this is hard your vocals and lyrics go tough

Good track. good punchlines. The message. I like this song

🎶🌌 Perfect song for a late-night drive. It's so relaxing.

I Must Make My Mark.

Mixed & Mastered by Chuck Miller.
Lyrics by Michael Mathiasen.

Production:
2001 Skit from Metal Gear Solid 2 by Hideo Kojima, Kojima Productions, and Konami Productions.
Now & Later - J Patterns
Pathfinder - T Music
Still Alive - Young Devante
One for the Books - EMER
Bullet Holes - Link Beats
Microwave, Tutto Pepe, Diamond in the Rough - U-Dub of NYBangers
Dark Daze - A2 on the Beat
Diagnosis of Disease - Dreary
You're Faking the Funk/Equilibrium - G.U.Dolla x bvtman
Karma's Next of Kin - Rev
Special - Lou Miele
Welcome to my World - Link Beats.

Meme

YOUMINE

The origin of where I recorded it
If you report the shit, leave you organless
Tore up the strip, hoarding clips for more grip
Rob you while you tourin, treat u like a tourist
Twelve shots in the Taurus
Aim for the torso, more so
Kill for sport tho, I’m a cane corso
Off his leash, for sure to go
Reborn the flow, scorchin it slow
You couldn’t hold a torch to bro
I’m forcing the snow
Been frostbitten, chalk up the ditches
Walking the distance cost me my vision
Atleast I ain’t callin from prison
The walls of the wicked, empty halls restricted
Tales tall as the riches, I ain’t lost the mission...
Ball on you bitches, floss out
Tell label execs who the boss now
Take the hawk out, kno what I’m talking about
Show I’ll prosper in the postmodern
Too slow to dodge it, I hope you got it
What’s poppin... Tryna note the profit
Load my pockets, go where the vibe is
Sac-relig, ain’t spoke to the prophet
No confession booth to get me better soon
Let it boom, by rhetoric you consumed
Heavy gloom, head in the fumes
Needa stress balloon or get the Chevy 2 zoom
From a telly room to killin ya celly by noon
Stretching the cocoon, expect a monsoon
I’m the mist in the rain
The slippery terrain, going against the grain
Live thru the pain, don’t drink ya liver away
Used to spend my days forever crazed
With no plan to get away, check I’m okay
Think I got it handled
Like shaving off the glock handle
Get popped in your enamel
Won’t find the body, you’ll rot in a flannel
The passing of time got me scrambled
I’m livin for right now despite the doubt
You don’t like what I’m about
Went off the right route, I’ll make it big
Outta spite, forget the clout

I’m good now.... And I’ll be good later
Took a wager, u never understood my creation
Better look when you face it
They ain’t gonna book me after chasin
Be right there in the hood waitin
I’m good now and I’ll be good later
Duffle bag full of paper
Empty the mag if I pull to spray it
I’m good now and I’ll be good later
Answers right here if you could take it
I’m good now and I’ll be good later...

Stand on that, pull the hammer back
Hollow tips have the camera crack
Understand where I’m at...
I’m good now and I’ll be good later
Stand on that, pull the hammer back
Hollow tips have the camera crack
Understand where I’m at...
I’m good now and I’ll be good later
I’m good now... And I’ll be good later

You goofies thought you knew me
Only what you chose to see, my life is a movie
Take a clip from the uzi, ready 2 shoot a scene
Excuse if I delete, real shit speakin fluently
Can’t tutor me, I knew my piece...
Some shit confusing me, got me warped
Without a last resort
Blast four at the task force
Fiend for the cash more, what could I ask for
To equate the happiness, make gravity shift
Stay wit the Mac lit, it’s that sick
The tracks legit, I mastered it quick
Snap on this shit, tryna stuff the mattress
Can’t cuff, I just laugh at the bitch
Cuz she run of the mill, like one of ya bills
One uppin the thrill, overconsumption of pills
Gimme a gun to kill, something too ill
Couldn’t comprehend, they gotta pretend
Thought I had alotta friends, instead
Of people not wantin me to win
I spot em again, intuition I trust
They switch up, I’m never giving a fuck
Said I say a lot on the song
Press play, you not wrong
It’s much to relay before the clock’s gone
Too complex and long, should flex wit a strong
I don’t do funny shit wit my voice
Or give up my choice, it’s fuck you boy
The stay is something to enjoy
How coy, you gotta hate it
That it’s so complicated, not too faded
Maybe some things got me jaded
Find a way to lift, out the blatant disgraces ..
Close to it, know what I mean, we all go thru it
Chauffeur the movement out the slow Buick
I’ve grown into it like I predicted
Die wit riches, fire spittin
You could be an eyewitness, get wit it....
We don’t know that, bring down the vocab
Try a slow rap, na show me where the flow’s at
Top 3 when you watch me
Wit J Patterns on the beat

