hii <3 do you have sex change? I haven’t found it yet >_<

how can you even call yourself a fan after intentionally leaking her songs?

1. i didnt leak this 2. hayden posted this under Ethel Cain meaning this song has nothing to do with her recent tumblr post 3. to the person trying to clock me in the comments… u literally have multiple white silas era songs in ur likes which is the era hayden doesnt like ppl listening to + football which is also a leak ??? hypocrite much… 😂

you're not  the one who hacked her sc account, are you??

@helovesmyjuicycoconuts literally they act like IM the one leaking this music and half the time they all have White Silas era music in their likes dpmo 😭

Copy of chronological ms. cain

Ethel Cain - Princess Ketamine (demo 2)

Little Triste x White Silas - Nightmares

ethel cain - stoker (inbred unreleased)

Ethel Cain - Child of Cain (Bonus track)

Days fly by spent wasting time in my mother's garden green
My sister's speaking old poetry they memorized never knowing what it means
I could stay outside forever counting stars on summer fields fore' I bike to Dowlin' street
Its simple when it's over and i'm happy
Painting murals on the sign but it's downtown in the scorching sun
I tried all summer but I hated the way it looks so I never got it done
I walked the train tracks with a boy that I loved but turns out I was tired of being alone
So when we reached the end and I said goodbye and I was by myself when I got home

Ethel Cain ~ Perry

lyrics:

Pounded down through holes in the pavement
Couldn’t live without him but god I fucking hate him

I’m playing it tough when all I really want is for you to stay, stay
But more times than not
I’m waking up to you halfway walking out the door to my room
(halfway walking)

If I’d have known that the glory days were all the ones that already passed
I would have kept you longer from that side of the glass
Holding that jacket in my arms

Praying you stay warm
But you’re already gone
You're already gone
Gone

truckers chapel - ethel cain

ethel cain - great wide nowhere

Played during an Instagram live stream on November 8, 2021. I tried to polish it a bit to make it somewhat listenable and failed spectacularly. Anyway, here it is.

All music owned by Hayden Anhedönia.

Ethel Cain - There's Something Wrong With Me / But He Doesn't Know It Yet (Full - LQ)

lyrics: 
you work yourself to death
you beat yourself up til you forget how it felt
your blood inside your gloves
stains everything you touch, and everything that you forgot that You love

you breathe and you sleep at that table
until you learned to sew up your mouth
you won’t cry when i leave cause the smell is just too much
now who’s gonna pull you out

your food is getting cold
you told me you’re not hungry, but you’re starving and i know you know i know
but still, you never eat
you stay locked inside that room, and why i wait for you
is a mystery to me

you breathe and you sleep at that table
until you learned to sew up your mouth
you won’t cry when i leave cause the smell is just too much
now who’s gonna pull you out

cold food - white silas

[Verse 1: Aelyx]
Heavy eyes, face stressin’ [?] in the speakerphone
I fell asleep, and I woke up to a dial tone
I miss the words that you said when we didn't speak
You told me when you left you'd always be with me

[Verse 2: Aelyx, Both]
I cut the sadness out in the evergreen
I thought I cut you now, and you can't ever leave
But you let me walk away, you didn't say a fuckin' word
Had to grab my own spine and pretend it didn't hurt

[Chorus: Ethel Cain]
It was a wake up call
The dead of night and I'm screaming in the hall
Can we just go back to before I knew?
It'd be my first new year
Without you
It was a wake up call
That night I put both of my fists through the wall
In hopes that I could pull you back through
It's gonna be a damn long year
Without you

[Vocalisation]

[Chorus: Ethel Cain]
It was a wake up call, and I miss you but
I never miss the butterflies that you left dead in my gut
I poured that cracked glass full 'till it overflowed
It's just a sign of the times, now that I'm letting you go
It's just a wake up call to put you to rest
Crying knowing this is my last time watching you get dressed
Holding that empty glass and the clock, he says
I'm going home screaming "Fuck it, I wish you the best!"

[Outro: Ethel Cain]
It’s just a wake up call
(It’s just a wake up call)
(It’s just a wake up call)
It’s just a wake up call
It’s just a wake up call
[Vocalisation]



Ethel Cain - Skinheads (Demo)

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