Ex girl (prod. xenshel)

Expectations (prod.raspo)

i dont really feel like talking when i speak you dont hear nothing all you ever think is assumptions you dont really know what love is to you im just some junky im high but i dont feel nothing i can see the smoke its enlightning drugs are too addicting my mind is over thinking delicate but strong cuc i have to be made you out to be a masterpiece maybe one day i can sleep but its been hard to dream the drugs are my only way i know how to breathe i guess its inherited from my genes bipolar mom with a dad who's empty i turned out to be exactly their seed sisters too old to understand me they try but they dont know the feeling of being too scared to leave even if its killing me im fragile but im not weak i came prome a place you cant speak a place  no one dares to bring to light i can still hear all their fights cop car lights and crying became what i was fearing uncomfortable situations all for dumb tempations  i dont really feel like talking when i speak you dont hear nothing all you ever think is assumptions you dont really know what love is you dont know what love is

i dont know what love is (prod.King Theta)

Even if ur lying I’m still happy we met 
Took me from a place I didn’t wanna be in 
Brought me back up to the girl I used to be 
I really didn’t know if she was still in me 
But since I met you and we been talking 
The clouds been clear and my head stopped yelling 
Felt like a getaway just hanging at ur place x2
Even if u just want me for what I can offer 
I rather say yes than refuse this lover 
he’s really sweet and reminds me of the weather 
Not hold and cold but pretty and comforting felt like a get away just hanging at his place

Hanging at your place (prod.Robin Cause)

(You know what you are?
What am I ?
(Laughs) 
You’re my girl…right? )


I hope you’re all cold and frozen 
Ran away with that girl you’re trippin 
I know you miss me
Funny if you call I won’t answer 
Gave you time gave you pleasure 
All while I was under the weather 
You are dead to me to me
You are dead to me to me 
Used to be so scared to lose you 
Now I’m happy with someone new 
And he’s so pretty 
He makes me feel alive 
You locked me in a tower 
I escaped and I’m feeling better 
Try and text me but I won’t answer 
I hope you’re all cold and frozen 
The way you made me feel all for loving 
The wrong guy 
The stars and the night sky know exactly how much I tried for you all for you 
You are dead to me to me x2

Dead to me (prod.puki)

Lost wishes (prod.koilake)

I got more tears than closure 
The more I find out the cuts go deeper 
The more words that spill out hit harder 
And my eyes get darker 
I lost my soul for you 
And you don’t care 
You just stare 
With your cold eyes 
Caught me by surprise 
I thought u be a nice guy 
Every turn to was a lie 
I lost my soul for you 
I thought i be bullet proof 
If I got cheated on 
Expect the worst and move on 
 But you broke a piece inside of me
I don’t think I can take the beating 
I feel lost my soul is gone 
How do I move on?
I lost my soul for you 
And you don’t care 
You just stare 
At me with those cold eyes 
Why do you lie?
Why do you lie to me?
I lost my soul for you

Soulless (prod.premiership)

Common sense


You would think I matter just a little bit
After two years it’s just common sense 
Had to realize what that means even if i don’t like it
I don’t matter to you not one bit
Stressing me out since April 
When i found  the texts on your phone
Never thought i could hear a heart break 
But it did and it never had time to regenerate 
You would I think I matter just a little bit 
Since I been there for u for everything 
After two years it just common sense

Common sense (prod.neverforever)

If I’m so stupid why’d you stick around 
If I’m so clueless why you always down?
Down To fuck me down to feel me down to pick me up but never hold me down I’m sick of feeling like this now I’m throwing up the roses that you picked for me got me shaking loosing senses by the daily arms are weak my heart ain’t steady boy I’m ready take the pain away I’m floating 
Bought a ounce I’m smoking drinking till my veins are popping out 
I’m ready for it now 
I’m ready for it now 
If I’m so stupid why’d you stick around?
If I’m so clueless why you always down?

