He says "Shrek is life" and I put down my guardddd

shrek.m4a

We've both been alone for a long time
I know you're tired
So don't tiptoe, step in the car
Put your classic music I'll drive
[ Some bullshit ]
We are both pretty messed up right now
[ Some more bullshit ]

So waste my time
I'll waste your time
We could sit here for, as long as we would want
So take that lighter
And set my world on fire
I know I will be the one
And you will be the one
For as long as this would last, come on

waste my time (draft)

Too tired to write the parts I've written lol

build a fantasy (draft)

Yeah I learned from the best on the silver screen
We're noir not evergreen 
Though if I had a choice, I'd still be here
This smoke is going round, in your car
You wear me down 
But I want to taste when you love me down

I don't really like my face
Will you bring your tools and fix it
But I like this melody
Will you box it up for me
I don't really know what's love
I will break this jar and taste it
And I like this memory
Will you box it up for me



Box it up for me (sketch)

Music box version for https://soundcloud.com/hitotatsu/box-it-up-for-me-m4a cause why not?

box it up for me (music box version - demo)

Cm Bb Ab G 

Waiting for the guy I wanna "fight"
But don't know if I wanna do tonight
No reason to be viewed when you're crying
Unless you like this constant life

Round, around
Round and around we go
I'm dying to find
The daybreak of this turn

I know I told myself I will be something
But right now I feel like I'm nothing
Sometimes it's so hard to do the right thing
I wanna be someone
Do something, something
If I wanna build
If I wanna write
If I wanna sing
I wish that I could kill
This fucking animal

Something (Demo)

Lillia, oh Lillia
Why did you bring it up
You know it makes me feel uneasy
Singing those melodies
Of your sad memories
This music makes me feel uneasy

I've told you I'm no therapist
This puts me in no state of bliss
Your distress is of no concern to me
It makes me feel

Uneasy (Repeat)

Uneasy (sketch)

Oh and these history muses
That paint my heart in gray
And green, and white, and red 
Firing in me this unknown urge 
Oh and these hordes of nooses
That taint my mind with rage
Let me overdose on national responsibility and guilt

So I go down to the river by the moor
The drying waters flooding up on my favorite home
The music's playing loud
And I'm gazing at the stones 
I wish that I could go back home

And I wish that I'd die
Wish that I'd die
It would be better for me, be better for you 
I wish that I could cry
It all feels so absurd
Are we pushing boulders up a glass dome

Music's playing 
Strings archaic
Oh my little soul is aching
Why are you silent?
Why am I silent? 
Let's break this glassy dome 

And I wish that I'd die 
Wish that I'd die 
It would be better for me, be better for you
I wish that I could drown
Though I'm one in eighty million
I'd gladly be a tile on the road 




Glass Dome

Chords: B G#m A# D#m 

[ VERSE 1]
Lilly, I like to fantasize about who I'll be
I cried on my way home 
But I look so fucking silly 

[ PRECHORUS ]
Now the animal in me wants to go for a walk
Though I tried to convince it to settle for a talk

[ CHORUS ]
And the light of the thoughts and the reason
Falls into its evening 
Back to looking for my room in the stars 
(Room in the stars)
My room in the stars
My place in the skies 
My room in the stars (REPEAT)

[ VERSE 2 ]
Lilly, they told me to pick some values from the sea
They told me to follow my passion but I don't know what they mean
I have ambitions but I don't know what it brings
I'm laughing at the honor of the kings

(CHORUS)

[ BRIDGE ]
Oh every night that goes on
God I wanna be normal 
I don't wanna be normal
I just wanna behave 
But then why should I behave
Don't wanna die unknown



Rage

[Verse 1]
I don't know why it's weighting on me 
Another day when 
I'm conscious and I have a body  
My problem with life's not being myself 
I just don't know why I need to be 
Don't know why I need to be, oh

[Prechorus] 
Shut my brain, freeze my frame   
I don't need your remedies 

[Chorus 1]
Cause I don't wanna be 
Don't wanna be 
But I'm seeing, smelling, hearing all these voices 
Like honey, honey, honey honey 
It's sometimes sweet 
But it's sticking up in my nerves 

