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the fall

jus to forget u

cardigan ft KcChalk (irby x jolst)

recorded and produced on the 18th of october 2022 at 3:29am

the hills won't save you

"medicine" off of deathbed volume 1
recorded and mixed by drewisdead, twilight blue & ILYL aka draven.fm

medicine [drewisdead x Twilight Blue] (prod. ILYL)

Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CvCFsyrL90g
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/7jUTeinjCuSIbVA7siYc5y?si=038fb991e48e445a

Lyrics:
Dig my nails into my arms
I’ve gone pale from a bleeding heart 
Can’t forget the way you left me scarred
Now i'm emptied out, you should probably run now

I can’t say a thing, you went somewhere else
In the end I guess I’m by myself
Can’t distract myself
Nothing really helps
Nothing said I felt nothing
When I wanted something
I knew I was bluffing 
So I stop to take a drink, and I start to think
Will everything disappear when I blink
If you ever wanna know about me
I’m too open, full of vulnerability 
Cut me open, I’ll give you anything you need
Leave me broken, that’s a possibility 

Dig my nails into my arms
I’ve gone pale from a bleeding heart 
Can’t forget the way you left me scarred
Now i'm emptied out, you should probably run now
Dig my nails into my arms
I’ve gone pale from a bleeding heart 
Can’t forget the way you left me scarred
Now i'm emptied out, you should probably run now

Die lately die lately 
I wanna die lately
Sometimes I wanna relapse but I know that it won’t save me
There’s a fake me, there’s a fake me
I don’t know what side you’ll see
Different sides of honesty
When I lie I swear I do it honestly
Honestly i just feel to many things
All these voices haunting me
Always fucking clawing me
Clawing me, clawing me

Dig my nails into my arms
I’ve gone pale from a bleeding heart 
Can’t forget the way you left me scarred
Now i'm emptied out, you should probably run now
Dig my nails into my arms
I’ve gone pale from a bleeding heart 
Can’t forget the way you left me scarred
Now i'm emptied out, you should probably run now

Spotify

NOTHING REALLY HELPS (prod. iamlonely)

Thank you so much to @sadeku I love him and his music so much <3.

[gothurted]
trapped inside my mind
I'm not feeling fine
I'm not living life 
for sure, as I should
tears inside your smile
seen it a hundred times
even all those miles
I'm with you, and I will forever

[lil eky]
I'm not feeling fine
I've been on my own
everybody smiles
but I just really know
they just lie
they don't care alright
how can I cope
when I wanna die
how can I cope with my own life
I held by the strings a held by knife
to my own wrist or neck so I bleed
I can never live past the darkness ye
trees of fuckin misery dwelling up inside
I feel like I wanna die and I never am alright
she said she cared but she never ever there
just like the others their fuckin with my mind

[gothurted]
trapped inside my mind
I'm not feeling fine
I'm not living life 
for sure, as I should
tears inside your smile
seen it a hundred times
even all those miles
I'm with you, and I will forever

smile ft. lil eky [prod. Loopy!]

s/ø: 

https://soundcloud.com/polar333

https://soundcloud.com/kingtheta

øver u ft. polar333 (+king theta)

In the front seat knocked like you're faded 
Oh the sky's so close I can taste it, I won't let you hide 
So cold I'm a walking dead man
Your heart beats fast and I like it, I would bring you the night

Candy eyes consume me at a midnight drive in movie 
Fuck yeah, tell me if you want this like I do 
Break my bedroom window, slowly kiss me while you tiptoe 
Somewhere lost, our eyes are bigger than the moon 

Guard down cause you know this story 
I heard that you read all about me 
Somehow you want me more (close the door)

Just paint me skylines with love cries, we'll fall when it's our time 
Yeah you hear the dead when I sing (Like woah)

Candy eyes consume me at a midnight drive in movie 
Fuck yeah, tell me if you want this like I do 
Break my bedroom window, slowly kiss me while you tiptoe 
Somewhere lost, our eyes are bigger than the moon 
(Somewhere lost, our eyes are bigger than the moon)
(Somewhere lost, our eyes are bigger than the moon)

Somewhere lost in space I'm fuckin' wasted 
Blow my brains just like Cobain did 
I won't feel a thing cause I have you 

Candy eyes consume me at a midnight drive in movie 
Fuck yeah, tell me if you want this like I do 
Break my bedroom window, slowly kiss me while you tiptoe 
Somewhere lost, our eyes are bigger than the moon 

Somewhere lost in space I'm fuckin' wasted 
Blow my brains just like Cobain did 
I won't feel a thing cause I have you

candy eyes prod scryer

prod. @user-597676997


Lyrics:
Everyday im on this cold shit
All on my own i cant fuck with this
Look in the mirror cant fuck with him 
I hope one day that im something

Its special with you when im fucking 
I drink it down till im bluffing
Cause usually i feel like nothing 
Lately im so bad at trusting

Oooh 
Everythings so
Cold, alone, no one to hold,
Smoke, a, bowl, eyes they closed
A pitiful soul, let go

Eh its hard, to feel okay
The pain, the this, the that, im drained
The stress, depressed, the cuts and scars
The drinks, fucked up, under the stars


Everyday im on this cold shit
All on my own i cant fuck with this
Look in the mirror cant fuck with him 
I hope one day that im something

Its special with you when im fucking 
I drink it down till im bluffing
Cause usually i feel like nothing 
Lately im so bad at trusting


I feel like everyone hate me
Wonderin who i am lately
All these feelins drive me crazy
Time is the only thing changing

I know its not so easy
Old memories receding
Do you wanna see me
Laying here still bleeding

This ways only gonna make me drown
This pain, my blade, let it rain down

heartstrings (acoustic)

hoepless

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