if u fw the old version of the song More im sorry That shit had some tts Wit my ex name so i jus cut it out and extended this to a minute

STREAM ON SPOTIFY INSTEDA BRO
https://open.spotify.com/album/1Jqcaa6uhspHNEVw9cEg1y?si=yC4DSd_IRH-oyhIoE6W8mQ

prod mac demarco
lyrics:
im sorry to my mom and dad u raised a fucking failure
now i bloody up my wrist and i feel like a fucking hater
think its time to kms ill kms see all u l8r
its a joke i thought she liked me now i mf hate her
now im fucked up takin pills and ion think im gettin better
i hope u fucking kys i hope u jump into a river
blood carved in my wrist its a mf s
now im lookin at that shit wishing i was fucking dead
im so tired im so stupid ion think i wanna do this shit
i hate the way i look my nose is big i need a facelift
i dont know how to think or who i even wanna be with
i fucking miss my ex i love her ass up on some rs

(SPOTIFY) u did this 2 me :/ @sadderthanabitch on ig

prod @theyalreadyleft
cut my body put my blood inside a fucking flask
u say u love me then u treat me like im fucking ass
dgaf ill leave ur body in the fucking bath

im overrated musics awful
i cut my body sm i dont even feel at all
and i cant deal w the bullshit

ur in my head again
and i been losing sleep
ur in my head again
i see u in my dreams

i sped this up cuz i hate my voice :/

Produced by Alex G.

I have a friend who sits at the corner lots
Selling pills to the girls when they cross the block
I told him he should quit that sketchy scene
He said, "Nothing compares to the fever dream"
It's what I do, I wait for you

I love all 18 of you, you are all lovely people.

i wait for you (bad song) @sadderthanabitch on ig

LIV N MADDIE SAMPLE LOL
lyrics: 
estella:
I'm happy that a knife wasn't slashed inside their heads
Baby when you look at me, tell me what you see instead
I'm happy that a knife wasn't slashed inside their heads

I really love your family, I'm glad that they aren't dead
I'm happy that a knife wasn't slashed inside their heads
Baby when you look at me, tell me what you see instead
I'm glad there's not a bullet in your brain that's filled with lead
I really love your family, I'm glad that they aren't dead
I'm happy that a knife wasn't slashed inside their heads
Baby when you look at me, tell me what you see instead
I'm glad there's not a bullet in your brain that's filled with lead
I just wanna be happy, you'll be happy in my head
There's no bullets filled with lead, there's no gun that's to my chest

Well baby, I, I, I can feel it too,
And we're just so locked in, we're stuck like glue
And when I'm needing you, you need me, too
So baby, I, I, I confide in you
And when you hold my hand it's stuck like glue
And when you flip your hair, you sail the moon
It's needless to say, but, I love you

holdmetillicry:
dont talk just go away 
i hate the way u ppl change
don't-
dont talk just go away 
i hate the way u ppl change
oh ohohoh
hate the way u ppl changee
ohhoh
oh woah 
hate the way u ppl change

estella + holdmetillicry - i hate the way your family is still alive lowkey

fuck you and your girlfriend

and i swear its alright
ik u dont care ab me
and i hate my friends and i hate myself
and i swear im like nobody nobody else like
you said fuck off 
i just wanna talk
i aint doing well
i just do everything wrong
and i hate this song
fuck

happy national gf day jk i wanna die

prod mp3
lyrics:

me:
i been way too far damn gone
and u been singing all my songs
and im so fucked up

take it, take it,
i cant even take it no more
and u just broke me down
and now im back to my core

and now im back to my core

@insecureloser
i didnt know it was that hard to love me, but whyd u cry
been drinking since then everynight
i hate u i love you nevermind
i loved you then you stabbed my heart
made me bleed, then made me cry
felt like a fool just like everytime
i dont wanna see you again

i hate you, i love you, nevermind.. @insecureloser

@holdmetillicry
ik what u think of me
and it breaks my heart, ya my soul depletes 
i just wanna be w u
baby wanna be w me ? 
if u dont i got a cleaver and its goin thru ur spleen!

yk whats wrong w me
and it breaks my heart ya my soul depletes
yk whats wrong w me 
if u dont i got a cleaver and its goin thru ur spleen!