[Verse 2]
Thinking 'bout the purpose of life 
Won't make it better 
I'm fine with pushing rocks up a hill 
I don't mind feeling sad or being afraid 
I just don't know why I have to animate 

[Chorus 2]
Cause I don't wanna be 
Don't wanna be 
But I'm feeling, tasting, seeing all these traces 
And my mother brought me into the world 
It might be sweet
But she cursed me upon my birth 

[Bridge]
Don't know what I did


Humanity can truly come up with foolish things
God damn
Free-riding cause you can?
And who said that one man
Can lead an entire nation
With one brain and hand
Cause you're like 83 and I'm 21
The only thing you haven't seen is World War One
But you are never wrong 

One day
You will die and I'll be looking at your coffin
And I'll be smiling
Cause you did me wrong (x3)
Yeah you killed the sons of Iran 

Three thousand years of culture couldn't prevent these blind and foolish views 
You see, bullets and nooses are the way they respond to me and you
Even if I die, they'll need 80 million minus 1 shots
Even if some don't know now, history will connect the dots

One day
I will die and you'll be looking at my coffin
I hope that you'll be smiling
Cause I did you right (x3)
No I didn't leave without a fight

Coffin

I kinda like you , I really like you 
You’ve got a quiet face 
I would love to know more about you 
And your music taste 
When we talk about things, I think
We’re similar in striking ways 
Now I fall for you again
This time with some grace  

But I know when I try to love somebody 
The universe pressures me into loving nobody 

Makes me pay (x2)
Is it me or they who run away?
I’m okay without a friend 
But this time I might change my ways 
So if you ever hear this song 
Will you please be my friend?

You care for justice and social issues 
Politics too 
And I’m a passionate mess for truth 
I think that’s what drives me to you 
When we talk about things, I think 
We’re similar in crazy ways 
Now I talk to you again 
This time with no shame 

But when I try to care deep for somebody 
The universe asks me “Ain’t you better with nobody?”

Makes me pay (x2)
Is it me or they who run away?
I’m okay without a friend 
But this time I might change my ways 
So if you ever hear this song 
Will you please be my friend?

Be my friend?


I was with my honey on the road
We were making Molotovs
On the 10th of November
We'll be ending this reign
Then he looked me in the eyes
And said that he is ecstasized
He hugged me and said
"I won't mind if I die."

Any sane man would know we were breaking the law
And there was this gunman 
That neither of us saw 
Then a bang bang bang 
And he shot my lover down
My eyes went black and I ran for dear life
But then I went back
When I went back to the spot
I saw that my lover was murdered in cold blood
One bullet in his leg
One bullet in his head
One bullet in his heart
And one metaphorical bullet in my heart

november 9th (sketch)


I look at my home 
Then the apartment I live in 
I have so many neighbors 
I feel, little 
I look at my town
And then at the country I live in 
Look at the earth, I feel
Little 

So why does it feel like the end of the world when I'm hurting?

So why do we fight?
And why do we shoot guns? 
Why do we kill and rape 
And why do we drop bombs?
If an alien race was to come down to earth 
What would they think about us?

Even Mars probably had life on it once
But look at it now, nobody gives a shit 
I look at my home and its ugly politics 
The man thinks he's gonna last 
Maybe in history books, yes 

But we're so small in the grand scheme of things so why does it hurt?

So why do we fight?
Why do we shoot guns? 
Why do we kill and rape 
And why do we drop bombs?
If an alien race was to come down to earth 
What would they think about us?
Remind us to be modest

La la la 
Galaxies, stars, planets in the sky 
Please notice how small you are 
One day you will die



If an alien race was to come down


Watching your TV 
The stickers on your window painting New York city 
Ignoring your heavy bleeding 
I'm heavy 
What if you opened, opened your door
And you saw 
You are stuck in this deep endless blackhole that you're calling home

What's the point of looking at this city
When I could take a photo of the galaxy
And stick it to my window
Play it everyday, in my memories 