Now & Later (prod. by J Patterns)

See I chose the path, you already know that
Can’t hold back, stomp the rose flat
Cold as where the snow’s at
See I chose the path & ain’t explode wit wrath
Just need a beat and a smoke pack
Pressure make the hose crack
Self loathin’s trash but I’ll soak in that
Hold stacks of the cold cash
No currency, you know it’s whack...
Bound to be watching the value of a dollar
Sound of a scholar, not around what’s proper
Through a town mobbin, down 4 the robbin
Jewels, crowns, and watches, pound for pound
Let’s get it poppin, get to provoke my thoughts
What I was supposed to be taught
Goin raw, toss em overboard, dirty & low swarms, sinkin to the ocean floor...

It kicks off I won’t drift off
Everybody living wrong, keep watch
I’ll snatch ya whole wrist off
Cut the ribbon dog, this the lift off
In the midst of it all, wrote a simple song
Dribble the ball, used 2 shoot bricks at the wall
It’s been a crawl but I’ll commit to the call
Admitting my falls ain’t get me withdrawn
And I give it my all, listen to what I lost
It’s gripped wit frost.. 
Put my heart & soul in it, what goes wit it
TED talk and the show tickets
Kick out the gross bitches and fuckboys
Got the cusp of the ploy, the suckas I avoid
Ain’t cut from that corduroy, what to enjoy
You got love for the void and tryna fill it
Hear the drums, I’ll kill it, see whatchu feelin
And try to heal it, dreams to be fulfillin
Wit resilience, chillin wit McMillan
Not like I was at Dylan’s, merchant gang
Cops thought it was a murder thing
You ain’t heard me sing, see the curse it bring
Few Jersey stings, from the curbs to the bing
Puppets lurkin on strings
Clones don’t deserve a thing
Keep begging for free shit
You’re never gonna be shit
Common disagreements got me leavin
Pop up every season 2 show the gods breathin
All the wounds, gotta be bleedin
I clot em on the weekend, watch what you believin, they lyin heavy
Pollute the minds steady, I climb 2 my destiny
What’s ridin next 2 me? It’s wise & protects me
Coulda died four times already
Past life’s taught me how to act right
My raps like raw smack in the pipe
Tightly packed and you light
Mixed wit a gas spike, turn it that bright
Be it ya last sight

See I chose the path, you already know that
Can’t hold back, stomp the rose flat
Cold as where the snow’s at
See I chose the path & ain’t explode wit wrath
Just need a beat and a smoke pack
Pressure make the hose crack
Self loathin’s trash but I’ll soak in that
See I chose the path, you already know that....
Runaway on the one way
See me wit gun play, I’ll dump it thru ya face
Snatch a girl off the runway, cuz you modellin
Don’t make you a goddess
Ask where the bottles is
You goin thru alotta shit
Spark a light in the darkest night
I made it all bright, that’s why you call Mike
Accomplish goals & watch it unfold...

The brains of the lady was crazy as cocaine in the eighties, no babies she gave me
Kick it wit the group home cuz I knew they was alone, few songs how the world done u wrong
I could hold a grudge, open up, load it & bust
Or all of the above, talk to the judge
Said I belong in cuffs, crossed up
Trapped in the walls tough
Had the balls to not give a fuck..
Preconceived notions would leave me hopeless
Read the whole shit before you keep goin
When the speech open, I’m teachin the onus
Get ya teeth broken, since a teen locin
Chased by the chopper
Now I’ll race in a Mazda, faded your honor
And made the cops a disgrace to the squadron 
What’s poppin, call me the lockman
Soundview to Stockton, corruption droppin
Have sense, can’t be that dense
We ain’t woke in the past tense
Real life got you mad at ya friends
Our eyes never close, we forever awoke
Insomnia, used to be a hooligan robbin ya
Fooled again by the pop up shit
Finally got a grip but I ain’t tiktokin it
These intricate raps gotta listen back
Show the gift of gab when I spit on tracks
Rip that any format
If it click clack, you’ll gimme the stack
And we could bet, triple or nothin
Hit the lungs quick, have the kids runnin

