prod. @audioabomination x @coilwound
cover art by @hollowmindisdead

lyrics: 
im broken and stomped
my wounds feelin open
and soon this is over
i know i deserve it
i still feelin hopeless
enough of their gossip
my thoughts like in moshpit
dont know why im holding,yeah 

oh fuck
mental disorders that put me in mud
they like parasites turns the brain into mold
and i feeling so strange like have blade in my mouth, i feeling so cold

have enough, bitch
scratches on my wrist
oh my god, why the fuck
why i cant resist

all of my thoughts that was made me amorphous
are turning my nerves into their rotten corpses
I living my life waiting for when i collapse
because of my own thoughts about my own worthless

mutilation. [prod. abxminvtixn x coilwound]

prod by @devd-hxllxw
cover by @audioabomination

lyrics:
i can see no fucking light tonight 
there is something like a way out but i can not find 
life is restless but it seems like shit should go on like that 
and we just staying on the side and we are can not pretend 

i can see no fucking light tonight 
there is something like a way out but i can not find 
i felt disgusting but the art and other reasons to live 
just bring some colors to my gray and apathetic empty life 

i can see no fucking light tonight 
there is something like a way out but i can not find 
life is restless but it seems like shit should go on like that 
and we just staying on the side and we are can not pretend 

i can see no fucking light tonight 
there is something like a way out but i can not find 
i felt disgusting but the art and other reasons to live 
just bring some colors to my gray and apathetic empty life...

i see no light... [prod. devdhxllxw]

prod by @svrviiive
cover by @audioabomination

(the lyrics are pretty bad but many people have asked for them)
lyrics:
im overdosed by emotions and my pain 
i feel im wasted of my mind and all my lyrics in my head 
do you really think that I'm just pretending and i am playing a game?
i'd want to talk about my money like you all  but i'm not the same 

im not a kid who needs to prove you that im here to be a little noticed 
Instead i'm talking bout how now i feel, bypassing these narcissists
you think my shit's so boring and all the same, but i am the same in life 
I'm still feeling really bad, and as long as that i'll forever remember that knife

i can spit on all your faces when you look at me 
i'd like to stay in the shadows and shallows 
im digging me to six feet deep 

i was taking all the bullshit with patience 
but patience is dead so im vacant  
i swallow my blood and im faking it 
i faking like i was happy yeah  

so im taking  
to faking 
to make it
no questions 
don't feel 
so elation  
it's like 
a depression 

against all the pressure  
im walking a messed up
my skin is so wasted
i cant holding on! 

i fucked up, im still fucking wasted now

i cant fucking holding on now 
i'd like to have a gun to shoot my stupid brains out 
i dont give a single fuck about you with me or you not 
if you we're not with me that time when i was need to see a little hope

exhaustion. [prod. svrviiive]

prod by @svrviiive
cover by @hollowmindisdead

another shit lyrics but many asking.
lyrics:
why the fuck you staring
on my scars, i was despaired 
cuz you fuckers tries to blame me 
now i don't feel any scaring  

to break up with hate that flaming 
but you fuckers tryna test me   
and my nerves that now impairing  
to break up your spine and kill you, bitch 

fuck this cemetery 
i refuse to being buried 
on the ground that now in hatred 
i don't want to rot and stay here  

wasted and faded goddamn nature 
filled with hypocrisy of faggots 
she would die of shame to herself bruh 
if she knew she made a garbage 

burn their churches, cut them rape them 
fuck their feeling, start the mayhem  
how you smart to come with a weapon 
but you can't just find the pleasure 

in your ordinary life  
that's why we are so fucking wasted 
and of all of you im vacant  
to this day i can't get better then i was 

blow your fuckin brains out  
and ressamble them again  
i wanna cut you deep inside   
to see your all humanity 

fuck this empty promises    
your bodies just a carcasses  
supposed to rotting under the ground 

the whole human history
is as bloody as their essence
i'd like to end all of that 
there's no more fucking common sense 

i want to see the decline of this world

hypocrisy. [prod. svrviiive]

