Freak.

Freak. (Prod. by King Theta)

Featuring @ihateshinigami
Produced by @horoshavibes
Art by Kat (artstation.com/katieimbro)

LYRICS
I've been living in a dream for far too long
Desperately in need of
Someone to wake me up
Stuck in a state of
Suspended animation
Can't escape this simulation
And it's getting harder just to fake it

Nothing seems to stimulate me
And all the while I'm deteriorating
Feel like everybody hates me
Can't get out of my head
 
I've seen the world for what it is and I'm not convinced
There's gotta be something more to all of this
If ignorance is bliss than I
Am living in a paradise

(Horosha)
If all of this is just a dream
Then what visions will we see
When we wake up
Do I even want to know

(shinigami)
I’ve been living in a dream
Everything feels so far from me
I can’t tell if I’m asleep
I just really need you here next to me

And I just wanna give you the best of me
Butterflies every time that you’re texting me
Sick and tired of turning in my sheets
Lately it’s been really hard to breathe

I can’t take this anymore
Hands to my chest I’m on the floor
Wanna live a good life ‘cause this shit’s short
That’s one thing I know for sure

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Suspended Animation w/ shinigami (Prod. Horosha)

Prod @Sinxi

Lyrics

Falling for myself again
I'm beautiful at what I do
Take a problem or a pill
If it was made by you
I don't like the way I feel
And if you take my soul
Il never fuckin heal
And that's the way I do
Go on living new love
I don't wanna try and take a mission
true enough
Its time to make a feeling
For better thoughts
They don't like me
They gon tell me Im forgettable
On my life I break down

On my life I break down
Live a life that gon take my life now
I cant stop or escape from my sound
Live a life that gon put me in the ground
Break down break down break down

Go back
Never let me go I wanna know that
I don't wanna feel alone again
Feeling I know Just what u want on my own
And I can tell all of the things that we had
Breaking down the bottle again
She dont love me she gon take another fuck with her friend
She dont take me and im faded I dont start from the stands
I dont ever try to tell u why I dont understand, why i dont understand
On my life I break down

On my life I break down
Live a life that gon take my life now
I cant stop or escape from my sound
Live a life that gon put me in the ground
Break down break down break down

On my life I break down
Live a life that gon take my life now
I cant stop or escape from my sound
Live a life that gon put me in the ground
Break down break down break down

BREAKDOWN

dreaming of you ft lil booj

dreaming of u ft. lil booj

key west

Shoutout sevenfeet for the amazing collab!!

Lyrics:

Devin's World:
So what am I supposed to do
When all I ever want is just another fuckin taste of you
One inhale and you hit my brain
Tasted you just one time, my whole entire life changed

Don't understand the reason
I put my life in danger
Feel better for a season to myself I'm just a stranger
When I peer into the looking glass
I watch myself give in again
(give in again)
Giving up so I can breathe again

Can't sleep I roll over and hold you
Act like I haven't told you
You're my safe space, with you I always feel at home
Give you a kiss and all a sudden all my dreams implode

It's too late I'm hooked on what you give
The tingling I feel inside my head still
Feel like you preyed on my, cause I was fucking vulnerable
Now I lie, cheat, and steal, I'm not so honorable

So what am I supposed to do
When all I ever want is just another fuckin taste of you
One inhale and you hit my brain
Tasted you just one time, my whole entire life changed

Don't understand the reason
I put my life in danger
Feel better for a season to myself I'm just a stranger
When I peer into the looking glass
I watch myself give in again
(give in again)
Giving up so I can breathe again

Sevenfeet:
And i'll still give you my heart you know i'm waiting for the day you come back in my arms
I promise I aint giving up, lets go back and restart
Missing part of myself when i withdraw from your touch

You left me alone just to prove that I need you
Calling your phone but you just let it ring through

I was lost, you told me lies, through hazel eyes
I felt alright, now its over just let it die

Devin's World & Sevenfeet background vocals:
So what am I supposed to do
When all I ever want is just another fuckin taste of you
One inhale and you hit my brain
Tasted you just one time, my whole entire life changed

Don't understand the reason
I put my life in danger
Feel better for a season to myself I'm just a stranger
When I peer into the looking glass
I watch myself give in again
(give in again)
Giving up so I can breathe again

dreaming of u ft. lil booj

hoepless