Pathfinder (prod. by TMusic)

I went from Bs to Ds, a new book I read
To making a new crook bleed
Dunno how long it took for me to see
You musta mistook me for being shook G
I’m where the pushers be
Underworld where they under look me
It coulda took me, to rock bottom
Think I been there, but they never got me
To live there, spit clear
Not an ounce of bitch here, it’s all sincere..
Yea... Been thru a lot, it’s not a simple plot
And I can’t get it to stop
While you practice what you not
It’s having me hot, life’s too short
Unscrew the cork, hittin the Newport
Few resorts, extra plans in the tuck
Supply & demand tough, damned in the mud
I had to stand up, plannin wit the thug
Your life’s on the line, a ransom cut
I’m prone to random luck, put it in my hand
I’ll buck, ya man’s like what the fuck
Funeral service, I knew it was hurtin
Church pews lit, wonder if the blues is workin
More than a few percs did
Made me a new person, just the worst version
That d boy got you, it’ll probably lock you
Not to knock a few, I was droppin it too
Wish the best for y’all, ain’t expect it at all
Most of it got fentanyl, deep down
Know you better off clean now

The will to survive is an uphill drive
Even when feeling deprived
Remember I was built to rise
No building confines, the trillest rhymes
You can feel it inside, yea I’m still alive
Even if I was once killed inside
The realest you’ll find, RIP the real lives
Yea I’m still alive, but I wish you was still alive
I wish you was still alive...

All the people that passed, seein that flash
I hope u greeted wit a laugh, coulda been me
When they was beatin my ass, had 2 limp back
How many lives could you give back
I’d keep askin for more
Show me life really matters dog
Take me to the last floor
All the cash in the drawer
Couldn’t buy a path secure
Every day like it’s the last
Do away with the bad
Know I’m coming for that get back
I’m still alive...

To inspire and teach the people, if u keep it evil
I’ma feed you a desert eagle
The pigs could expect to see you, on a autopsy
Buncha carbon copies, robotic freaks
Know that you not me, I beef wit neo Nazis
Living room lawyers, alotta police
Some dudes in the street
Other ones high off tweak, mind control elites
Gypsies, hipsters, and the witch’s belief
I need some sleep, count electric sheep
In this land of deceit and technology
You are not a G, so much you got to see
Not on the screen, homie fuck society
Online notoriety, move thru quietly
Increase your life quality, hit the blunt
Think we might not live it just once
Birthed again, u got a different curse 2 spin
You deserve what you get
Think if it was worth it again
Better live right, you tryna get ahead in life
You expect it right?

The will to survive is an uphill drive
Even when feeling deprived
Remember I was built to rise
No building confines, the trillest rhymes
You can feel it inside, yea I’m still alive
Even if I was once killed inside
The realest you’ll find, RIP the real lives
Yea I’m still alive, but I wish you was still alive
I wish you was still alive...

To all my friends that’s gone
I think of you every song
And I hope they in heaven y’all
Even tho it’s dead wrong
They left us in the storm
Still gotta rest easy but best believe me
Whenever they see me, I died keep it greazy
No peace treaty, went on my terms
Gotta break the tide first, ride berserk
Find the worth & get fly wit the work
The hindsight’s worse if u waste time on a curse... Word.

Still Alive (prod. by Young Devante)

At the start of this journey
None of y’all concerned me
Wouldn’t give a word to me, deserted me
The purpose to me, not to mess it up purposely
I’m burning trees but I deserve relief, cuz u see
If I kept it G, everyone would leave
Introspective steez, kill the beat
I don’t let it breathe, coffin baby
Call me crazy cuz I talk to the 380
Ain’t seein me lately, just the feats made me
The streets that raised me
Or clean sheets wit the lady
Trap or the therapist, back 2 the derelict
Abandoned buildin, the slander won’t kill ya
The slammer is realer, examine my feelings
Don’t like what I find, walk thru with no lifeline 
Mike’s mind is full of spiteful lines
Whenever I write mine, right mind..
They ask wassup witchu? I still love a few
Inspire the gutter you grew, govern a troop
Come thru...

