bliss (rubbish)

stuck, over again!
thx for all the love on everything, issues & pain almost at 10k thx fr :)

lyrics:
Step up to the plate 
Who you with?
I still wanna reach the fame
I can't quit
I don't think I can complain
I still win
I think I forgot your name
But how have you been?

I lost myself again
I did it all over
I thought you were my friend
But you were a pushover
You come from the party late
You're not even sober
She said I'm her best friend
I barely even know her!

Try to fix myself again
But I keep doing it too much
I'm too broken for you to mend
I don't think u can do much
Why do I have to be
Such a motherfuckin screw up?
I'll just keep trying to look
And find myself a new love
 

Stuck over again
Said you Love
What are you sayin
I've been up
Someone ought to spend
Money and find 
Where I can land

Here's a message from you to me
I don't think that we share some glee
I do not know just who to see
These problems stack, I wanna leave

And im stuck again
I lost my friend
And I lost my way back home

And I dont give a fuck again
I seen your love and its really not that bold

I lost myself again
I did all it over
I thought you were my friend
But you were a pushover
You come from the party late
You're not even sober
She said I'm her best friend
I barely even know her!

Try to fix myself again
But I keep doing it too much
I'm too broken for you to mend
I don't think u can do much
Why do I have to be
Such a motherfuckin screw up?
I'll just keep trying to look
And find myself a new love

Stuck over again
Said you Love
What are you sayin
I've been up
Someone ought to spend
Money and find 
Where I can land

Yeah

stuck over prod switch vendr arso

i'll stay on my own!
prelude to your heaven; 
project coming very soon! stay tuned :)

lyrics
Late night driving see your face in my rear view
We both changed a bit we grew
Past few years I haven't left my room
We could be friendly in the present right now, who knew?

You're taking back the stuff you said about me all those years ago
I've been waiting, it's been so damn though these things left me alone
Appreciate the offer and the hand but you can let me go
This is not the end of anything we still got room to grow

I'll stay on my own for a bit now
Bailing on everyone I gotta get out
Feeling trapped inside these walls inside of this house
Walking down a lonely road it's such a big route

Now I've been searching long I cannot find you
Maybe I should go and try to get out my room
I keep up with every single thing that I do
Cannot describe the way the fucking light glew

I've seen things you'd never want to see 
So come on, please believe me
When I say we'll flee

And it's a lot of damn people tryna tell me what's wrong or right
Never wanna see you again so get out my sight
Asking me what you did wrong okay yeah I'll bite
I already knew beforehand that that would start a fight


I would rather walk a million miles  and never see your face
You said its the life you wanna live well now i guess its fate
If thats your dream stop stomping over mine and tend to your estate
I'll be there eventaully I promise you dont have to wait

I'll stay on my own for a bit now
Bailing on everyone I gotta get out
Feeling trapped inside these walls inside of this house
Walking down a lonely road it's such a big route

Now I've been searching long I cannot find you
Maybe I should go and try to get out my room
I keep up with every single thing that I do
Cannot describe the way the fucking light glew

leave (siemspark & ayoley)

holding onto my head!
vanity🔺
thanks for everything, new era

lyrics:
I've been on my last limb
Vanity 

I let the blood run down my head
And i think I'm lost 'cause I do not know where I'm headed
It's been a year since I've been here and I do not regret it
And I've been on my last limb, there you go, I said it
So imma just

Hold onto my head
And I've been on my own again

And you can let me breathe if you want to
You're much stronger than me so I don't think I can stop you
Better than the rest but I don't think I can top you
It's a shameless damn array and you're the one that I flock to

So let me regather my thoughts
I would do so many things for you no matter the cost
And I lost my mind telling you everything I lost
I'm in a different state of mind and I hope it's yours I cross

And I do not understand it all these feelings I ain't plan it
I'm so hurt and I'm so damaged yeah I think I need a bandage
You use me to your advantage when you're telling me to can it
It's like I'm staying in the clouds and I do not think I'm landing

So imma just

Hold onto my head
And I've been on my own again

And you can let me breathe if you want to
You're much stronger than me so I don't think I can stop you
Better than the rest but I don't think I can top you
It's a shameless damn array and you're the one that I flock to

I let the blood run down my head
And i think I'm lost 'cause I don't know where I'm headed

Where am I headed?
Where am I headed?

