Sea Lion // Sky Shark

Dying to Live (Sonic Revs Up)

The Key (is Me)

Time to Go

Song 1: The Sun Hit Different in 2020 by ~Me~
Song 2: Air Gap by Supertask

Sunrise, Sun(DJ)Set

Shape-Sifting Through Space (interdimensional interlude)

The Disney I Remember

the siren is a shaman
my lilith in aquarius
all three of me
intricately 
bridge the bastardized 
with the sacred

magic sexuality
chameleon energy
everything changes
that's a good thing
that's a good thing

they guide me to a beast within
my inherent sin
my fractured fin

as i study my shadow
a devotee of profane power
alchemize
alchemize the flames from a scorched tower
i fly as i swim
becoming a new creature each hour

both the thorn and the flower
both the thorn and the flower

Both the Thorn & the Flower

lyrics:

i am a recovering submissive 
forced to fawn
since my genesis
navigating sin
YOUR perception of the skin i'm in
a contortion

it has generated this deep need in me
to ACTUALLY be seen without distortion

i am hurting
crying
for a part of me that has always been 
in hiding
is now dying

backsliding through each trauma like a replay on the television

i am hurting
again and again
and i want to hurt them
again and again

the violence i see 
has happened to me
and i am dissociating 

a bastardized sense of pleasure
a "cleansing" act of confiding

i am hurting
while you are lying
a wolf in sheep's clothing

crying 
for a part of me that always has been 
in hiding
is now dying 
i am crying

i am hurting 

i am dying

i am growing

Compost

sound-collage with windchimes & birds with a layer of synthesizer beep boops

Bird Chimes & Bamboo

Planetary Influences

Deep Breaths

August 8 // Lion's G8

Lyrics:

Father fire
Father fire
Father fire
Drowning in the flames

Father fire, fire father
Fire father 
Submerged in water 
And drowning in the flames 
Burning 
Burning 
Fire father 
Submerged in water 
And drowning, burning in the flames 

Fire father 
Submerged in water
And drowning in the flames 

This too shall pass
This too shall pass

Fire father 
A complex mirror dance:
The Sacred and Profane

Sacred

Profane 

Fire father,
This too shall pass
A complex mirror dance 

Sacred, this too shall pass
Profane 
Profane 
Profane 

This too shall pass

Submerged in water 
And drowning, burning in the flames 
Fire father, submerged 
Burning in water

Father Fire

this is an homage to that one spoken-word album that william shatner & ben folds made together

Lyrics:

The Lovers laughed
They laughed at me
Simultaneous worship
And panic attacks 

I flung my net 
And caught no thing

The Lovers laughed 
Through panic attacks
I flung my net
And caught no thing
There was nothing 

They won’t stop laughing 
Nothing 
Nothing 
Nothing 

The Lovers laughed 
They just laughed 
At me

Waxing, waning
The moon is in the sea
The moon is inside me

They won’t stop laughing 
I keep flinging 
Flinging 
And catching nothing 
Nothing 

The Lovers laugh
And laugh
And laugh

Hi_Lo_Fi

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