tropes - lose, win, lose (greentop) #us

performed & written by me @mental
produced by @lilac @winter

lyrics:

i keep on thinking im better off dead
wake up to sleep hanging on by a thread
i cant exist without you in my bed
said every word that i shouldnt have said
heartbreak and anger my only two friends
if i died, what would you do then?
i don't know how long i can pretend
it's not enough just to feel this regret

can't trust cause they lie every single time
fake love feels so cold like the wintertime
and i tried, it don't matter i can't get it right
heart in my hands offered to the sky

never been the best at letting go
tell me things i don't wanna know
take my heart made my heart froze
that's the way that my heart goes
you're the place that my heart needs
i'm just tryna say sorry
i'm just tryna say i want it
if you love me i got it

yeah i got it
hate myself being honest
if you love me then stop it
stop it
if you love me i'll make it right
i don't really wanna say goodbye
take my heart then i'll take my life
take my heart then i'll take my life

#Nightcore

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cant trust :( prod lilac & winter

@domerrz
@ddertbag
(@owtiss on the lil end part yep shoutout that guy)

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[@domerrz]
think I had lost my feelings
this time I really mean it
words cut deep, I lost all meaning
wounded heart, but I'm still gonna heal it

It's eating me up inside, don't know who you really are
like what you're really like, tell me who you truly are
I know that these feelings come and go
yeah, its quite bizarre 
losing my body, no self control, I'm not going far

and idk why it happened to me 
I took every path and it led back, I feel weak as hell
going round in circles is bad for me
just cut the talk, yea I'd rather throw my pain in a wishing well

SPOTIFY

feelings (ddertbag)

always making sure things are okay even if i'm not.. 

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produced by me
art by cuttle_bone on twitter!!!
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lyrics
in and out of love
don't know who to trust
i did everything i can
and it's not enough
bby tell me 
what's the plan?
i'm not tryna duck
you gon leave me in the rut
i don't wna talk abt it
i can't talk when im sober
you'd love me off the drugs 
overthink the shit i say
i guess i haven't had enough :///
and i take this medication
just to make sure we're not over
your head is on my shoulder
so i can't fall apart

guess it's the price that i pay
tryna make sure you're okay
you been picking at my brain
i keep giving you reactions
and i thought you felt the same
but we both see the way it panned out
i don't know where to go now
keep fighting with myself

i feel so fucking guilty tryna find someone 2 love
i know i'm only 18 
but i feel like i'm done
feels like everybody hates me
i don't know what i've done
i prolly need some help
my bad, i thought you were the one T-T

so manic, so selfish
i'm ashamed i overthink the shit you've done
i'm embarrassed, kinda helpless
insecure about myself, i'll take a run

and it won't fix all my problems
but i'm acting
like i'm something
i feel disgusting :/
and on the surface i'm flawless
but i'm crashing
you get good when you've acted this long..

in and out of love
don't know who to trust
i did everything i can
and it's not enough
bby tell me 
what's the plan?
i'm not tryna duck
you gon leave me in the rut
i don't wna talk abt it
i can't talk when im sober
you'd love me off the drugs 
overthink the shit i say
i guess i haven't had enough :///
and i take this medication
just to make sure we're not over
your head is on my shoulder
so i can't fall apart

guess it's the price that i pay
tryna make sure you're okay
you been picking at my brain
i keep giving you reactions
and i thought you felt the same
but we both see the way it panned out
i don't know where to go now
keep fighting with myself

i feel so fucking guilty tryna find someone 2 love
i know i'm only 18 
but i feel like i'm done
feels like everybody hates me
i don't know what i've done
i prolly need some help
my bad, i thought you were the one T-T

all plats <3

the price i pay… #dynasty

i only ever tried to help...

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produced by me
art by cuttle_bone on twitter!!!
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lyrics
tryna be the shoulder you can cry on
prada jacket, covered in the nylon
i can't let these bygones be bygones
you got me stuck in the past
it ain't something i can work on
i started going up
i fell out of love
i seen my brothers fucking switch
and it just tore me up
i say i'm fine
but i'm just losing my composure
we was a team 
and now you got me pushing boulders ://

don't call me 
no energy to act like i'm sorry -,-
the way you turn your back
it got me petty asf
it's no surprise and you know that
don't need you to come back
quit wasting my time
got all this pressure stacked on me
you're looking for somebody
but it's not me :/
but even then 
it don't explain the way u watch me..
guess i can't tell what you want
i don't feel like i belong
keep acting like you don't notice 0.p

