Awh fuck I just left someone too right on time I love this

Kbackwood$ - Feathers ft. Kennedyxoxo (prod. akira)

if you cant make room ft. steadysuffer *noahmadethiss + jolst*

IT'S YOUR FUCKING FAULT (5head X Flower)

ring arnd the rosey ft. kennedyxoxo *king theta*

<3 

tilting over like the pictures on your wall
i didnt wanna meet your mom and dad they didnt like me at all
somehow they liked me oh
down the line its you and me now that dont get along and
somethings arent always better than nothing
your love is like the ocean and i just wanna jump in
relationships and me they hardly ever work
im tryna keep my balance i just keep slipping first

so is it annoying i keep falling
no i dont wanna say goodbye
and it keeps slipping in my conscious
youre better off not being alive
oh im disgusted
i wanna end it all and watch the world turn to dust bitch
im tired of seeing everybody get what they want 
when i cant get what i need
im on the fucking edge of everything i just wanna leave

oh oh oh
so is it important to you cause god knows this shits important to me
and i lost every part of me trynna be what they want me to be
theres a war inside my head lately i just want peace
so is it annoying i keep falling cant stand on my two damn feet
i tried a thousand of times im at a thousand and one
i wanna blow my fucking brains but i dont own a gun
none of this is fun

so is it annoying i keep falling
no i dont wanna say goodbye
and it keeps slipping in my conscious
youre better off not being alive
oh im disgusted
i wanna end it all and watch the world turn to dust bitch
im tired of seeing everybody get what they want 
when i cant get what i need
im on the fucking edge of everything i just wanna leave

<3

disgusted with myself

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DISGUSTED WITH MYSELF [p. king theta]

~2300~

LYRICS:
[INTRO]
Take me out of my comatose
Drink some more
Break your trust get high when I want to 
It’s not over yet

[HOOK]
Feeling love sick darling
I’ll treat your body right
Stay on me I’ll fill the bottom line 
Candle light
Soft silhouette
Falling in love got sucked in a lie 
Feeling love sick darling
I’ll treat your body right
Stay on me I’ll fill the bottom line 
Candle light
Soft silhouette
Falling in love got sucked in a lie

[VERSE]
Maybe I’ll see you in another life
You’ll leave I’ll promise it’s the last time 
Can’t rest my eyes I’m scared to even try 
The sacrifice I made for you and I
Hold on
Don’t try to run
I do it all the time
But you don’t want this life
They expect so much of me
But I’m a let down constantly

[PRE CHORUS] 
Stay a while take it in 
Stay a while take it in

[HOOK]
Feeling love sick darling
I’ll treat your body right
Stay on me I’ll fill the bottom line
Candle light
Soft silhouette
Falling in love got sucked in a lie 
Feeling love sick darling
I’ll treat your body right
Stay on me I’ll fill the bottom line 
Candle light
Soft silhouette
Falling in love got sucked in a lie

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https://soundcloud.com/jolst
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LYRICS 

where’d the love songs go yeah is been a while 
haven’t seen in you so long you’ve changed your style 
where’d u go thought I knew everything bout u 
never wanted anything different feeling see through 

rough edges turned smooth shattered glass in the ocean 
double take step back no emotion
all black fit customs sew it 
steal another bottle keep it flowin 

and that love in ur hearts 
like a drop in the ocean 
haven’t been the same since
since the day you cut me open 
i been laying low
keep an eye on what u postin 
but she don’t give a fuck ): 

she cut me up
oh god !!!
and i’ll fuckin hurt myself
that what u want?
i can never tell 
so i call ur bluff
but i’m always wrong
im such a punk 

and u cut
cut real deep 
i been laying here for hours
i can barely sleep, nah 
thinkin u havin fun
cus he cute
he way better than me 
til i pull up n pull the gun
n let the 32 speak 

like red light, red light 
stop right there
big scythe 
on my back
i’m a nightmare 
red light, red light 
stop right there 
red light stop right there

rough edges turned smooth shattered glass in the ocean 
double take step back no emotion
all black fit customs sew it 
steal another bottle keep it flowin

ocean glass ft. sendflowrs (jolst)

death

same year new me
prod. @cherryrizla the goat
everything else done by me
new songs biweekly starting now <3