prod by @svrviiive
cover by @hollowmindisdead

lyrics:
bitch i get you rest in peace
breaking your skull, never felt so bliss  
i fuck it all up? i deserve this shit? 
they breaking my heart but i let them quit

wow, fuck
never gave a fuck about scars 
but i feel it like a trauma first of all to my own nerves
im disgusting piece of shit and you just fuckin on my thoughts?
that's what you believe in, that's what you've been taught

how much was said of this cold empty words?
what had to happen to make me the worst?
i'll never let these crows peck at my corpse
yeah im tired of all the black cats going cross 

yuh 
never seen the point of this shit
when you lying to my eyes. you was right, disappear 
i will never miss again all this worries you bring 
when you look at me this time, what the fuck do you see? 

i cant stay. but yeah i wanted... 
i dont feel the same...
i dont feel it like i should  
survive again this hurricane...

i dont feel the way of living 
with this shit i grap...
but it's not your only fault 
i know i fucked it up...

i just want to feel some better cuz i feel
i fucked it up
i cant stay here for too long because i know 
i fucked it up 
i dont want to see your eyes again, i see 
i fucked it up 
but you will watch me how i start decay because 
i fucked it up 
(x2)

betrayed. [prod. svrviiive]

prod by @audioabomination & @hollowmindisdead
cover by @hollowmindisdead

lyrics:
all this sorrow drag me down to my pains
i keep feeling me like im my disgrace 
all my scabbed scars breaks down all my space  
my thoughts were bleed out through my cutted rotting veins  

my mental torments were replace my physical 
all my faiths of life like so fuckin maniacal 
all my tears were flaws, and you're see desapair on my face 
i keep fight myself from the inside of my broken brains

but i wont come back to this days anymore 
i will rip all their jaws if they want me to gone 
all my scars remind these days when i started to rot 
all this stage of life is finished, i will never come

and for now i will run until my legs go numb 
i will rush through the fields, through my pains and doubts
through the wasteness of dark days and now i will find
my own healing in rethinking of my own life

nevermore. [prod. abxminvtixn & hollow mind.]

prod by @audioabomination 
cover by @hollowmindisdead

lyrics:
i was cold in past four years of my own suffering
i dwelled my room for nothing every time i woke alive again
i lost a part of myself, in the walls of mental hospital
i still remind these days and why the fuck im digging in my brain

im dig into my brain
now it's not the same
i dont feel like that
but in the depths i feel my pains

dig into my brain
my question is the same
am i really health
or is it the new one self deceit

yeah i don't give a fuck of my past
i just wish i'll never back again to this state

yeah, i felt stucked,i felt brain is up in mud
and yeah i felt like world is stopped
so what's for now? and now i thought

yeah im better be away
yeah im better be health
yeah im better be straight
yeah im better be dead

yeah i fucked up things
and they fucked up me
i was blind as fuck
but i learn to see the fuck i live?

i dont ever back to all these wards
i wish i'll never felt this pains as before

selfdeceit. [prod. abxminvtixn]

prod by @audioabomination
cover by @hollowmindisdead

lyrics:
bitch stop
you talkin dumb i have enough
i never fucks with these cunts that always broken my trust
all emotions down, there's a mental scars

this shit just got me weep
yeah i used to cry i used to be sick
but god, i've already have to seen so much shit
so your fucking betray didn't hurt me so deep

so i don't give a fuck what you say about me
oh i don't give a fuck what you think about me
i seen so many fucking bullshit, now u see my cutted limbs
but i pulled out your black nails that pierced right under my ribs

i met you in the stage of resist
you said we can handle but raped my feels
to be honest i glad that i got you to leave
when this bullshit is gone i became kinda free

fucked up
i felt fucked up with my thoughts
this time when i was in psychical ward
when the stranger was closer than people i loved

and i know you can hear what i'm talking about
what i sing, bitch, what i shout
you thought i miss you but i don't
emotion passed, this stage is gone

but these other fuckers still blame me for cold
but why should i be warm with you? bitch we are both
why you wasn't around when im feeling im scorn
when my music i made was a suicide note