pack my carry on
i'm flying far away
i'll find somewhere to stay
cause i just don't feel welcomed
i got my brothers
but i'm scared they'll go away
guess i'm too pessimistic 
but i'll never let them know that
since 2022 it's just been disarray
my friends keep me okay
but i don't wanna be a burden
need someone to believe in 
need someone i can trust
at this point fuck the love
i just want someone i can talk 2.. </333

tryna be the shoulder you can cry on
prada jacket, covered in the nylon
i can't let these bygones be bygones
you got me stuck in the past
it ain't something i can work on
i started going up
i fell out of love
i seen my brothers fucking switch
and it just tore me up
i say i'm fine
but i'm just losing my composure
we was a team 
and now you got me pushing boulders ://

don't call me 
no energy to act like i'm sorry -,-
the way you turn your back
it got me petty asf
it's no surprise and you know that
don't need you to come back
quit wasting my time
got all this pressure stacked on me
you're looking for somebody
but it's not me :/
but even then 
it don't explain the way u watch me..
guess i can't tell what you want
i don't feel like i belong
keep acting like you don't notice 0.p

tryna be the shoulder you can cry on
prada jacket, covered in the nylon
i can't let these bygones be bygones
you got me stuck in the past
it ain't something i can work on
i started going up
i fell out of love
i seen my brothers fucking switch
and it just tore me up
i say i'm fine
but i'm just losing my composure
we was a team 
and now you got me pushing boulders ://

a shoulder you can cry on... #dynasty

prod - @advxrse
additional production - @outfed
cover art - @v2nthan @vihefoie
vocals - @vihefoie @v2nthan

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lyrics:

@vihefoie

i can't stop all this traction it's all going through my head
every night I can't sleep I just lie inside my bed
I got all these issues feel like i'm hanging thread
now I'm going 120, speeding through dead end (x2)

bandages all over my body
nothing fucking feels real, it's so foggy
in the ER, stuck in bed, recovery
thought this shit was real, put you way above me

no it's not the same as it use to be
gotta quite fucking smiling with my teeth
no it's not the same as it use to be

i can't stop all this attraction it's all going through my head
every night I can't sleep I just lie inside my bed
I got all these issues feel like i'm hanging thread
now I'm going 120, speeding through dead end (x2)

@v2nthan

changin on me, i don't know why
switched up on me, can't trust no one
ay, i thought you were on my side
i tried so hard to forget and you're still on my mind

you think i wanted this?
i try my hardest to forget and i still reminsce
i swear i'll come around and you keep acting innocent
i said i'll leave if you keep on acting like you never give a shit

i can't stop all this traction is all going through my head
everytime i think of you i'd probably be better off dead
eats me up, everyday, swear that all i see is red
now i'm going 120 speed into a dead end

dead end w/ venthan

Produced By @pyu
@diegointhedark
i Miss Uuu

lyrics;
interlinked, i cant let u go
read this like a suicide note x.x
my body twitch but for u im froze
still tryna figure out where ts went wrong

say im haunted
im unresponsive
i want u here by my side
when i drop dead
say i cant fall in love
but for u im all in
its just u and me
ur the one im calling

tell me to sober up
but ur loves my favorite drug
i cant get enough
u make me feel like enough
told u im right here
get you everything u want
see the time pass
ive been waiting so long

i feel alive
i think its time
to say that im head over heels for u
i was so blind
to look away
i cant see me with anyone else but u

you think that i grew up
but im really the same
feel like its been too long
without seeing ur face
i tell u hold on
karma comes my way
tell u be strong
wipe the tears from ur face

@diegointhedark
dreams of betrayal
   n fighter jets above
   dirt nn my nails 
   they dnt wna show u love 
   fendi purse full of my drugs 
   lifeless body full of slugs
   going unresponsive 
   this is what u wanted 

   whn i look in the mirror 
   i feel nauseous
   guts in ashtrays 
   my heads never been getting clearer 
   hearing voices frm my hallway
   plastered faces on the cover 
   undercover frm the runway 
   i cld never do wrong by my brothers 
   but i kno theydd  switch up on mee

Head Over Heels w/ diegointhedark (Meta)

crazy how the world works... 