Vanity

headache prod siemspark & jkei

lyrics
maybe its the process
maybe im the last one
didnt really ask nun
should've been proactive
i guess i let my guard down
are you from around town
shouldve said it passive

and i let him take control of me
i hate the shit u do ur fueling all my dopamine
ur so warm to others but you are so cold to me
if i could kill you, swear i would, id prolly do it slowly

turn my head to the side let you all fade in
you create all the problems that im facing
and i struggle on a daily basis tryna break in
to all the games i manage and im playing
but i dont care what you say or you do anymore
so you can go exit right at the door
cus ill be here right down at the floor
while ur swinging ur feet out
when it rains its gon pour

dont tell me how you want me gone
when you're standing there on my lawn?
i wanna see you dead and gone
but i really think im your pawn

waiting
me you and myself bound
ask me how im doing and im gonna turn your way now
i dont care about materials dont let it pay out
but i wont play now, i got shit to say now

i dont think its ever gonna be the same again
will i bask in glory will i cave within?
everything i do it feels like a sin
im done with all this shit now ill save my friends

and i tried so hard
but i left those scars
and we fell apart
i wanna see the stars

maybe its the process
maybe im the last one
didnt really ask nun
should've been proactive
i guess i let my guard down
are you from around town
shouldve said it passive

and i let him take control of me
i hate the shit u do ur fueling all my dopamine
ur so warm to others but you are so cold to me
if i could kill you, swear i would, id prolly do it slowly

so slow
its the process
vanity
soon

the process prod irby

GO STREAM ON SPOTIFY https://open.spotify.com/track/3YxqZR4UbQTajsyrlDOOcs?si=46607be5bb4c48e5

im back :) gonna be more consistent now
luv every1 <3 

lyrics:
i'm gonna watch it all fade away
everything that i lost i made it right back
you wanted me to stay a day
but i don't think im prepared for all the light flack
i tried to take the pain away
but it just keeps on hurting i dont like that
dont think i can explain a thing
but if you keep on tryna push me i just might snap
you saw me again in person
and i dont understand the shit you said its worthless
and all the threats you make against my head's concerning
and you were just a stepping stone for me im learning
and you dont like the way i moved on
the way i look at everybody else is too fond
and you could never reach me if you tried im too gone
and im not gonna listen to a thing that you want
im waiting, you said im ok
then you watch me decay
i wont let you explain yourself
i think my pains a reflection of things
that you caused through the day
and what im tryna say is that
i am so free
its impossible to be yourself
when you on your knees
begging somebody else for your love
that u think has to be given to  you
and just don't expect me to be someone
you think you'll be counting on and
wait
you dont gotta give up hope now
wait
you are almost there so don't pout
you saw me again in person
and i dont understand the shit you said its worthless
and all the threats you make against my head's concerning
and you were just a stepping stone for me im learning
and you dont like the way i moved on
the way i look at everybody else is too fond
and you could never reach me if you tried im too gone
and im not gonna listen to a thing that you want

condition prod siem spark alexbrazy aton

STREAM on spotify https://open.spotify.com/album/5YbGz9OIEI9EpGNtd1WoIi?si=doiYImwLTq6rwJSx9l6suA

article https://lyricallemonade.com/p/looking-hovis


lyrics
when we all fall down
we see people we aint seen before
take a look at my town
it never had what i was looking for

but if my feelings right 
then i might remember now as the very best time
that i
keep moving through my life
see my memories throughdreams that just
fade throughout the night and i

dont know if there's people that would care
if i went and disappeared
but im sure that i will stay in line

just dont worry about me
yeah im sure that ill be fine
yeah im sure that ill be fine
alright

sun moon and stars
who knew it's all so far
i wait a million years
i'm still fighting a war

i call your name for help
they tell me where you went
it doesnt ring a bell
i'll find you in a bit

i havent seen a smile
from anybody's face
who knew the earth would fall
and it would rot away

i want to call your phone
want you to call my name
i stare right at your face
but you're so far away

and its uncommon
the way i dodge the comments
please dont speak to me
unless u think im running out of options
oh my

what i wanted
i needed and i got it
there's no place for you
and i no more so we should
both just stop it but why

but if my feelings right 
then i might remember now as the very best time
that i
keep moving through my life
see my memories as dreams that just
fade throughout the night and i

dont know if there's people that would care
if i went and disappeared
but im sure that i will stay in line

just dont worry about me
yeah im sure that ill be fine
yeah im sure that ill be fine
alright

unreleased
i never had the guts
its safe to say that i feel dumb
cant tell my friends or anyone
ive been disbanding all my trust
and they tell me tell your-