You can take back your roses (prod.neverforever)

You live in the graveyard of my heart x2
Nothing around except bones and stars 
Bones and stars 
All alone and depressed but she got a good heart 
Yeah she got a good heart 
Don’t speak of her name unless you’re gonna fix her scars 
She’s the light you never gave her while she was in the dark 
She died that day when u left her in the park 
You live in the graveyard of my heart 
Nothing around except bones and stars 
Bones and stars 
You live in the graveyard of my heart 
Bones and stars

Graveyard (prod.neverforever)

Gloomy: 
It’s a beautiful day 
Don’t let it slip away 
I see the colors I see your face 
I want it to last but ill watch it fade 
Cuz you don’t love me 
Like I love you 
Cuz who’s the one that always has to 
Leave one day then call u the next 
Our last argument still playing in my head 
I can’t get out of bed these are a dread I’m hanging with my friends but it’s lonely in the end of the night I wanna be by your side 
I wanna wipe your tears while you cry 
But you don’t love me 
Like I love you 
Cuz who’s the one that 
Always has to 
Always has to

1cliqPiNKY:
Try and I try but my hearts been all bled 
Cigarettes gon burn thru my bed 
I know I love you but still in the end 
I’m never enough is it all in my head?

Love affairs X 1cliqPiNKY (prod.neverforever)

Driving to your house 
Try not to be so loud 
Took the bus downtown 
Hoping I don’t lose you to the crowd 
I heard your voice 
Ever so clearly 
It’s like time stops 
When u look at me 
As we drive down south
I feel your eyes on me 
I hear the songs we sings 
I look to my left 
And you look your best 
We stayed up all damn night 
Motel room felt jus right 
The chill room was cool 
Had drinks and played some pool
Driving to my house

Driving with you (prod.neverforever)

I don’t want to feel anything 
I don’t want to feel anything 
I don’t want to feel anything if I can’t have you
Let my feelings sink 
I don’t have you and it’s killing me 
2 years have passed since I believed 
You cared about me 
Thought about me 
You dont want to feel anything 
You push me away till I start to sink 
I start to feel like I’m dying
I don’t want
I don’t want 
 I don’t want to feel anything

I don’t want to feel anything (prod.neverforever)

Foggy roads in the middle of the night 
Early in the morning while I’m riding my bike 
Just a little girl w a a smile so bright 
When did the light leave my eyes 

Gloomy ass weather but that’s why I like it
I like how when I cough I can see my breath 
Take me back to when I had a genuine laugh 
Call me when u hear this I’ll still be a mess
I still miss the way that I would wake up 
As a silly kid only wanting to play dress up 
Never will I miss such a stupid breakup the things I would give to relive a day in my book

Gloomy weather (prod.neverforever)

I do my hair and my makeup 
But I don’t feel pretty 
No I don’t feel pretty 
Could it be all the things you did to me?
I compare myself to other girls like they control me
Every thought in and out my brain it all tells me
You’re not good enough for him
He rather be under somebody else skin
I can’t sleep with thoughts like this 
I don’t eat so my jeans fit
I feel sick 
I feel sick 
I do my hair and my makeup but I don’t feel pretty 
No I don’t feel pretty 
Could it be 
All the things you did to me?
I don’t like who I am you destroyed those parts about me
(I don’t feel pretty )
Could it be?
(I don’t feel pretty )
You destroyed this parts about me (I do my hair and my makeup x2)
(I don’t feel pretty )
Could it be 
I don’t like 
You destroyed those parts about 
(I don’t like who I am )
(Could it be the things you did to me?)

I don’t feel pretty (prod.Error Tendencies)

Suddenly I woke up and I couldn’t trust you 
Simple things that u would do to reveal the truth x2

Made me seem stupid when I asked who you talking to 
after all the lies and cries we been knew the truth 
I don’t wanna come off harsh I kinda told you so 
No one no no one knows him like I do hoe
You say you won him but I see no prize 
When I found out you fucked him I wasn’t surprised 
You were just dirty and needed some company 
Taking my guy from my side cuz you’re lonely
No big surprise he left you now you cry what about me?
I don’t feel bad for you not at all
I rather lose my mind than give you a call
Your not a friend more like end up in hell again 
If I ever saw u I would probably say this 
You’re just a whore nothing more I dare u to say something bitch 
Now to that guy who said bye to the baddest chick he ever lied to I despise you got away with it 
Saw you that night you called her and told her it’s ditched I ain’t surprised can’t lie I probably manifested it

Whore (prod.neverforever)

