I Cared Too Much (rock version)(prod. AlternateChoice)

Re-write (prod. AlternateChoice)

Knowings Half The Battle part one 
Produced by AlternateChoice

KHTB PART 1 (prod. AlternateChoice)

I'm a suburb kid who don’t really know what I’m doing fuck it
I’m thinking thoughts I shouldn’t think and I am tryna fuck this
Girl that Ive been talking to for 3 days and 
I feel like shit on 80, 20 percent of me feel amazing 
So overall I can’t complain 
I lost my grill and then I found it now my teeth ain’t so plain
I lost a girl and ain’t find another one that’s lame 
And to y’all bitches that found love I know y’all don’t feel the same 
But I’m just chillin really tryna find the love that’s within 
I’m tryna not focus on all the fucking feelings I get 
I push that bitch aside and hopefully all that shit will end 
I lowkey think I’m starting to like this girl I call my best friend 
Again
But at the same time I’m tryna fuck this other girl
And at the same time I’m tryna text this other girl
And at the same time I’m texting this other girl, and FaceTiming another one
And I don’t know what to do anymore 
I care about y’all feelings do you care about mine?
Sometimes, I wish I did drugs, just to ease my mind, but I can’t cause I promised my momma I wouldn’t 
But I’m probably gonna break the promise even tho I know I shouldn’t 
I wanna try lean badly some of my friends say they dig it
Imma sip it, imma fuck around and lowkey get addicted 
Imma hate it 
It’s gon slow me down and imma feel so great 
And imma want another cup
Another cup bitch imma double that 
I get a rush from getting into trouble that 
I shouldn’t be in
I have thoughts like “Why I be here” 
I’m not rebellious, I’m just having fun and doing shit that I want living life like my end is near 
I stay laughing, and living life like there’s no tomorrow and it sucks but I’ve seen that shit happen
One day you’re here, one day youre not 
One day we’re hanging out, next day it’s R.I.P. Shaun 
And I’m gone
I’m lowkey always thinking about suicide 
Knowing imma fuck up a lot of lives if I decide to die 
Telling all my depressed friends that the fucking shit ain’t right 
I’m a fucking hypothesis Jesus Christ imma cry
Myself to
S-L- double E- P
Remember when we dropped a double EP
I was happy man 
What the fuck happened between now and then 
It’s not even like my mothafucking life is in shambles 
I got a family, a house, a job and shit I can handle it’s like I choose not to handle it
And that sucks dick
It’s like my mentality was fucking shiny now it’s rusted 
Fuck this 
Why when something bad happens I say sorry every time
Cause Im a god damn nuisance, a walking mistake and I’m sorry I’m 
Annoying you and I am loud 
I do it for attention 
Cause I like to be the center of it
And I’m aware of that 
I been picking up on my own shit and I see it 
Sad cause the lack of faith I have but I’m the reason that my heart doesn’t have jesus
Cause I walked away, like I walk away 
From other shit that bothers me, each and every mothafucking day 
I get all my feelings, throw them, fucking toss it up 
I tell my friends not to bottle shit up, but all my shit is bottled up

HMAC

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