now my mental instable has opened my eye
i see what is wrong with you and what is right
i won't closing my eyes when i seeing the light
and i still going thru, i keep holding on life

catharsis. [prod. abxminvtixn]

prod by @audioabomination
cover by @hollowmindisdead

lyrics:
bitch i pull up to my memories its cold like in a mortuary
i used to slit my skin its like a suicidal surgery
i see dystrophic body in the corner and there's nobody
the tears are like a needles make it feel so fucking suffering

but i also see the times of how i feel
like when i was a fucking child and when im walking thru the fields
i was so happy but years later i feel i just wanna leave
the ones who used to love and cover are just watching how i sink

come it back and see this shit and how it comes
go see the fuck bitch i got so cray and why i trapped in a mental ward
i felt a lot of painful shit and they just said its by my fault
but bitches stop, fucking drop, you know you wrong at all your words

and when i drop me out of all this pit they ripping on my nerves
this fucking whore was acting shit and made me feel like im cursed
yeah i had a fake friends but for now i glad they gone
you should forget my fucking face, my fucking name, my fucking songs

the pain is gone and i won't lost in all this pit
all can i do is make me prove myself i'll never feel this shit, again, again
im gonna show the ones who see no fucking light
you always bout to find a way out, and im here to help you find

cuz i remember all those times when i was gon to shoot my brains
when im the one in my own room, when i was losted in the space
but now i feeling so much better and im going just to help
all can i do with all the past is make it never was in vain

not in vain. [prod. abxminvtixn]

prod by @svrviiive
cover by @hollowmindisdead

lyrics:
im traumatized
by the shards of life
that makes me gnaw my veins
and bite my lips and jowls to the ulcers

it breaks my mind.
and im still dwell this cage
it makes me feel so vile
and i swallow my nails like blades

ashes of my dreams
yeah it settled in my lungs and it break my ribs
yeah i fuck with this shit and i feel it like a burden of me
like i'll never escape i will never be free

sleeves up, and im back, to the scars on my hand
to my burns that i made, like a mark of my hate
to myself and the past, that is piercing my chest
hit the heart end - to -end, and im feel like im dead

I'm still breathing, spitting blood
and now im walking on the blade
to lose my hope and fall,
or hold and maybe see the light again?
the pain is gone, the wounds are healed
but i feel trapped in my own cage
which holds me back, it's like a prison
built of my own mental state

i used to wake up from my faintinings with my sleeves are fucking up
Im in a pool of still wet blood that flows like wine from my own wounds

and I dont want this shit to happen in my life again, no
and I just want to break this prison in my head to end this cold

mental prison. [prod. svrviiive]

prod by @svrviiive
cover by @hollowmindisdead

lyrics:
all my lyrics and shit
wouldn't make any sense if i wasn't a whin
but even if it is, at least ima real.
and i'm not a fucking pussyboy, not a fucking bitch

i don't give a fuck, i don't give a shit
if you think that ima low cuz i never was heard
try to make some sense of this pile of my scream
and you'll see the truth, you will see me bleed, you're just a bitch

sometimes i feel like piece of trash
and im tear on my lungs and my morbid flesh
i repeat it often like its my prayer
but it's my own life, i've never played

my creativity is self-medication
not a money counter , or love motivation
for me this commerce like a decapitation
i curse this shit and i will never make it

i curse this time when i was sick and doesn't know where i go
and while these motherfuckers think its an image im tryna cope
and my life is a record, ima needle on a gramophone
which draws new scratches everywhere until it comes to abrasion
(x2)

where will my fate take me this time i want to know
i feel so sick but if i've come this far, it means that i can't stop

i am feeling like erased
and i got no trace
so i hurt myself
like it's just in case

you can see it in my face
i am got in impasse
and i hate this place
and i hate my space

and i keep on fucking trying
all the motherfucking ways
how to love my flesh
how to love my face

and i'm really fucking try
win this goddamn hate
and i'm really trying
to win this hate

abrasions. [prod. svrviiive]

prod by @pieruun
cover by @hollowmindisdead

lyrics:
did i dropped to my sins?
did i losted all my feels now?
and when we all fall asleep
how you see me in your dreams?

