vocals by @dylanlongworth, @ghostsocial & @rouri404
produced by goodbyex2002 & en.

amv: 
https://youtu.be/OvaIdnWDsys

lyrics:
i woke up with my heart in my stomach 
tired as fuck but i'll roll with the punches 
opened my eyes, thought that we could be something,
got no choice, but sit inside watch it fade into nothing 

i woke up with my heart in my stomach 
tired as fuck but i'll roll with the punches 
opened my eyes, thought that we could be something,
got no choice, but sit inside watch it fade into nothing 
sit in agony 
trust in fallacies 
it's a tragedy 
that it ended in falesia filled with apathy

if i was fine, then i'm lying
something bout this shit, it feel enticing
the way you say you hate my guts, i think i like it
but lately, i’ve been feeling like i might try it

capre diem, doing 190 on the highway
i’m living life like i don't care if i die today
i’m living life i don't care about what they say
i know you never cared anyway

i woke up with my heart in my stomach 
tired as fuck but i'll roll with the punches 
opened my eyes, thought that we could be something,
got no choice, but sit inside watch it fade into nothing 
sit in agony 
trust in fallacies 
it's a tragedy 
that it ended in falesia filled with apathy

know your leaving and there’s nothing that i can do 
holding onto feelings wanna keep you near me
hear the sirens yeah i know there’s nothing i could do
still feel your spirit it won’t stop appearing 
know your in my head and the voices get louder
losing confidence in things i once was proud of
been fucked up but i don’t got the power to keep going on
but i’ll play along for you

i woke up with my heart in my stomach 
tired as fuck but i'll roll with the punches 
opened my eyes, thought that we could be something,
got no choice, but sit inside watch it fade into nothing 

told you i was fine, i guess lied then 
couldn't show all the torment that i was hiding 
yeah it's so tragically gone
i guess i magically lost it 
i think you crossed it, but i can't tell where the line ends 
now i'm gone got me drinking again 
i feel my heart sink down, and it's tearing to shreds
told me you would always care, but i guess it depends
never thought that my demise would be your means to an end, so i'll

sit in agony 
trust in fallacies 
it's a tragedy 
that it ended in falesia filled with apathy

falesia

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dylan longworth - falesia (ft. ghostsocial & rouri404) [prod. goodbyex2002 & en.]

prod by me
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lyrics:
u saw me right through
i looked up to u
ur the reason i make songs, how could u
u made me live
but it came to this
oh thanks to all my friends
i’ll never quit

trying to find the love of my life
but it ain’t going to go so well
i act dumb but i know that u lie
everything for u is going so well 
i’m a fucking piece of shit if u know
i mentioned it in a song long ago 
still pissed but i have to let it go
break me down but i’ll grow 

oh stronger and stronger
i’ve been living my life with no father
take my time, im never bothered 
i wish for the worse upon her (x2)

how could i love you
i don’t even like me
why do i wake up
death dosent want me
i’m stuck in my room
they won’t let me leave
one day i’ll kill them all
they don’t believe me (x2)

it’s cuz i’m weak
it’s cuz im a bitch
when pressures on
i throw a fit
but not no more
build up my core
when pressures on
i’ll start a war

arrogant

prod by me :)

lyrics:

smokin brick in my free time, 
if he wanna test me we gon show him how the lights shine
i think you should ask him if it's brighter on the other side
don't be talkin shit if you can't back it boy it'll save your life

don't be takin shit from people I don't even understand
that's why you'll stay in my dm's actin like some fucking fan
you should really grow a pair and say it with your chest man
actin so pussy but you never even seen that

I know if I keep on talking shit things will get bad
but you hurt me and I won't forget that
If I go to hell you're gonna have to come with me


[[retaliation & hesitance]]

clone

Produced by: grasior

Lyrics:
lost all hope
thinking id be ok
falling apart for you
just make it new

you're so cold,
and after everything your something to behold
I left you out
so I see my goals
you're breaking ground
damn your so profound
we should've never gone out

with it over
I feel closure
can't let you rot away my brain

i see the silhouettes drawn on my walls
it got me going of the withdrawals

you make me nervous
please don’t resurface
everything but us had a purpose

oh i wonder how you got this way
you watched me slowly burn away in decay

you're so cold,
and after everything your something to behold
I left you out
so I see my goals
you're breaking ground
damn your so profound
we should've never gone out
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flower petals ✾

prod by me >\< 
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lyrics:
picking pieces of my own flesh
leaving bruises all around my neck
so why the hell do i still remenice
about the past, about the girl who went and stabbed me in the back

stezzy u should go and calm down
don’t let your emotions take u now
and i tend to let them fucking in
i tend to hide to my feelings that’s inside and that i hold within

can’t u tell that i’m a little pissed?
but yet no one even gives a shit
and no one bothers to go ask at all
they rather go and ask “oh that’s cool but when is ur next damn song?”