I had to give up 
There was no trust 
I had to give up I couldn’t trust 
I had to give up on you 
You wouldn’t change 
I always tried to 
Fix you
The more I tried you pulled away
The more shit u did gave me more pain
I had to give up for I gave up my life 
The more time I spend w u it all flies by 
I got trust issues ur the biggest one 
I had to give u up so I can say I won

Trust issues (prod.neverforever)

You told me you loved me you were just lying to get to me 
You told me you loved you were just lying to get to me 
You told me you loved me you were just lying to get to me 
You told me you loved mw you were just lying to get to me 
We were doomed from the start we were never lucky 
Been through so much shit you would think I’ve studied 
How to not fuck up and be better at loving 
You told me you loved me you were just lying 
Wasted all this time when we could’ve jus been fucking 
If you never loved me then what was all the fuss about ?
If my body means that much u would think u wouldn’t touch anyone else 
You told me you loved me you were just lying 
To get to me 
You told me  it meant nothing
You told me it meant nothing 
You wouldn’t stop no matter how much I was crying 
But it meant nothing 
yeah…

You told me lies (prod.neverforever)

I’m drunk as fuck 
I wish I could go and jus call u up 
I’m drunk as fuck 
I wish I could go and jus call u up
I know that were through but I miss ur touch 
My heart is with you but it don’t match  ur trust 
Im drunk as fuck 
I wish I could call u but it wouldn’t go well
I’ve heard them call us a match made in hell
But I still got ur number in my cell
I’m drunk as fuck 


I drink to forget you but It doesn’t work
I’m scrambling thru answers of why you chose her
I’m feelin the Xanax take over my core 
The weed isn’t strong enough I still need more
I drink to forget you but it doesn’t work 
I’m drunk as fuck

I drink to forget you but I still remember (prod.neverforever)

The more that you lie the more that I love you 
It’s true
Something in ur eyes makes it all worth the abuse 
You put me thru 
I’ve got my issues 
We all know it’s true 
You came in running like let’s add a new 
I’m torn at every corner got me hanging by a thread
One more lie that I catch might be my last cigarette
The choice was always yours you always shoved it to the side 
The more that I love you you just seem to lie
There’s something in your eyes 

Make it all worth what u put me thru 
Ooouuu 

Oooouuu
The more that you lie the more that I love you 
It’s true
Something in ur eyes makes it all worth the abuse 
You put me thru 

I’ve got my issues 

We all know it’s true 
All know it’s true 
You add a new  x2
The more that you lie the more that I love you 
Something in your eyes makes it all worth the abuse

The more that you lie,the more that I love you (prod.shvrs x2)

Take my hand and follow me in 
(follow me in)
Call my name if you wanna hear me again 
Black and white I wish I could call you mine and all the time feel like you’re mine 

Take my hand and follow me in 
Stop taking your time
 it’s black and it’s white 
Black and white

Black and white (prod.michael harrison)

Reality (prod.Jacob Vallen)

BPD I didn’t think I had it in me 
I guess it makes sense cuz nothing  ever did 
Ever since I was a kid 
I think I’m getting better 
But  there’s always a reminder 
I feel like I’m hung over 
I’ll never recover 
My mind is bipolar 
Like the weather I’m unpredictable 
I might seem okay but I’m miserable 
BPD I guess I have it in me and it makes me feel crazy 
I feel crazy

BPD (prod.neverforever)

If I got things handed to me 
Would I be selfish?
I wouldn’t know since I’ve been told 
I’m lucky with what I got dealt with 
No mother at home 
Fathers all cold 
Step mom is all childish 
Sisters are gone 
My dogs have run 
There’s no more fun
It’s all dust 
I don’t mean to be selfish 
But I wish I had more attention 
I don’t mean to seem ungrateful 
But you weren’t at my table 
I don’t mean seem harsh 
With all my quick remarks 
I just wish I was selfish 
If I’m gon be in loneliness

Selfish (prod.neverforever)

How do I say this?
My heart is vacant 
My body’s naked 
With no one to touch 
Things are complicated 
I’m not here I’m spacing 
I don’t got time 
Im wasting 
All of it 
(I’m wasting time with you on my mind)
(I’m wasting time)

toogloomy

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