treading water got too difficult
i don't click with residuals
from straight out of their cubicles
there's something strangely beautiful
bout living here in this filth
after all the imitators are done and dusted
he still maybe might live
treading water got too difficult
i don't click with residuals
from straight out of their cubicles
there's something strangely beautiful
bout living here in this filth
after all the imitators are done and dusted
he still maybe might live

every song
that u get
is a piece
of my health
puppet strings control me
so for them make something else
she could kill me yet again
and this corpse would only sputter
this hope turns to
waiting for the waves to pull me under

treading water got too difficult
i don't click with residuals
from straight out of their cubicles
there's something strangely beautiful
bout living here in this filth
after all the imitators are done and dusted
he still maybe might live
treading water got too difficult
i don't click with residuals
from straight out of their cubicles
there's something strangely beautiful
bout living here in this filth
after all the imitators are done and dusted
he still maybe might live

i simply need someone's affection
but we could have phone sex
she says without idling
we store
idealized versions of eachother
in our heads
in our heads

i simply need someone's affection
but we could have phone sex
she says without idling
we store
idealized versions of eachother
in our heads
in our heads

treading water got too difficult
i don't click with residuals
from straight out of their cubicles
there's something strangely beautiful
bout living here in this filth
after all the imitators are done and dusted
he still maybe might live
treading water got too difficult
i don't click with residuals
from straight out of their cubicles
there's something strangely beautiful
bout living here in this filth
after all the imitators are done and dusted
he still maybe might live

residuals (afterlife x jolst)

ly caspy <33

lyrics:

waking up the same as u left me
pillies to the brain, i got plenty
tell me run away in the bentley
take away the pain that u fed me

im in the function
n i cannot function 
lung combusting
repercussion
u on sum fuck shit
playing me, percussion
~death wish~
blood gon drip my neck like issa necklace
name on top my wrist, look like a setlist
wake up, bake the bowl, this shit not even breakfast
eating breakfast
i be on my dread shit
blood gon drip my neck like issa necklace
name on top my wrist, look like my setlist

{casperrr}
i tried to run
but i an't fast
tried to fight 
but i knew i wouldn't last
these feelings
kicked my ass
but there's no way
i am ever going back 
wake up
drag myself outta bed again
face up
tryna face my oldest fucking friend
sadness
i think this is the end
timeless
im afraid i have no time left 

putting all my songs on her playlist
goth bitch
stare me in me eyes and
she looks flawless
falling 
deep into a faucet
i ain't notice
wore my heart on my sleeve
until you came and u broke it

{shizukesa + casperrr}
waking up the same as u left me
pillies to the brain, i got plenty
tell me run away in the bentley
take away the pain that u fed me

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death_wish w/ casperrr (yung rospo)

lyrics⬇️
crushing the thoughts that been breaking me down
how could i write so much and you never liked my sound
voluntarily always around
but now ur making me feel a way so i gotta get out

lie on the cold ground
duplicate that feeling that you thought you found
maybe this my chance maybe right now
yea or I’ll suffocate in advance if i dont fight it out
even lookin at these plants i i feel like i dont amount 
to all the beauty that they hold cuz i cant even count all the times that i would fold at the fault of my mouth
even when i promised everyone it wouldn’t go south

late gigs knowing that you wont be there

paint a pictire for me knowing that i will not fear

yea cuz i wont breathe ur judgy person air
for once it might be nice to be all the way out your hair

ill push back i dont like it when it feel like that

no crash pad when im falling i fall down hard flat
i dont even have the energy to feel bad
i dont see anyone who wanted a rematch
i been pushin in my memories like way back
Yea u dont want anything like this you want a price tag
money dont mean anything if you cant even buy that 
promise youd be runnin from me if you knew what i had

i live i laugh
but i dont wanna use the stuff that hurts the people most
wait until the night pass
then ill stay low
cuz thats the way that itll last

(Weepings)

We've been on and off like every other week I fucking swear
Girl you got me crashing out; You got me growing out my hair
I'm doing all these drugs to pretend like I don't care ...
But I do too much
Girl I know you fucked him I feel nauseous but I still miss your touch 
Smoking on some potent pop some oxy till my brain turn dust
I'm bleeding out my back I'm just your toy and my heart soft like plush
A puppet on your string an I will wait for you to treat me such
~
Cuz if the pain I feel is cause by your hands I don't mind
I showed you my darkest parts and you left me behind
Who knew that my love for you would leave me feeling blind
Girl no matter where I go you're still stuck in my mind
~
And flashback to the moment that I met you
Even then I knew I cannot forget you
I remember how you looked at me the night I loved you
But now I fear I'm falling short
Back and forth, every time we speak it feels like we in court
God it hurts, Knowing that the girl I love left me in dirt
What am I holding onto still, like bro ... that hoe left me first
I could never trust another soul, like I trusted you
I still got love for you
I wish you loved me too
Girl honestly I can't see my future with another fucking person in this life

voluntarily w/ Weepings (cxrter x yunnygoldz)