maybe i just need a little break
from the people that are always fake
i just wanna go and live my life 
without going a day with hearing all of these stupid fucking lies

feeling cold might have a fever 
and she really think i need her
feeling cold might have a fever
take a second, need a breather

blood on ur face
get the hell out of my way
you don’t care about me
so i show u the same
leave it to u
to fuck up everything
that we ever had
man u must be glad (x2

feeling cold might have a fever 
and she really think i need her
feeling cold might have a fever
take a second, need a breather

i’ve lost 
everyone now
at this point it’s not a joke now
and i hate it
god i hate it
        ♡

fever

Self prod :) 

LYRICS 

Love stuck in my lonely ways
I gotta leave me its my only way
I cannot take it with the shit you say
I swear this town should burn in fire
And il run away

Break me take me leave a little more for me desire
Cannot tempt the fate of one that meddles with his heart
Iron melts like gold and I cant stand it when you're hot
Leave me on the phone for like hours til you're gone
I don't want this love I wanna break into your heart
Clearly nothings there all your empathy is gone
Maybe you're just scared and all this time im wrong
I don't really care I just wanna see you gone

Love stuck in my lonely ways
I gotta leave me its my only way
I cannot take it with the shit you say
I swear this town should burn in fire
And il run away

Love stuck in my lonely ways
I gotta leave me its my only way
I cannot take it with the shit you say
I swear this town should burn in fire
And il run away

Throwing nothing but stones
Oh why she tell me that she love me
When she hate me the most
I get im ugly I can't handle 10 degrees in the cold
thats why im always at home
Leave you with the best time that I ever had
Wish I had the best life that I ever had
Tripping in the next life what we never had
I don't really care I just wanna see you gone

Love stuck in my lonely ways
I gotta leave me its my only way
I cannot take it with the shit you say
I swear this town should burn in fire
And il run away

Love stuck in my lonely ways
I gotta leave me its my only way
I cannot take it with the shit you say
I swear this town should burn in fire
And il run away

THIS TOWN SHOULD BURN IN FIRE

busy

guitar played by @user-374890447

lyrics:
what do you know about this
what do you know about this
oh what do you know about this
I'm sick of saying that I'm okay

I'm sick of saying no
my friends are out while i lay at home
when time ticks i pray it don't
i wanna leave but I'm all alone
i wanna leave but I'm all alone
i wanna leave but im all alone
im sick of saying no
my friends are out while i lay at home
when time ticks i pray it don't
i wanna leave but I'm all alone
i wanna leave but I'm all alone
i wanna leave but I'm all alone

say what u done to me
you open me gave me misery
you blow out the candle as i set it alight
fate wasn't kind to me
your over me were history
into someone else
erases every part of me

I'm sick of saying no
my friends are out while i lay at home
when time ticks i pray it don't
i wanna leave but I'm all alone
i wanna leave but I'm all alone
i wanna leave but I'm all alone
I'm sick of saying no
my friends are out while i lay at home
when time ticks i prey it don't
i wanna leave but im all alone
i wanna leave but im all alone
i wanna leave but im all alone

anxiety

prod by skylin ✧ and @grasior

lyrics:

"I'm only hard on you because I know you can take it"
"because I want you to win"

(grasior ✾) - [prod grasior ✾]

tell me everything i thought was a lie
gave control to everything in my life

what did i do, to deserve you
DiD took me out of who i knew

but
you got me lost in denial
cry in the night what a liar

thought lost in love i held
but it was him not me so i fled

but i dont like what you hold me too
drives me crazy just the thought of you

tell everything is all my fault
when you lost the shit

(skylin & grasior) [prod skylin ✧]

you said you wanted me but I guess those were lies to me 
you turned your back and say I'm throwin all these blasphemies
I cut you off because I found out you're bad for me 
too many snakes in the grass think oughta cut the weeds

(skylin)

got DiD I guess there really are two parts to me
I black out then I don't know what the fuck is happening
got a protector, I don't know if he looks out for me
with time, I learned I was another personality 
in light of these events I guess it's kinda bitter sweet
to learn within of me that there are three whole parts to me 
I put the pieces together after you dumped me on the streets
I lay there lonely with no shoes up on my fucking feet


[prod skylin 0:00 - 1:00]
[prod graysior 1:00 - 1:14]
[prod skylin 1:14 - 2:35]

[[betrayal & mental health]]

snake

snake w/grasior

reprod by me
thank you to log for letting me upload this <33

lyrics -
let me show you how to act right
if you listened it would define
just the type of person u are
it doesn't matter what you go by
cause you'll always be the same person
and you'll always be one of the worst friends
you always were the one to go
when i thought i could count on u the most

lesson learned, don't hold your grudge
even if it could lose someone
hate to know the truth be told
now everything is overthrown

do u wonder where u come from?
picturing at what you've really done
does it affect the way you see your arch?
do they look at you less than what you are?
cause you've always been the same person
and you've always fought the urge to sin
& goodluck tryna get me back
at 2am it kills you bad

no, you messed with the wrong person
yeah you messed with the wrong
you messed it up on purpose
yeah you messed it up
hopefully lesson learned 
i hope a lesson here was learned
i did what i had to do man
and in all honesty 
you're hurting
-----------------------------------------

flower petals ✾

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