looking prod siem spark and dxnnyfxntom

surely its over
prod irby & pekarot
cover art by @imnoon

lyrics
am i wrong for saying that i wanna live it right
take back all the times stayed up the night
put strings upon my back control my life
contemplate myself when memories are tight

you're the only person inside of my mind
but you keep on moving round like all the time
im too scared to open up and draw a line
so im inside out and im not doing fine

look around at everyone there's saying hi
every corner of my head just starts to chime
everything feels artificial theres no life
everything i do is such a scary sight

cus they tell me to say my prayers
if im not winning wonder why would should i care
and honestly its such a sad sight to bare
when u living life and everyone around u stops to stare
cus they know it wont be the same
if ur not playing their game
they will kick u out door leaving
faster than u came

so i made sure to have exits
everywhere marked with my name
keep an eye on every door and 
make sure my demeanors tame
make sure ur living ur life

you're the only person inside of my mind
but you keep on moving round like all the time
im too scared to open up and draw a line
so im inside out and im not doing fine

look around at everyone there's saying hi
every corner of my head just starts to chime
everything feels artificial theres no light
everything i do is such a scary sight

mind prod irby & pekarot

last song of the year
going to be consistent next year. thanks for listening this yr :)

lyrics:
you say its time for me to go and move on
im living life like ive been stuck through your con
i wasnt through with all the things that i want
we hide in separate theres no reason to flaunt

so why do we keep
all the pieces
scattered around 
to get lost

cus i thought we needed
something pretend
to mend things together and solve

sad for the heartbreak
mad when need you to be
take all the time away

this superstitious place
its real but you would think
its part of every dream

dark skies, been clouding up my vision
you fed me lies, you say its always true, you know it isnt
and the things you to do me
they warp all of my feelings
can you please just get away
so we can break this tension

lonely nights
scenic skies

the world is always so bright
but you're down on the earth
they block it out, leave you tied

go explore
pacing forth
get you a new pair of eyes
you can think what you want
you can see through the lies

so why do we keep
all the pieces
scattered around 
to get lost

cus i thought we needed
something pretend
to mend things together and solve

sad for the heartbreak
mad when need you to be
take all the time away

this superstitious place
its real but you would think
its part of every dream

i see everything in peoples fate they lead on
pass them all away and make sure they dont think nun
im pullin strings and cards and things that they wouldnt believe
and 
im all for certain bout this place
no matter what your thinkin

and you wouldnt believe me even if it was in front of your eyes
in front of your eyes

you say its time for me to go and move on
im living life like ive been stuck through your con
i wasnt through with all the things that i want
we hide in separate theres no reason to flaunt

so why do we keep
all the pieces
scattered around 
to get lost

cus i thought we needed
something pretend
to mend things together and solve

sad for the heartbreak
mad when need you to be
take all the time away

this superstitious place
its real but you would think
its part of every dream

fixing what's broken prod irby

mix n master @veezuh
prod cyberia
cover @djdeskjob

lyrics:
you know that im weak
its something i cant control
everyday i think
and i say that idk
put raf simmons on my tee
and balenci on my toe
everything i have
is everything i chose

i cant even breathe
everything feels super slow
i was cruisin thru the city in my car just like a crow
and no matter what i do
yea i just end up alone
i can always hear u calling but i dont pick up the phone
walking up the steps
i never feel right
scared for life 
its still mine
i hold on like real tight
yea
and i dont know what to call it
i just keep on fallin
thought i had i dont got it

and if u think its right for u then it might be
i dont do stuff that much its not timely
you know this important to me dont take it lightly
too much idk about u i just keep finding

weak prod cyberia

@f3arme @kggn 
You got burned well too bad, i was entertained when i was looking to the past, took away my pride i had to go and get it back, Ask me if im having a hard time yeah just a tad, now its hard to breathe i cant even go and walk around, ive been smoking tree i dont even think abt it now, i been on the brink I cant even think like out of bounds, Swervin in the city swear to god Im fucking up the town, I dont evne think twice abt shit like that, Im in that coupe swerving and its all black, And you know im ontop of this shit No i dont fall flat, and I make sure to do everything right yea its needs to suffice, and Im up in the clouds I feel like im Higher than  kites, And im putting in work I do it all day and all night, And you not with us you should take that as a sign, In the city eating good yeah sippin on wine, I thought i had it but i didnt, Reworking out thinkin bout this shit itll take a damn minute, Movin through all this shit swiftly swear to god get to the finish, If its good now ill be going down i dont even think of feeling

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