wysteria

time zones &
lack of understanding

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with eyes cast low 
the shadows start to creep 
and we wait 
for the next hours to pass 
for these hours to match 

arriving early, or always too late 
(soon, but not soon enough) 

perched they fall, 
down,,,, they go 
cut yourself out 
and float 

don't you 
want 
to feel 
what comes after, this

g u i l t y

one-shot, kinda, + recorded with the Macbook mic because I am the laziest. 

okay////,
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and i will be right here,
i will stay true to the 
bottom, for the (sins) (things)that i believe in

and i will  (stay) clear
i will wait here with the others,
with our hearts in our hands /////
with hearts in our hands

HERE^

G U I L T Y  M O O N

humanBEINGhuman

humming humming,

watching the spectrogram go

testy testy

9 months since the last upload!~

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so, 
we meet again 

it's all too much 
- - - 
it always was 

unbelievably so, 
you didn't know 
(you didn't know) 

and everyone 
they shine 
so brightly

evry1 is mad

feat. Anton Södergren - recording wizard, singer, & co-writer

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this is you and me
by the wayside again
skipping rocks in the dark by the ocean

& you were
hugging me til I could barely breathe
til I was seeing colours I'd never seen before
seeing colours I'd never seen before

& if you take ten steps back
to take a few more in a direction 
you need to leave at the back door
to put in a jar on the last shelf
where you can't find it anymore

if you'll be the left, I will be your right
and will sleep on the end of arms at night
and you'll be the east, I'll be the west
and we will dance, we'll dance, we'll dance, we'll dance
around the compass

& if you take ten steps back
to take a few more in a direction 
you need to leave at the back door
to put in a jar on the last shelf
where you can't find it anymore

wayside

something short from the summertime

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we see you 
follow through 
now 

you'll ignore the bigger parts 
you'll see now 
ignore the 
bigger 

the bigger 
parts

_boarding area_

"skit"

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and I caught you running 
I caught you running again 
and I caught you running 
I caught you running again 

don't let those safety scissors cut your hands 
don't run with safety scissors - 
you'll lose your hands 

and I caught you running, I caught you running again

safety scissors

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Drink up, baby, stay up all night
With the things you could do, you won't but you might
The potential you'll be that you'll never see
The promises you'll only make

Drink up with me now and forget all about
The pressure of days, do what I say
And I'll make you okay and drive them away
The images stuck in your head

People you've been before that you
Don't want around anymore
That push and shove and won't bend to your will
I'll keep them still

Drink up, baby, look at the stars
I'll kiss you again, between the bars
Where I'm seeing you there, with your hands in the air
Waiting to finally be caught

Drink up one more time and I'll make you mine
Keep you apart, deep in my heart
separate from the rest, where I like you the best
And keep the things you forgot

People you've been before that you
Don't want around anymore
That push and shove and won't bend to your will
I'll keep them still

between the bars (elliott smith)

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don't poison me 
with possibilities, 
I've seen the rain fall 
next to you 

the sea, & the rocks 
as we walk 

your eyes as 
clear as the moon 

I'll cover you 
in stars, until 
the light comes in

11:06

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help me out 
I can't see 

the wind 
shakes it all 
farther down 
to me 

call me up 
let me down 
I will --- 
forget 

close me in 
shut me 
out / up 
silver 
smiles

silver smiles

I had a dream last night
the worst part of you
came to life
it was a curious dream
unlike any other scene
I'd seen in my life

you told me not to run
that I would just be blinded
by the sun
you tried to comfort me
said any other day I like,
that I could leave

and you grabbed my neck
I grabbed your thighs
not realizing your
clever disguise

I looked into a strangers eyes
that night

and then you dragged
me to the shore
said you had a little
plan in store
then you pushed me in
said you didn't want me
anymore

and you drowned me

(oceans)

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“White Noise and Machines” >> “AMdial Static and Sports.aiff” (http://www.freesound.org/people/jgeralyn/sounds/177919/) 
by Joanna Geralyn (http://www.freesound.org/people/jgeralyn/), 

⇡ used under CC BY ⇣ 

“Radio Static” (http://www.freesound.org/people/Tristan_Lohengrin/sounds/258349/) 
by Tristan Lohengrin (http://tristanlohengrin.wix.com/studio), 

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mesmeries

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you always said I was the funny one
and I always thought you were wrong
now your crooked teeth can't hide your lies no more

you keep wearing your rings at night
like they hold some kind of truth you might like
and you're holding hands with the memories
you can't have, but you don't care

and you don't seem to notice
that we're just trying to find some new kind of love
to fake, to take and make it our own

new kind of love

pretty words
like soft cotton sheets
the kind
that keep you warm at night

acid words
on your cotton candy dreams
that fall
through the cracks
in the palm of your hands

you fell so hard
that your heart shattered
into a million
splinters
that I just can't
get out

poem

“electro pop melody to remember 001” >> (https://freesound.org/people/frankum/sounds/353249/)
by frankum (https://freesound.org/people/frankum/)

- https://soundcloud.com/frankumjay/feel-me-electro-pop

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your level (feel me - frankumjay)

no one is ever going to give you the right answer
you'll fight it all off, you'll fight us all off
but we'd go to hell for you

you just keep thinking whatever you want to,
we can't change a damn thing
and it's like you know, and you'll twist us dead, you'll twist us all
dead

0101011 talking to a friend

other side

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count the stars on the roof, 
they're starting to fade 
and you can't get out of bed 
it's already made 

when I see you in my sleep 
I'd fall apart, and cry 
'cause you're just another - 
fucked up lullaby

lullaby

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i didn't ask for this 
you know 

and i can feel it pushing down 
on me 

i know you've been hiding 
i know you've been hiding 
i know you've been hiding all along 

and it hurts 
so 
bad 
to see you fall apart

HLNHRN

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