What if you could just look outside of your window
Take a deep breath and feel at this wind blow
This is just a "use your eyes" manifesto 
The kids are cleaning windshields, begging at the terminal 
And dad has got no bread, he screams at the king "No!"
This is just a "use your eyes" manifesto 

Watching my TV 
The bake shop has no dough but the barracks' never empty 
I know you see this blood 
So don't you feel heavy?
What if you opened, opened your eyes 
And you saw 
There are millions of these people firm on taking back their home 

What's the point of being a human being 
When you're a slave and he's your majesty 
Take my hand and History will play you everyday 
In her memories 

What if you could just look outside of your window
Take a deep breath and feel at this wind blow
This is just a "hold my hand" manifesto 
The kids are cleaning windshields, begging at the terminal 
And dad has got no bread, he screams at the king "No!"
This is just a "hold my hand" manifesto

Manifesto


I just saw my own behavior 
I am way too extreme when it comes to you 
When I’m with you 
Oh I just noticed that my volume is too high 
When I’m with you 
And I know that I might bruise myself 
Cause I move too much when I’m with you 
And I just noticed that my hands move 
At a higher rate, when you’re in my view 

Honey I know (x3)
That you’re not alone (x2)
You got a girl back home 
So why’d you ask me if I’m alone 
If I have a man in my life 
Oh no dear I don’t 
But please go home 

I replay in my head every conversation
That thing I said that day, was it too blue? 
When I'm with you
My brain's a code on loop 
And you see everything I do 
Cause you're a man on the moon 

Honey I know (x3)
That you’re not alone (x2)
You got a girl back home 
So why’d you ask me if I’m alone 
If I have a man in my life 
Oh no dear I don’t 
So please go home

Observations/Obsessions

Desert nights , astronauts 
Holograms of reaching all the stars 
Earth is small, from afar 
Just a few things that make me cry 

I've been breaking time and time again
Cause I've been running around 
It's a tough choice between life and demise 
But I've been told that the war in your mind
Is what defines being human 

Rainy days, human bonds 
Nature walks and beautiful songs 
History of dead kings and queens 
Just a few things that break my heart 

I've been breaking time and time again
Am I wistful by design?
It's a tough choice between life and demise 
But I've been told that the war in your mind
Is what defines being human

Being Human

Teach me how to cry (Demo)

That one scene in 2001: The Space Odyssey made me emotional asf so I decided to put a spin on it. 
Here's the scene: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E7WQ1tdxSqI

Daisy (Hal 9000)

October 18th 2022

Stray cats in a dead-end alley 
Red untertones and worn out stones 
Decorate this megacity 
The smell of trash, the smell of bones  
And the corpse of a lonely girl next to her home 

But do the streets hear me?
Do these streets see me?
As I throw my body down on the stones 
Let these streets hug me
The concrete keep me 
Embrace my body, save me from the blows

Stray men in a clergy’s body 
Grenades and ropes and bloody domes 
Destroy an ancient history 
The smell of cash, the smell of oil 
And decrees of man alone on the throne 

But do the streets hear me?
Do these streets see me?
As I throw my body down on the stones 
Let these streets hug me
The concrete keep me 
Embrace my body, save me from the blows

The Streets

October 9th 2022

All the blood that runs in my veins
Is enough to flood you away
And jails in Iran are big enough
To put you all in jail

A noose is round
And around it goes 
And soon it’ll be your turn 
Your daddy’s 83 
He’ll die soon 
Just wait 

Big guns, big sticks
Big cars, and big clothes, and big things 
Just your toys, cause you’re a kid 
And we know, you’re the one who’s scared

A noose is round
And around it goes 
And soon it’ll be your turn 
Your daddy’s 83 
He’ll die soon 
Just wait

Just Wait

I was reading a history book 
And realized I’m a winner
Regardless of what they do, we are winners
Find ways to prove my honor
I can find ways to show courage 
No matter the sticks and no matter the stones
I’m a winner

Cause History’s an adamant mistress 
She does things all over again
She’s been playing this for a thousands years 
And she knows, we are winners
Right now we are cold and in pain
But in a century, we are all dead
But she’ll remember and she’ll honor us 
Cause she knows, we were winners 