featuring @diegointhedark
produced by me
dollboy art by shirone <3
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lyrics
@hiseph
i cannot fold
you cannot know
heart growing cold
cuz it's not working
a hunnid cracked codes
watch it unfold
bloody bankroll 
dye packs, they exploding

i cannot fold
you cannot know
heart growing cold
cuz it's not working
a hunnid cracked codes
watch it unfold
bloody bankroll 
dye packs, they exploding

cyanide in my veins
ima panic
can't even tell you 
cuz u wouldn't understand it
i'm not getting no sleep
i'm going manic
you can do this shit without me
i'm fucking helpless

i'm putting needles in my skin
it's fucking poison
saw your txt 
cut it off, so annoying
sports mode in my whip
had 2 floor it
buy a couple mods for my shit when it gets boring

you don't really know me
but i know you
get my brain split
make it brand new
looking like a zombie
tryna haunt uuu
amiri angel on my back
i got wings 2

you don't really know me
but i know you
get my brain split
make it brand new
looking like a zombie
tryna haunt uuu
amiri angel on my back
i got wings 2

@diegointhedark
dreaming of bread n my bank
 n my denim 
 kno they wna get inside my skull
 i wnt let thm
   shells gone hit the floor 
   urre a corpse 
   coughing red phlegm
   wallpaper bloody 
   this lame is not my buddy 

   doing figure 8s 
   trauma on replay 
   i dismantle the cape 
   sipping dirty for the pain
   u think tht wre the same 
   bitch uu must be delusional
   ill put a hole thru ur brain
   like a hoolahoop 

   drugs nn my dresser
   gashes n my armor 
   anger n my heart 
   i got hatred left 2 garner 
   b a better dad 
   beuh urr daughter call me father
   infrared beam nn the forest, hitmarkers

   14th addiction got me sooo pretentious 
   bbyy this a 40 in my jeans
   not an erection
   fucking w the play
   roblox leave him headless
   got it out the mud 
   now he wna b my best friend

@hiseph
i cannot fold
you cannot know
heart growing cold
cuz it's not working
a hunnid cracked codes
watch it unfold
bloody bankroll
dye packs, they exploding

i cannot fold
you cannot know
heart growing cold
cuz it's not working
a hunnid cracked codes
watch it unfold
bloody bankroll
dye packs, they exploding

cyanide w/ diegointhedark  ﮩ٨ـﮩﮩ٨ـ♡ﮩ٨ـﮩﮩ٨ـﮩ

ending the year off right..

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art by @knuckllles
prod @hiseph @shlain170
featuring @hiseph @uxiexo @arid @cld

lyrics
@hiseph
and it's like everytime we talk now
i'm on a tightrope
in a spiral
love me with your eyes closed
no i can't fall down
acting so entitled
just tryna make it with my brothers
going Viralll 

i got love for my team
pour my heart on the baseline
lost in my dreams
but i'm winning so it's alright

@uxiexo
put my heart on the baseline
ill give it my all !! :D
im a shoulder to cry on
you know who to call 
i feel like the man
standing ten feet tall
yaa takashi murakami
imma buy it alllll
listen to my words
maybe u could find ur purpose
im a money fiend
need it now because its urgent
2021 to 24, its a resurgence 
solstice, dynasty
i show them that it's worth it!!! 

@arid
stuck at the bottom yeah i've had it
drowning in the tears yea this is candid
bleed don't fall
i ignore your call
i couldn't deal with all of your withdrawals
but i don't like it
think i'm ur sidekick
think i'm the one that wouldn't treat u like this
tried to tell me why i don't want to figure out and find it

@cld
no I'm not the one
that don't make sense 
they be switching up, i'm not one to play with
think i'm falling apart, wishing i could change it
look into the mirror, don't know where my face is
take a flight yeah i'm goin different places 
don't know what you need
tryna cover all the bases
if i held my hand out, would you take it?
i know that you miss me, you don't gotta fake it

@arid
can u tell me if its a win
is it a win or a loss
i dont wanna look and think about the cost
dont wanna feel if u didnt mean it
i hurt myself and u didnt see it
i'm feeling stuck
untie the knots i'm out of luck
i'm scratching dust
i don't wanna run

@hiseph
and it's like everytime we talk now
i'm on a tightrope
in a spiral
love me with your eyes closed
no i can't fall down
acting so entitled
just tryna make it with my brothers
going Viralll 

i got love for my team
pour my heart on the baseline
lost in my dreams
but i'm winning so it's alright

seph, uxie, arid & cld - #Viral (seph & shlain) ⋆꙳•̩̩͙❅*̩̩͙‧͙ ‧͙*̩̩͙❆ ͙͛ ˚₊⋆

living yo life inside is so crazy
living yo life inside u smellin dasies
i cant see thru the fog my vision hazy
all the bitches i like
been goth
like lil tracy
all i ever did was be ur rock
but u still blame me
not a single word that u say
could ever phase me

cyanide w/ diegointhedark ﮩ٨ـﮩﮩ٨ـ♡ﮩ٨ـﮩﮩ٨ـﮩ

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