the pain
Far away
Pick me up, knock me down.
Put me six feet in the ground.
I never thought I could lose myself like this.

I can't imagine you at my grave,
I can't picture you with the words to say.
So good at pushing you away.
stop asking me if I'm okay.
My feelings closed up like a lockbox,
I can't figure out my own thoughts. 
Always feeling like an afterthought.
It's okay, I know I'm not the only one.

Stop Asking Me If I'm Okay

Stop Asking Me If I'm Okay (Prod. Imotape Productions)

Always there like the light on the way home.
Saw a shooting star, I didn't make a wish though. 
Thinking about you when the rain hits my window. 
I fucked it all up it's my fault, you said so.
I gave you all I had, I'll take it all right back.
You opened me up, why'd you do me like that?

Now you're calling my phone even when "you don't care" though.
Who needs friends like you?
A look I can't forget carved straight into my neck.
Draped in words left unsaid,  left trying to make sense.

Six, six, six, I got demons for friends

Always there like the light on the way home.
Saw a shooting star, I didn't make a wish though. 
Thinking about you when the rain hits my window. 
I fucked it all up it's my fault, you said so.
I gave you all I had, I'll take it all right back.
You opened me up, why'd you do me like that?

Six, six, six, I got demons for friends

Always there like the light on the way home.
Saw a shooting star, I didn't make a wish though. 
Thinking about you when the rain hits my window. 
I fucked it all up it's my fault, you said so.
I gave you all I had, I'll take it all right back.
You opened me up, why'd you do me like that?

Open Me Up. (Prod. by Reject)

ft. @tonedeaf

All the lies in my head won't go away.
All the lies in my head won't go away.
All the lies in my head won't go away.
All the lies in my head won't go away.

I'm looking at the sky, 
counting all the stars whilst I'm so fucking high.
Whilst time passes by.
Thinking about the time I let you pass me by.
echoing inside oh why, oh why, oh why?

I hate how you feel like this, the only one who gets me.
I know you don't miss me, I know you don't want that.
I find it so obvious, the way you never write me back.

All the lies in my head won't go away.
All the lies in my head won't go away.
All the lies in my head won't go away.
All the lies in my head won't go away.

“So, this is my life. And I want you to know that I am both happy and sad and I'm still trying to figure out how that could be.”

Suffering

Wallflower ft. TONEDEAF (Prod. by Reject)

https://youtu.be/BJ2dHhAHS18

I will forget you

Hide my pain in my Louis V,
cover my scars in Gucci.
January, New Jersey. 
Ice cold rain, Designer pain.
Nine years on I get the blame.
Nine years on, I'm still insane.
Nine years on, I feel the same.
Just want to forget your name.

Hold my breath, I will forget you.
An ice-cold heart, I couldn't warm to.
Another night and different walls,
waiting up for that phone call.

I will forget you.

The six months we spent apart, 
you made it seem like fine art.
Tearing me apart;
piece by piece, by piece, by piece.
You left me in the snow to bleed.
So cold it hurts to breathe,
my tears they start to freeze.
I knew I couldn't believe when you said you'd see me again. 
I knew that it was the end. 

When I let you die
I was blessed with new life. 
Like day-to-night, 
I found where beauty hides,
Like day-to-night, 
I found where beauty dies.

Hold my breath, I will forget you.
An ice-cold heart, I couldn't warm to.
Another night and different walls,
waiting up for that phone call.

I will forget you

i will forget u(Prod. by Reject) Video in desc

Going Thru It Lately ft. Coldhart (prod. by Yung Carbine)

Baby, I don't know what you want from me?
The only time I see you is on my phone screen.
Baby, lately I been losing sleep. 
Dreams in my head playing over like a movie.
You're there in every scene but you wouldn't choose me.
Baby, lately I been losing sleep, dreams in my head playing over like a movie.

Camera rolling and I'm going through a comedown.
where my hoe at?
Baby, won't you come back?
The second choice, I ain't complaining.
Blood be raining,
blood be raining on the floor.
That's why I have locked the door.
Don't you let nobody in,
I just wanna die in peace.
Tell me, boy, are you scared of death?
loves the biggest killer out there
I don't wanna hear your words
baby, I don't wanna feel this hard pain.

Baby, I don't know what you want from me?
The only time I see you is on my phone screen.
Baby, lately I been losing sleep, dreams in my head playing over like a movie.
You're there in every scene but you wouldn't choose me.
Baby, lately I been losing sleep, dreams in my head playing over like a movie.

Daydream ft. Lil Wiz (Prod Reject)

Hiraeth Bokyo x toloveasyou - Tell Me You're Wrong

Prod. @044Reject

Mixed & Mastered by 
@Toloveasyou

@itslilwiz :
Tell me something you don't know
I was there for you, i'll be there for you
I got a feeling, a feeling that i wont wake up
and now i think its all the time you seem to take up
you know i love you, you love me and that's a straight fact
I bought you flowers and chocolate please don't forget that
so don't forget that, don't forget that, don't forget that, yeah

@edacityy:
Hand in hand come run with me
Be my angel and watch over me

Never had time for my apologies
Cut me deep but I refuse to bleed
Still you bled me dry of energy
Is this how it's supposed to be

I'm not supposed to be the one you fear the most you see
Agree to disagree how could you fall in love with me
Take it out on me I'll be the last thing you see
I'll bring you to your knees until you match my energy

It won't ever be alright
(alright)
Stay as long as you like

Hiraeth Bokyo:
When you close your eyes do you even think of me
(Do you even think of me)
Do you dream of me as you fall asleep
(As you fall asleep)
Thinking about the words that you left with me
memories make it hard to breath
most days i don't wanna wake up, thinking bout the times that i messed up.

Do u dream of me? Ft. Lil Wiz & Edacity (prod. reject)

It's getting late.. ft. Family Pet (Prod. kalko)

RIP GRANDAD <3

Holding on to time
So these memories wont fade again
Told you to go
But I couldn't bear
To see you in such pain

jpdreamthug:
This time say goodbye 
Will you release, stop holding on 
Yeah
If I take my time 
Will it sever my leash
I cannot wait for you to move on 
For you to be strong 
You want to, take me back again
Hold these hands and laugh again 
No, I won’t

I held on to your hand
I felt you slip away
I sat there by your bed
My heart it starts to break

Holding on to time
So these memories wont fade again
Told you to go
But I couldn't bear
To see you in such pain

Hiraeth Bokyo 望郷

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