@justasecrett:
u think yk whats best 4 me
but i dont even know the recipe
the recipe to success, i wanna be the best,
but u think of me as less than i want to be
i know what u think of me
u think that im a wannabe
ill just sit in my misery
ill just sit in my misery

i know what u think of me ...... ft estella

@younguglydude
i cant believe the way u led me on
i should’ve thought about that in advance
i should’ve seen from how u slur ur words
i know there’s nothing but lies in ur voice

@holdmetillicry
and i
and i
and u
left me in the dark
and u
and uuuu
and u
tore me all apart
and now my bodies in the pavement
and now my bodies in the pavement
and u
and uuuu
and u
tore me all apart
fuck

dont lead me on + ugly

lyrics:
@justasecrettt
and baby
i know that im weird
and u dont have to say nothing
im nothing but a fear
and i just want to be something to you, ooo, ooo
i just wanna be smth ooo, ooo, ooo
i just wanna see
if you can see me
i just wanna feel
if you can feel me
so much fucking thoughts i’m not healing
so much blood up in my hair im just bleeding
@holdmetillicry
i just wanna be something
its better than nothing
well can u hear me, or am i sinking?
make me barely breathing
baby is it over yet?
or are u leaving, kill me?

i been in my thoughts i might go m.i.a
and its all starting to correlate, i might slowly decay
was fucked up taking pills like yesterday
fucked up taking pills like yesterday, its like-

(i just wanna be something, its better than nothing)
cry
(i just wanna be something, its better than nothing)
holdmetilli-
cry
FUCK
@claorie1
im just a shoulder to cry on,
just a shoulder to lie on
is that all u rly see me as in ur eyes 
i think i have no value its exhausting
because ive been getting lost, and its everything you taught me
but you know that its not my fault, for everything, 
i get it know its not my fault
why are you writing me letters like its all my fault?
you know its been over for a while, the writings on the wall

you know some things about me, 
how does that change what you think about me? 
and how does that change anything around me?
i was, killing time before you lost and found me

(i'm just a shoulder to cry on, just a shoulder to lie on)
(is that all you really see me as in your eyes)
(i think i have no value its exhausting) 
(because i've been getting lost, and its everything you taught me)

(ALL PLATS) something2u w/ estella + calorie

https://open.spotify.com/album/4auOSgf3E5CL26ezs7AMhZ?si=VKfbf3efSjeV84xpMdUC1Q
fucked up, wrists cut, baby i cant do this no more
u always out wit ur friends, ur such a mfkn whore
16 pills deep baby not no ecstasy
i fucking hate myself i hate my health and i dont wanna breath
just do it, just fuck with me, i want you,, your wanting me
your wanting me

i hate myself everytime i speak
im needing u know ur needing me
bsfs forever lets do it together

fucked up, wrists cut, baby i cant do this no more
u always out wit ur friends, ur such a mfkn whore
16 pills deep baby not no ecstasy
i fucking hate myself i hate my health and i dont wanna breath
just do it, just fuck with me, i want you,, your wanting me
your wanting me

i hate myself everytime i speak
im needing u know ur needing me
bsfs forever lets do it together

so far gone
so far gone
so far gone
so far gone

(ALL PLATS) so far gone

prod forzen i believe
lyrics below.

and now ur gone, yes ur away
i can feel ur heartbeat right in my face
and another day, it goes unknown
i can feel ur presence in my bones
is that what u said last week?

its another day and im buzzing off the adderall
i just took another pill, idk what's going wrong

its another day and im buzzing off the adderall
i just took another pill, idk what's going wrong

AND I CANT BREATHE OFF THE ECSTASY
AND I JUST SWEAR THAT SMTHINGS GOING WRONG
AND BABY I CANT THINK WHEN IM WITHOUT U
CUZ BABY I SWEAR THAT SOMETHINGS GOING WRONG (IDK WHATS GOING WRONG)
AND BABY ITS LIKE

I JUST WANNA GO FAR AWAY FROM THIS SACRED PLACE
AND I JUST WANNA GO RIGHT INTO UR ARMS
AND BABY

AND NOW UR GONE, YES UR AWAY
I CAN FEEL UR HEARTBEAT RIGHT IN MY FACE

and another day, it goes unknown
i can feel ur presence in my bones
is that what u said last week?
IDK WHATS GOING WRONG

(ALL PLATS) ecstasy

produced by aloa
lyrics below.

they always said that im a jerk
they always callin me a loser
and idk if its a gift or a curse
because it turns me into an abuser

blood on my face now
i feel fucking hate now
say do u relate now ?
im about to breakdown.
exterminate my brains wow
ive been hiding for way too long

oh
im going through withdrawls without you
i ask about you to the walls
i pray eventually ill fall
to the ground
and baby ill just fucking bawl

i try, and i try, but it don't work out
i cry, and i cry, till my heartbeat swells
i hide, and i hide, till you see me welt
i die, and i die, cuz i hate my health

27 messages
im just reminiscing it
friends all say that your a prick
baby i think im the prick
you always said i'm a dick
you always said i'm a bitch
or its just the voices making me feel so damn fucking sick

(ALL PLATS) falltotheground

https://open.spotify.com/album/35XL6WpB9BqU3NDTFkmYmP?si=BD20aQLFSc6brX0hW5jVgQ
prod @steevlacy

pretty little loser with some stupid fucking thoughts
ima hang u in the forest, then ill let u fuckin rot
i got some drugs up in my pocket that my mom dont know i got
and ill slash u till ur dead if u ever do me wrong

and i fucking hate myself, like i fucking hate this song
cut my wrist until it bleeds, then i hit the fucking bong
i did you right
you did me wrong
like wtf is that ab ???
im "anorexic" your a BITCH
and u just want some FUCKIN CLOUT

lets make up, lets break up
what do u want from me ??