Look at me, it’s something to see
Love and deceit, here’s a penny for the pauper
Here’s a pen for the author, something u took
You stunned & shook, dumb as you look
What’s a gun to a crook? 
Here’s one for the books
Here’s one for the books
Smooth as butter cooked, up to no good
I would run if I could, here’s one for the books...
Hope it’s understood..

I didn’t pass history class cuz that shit was ass
Still know it tho, you can bet that, heads crack
Life’s a dice game, used to fight lames
Thought it might aid cuz I ain’t know the right way, light a J, Rest In Peace Jay
Kicked it way back in the day, I pray for those who had to lay alone, see the way it goes
RIP DJ Coles, it seems insane to me
These families gotta deal wit grief
Go at a young age, bury me in stunna shades
Fuck the fame
As long as I can get my mother a place
On a block that got low property tax
Watch your back, from poverty to plaques
You get popped at, watch that
They got the Apple Watch tapped
Now they tailin, got you under surveillance
Dip off the radar like you planned it
Create a song when the day’s gone
Time to stay strong & make it where u belong

Look at me, it’s something to see
Love and deceit, here’s a penny for the pauper
Here’s a pen for the author, something u took
You stunned & shook, dumb as you look
What’s a gun to a crook? 
Here’s one for the books
Here’s one for the books
Smooth as butter cooked, up to no good
I would run if I could, here’s one for the books...
Hope it’s understood..

Do you need a translation
Cuz of all the xans you takin 
Ran away sick, can’t understand the debatin
The game of life we playin, we fall for the shot
Get back up if your balls dropped
I was once stallin the plot, think of death
The freedom y’all swap, stand tall on the block
Hard as all the rocks, you can call the cops
I live for the fight cuz that’s all that I got

One for the Books (prod. by EMER)

Hear the wind pass, the pain you live won’t last
I’ll give you that, hidden jewel, when faced wit ridicule and they wanna get rid of you
Can’t let em duke, gimme some proof
I’ll give you the truth, surrounded by mystical
Couldn’t explain it but wouldn’t change it
Said I look famous or like a crook aimin
Burning thru the book pages
Relate to the neighborhood strangeness
You came a way, kid...
Wise beyond my years while you wallow in fear
Hollows thru your ear while you swallowin beer
Not a lot that’s clear, I did bring my shot here
Top tier wit a plot to reveal, stolen whip
That’s the hot wheels, forreal..
Get the cops killed, it’s not a drill
These kids poppin pills, ain’t watchin the thrill
The side effects, they ride wit a hex
What if they die next?

Born alone, die alone, word to my home
The silence is strong when you dyin for a song
If violence is wrong, why so many lives gone
Keep a rifle, they diseased like you....

My diagnosis, won’t find me dope sick
The page on fire when I wrote it
You inspired when I spoke it
I’m no coach kid, I just been thru the most shit
Keep a toaster, for the bread, they’ll roast ya
There’s no fix, you broken as it is, c the junkie
Fiendin and hungry, they need that money
Just keeps gettin ugly, it disgusts me
Sittin in front of the judge b
Take a stand, but my life’s in they hands
Only I could face the jam, that’s crazy fam
Make plans that’s decorated wit glam
Not the section eight scam
Pale shorty wit the spray tan
I’m elevated, you hella faded
Could tell that you hate it, b the best 2 make it
Even if there’s spells you created
Had hell breakin, swelling faces
I’ma propel, no debatin
Know they waitin for the rehabilitation
Wit no facilitation, see my skill of creatin
Killed the patience but I’m still waitin
Maybe my sane slipped
But I ain’t give it to Satan

Born alone, die alone, word to my home
The silence is strong when you dyin for a song
If violence is wrong, why so many lives gone
Keep a rifle, they diseased like you.... 
Born alone, die alone, word to my home
The silence is strong when you dyin for a song
If violence is wrong, why so many lives gone
Keep a rifle, they diseased like you....