maybe i am feel healthy and im enjoying everything?
im spending time with my close friends and we are still a fucking clique
or maybe im suicidal again and bleeding on my knees?
and im still sitting in motionless state like i am fucking freeze

but my whole life is constant duality
so every fucking dream that about me is can be prophetic.
it maybe looks like obvious garbage, a shitty tragedy
but im even got no hope to once decide the only side of me
(x2)

and now my thoughts are taking shades of empty houses and the crows
that pecking colors of my feels but i can't even let em go
they feed on brightness, but they never ever touching to my dark
and that's remains inside the wounds
and toxify me to my soul

but i'm still fighting them again
and i keep coloring my days
and trying not to touch my veins, bitch

and this is the answer to this shit
my ego conflict is a gift
that has become my fucking burden for my feels bitch

my duality concerns everything
should i run, should i stay, should i leave?
it is helps me, but it's like i'm weak
cuz i feel like im going to split 
(x2)

egoconflict. [prod. pieruun]

prod by @svrviiive
cover by @hollowmindisdead

lyrics:
i feel the pus in the deep of my throat
i see my nails eaten while im still mope
i swear my head's going burst of my thoughts
im so much wasted while thinking of worse

but i'll never be affected, im suspecting im gonna stop
one day i'll heal, at least i have big amount of hope
i open my scars again to see what im gonna lost
if i will fall one day of my suicidal lust

i keep staring into my scars
i still suffering just because
of my mind and my feelings of gross
im stone as troll in the sun, in the moss

oh fuck, i can say a lot of smart words
to describe my state of sadness and scorn
i am aim for the joy but get sad, no scope
i won't lacking of piece of love from the world

i can't stop right now, but i hope...
i can die, but i can't leave this world...
with no trace, i should leave my own
you'll see i did, and i will help you all

dismayed. [prod. svrviiive]

prod by @audioabomination
cover by @hollowmindisdead

lyrics:
im wasting all my nerves
i feel lifeless like im cursed
but i keep holding on my knife
why i keep hating on my life?
i feel so down
i feel so reckless, bitch

like hatred is all i know
i can't live any other way anymore
im afraid that

i cannot live with no sadness and scorn to myself and the whole human race, yuh yuh
i feel like im dying the day as my happiness leaves me again, yuh yuh
and even when i feel fine, even when i love life i still feel afraid, yuh yuh
that i'll wake up in hatred again, that i'll wake up in hatred again

lifeless. [prod. abxminvtixn]

a new stage begins.
prod by @svrviiive
cover by @hollowmindisdead

lyrics:
yeah i locked in ward
all around are rusted walls now
i trapped inside the cage of wasted hopes
i feel it breaks down

i wanna fucking leave this astral place
i wanna wake up
but its something else inside my empty space
that holds the doors close

its not a fucking demon or an angel or a fucking god
i don't even know like why i waking up with long black hairs around my room
i swear it's covering all my floor and then its turn to ash
i feel the smell of darkness and it seems like now i smell myself

but now i still feeling that i am keep sleeping and all what I've done it is all in my brains
im going to break it im gonna escape it i know if don't then its end like that
im going to burn and im going to break and I keep on my trying till i feel im dead
yeah i wanna feel free and i wanna be normal so now i just need me to fucking wake up!

wake up!
wake up!
wake up!
wake up!
wake up!
wake up!
bitch i need to wake up!
(x2)

bitch i need to fucking wake up
but i feel somebody's hold my throat
i don't know if it's me or fucking not
i feel the hate is piercing like a thorn
(x2)

wake up. [prod. svrviiive]

the lyrics were written back in January but recorded only recently.
thanks for all the expectations, glad to be back<3.