[Intro]
(Beam me up Scotty)
Beam me up in this bitch
You know what it is
Beam my guy up, boy (Okay)
Beam him

[Chorus]
Eat a starburst in the dark
Greened out, I finna faint no Linkin Park
Smoke from the window crack of the car
I'm not looking at sky I'm seeing stars though
Screen glare tint eyeballs from the phone glow (Glare)
Spend too much time looking at her photos
Chase a bag, but get crumbs like Panko
How my day go, pretty fucking great though
(Pretty fucking great though)

[Verse 1]
Clap back when I talk (Talk)
Fried like a walk (Walk)
My life like anti collagens, I just flow not no clots
On the couch smoking pot
Got your girl on my crotch
And we nowhere near the coupe
When she go to drive the top
Fuck a chameleon ass rapper
Relationship ruined [?]
I got a squad full of face smashers
They like the taste of the brain matter (They like the taste)
Bathe in the hate of the trigger minds
Kill you one at a time and they just start with your mind (With your mind)

[Chorus]
Eat a starburst in the dark
Greened out, I finna faint no Linkin Park
Smoke from the window crack of the car
I'm not looking at sky I'm seeing stars though
Screen glare tint eyeballs from the phone glow
Spend too much time looking at her photos
Chase a bag, but get crumbs like Panko
How my day go, pretty fucking great though
(I'm fucking great though)

[Verse 2]
(Look at me in the mirror)
Your squads full of squares like roblox
I been playing solo
Lowkey like socom
Lowkey no photos
Run up on the dogs get stitched up like polo
On the come up like Yoyo
Stayin' cold like Froyo
Get the green like Yoda
No pills, no yola
Smoking green, smoking guac
Get the woods like Rona
Change a flow, change form like Fiona
Strap with the zenith blade like Leona

[Chorus]
Eat a starburst in the dark (Dark)
Greened out, I finna faint no Linkin Park
Smoke from the window crack of the car
I'm not looking at sky I'm seeing stars though
Screen glare tint eyeballs from the phone glow (Glare)
Spend too much time looking at her photos
Chase a bag, but get crumbs like Panko
How my day go, pretty fucking great though

9TAILS - starbursterrr (prod. scottysplash)

9TAILS - genesis (prod. scottysplash)

i swear im sorry, i dont mean it
i just, i just
i guess i always get this feeling
i been, i been
i been coping with the feeling

i been feinin for this moment
ever since the day we met

just want your lips
you feel like bliss
every time when my hands up on your hips

you get closer, im just tryna breathe you in
its been too long so tell me baby where you been

girl im aware, i know im a mess
give me time i promise that i’ll be better
my brain is fucked, i swear it’s just bipolar weather
i know i crashout but your passion keep me centered

your passion keep me centered

where you been?
its a sin
pulled me out the water cause i dont know how to swim

Fein 4 U (prod Chroma2k)

{HOOK}
i have a pain in my stomach 
that I could not satisfy 
it’s eating at me and I don’t why
you left me with no one and nowhere to go and it’s cold its like 20 below outside
I march through the rain in spring and the snow in the winter to make sure that you’re alright    


{VERSE}
a knight with no armor 
a sword with no shield 
but I would be stronger right by your side 
 when I look to the sky I see nothing but darkness
but that was until I looked in your eyes 
my stomach is turning and killing me 
ripping the wings off a butterfly 
my life’s like balatro I’m  playing the cards that I’m dealt and hoping they multiply  
 can’t leave my house without stressin bout death I honestly feel like I’m terrified 
like a horror movie
because I stick to my guns like its call of duty
try to rip through my flesh when the muscles chewy  
and I don’t wanna hear what your saying to me
cus i feel like a mess when it’s late im stressed and the thing that love looks like satan to me

{HOOK} x2


Mixed by @ericgodlow
Prod. by @dercept + @jolst

Fein 4 U (prod Chroma2k)

HKFIFTYONE