Diagnosed a disease, said they would see
If there’s any hope for me, supposed to weep
Supposedly, choke on the grief
You gotta be joking me.. The jokes on me
Till I smoke you in the street, new nine
Only religion’s a true design, follow a few signs
It alludes to sublime, quaaludes & wine 
Brand new paradigm, screw ya design
Architect, target the best, hit his heart & chest
I’m from the darkest set
They ain’t know what to call it yet, I’ll bet...
Let’s roll the dice, we can go tonight..
Think you know Mike, no sight
I ain’t even shown you my heights
Might be too rough
I don’t think people like me too much
So I’m in solitude, tryna make it follow thru
Sell a pill bottle or two, somehow still feel the gospel witchu, the evil spirits can’t tempt you
So they resent you, the hate is plentiful
Think I should get a boost
I hope they said it was soon
Send the SOS, I expect to be fed
I don’t wanna recollect a check to check
Or someone to take care of me instead
You ain’t did it yourself, I couldn’t get the help
Been thru hell, I’m what the bitter tell
They better switch my cell
Before the other inmate kills himself
Feel the welts, on neck when he sealed the belt
Tell em how I really felt
Cuz I wasn’t instilled wit wealth
Chase it till I melt, in the crematory
Not before I seen the glory
Learn the meaning of the story
Ain’t tryna demean shorty
You all the same to me
Goin thru lazily, some haze I breathe
And deliver a great speech
When the reaper takin me
I’m still keepin it crazy, how I feel lately
Said they would see if there’s any hope for me
Diagnosed a disease...

Diagnosis of Disease (prod. by Dreary)

2001 (Skit)

Again

Again (Produced By King D Mr. Perfect)

Creanme quiero ser buena
Always wanna be good 
then some people hurt me 
And fuck that is my prove 
Its better to walk alone 
Like Lonesome George
At least there’s my mama 
Que me quiere como soy 
Why people wanna hit me 
Verme a mi  caer 
If I’m so fucking loyal 
Al menos I do my best
So if u wanna push me
Come  intenta aver 
I aint good anymore 
Bad guy is my real name 
I have fought many fights
I have fallen many steps
Pero siempre que me caigo 
Vuelvo a renacer 
like the phoenix u can call me
Chicken is ur name
Cuz if u wanna fuck me 
you’re afraid 
Scared of me yeah
Miedo o que 
Porque hago el esfuerzo 
I do my best 
I do what i can yeah
what i can
Are u jealous yeah 
Come check this

Why why follow the rules 
Or go to school 
Why
They never gonna teach u 
How to beat a wolf 
Why why follow the rules 
Or go to school
Why
La baby bae te enseña 
How beat a wolf 

Now come with me 
And mark my words
I got no mercy 
Oh my lord
Now come with me 
And mark my words

Oh my lord

I don’t mean to have a fight
I don’t  like  blood 
Me refiero a este ritmo
Yeah I kill u with a mic 
Mike Tyson is my guide
to workout 
So if you wanna hurt me 
Take the mic
Y miro pa atrás 
laughing behind my back 
And guess what my friends
Que surprise 
Si eso es un amigo prefiero tener 100
Enemigos a mi lado 
here we go again 

Fake smile 
Light eyes 
No not this time 
Ya no me engañas 
Not this time 
Ya no confío en nadie 
It’s me myself and I 
Come check this 

Now come with me 
And mark my words
I got no mercy 
Oh my lord
Now come with me 
And mark my words

Oh my lord

Lo voy a decir and repeat  
Don’t let people talk about u
shit 
Lo voy a decir and repeat  
Don’t let people talk about u
shit 


Y ahora no se que hacer  
Que voy a hacer  
If I wanna throw a party 
Its just me and my little pet
Cuz they never gonna leave me
creeré 
they never gonna leave 
Al menos hay pa comer 

Now come with me 
And mark my words
I got no mercy 
Oh my lord
Now come with me 
And mark my words

Oh my lord
Why why follow the rules 
Or go to school 
Why
They never gonna teach u 
How to beat a wolf 
Why why follow the rules 
Or go to school
Why
La baby bae te enseña 
How beat a wolf

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