I was seeking an antedote 
For a feeling that is inert 
All I had to do is realize we are winners 
Cause power’s to the people
And the sword’s in the hand of the crowd
Beheading the snakes of Dahaka 
While chanting “Woman, Life, Freedom”

And History’s an adamant mistress 
She does things all over again
She’s been playing this for a thousands years 
And she knows, we are winners
It may feel like we’re bleeding in vain 
But in a century, our home is Eden
And they’ll remember and they’ll honor us 
Cause they know, we were winners

Winners

Bend the law, cover your face 
Change your weapons, name the beast 
Let your dumb team win and dance to the beat 
My cradle was your gallows 
It’s quite easy to see
That you can’t change, the way that you see
The way that you bleed

Wash my face with blood, I know this 
It is written in my DNA that I’m a winner
And I have said it times and times before
I will say it again 
That I will dance on your grave 
Be a God, create this place 
We will rise from the ashes 
Like a Phoenix

Phoenix

Autumn nights, revolution on my mind 
There is fire out my window 
Crying every night 
I was born inside a ghetto 
And I don’t really know what do with my mind 

So I revolt  
Ignite a fire 
It’s the only thing that makes me feel alive 
And then you came along 
And you danced with me in the fire 

Embrace me with a bullet 
And then kiss with a gun
Turn me to a hero 
Turn me to a song 
Thought it was romantic 
Guess I’m wrong 
Still I can’t believe it so tell me that I’m wrong 
Tell me what you’re thinking when you’re holding on my hand 
Dodging all the bullets, dreaming of a perfect land 
I’ve been set free early before, let’s set this place free now

Tell me that I'm wrong

با من بمون، با من بمون 
گوش کن فریاد صور 
چرا دارم میشم من دور از مقصد 
وقتی میرم به سمت نور؟ 
کور شدم، کور 
وقتی ریخت رو چشمام دریای شور 
وقتی نگاه کردم تصویرمو  
دیگه نگارین قبلی نبود 

دلیل نداره اینطوری باشم 
دستی نیست بگیره دست منو 
حتی منطق نمیکنه کمکم
خیلی تند میگذره زمان با تو 
دلیل نداره دیوونه باشم 
دستام سرده تنهام حتی با تو 
الان مثل یه ولگرد خستم 
کاشکی میشد ساعت وایسته با تو

Saat Vayse ساعت وایسه

Hard to breathe
I just need a drink  
It’s not you, it is everything
But what you did was, converge everything 
Now when I’m sad, I remember everything 

This melodrama’s killing me 
I walk a random street 
Tonight I looked in your eyes 
And pain devoured me 
Don’t ask me what I need
I don’t know anything, you don’t have to say anything
Just stay with me 

I don’t know what broke me 
But you shook my heart and recalled me everything 
You made me remember 
Just how hard this is

everything (sketch)

Gm Dm Bb - (Gm A Dm) - A Dm F

[ VERSE 1 ]
(Rhythm 1)
Sitting in the corner of a tiny room
Oh, I 
Million things to think about, I'm thinking 'bout you
(Rhythm 2)
Oh my tiny little brain now
It's got to lose a game again now 
It's got to lose again the game now
So I go down south on you

[ PRECHORUS ]
Been a while since I lost my way
So now I know what to do, know what to do
God, I have lost my brain
Here we go again

[ CHORUS ]
Been a while since I wrote a song 'bout that
It's the only way that I could have a laugh 'bout that
Then I sit down and wonder who the fuck laughs like that

That (not even a demo)

Some Ring Theory
ED necessary conditions and stuff like that

2:30 NECESSARY conditions for ED

Algebra II: Euclidean Domains - ۱۰ اسفند (To call BS on bots)

I made this for Z last year but I decides to do a """gOoFiEr""" recording of it because the last one was kinda cringy. And so is this one. LOL But this is my AUDIO DIARY. 

tangerine (Demo)

Just struggling to find the 4th chord that fits my chord progression. 

زن، زندگی، آزادی 

Cyclic Group of Order 1

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