prod. by @svrviiive
cover by @hollowmindisdead

lyrics:

bitch i keeping back to this shit
someone think that ima died or now im healthy to quit
or I'm wandering my ward in my own suicidal dreams
or maybe now i feeling happy as i wanted all these years

but fuck, bitch, stop it i ain't used for this shit
all my life is like a balance but on ends are only pits
problems teaching to survive and now i know that i won't sink
and im back with this noise, thats my way just to see all this shit

i mean to see the sense in grinding my thoughts
i mean i want to see the reason why my life going cross (with what i want)
i want to get the way i should care my wounds
remained from past in me, and living in the many other hearts

but i keep fucking wandering here like im blind
like I've pierced in my eyeballs when i was a child
and they're bleeding right now cuz these needles are stuck
they are long to my brain, bitch, i fucking trapped

thats the reason my music for me always sucks
that's the reason why you still looking for my blood
that's the reason one day I'll gone like fully mad
if i'll never found escape from endless ward

bitch i got lost in this pit
i fucking lost in this pit
now my body's drown in this pit
i'll fucking die in this pit bitch

i've got lost in this pit that i did by myself it's my own mental cage.
it's like hole in the head, like a rope to my neck, it's all sign to an end, want to get rid of that

and thats what now im doing im working on shit and i'll shut anybody that gotta prevent
all of my music is not always sad
when I'll feel i get happy I'll write shit bout that
but now i lost in this pit
i fucking lost in this pit
now my body's drown in this pit
I'll fucking die in this pit...

2024.

lost in the pit. [prod. svrviiive]

the first single from my upcoming debut album "shadow shelter.", which will be released in 2025. 
stay tuned for more details. i love y'all and thank you.

prod by @audioabomination
cover by @hollowmindisdead

lyrics:
bitch im pulling to the ward and all this pit is sing me drown 
now im stuck in shadow labyrinth like im still afraid of sun 
yeah i still wonder what's the purpose in my fucking endless cuts? 
i ain't got butterflies in stomach, i got worms right in my guts 

all this ward is lull to sleep and i could pass me out right now 
what's going on outside the door? i hear the suffers all around 
i see the shadows in the windows they are looking like a crows
they are wandering the corridors, they covered with scars, bitch

i don't get it what the fuck i gonna do?
what a mistake did i done and what a solve to that i could?
so maybe that's cuz of my father that was choke me in my 2?
or it's the fault of braindead bitch i tried to fuck in my 12? 

this whore was talked and i went crazy how they started hate me up
nobody cares about she wanted it herself, they made me scum
and when im looking back at life i see so many fuckin "cause"
and looking back i have no wodrs to it (don't talk to me im cursed) 

all my thoughts are left me sticking at this place and they bring me all this cold and this muhfuckin hate...
and now i can't accept this state of myself...

i would let these shadows pick my corpse 
but when i was completely fucked i realize, now im afraid going die 
all you motherfuckers won't get to me now 
and you fucking scum don't even talk to me now

all these shadows maybe want to have my eyes to find the way out
you can't  trick me with this stunt (don't even talk to me now) 
all these motherfucking bitches want to lick my ears with lies 
i won't let em fucking do (don't even talk to me now) 
I don't want to fucking deel with no-one else instead of me 
now i have no fucking friends (don't even talk to me now) 
i want to get me on the top, don't talk to me now
i just want to get me better don't talk to me now

i just want to get me better don't talk to me now
you can't trick me with this stunts, i've seen a lotta from these cunts 
all these motherfucking bitches want to cut my eyes apart 
i won't let em fucking do (don't even talk to me now) 
I don't want to fucking deal with no-one else instead of me 
cuz now i have no fucking friends (don't even talk to me now) 
i want to get me on the top, don't talk to me now
i just want to get me better don't talk to me now.

