This was in my head all day today. I could not for the life of me find it. Until I turned this shit on for a shower🤣😭😭❤️

prod. dercept 
hope y’all enjoy this one 
got very deep about my personal life in this one.

soul mate

durahan x xipz - someone (prod. koilake)

@failure404
prod @tiedforsilver
cover art by @noskeleton

clear the room all i hear is my voice bouncing off the walls
falling back to old habits while i fall apart
feed ur ego, cooking up a 7 course
let u break me once im coming back for more

standing in sand ive been stuck in one place
too busy wrapped around ur finger while u lie to my face
dont understand how i make all the same mistakes
every time i think its real its like god's standing in the way

i get too high to take it in
still put all my faith in it
all the love i gave is urs to keep
i dont see waste in it
all the pain i caused is coming
guess its how i pay for it
all this heartbreak is lovely
soak it in and savor it

summoned a new me got lost on the way
sins of my father i cant wash away
need to get stronger cant handle the weight
keep piling on i know u wanna see me break

clear the room all i hear is my voice bouncing off the walls
falling back to old habits while i fall apart
feed ur ego, cooking up a 7 course
let u break me once im coming back for more

standing in sand ive been stuck in one place
too busy wrapped around ur finger while u lie to my face
dont understand how i make all the same mistakes
every time i think its real its like god's standing in the way

the room is clear but silence kills me whys it loud 
i didn’t move at all so why do i hear sounds
the words you spoke they broke me right into the ground
tell me what it takes just to make you fuckin proud

take my life away
it’s all you’re good for
manipulating waves
inside my brains core
all for your selfish gain
what was i hoping for
a way to talk or stay
but silence drove me insane

empty house w/ epitomeoffailure (tiedforsilver)

BLACKED OUT // PART 2 (featuring Notcursed)
Production : the sound clown 

Vails)

Blacked out in the back seat
It’s irrelevant 
Plenty fuckin liquor in the trunk
Like an elephant 
Pull up to the block and we gone
Party like it’s doomsday
If we was too invite you to a sesh up
What would u say? 

Blacked out baby in the back seat
Bottoms up, drinking till we fall down on the concrete 
Take a bomb of Mandy, tell a story, now my eyes leak 
And They be tryna dodge hits but this ain’t fuckin mine sweep 

(notcursed) 

i am poison to myself
i am terrible
i'm addicted to the hurting
i deserve it all
i failed one too many times
and now it burns to talk
even anxious while i sleep
that's why i sleep walk

i got voices in my head on the daily
people look at me and think that i am crazy
so just stand back and watch as i mutilate
it’s something new, something more dangerous everyday

can’t take it no more
body freeze, then it drops to the floor
so anxiously shaken down to the core
i can never go back to who i was before

(Vails) 

Blacked out in the back seat
It’s irrelevant 
Plenty fuckin liquor in the trunk
Like an elephant 
Pull up to the block and we gone
Party like it’s doomsday
If we was too invite you to a sesh up
What would u say? 

Blacked out baby in the back seat
Bottoms up, drinking till we fall down on the concrete 
Take a bomb of Mandy, tell a story, now my eyes leak 
And They be tryna dodge hits but this ain’t fuckin mine sweep 

Intoxicate our bodies with aromas full of chemicals
Do it every weekend without fail this shit incredible 
Vision is impaired need me some glasses 
For my retinals 
We accept most drugs just hope that nothing laced with fentanyl 

Blacked out 
over and over again 
Blacked out
Over and over again

You can look at us and think it’s funny but it’s not
We just do this cus we sad and nothing helps us find the plot

#emotrap #emorap #emo #lilpeep #trap #music #rap #hiphop #soundcloud #rapper #goth #producer #beats #soundcloudrapper #emorapper #sad #sadtrap #gbc #sadrap #gothboiclique #alternative #juicewrld #trapmusic #newmusic #liltracy #trapbeats #typebeat #bhfyp #punk #darktrap

Doomsday w/ notcursed (prod. the sound clown)

Vails & The sound clown “immune to success” 
Hope you enjoy!:)