dont wanna make up, its the same stuff
baby just watch me bleed

lets make up, lets break up
what do u want from me ??

dont wanna make up, its the same stuff
baby just watch me bleed

pretty little loser with some stupid fucking thoughts
ima hang u in the forest, then ill let u fuckin rot
i got some drugs up in my pocket that my mom dont know i got
and ill slash u till ur dead if u ever do me wrong

and i fucking hate myself, like i fucking hate this song
cut my wrist until it bleeds, then i hit the fucking bong
i did you right
you did me wrong
like wtf is that ab ???
im "anorexic" your a BITCH
and u just want some FUCKIN CLOUT

(ALL PLATS) pretty little loser

prod aloa
lyrics below.

@holdmetillicry
fucked up in my mental
and i swear its detrimental
whyd you move to the eastside ?
you never fucking settle
i do everything you like
but you never like me back
whyd i do that ?
to please u
i been

you lied, its alright
cuz ur still in my mind
and i love you, cant lie
you hurt me, but it's fine
you cursed me, alright
girl i just wanna please you
ill never leave you alone girl

i hate skipping school because like ur my favorite class
but you don't even like me you just left me in the past
got scrapes on my knees, body covered in rash
do you want me to bleed? i swear that i been-

@lovecupid1
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you cursed me, alright w/ lovecupid

featuring @kaysnoto
vocal mix: by me and @kaysnoto
master: me

tear me apart in the worst ways
always got a headache
my soul is yours
always got a headache fuck the ones i adore
and if u wanna tear me to pieces
then u better come and see it
im the priest bbg ur the demon
but fuck that body miss it sm i need it

wanna take it away
to a better place
your my ecstasy
your my ecstasy

wanna take it away
to a better place
your my ecstasy
your my ecstasy

tear me apart in the worst ways
always got a headache
my soul is yours
always got a headache fuck the ones i adore
and if u wanna tear me to pieces
then u better come and see it
im the priest bbg ur the demon
but fuck that body miss it sm i need it

think im going insane
ya ur calling me crazy
im just a lame thats what im thinking lately

think im going insane
ya ur calling me crazy
im just a lame thats what im thinking lately
fucked up too much never gonna save it at all
think im going insane
ya ur calling me crazy
im just a lame thats what im thinking lately

ive been sick for a while
(going insane
ya ur calling me crazy)
you got me going through these ups and downs
(im just a lame thats what im thinking lately)
x2

(ALL PLATS) away w/ kaysnoto

cover by me
bo2 sample
lyrics below

whyd you leave me bleeding on the pavement again
(whyd you leave me on the ground)
whyd you leave me
(whyd you leave me on the ground)
push me till im bleeding on the
edge

ooooooooo
i cant, i cant, i cant
ooooooooo
i cannot try it so i start a riot
im feining for you and im feining for violence
i cannot try it so i start a riot
im feining for you and im feining for violence
i cannot try it so i start a riot
im feining for you and im feining for violence
(i cant, i cant, i cant go) (i cant, i cant, i cant go)
im feining for you and im feining for violence
(i cant, i cant, i cant go) (i cant, i cant, i cant go)
ooooooooo
ooooooooo

ooooooooo
ooooooooo

(ALL PLATS) violence

https://open.spotify.com/album/26bfeRbRvhfIg9f3596hyP?si=UXJX6Ij9RCeZi3uVNFcc3g
cover by me
@holdmetillicry
did u even forget it?
you make me wanna die 
i told you all my secrets, now their spreading like flys
and did u read my message
its the last before u die 
i got ur blood on my sweater
ill lick it up in time
@weirdogalore
as ur blood leaks out
and your bodies gon cold
its a quarter past nine
and im still callin your phone
its like you want me to die
and babe its getin old
you left me out in the blender
and you left me on my own

(ALL PLATS) forget it w/ aumay

https://open.spotify.com/album/2NcTgTWuPkUTJHaGA7ZkcB?si=EZORd6ZEReemkoJQ52FiTA
lyrics
@holdmetillicry
you're so awful, but i like it just a little bit
so many thoughts i dealt with
but none compare to you, my girl
you're so selfish
but i still wanna see you
my girl

(girl , girl , girl , girl)
(girl , girl , girl , girl)
(girl , girl , girl , girl)
(girl , girl , girl , girl)

you're so awful, but i like it just a little bit
so many thoughts i dealt with
(fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck)
but none compare to you, my girl
you're so selfish
but i still wanna see you
my girl

(ALL PLATS) dont hide, it's okay

love all 420 of u
love estella and calorie
15

holdmetillicry

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