сursed (don't talk). [prod. abxminvtixn]

written by @hollowmindisdead
produced by @audioabomination & @trauma-6-6-6
cover art, m&m by @hollowmindisdead

lyrics: 
yeah, anxiety's piercing on my chest 
i keep on murdering my sence
my shaking hands are holding sharp knifes...

depression feels just like a trance
and im beyond this mental fence 
i jump in front of it to see like...

like my dreams and hopes are crashing off my state.
how they drowning in my blood
and all my lust to see me dead.

i jump and see me as a kid 
that blindly searching for defence
and finding nothing else instead of crippled cold anxiety's hands

(jump) i see my past (jump), i see my blood (jump), i see my path convolves to mess
nobody liked me cuz of sad 
now no-one likes me not depressed

but in the depths of all my nature 
looking like a dying swan 
i keep on dream to see my future 
bright as blood reflects these lamps

and sometimes away of this fence... 
i see my future bright and blessed....
utopic like a dream of mad...
and do i still believe in that?...

yeah, anxiety's piercing on my chest 
i keep on murdering my sence
my shaking hands are holding sharp knifes...

depression feels just like a trance
and im beyond this mental fence 
i jump in front of it to see, like...

my bright future...
getting closer sometimes...
i'll tryna chase it...
to feel a moment of fine...

beyond the endless fence of mental... [prod. abxminvtixn & trauma]

written by @hollowmindisdead
produced by @audioabomination & @trauma-6-6-6
cover art, m&m by @hollowmindisdead

lyrics:
i cannot see there no difference
between 
light and darkness to me cuz i got my eyes pierced 
with needles of mental unstablesness 
long to my brain so im creeping by touch just to feel

how i trapped 
in my four bleeding walls where i feel like in cage where i root to my knees
cuz I've cried and I've prayed for so long that my feet have worn down to the bone and i can't let me go.

can't let me go out my state  
where i m drowning too long in my pain, my despair and my pus.
and my anxiety like a miscarriage 
that ugly and blind and it's asking the fuck its alive?

Is this life even worth?...
Is this life even worth all this pain and this suffering that we are deserve 
and I would have answered if I had known
bitch i would have answered if I had known


Is this life even worth?...
Is this life even worth all this pain and this suffering that we are deserve? 

disappointing our mother and scaring our friends,
that having fun and observe...
and when the happiness feels like it's something away that you can't even lust 
i just rotting in all this utopia while my blood flowing and turning to rust


suffercage. [prod. abxminvtixn & trauma]

written by @hollowmindisdead
produced by @audioabomination & @trauma-6-6-6
cover art, m&m by @hollowmindisdead



intro: utopia. [prod. abxminvtixn]

written by @hollowmindisdead
produced by @audioabomination & @trauma-6-6-6
cover art, m&m by @hollowmindisdead

lyrics: 
(im trapped inside, im trapped inside, im trapped inside )

im trapped inside...
in all this reckless of my mind 
that left me naked, bleeded dry 
within that night i stepped this side.

i've lost my sight...
(lost my sight...)
lost my attemps to live my life.
im just a pointless bag of flesh i hate 
and cutting with my knives (for all these times x2)

for all these tries to leave this ward
this call of death is my temptation 
signing me to fall apart 

and at my colder blood reflection 
every wound is shining star
i feel that my life imitation 
for too was gone so far

there's not much chance to survive 
nobody fucks with my kind 
don't really think im alive 
cuz all this life imitation 
is like whole my life
(x2)

life imitation. [prod. abxminvtixn & trauma]

written by @hollowmindisdead
produced by @audioabomination & @trauma-6-6-6
cover art, m&m by @hollowmindisdead

lyrics: 
i wish i could carve out all of these worms
only making my every days worthless
i feel they keep on devouring my thoughts 
and i open my scars just to pour them all out of me, bitch.

but they settled into my head, like an old man in an apartment drowning in garbage...
and it hurts me so much when they slide under my woeful skin cuz i thought that it's long off it, bitch.

taking sharpest knife 
i sharp their bodies off me 
off my skull, my freshest wounds, even between my ribs 

when the normal life 
becomes utopian dreams 
you start to get - you nothing more 
than worm infested meat

all these eaters of my happiness making my life state fragile  
it's always feeling like i am an ice and im blurring and flow to the wormhole..

cuz my whole body's replaced by a tangle of these worms that raging 
they are living my life and they fucking up my dreams, they are slowly devouring my thoughts off, bitch

they're twisting inside my throat...
and devastate me dry...
i guess it's only my fault...
im a nest for parasites...