Said I don’t wanna die but I can feel it coming closer
cocaine in my nose, blow it out and keep composure
I’m walking down a path and I don’t know where it will go
Life’s so fast paced but I prefer it when it’s slow 
breathe out clouds of smoke, this toking really gets me faded
The devils on my shoulder, and my eyes are glassy jaded 
I don’t wanna die, but what’s the point of living wasted
I’ve tried to get my mind right 
To see how winning tasted 

get my mind right, leave behind my bad mind 
Fucked up when im sober 
So whyd i get myself high?
july to ocotber, im sinking down corona 
I need to isolate myself 
Pandemic isnt over 
In my head, gotta get these things of my chest
i got a sudden wish for success
So fuck it ima try my best 
putting my will to the test, got these blood stains on my vest, on my vest 

And i tried to wash away,but it always seemed to stay, 
How come everytime i better myself nothing seems to change 
I been leading back to alchocol, its calls for me when im alone 
Starry nights and mirror fights, isnside my home 

Said I don’t wanna die but I can feel it coming closer
cocaine in my nose, blow it out and keep composure
I’m walking down a path and I don’t know where it will go
Life’s so fast paced but I prefer it when it’s slow 
breathe out clouds of smoke, this toking really gets me faded
The devils on my shoulder, and my eyes are glassy jaded 
I don’t wanna die, but what’s the point of living wasted
I’ve tried to get my mind right 
To see how winning tasted

#emotrap #vails #soundcloud #thesoundclown #singer #songwriter #rap #alternative #music

Immune to Success (prod. the sound clown)

prod @yunnygoldz

LYRICS
Chunky rick owens big steppa
If u wanna msg ima pen u up a letter
Bitch im from the ice cold coast, northern weather
True religions jeans with the motorcycle leather
On my jacket, 
boy who is you aint nothing but a has been
And your life is oh so tragic, 
ima fit you up to fashion
Ima swag wizard spitting magic
Blospar bible in my hand ima preach it to masses

Defiance up to law gon end you up in penitentiary
If science is a flaw, why the formula gon mention me 
Cry up ina ball, but im still stopping all amenities 
Lie straight to us all, and now ur dead with no integrity 

I just ordered the whole restaurant just to pick off half my plate
Ima throw it to peasants they gon think that im a saint
i just go for gold, never 2nd always first
Even if the system old, we all turn to fossil under earth

Chunky rick owens big steppa
If u wanna msg ima pen u up a letter
Bitch im from the ice cold coast, northern weather
True religions jeans with the motorcycle leather
On my jacket, 
boy who is you aint nothing but a has been
And your life is oh so tragic, 
ima fit you up to fashion
Ima swag wizard spitting magic
Blospar bible in my hand ima preach it to masses

there goes blospar on his grind
But the difference between me and you
Is i could never spy
I dont give a fuck whether im ahead or im behind
Cause ima make it to the top and beat you in the climb

Flip the page up on my book, but got an ear out for surroundings
I'm the reincarnation of the saint aint that astounding
Double up the interest now watch the stock compounding
Blospar bible watch this is how they crown kings

swag wizard [prod. yunny goldz]

Huge shout out to my brother @halfhearted for his verse.

If you enjoyed listening, we would appreciate any support on the song, thank you all :)

**lyrics**

So tell me how you lost your feelings in such a quick matter of time
I could lose sleep over who you’ve been texting, but those arent matters of mine

Breaking my spine just so you can survive, and Id do it again if it gave me more time
Just to ask how you’ve been, if you’re feeling all right
I get too attached now there’s nowhere to hide

So was I important to you-
Or is that just a thought in my head?
Am I more than a fool for believing in things that we said? 

Maybe if I could change the structure of all that I am,
It wouldn’t be so hard for me to let go of your hand.