lyrics:
wake up
you’ve been asleep for days
i can’t believe my eyes
i’ve never been a saint
but you’re a sorer sight than i

when the time changed
what did i say
to make amends
i’d face the consequences
gladly
you know you had me
until the end
know its simple to say
but better left unspoken

wave past in the foreground
lights on, show’s dead in the background
head’s up on a swivel
turning away to carve out like a chisel

life aint what it seem and i don’t wanna talk now
sick of the way i don’t know how to talk,
complacency, kicks in like vacancy
just a matter of

when the time changed
what did i say
to make amends
i’d face the consequences
gladly
you know you had me
until the end
know its simple to say
but better left unspoken

wake up
you’ve been asleep for days
i can’t believe my eyes
i’ve never been a saint
but you’re a sorer sight than i

wake up, it's time to go

wake up, it's time to go [cherryrizla]

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@splashgvng @jolst

lyrics:

maybe i’m just sick of everything you said
i keep it all inside my head
you really make it bend
all the blood you bled is a river
nothing inside my heart could deliver
are we suppose to feel this way
you burned a hole inside my face
i’m a hungry soul
locked inside this hole yeah i want more
you said to let it go
i thought this time was gold now it’s all cold

you’re picking at my head i could feel that
(calm yourself we’re only here for the moment)
i’m stuck in a trance i can’t get back
(drown yourself in your tears yeah its fine)
here’s to how i’m left
(even without all the air from the outting)
oh dear you stole the rest
(nothing inside could erase what you started)

if anything gold could stay this year
i’d rip my heart right out my chest
if i wasn’t told to feel this fear
then maybe i wouldn’t be distressed about it all
i’m tired 
i’m sorry that i’m a liar
i’m trying to be better
but i guess it’s all for nothing

you’re picking at my head i could feel that
(calm yourself we’re only here for the moment)
i’m stuck in a trance i can’t get back
(drown yourself in your tears yeah its fine)
here’s to how i’m left

(even without all the air from the outting)
oh dear you stole the rest
(nothing inside could erase what you started)

maybe i’m just sick of everything you said
i keep it all inside my head
you really make it bend
all the blood you bled is a river
nothing inside my heart could deliver

you’re picking at my head i could feel that
(calm yourself we’re only here for the moment)
i’m stuck in a trance i can’t get back
(drown yourself in your tears yeah its fine)
here’s to how i’m left
(even without all the air from the outting)
oh dear you stole the rest
(nothing inside could erase what you started)

calm yourself we’re only here for the moment 

drown yourself in your tears yeah it’s fine

all 4 nothing (prod. splashgvng x jolst)

i want you to see me like i'm nothing more than flesh 

w/ @heylog

prod: https://soundcloud.com/eric-godlow
master: https://soundcloud.com/ezraspandora 

looking back baby,
i already was hollow
toss it back 
way too fast 
till i get through the bottle
i don't wanna leave this club
i just wanna drink 
until i throw it all up
(lock me up)
want you to squeeze until i'm leaking out blood
i wanna see just how it feels to go numb
i wanna feel it on the tip of my tongue
let's fuck it up until we're going out bad 
let's break it all apart until there's nothing fucking left
cause i want you to see me like i'm nothing more than flesh 
and i want you to tell me i'm a waste of fucking breath
oh i'm terrible 
i'm the reason you're falling 
unbearable 
i'm the bones in your closet
i still just wanna see you get out 
there's nothing left for me to be now

damn it all 
pray for what 
there's nobody there
(i'm too far gone)
tell me why 
i wanted you then 
i want you now

heylog:
i'm chillin at a party, why'd i decide to go out
wish i just stayed home but i been stuck inside my house
i don't even care, i'd much rather be sober
she hung around the bottles and i could tell it broke her
i'm glad i can't relate cause i've never had that problem
you told me i'm rude for that but hey, i'm being honest
i would never lie to you, just want you to stop it
i could up and go, i've got plenty of options
quit talking, ur just holding me back
it's safe to say, tonight ur getting trashed
take a second to breathe, ik ur sad
you don't have to drink it away, could you relax
she phones her girls for a ride at 3am
can't even walk to her room, she needs a hand
throwing up all the time, she's used to it
friday night rolls around and repeat it

tip of my tongue (w/ heylog) (prod. eric godlow)

im hoepless, I make music for ex junkies and depressed folks

death

hoepless

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