wormsfilled. [prod. abxminvtixn & trauma]

first & third part by hollow mind.
second part & ending by @lxlihvrd
prod.@denxma
cover art by @frozenwitches

Timor. w/ LXLIHVRD [prod.denxma]

RAPING ANGELS 2020
1 verse @vyxforever
2 verse @hollowmindisdead
cover by @frozenwitches
prod & mix by @hollowmindisdead

cemetery walls ft.VYX BLV$ [prod.hollow mind.]

prod. @frozenwitches x @audioabomination
cover art by @abxminvtixn

pretty bad lyrics but many asked 
(wtf this track's more popular then everything i made in the years after that)
lyrics:
get the fuck out
when i fuckin dissolve in this
rather shut up
when you talk about hapiness

all this shit world
rotting fast like morality
this so disgusting
i sew up my eyes

i feel like a dungeon monster
when hatred overflows and my mind fuckin losted
would be im some bolder,then drowned in bloodstains
and fuckin achieve what i am fuckin lusted

I see what you cannot see
fuck with this hatred but control it
i'd save this world but its so deceased
fuck all your prays about all your sins

dissolving but you can not break us
i know that your evil is terrible make up
delivers you thoughts that you can be so fake ass
but me and my brothers will fuck execute you

i ignite
so fuck this life
im so impase
open up the fuckin gates,bitch

i ruin my life but i fuckin deserve it
im torture myself and i see they ignore it
my skin as my bones teared up cuz this slaughters
im running from here cuz its low life

i take this part...

bloodstains. [prod. frozenwitches & abxminvtixn]

prod. @audioabomination x @trauma-6-6-6
cover art by @hollowmindisdead

lyrics:
i have long disliked this life
but don't want be ignored
know that im so worthless
in feet i feel graveyard cold

I still fucks with all this shit
so i dont go in tomb
often think how would be fine
if once i'd died and rot,bitch

im upset cuz only can
express my feels to note
i cant fucks with people
cause again they lefts to not

i still love they all
who stayed with me and let me cure
but i have feels that for them all
i way to rise the karm

(tell me if it's worth it
tell me i have nothing
you all hurt again bitch
but i got only stronger )

mourn. [prod. abxminvtixn x trauma]

prod. @audioabomination
cover art by @hollowmindisdead

lyrics:
i could die this time
end the hell inside my mind
i swear to god im rot inside
and feel my thoughts will rot tonight

i will be dead on all of sides
fuck this dark i see no light
i just have only way to live
so i just need to end my life

bitch i will stomp right on your brains
kill yourself like Kurt Cobain
bitch all i need is cut my vein
and see the blood, its single way

im sick of all the shit i start
filled my head with filthed mud
i think i found my perfect time
to fuckin plan my suicide...

autoaggression. [prod. abxminvtixn]

prod. @audioabomination & @trauma-6-6-6
cover art by @hollowmindisdead

lyrics: 
all of this life
full of distress, i have this feels again
all the pain back from pastance
there's nothing left to take
all disorders are some bullshit
but i can feel the same

(when i left alone again)

I will come back to this hatred
i will make my another big wound
so i know i can take it
all this way, that will make me so numb

numb. [prod. abxminvtixn x trauma]

prod. @audioabomination
cover art by @hollowmindisdead

lyrics:
woke up this morning again
i feelin so stressed its like rot instead of my brain
on my table i see a knife blade
and i'll use it to waste my own skin and spill blood from my veins

i fight myself as i can
connecting with people that let me save my mental state
which at the same time again
break him and rape like a bitch and then killing to death

so take the blade up
cut my skin and flesh
only way out
to out emotion splash

take a step back
on your worthless days
cut your own neck
and see how bleed your face

cut the flesh. [prod. abxminvtixn]

prod. @audioabomination
cover art by @audioabomination

lyrics:
i feeling so wasted
but i don't regret
and i still trying, not fading

i woke up this day
and don't feel like the same things
which made me feel better
we should to get through it

and i feel in forest...
my soul is morbid...

hollow mind.

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