(Halfie)
I could lose my sleep over things that don’t matter, like how my tears splattered on the bedspread
I been sevenfeet with my fear and I’m drowning
Don’t tell me there’s a chance it’ll go right to my head 

She’s the monster deep inside my closet 
Can’t call her, she’s only talking nonsense
I don’t feel alive anymore, but I’ll digress
(Yeah I’ll digress, yeah I’ll digress)

Cause you know, I’m happy to walk around in circles
just avoiding the blame or any people
I’m scared i know, i gotta be a better man but my eyes are closed
im just waiting for your hand

ashed w/ halfhearted (everest)

lyrics⬇️
listeing to everything around me
I don’t eavesdrop i just hear my surroundings 
i wish i had someone to say that they were proud of me
but thats unrealistic i only make enemies
Try my best to find out where i should go
all i have is hope in my head
but im still feeling low

dont make me turn away
sheer luck finna fill my veins
no chance that im gonna change
horrible everytime im in my brain
affordable atleast im making a lane
adorable i used to used to think was ur face
now when i go out i feel like a pain
never thought id be the batman to bane

but truthfully im still on track 
but idk whats going on in my head
i hate when they say they that i slack
but maybe theyre right cuz im in my bed

well i wanna just do my own thing
ill write on the wall in red ink
maybe the words are coding
for all of the ways that i think

and i miss the feeling i felt when i had a drink in my hand and a hand on the wheel
told you you dont gotta fear
i know whats good;know how to steer

he’s probably making a bag
she probably misses him bad
well probably isnt true; its barley even half that

unrealistic (soloft)

produced by R3DQX and discent 
mixed my epitomeoffailure and teddyboi
mastered by teddyboi

a toast w/ teddyboi (R3DQX x discent)

lyrics

it feels smooth like it’s streamline 
i’m heading for the top and when i’m done take a steep dive
u wanna come with, i’ll cradle u in the mean time
i’ll act like i got it all together for 
just for u

just for u x 8

hold me like theres no other way
don’t stare at my tusks i was spawned in the grey
i’m like a creature too aware too hide in its cave
so i crawled out think but think that i’ve made a mistake

but i want to experience the life it would take 
coz i’ve always wondered what its like to be great
it’s tied like our souls it is sealed in our fate
i wanna love so fucking hard but i think its too late
girl i think its too late

trip me i wont fall
tip me just like a seesaw
feel i’m on the edge but i’m right against the wall
hurt me, i want more

standing at the top of a glacier
it’s all fog, im so cold, i think i’m lost
snow prints from the ground show a mannequin
at what cost, the wind blows, i’m so lost

hold me like theres no other way
don’t stare at my tusks i was spawned in the grey
i’m like a creature too aware too hide in its cave
so i crawled out think but think that i’ve made a mistake

made a mistake, tied too many souls with this fate
need to escape to somewhere that can hold peace, like a lake
i can explain but these thoughts just travel off like it’s bait
you gave it time of day, thats what they call wrong time wrong place

hold me like theres no other way
don’t stare at my tusks i was spawned in the grey
i’m like a creature too aware too hide in its cave
so i crawled out think but think that i’ve made a mistake

but i want to experience the life it would take 
coz i’ve always wondered what its like to be great
it’s tied like our souls it is sealed in our fate
i wanna love so fucking hard but i think its too late
girl i think its too late

no other way

no other way (jacob vallen)

vocals: @n0vals
prod: 03reiko
mix/master: Brandon Petit of @tnmfl
Big shout out to both of you. Thank you 🙏🏼 

lyrics:

sick, craving for your presence 
had me down on my knees, 
prayed to gods i don't believe in 
drowning in this desperate need
for your presence, can't you see?
i'm drowning in this desperate need

now i'm drinking almost every night just to fall asleep 
if i should die before i wake, my soul is yours to keep 
so lock me in a bottle, put me on your shelf 
add me to your collection, i am just a shell

a shell of who i used to be, before you stole my light 
now i lie awake in anxious skin creating all this fright 
when i try to rest my mind, it's just only you i find 
haunting every night, haunting me behind my eyes

put my heart in everything i do 
put my heart too deeply into you 
put my heart on a dartboard 
while you buried me beneath the floorboards

sick, craving for your presence 
had me down on my knees,  
prayed to gods i don't believe in 
drowning in this desperate need 
for your presence, can't you see? 
i'm drowning in this desperate need

dispose of me
discard everything

i defended you forever, just like i always said i would i bled more and longer than i ever knew i could i could not erase how i felt, though i always knew i should i'd erase every memory of you if i only could

chlorine ft. novals (prod. 03reiko)

i can’t get the sound of ur voice out of my head

soul mate

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