After such a long wait, I'm so fulfilled to finally bring you all the "marigolds..." ep 🙏🏽

marigolds was an ep originally set to release early 2023, I couldn't knowingly release something that wasn't finished. I love this project profoundly and put countless hours into honing all my energy and emotions into this project. I rewrote, remixed, and reproduced an exhausting number of times, and in the end threw away about 8 other tracks in pursuit of putting this story together in a way that conveys a lot of deep parts of my soul. This project is very important to me. 

I really hope everyone that hears this ep finds something to connect with, and it gives you a place to not feel so alone. A place to escape, and know that the pain you feel belongs. We often deny our anger and pain the right to exist in an effort to not be ruled by those feelings, and a piece of ourselves is also denied. "marigolds" is the culmination and realization of that denial. 

Thank you for listening
- TAMMY

Special thanks first and foremost to The Lord for giving me the creative flow to complete this project. 
Another thanks to my good friend and manager Brock for being very involved throughout the creation of this project 

Lastly, special thanks for samples from:
-Emune
-Tim Hecker
-Bsd.u
-Shiro Sagisu

marigolds ep...

Wear it out mane (yeah just that a bunch of times)

Sendin up love to all of my thugs up in heaven 
I pray that the world get to ending not anti Semitic I got a depression I'm stirrin it up when I flirt with the drugs 

Tears in my eyes and syrup in cups 
I'm pretending I'm spending the time getting high for the fun of it 
Runnin from something inside but I'm fuckin my life up just tryina be numb 

I cannot lift my blindfold, except for few the times that I skim through the Bible 
Stay on a page for a couple days marinate onna message then forget it when I walk away 
Some of the pain I feel can dig so fuckin deep I need a break 
Little bit of sadboi, little Killamane 
Full fucked up cruising on a quarter tank
Until I'm dead hope you fuckas say my name until you 

Get it stuck, in yo head, 
Like the depression embeds itself up inside my soul 
It hit me like I hit you with the dro
Hollow gon smoke you instead 
This is what you get, radio head
Now I made a mess witcha brain made a stain in the bed 
What remains is a faint echo of you tryina say my name what a shame you forget that you
(wear it out mane...yuh lol)


MEMENTO MORI

R U WEEPING???

HIDDEN IN DA RAIN (Lyrics] 

(Rain x50) 

I'll never see the sun when I'm hidden in the rain
All my skies turned grey when you went away 

I just smoked a blunt in my domain 
Born from hatred cursed like Mahito 
Always hope to smile through the pain
Lost my best friend, lost my Yahiko 
Now I'm Nagato, with no Rinnegan
This drug don't keep me numb, I'll find a different one 

I'm keepin faith, good news is on da way
But I always find myself alone again, mane 

I can't remember half my days I'm going insane
Why do I feel so fuckin lost?
Lips to the blunt like "fuck it all"
How do I properly illustrate
The depression in my mind gonna kill me dawg
If give into it tell my moms I'm sorry
Don't be holding onto me burn my belongings after im gone 

I just smoked a blunt in my domain 
Born from hatred cursed like mahito 
Always hope to smile through the pain
Lost my best friend, lost my yahiko 
Now I'm Nagato 

With no rinnegan
This drug don't keep me numb I'll find a different one 

I'm keepin faith good news is on da way
But I always find myself alone again mane
(slowed)
(Rain x50)

I'll never see the sun when I'm hidden in the rain
All my skies turned grey when you went away 

I just smoked a blunt in my domain 
Born from hatred cursed like Mahito 
Always hope to smile through the pain
Lost my best friend, lost my Yahiko 
Now I'm Nagato, with no Rinnegan
This drug don't keep me numb, I'll find a different one 

I'm keepin faith, good news is on da way
But I always find myself alone again

Cave from this weight on my shoulders
I came from the cold but I don't got no ice hoe 
I'm wavy like oceans, I'm taking my doses 
I pray the gates open
I savored my soul, though it's tainted
I fell to temptations 
And hollowed my soul
Now I'm stuck here on my own
Nobody callin my phone so I gave up my hope for a friend will I ever find peace?
I don't know


Special thanks to YUNG ZODIACC. https://youtube.com/channel/UCujV7Z_evT6VxVB3NhYm9Og                       

Mixed/Mastered by HOLLOW TAMASHĪ




HIDDEN IN DA RAIN

I miss all yo kisses,always satisfied my sweet tooth
Miss a lot of people that I'm never gonna see again 
Miss my younger days, homie can I get a redo?
Life is always throwing something at me go against the grain 

Hold a fifth of pain, moon shining through the window pane 
Paint the fuckin picture but I think I used the wrong paint 

Couple dead homies, wish that I could spend a day wit em 
Better yet I really fuckin wish that I could take their place 

I hope that when I'm gone I find a way back 
Trekking down my road I think I'm lost I took the wrong path
Trepidation, premonition yeah I seen it all before 
Stumble after trip I fuckin tumble like a domino 

You aint the special case
You are just an average hoe 
This is not an anime
There is not a hero to this story 
We are all the same, hope that make you comfortable 
Every day's the last day for someone on this cursed fuckin planet, mane

Oooh I been through this shit before 
Caught up in the memories of walking to the family dollar with my bros 

I follow where the path led and cannot find the disconnect and now my soul is hollow bitch that's why call I go by 
Hollow Soul 

I'm alone, no one knockin on my door
Solitude and silence dancing round me while I'm on the floor 
Contemplating, conversations between my neck and a rope 
Coughin up the smoke, waitin to be taken by the storm...

MISSYOKISSES


All of the memories surround me like a cloth 
Now all I can do is face it 
All the shit that I put you through 

Is it real? Is it real? Tell me how you feel...

Return to the place where my confidence shed 
At night lie awake while you run through my head 
Drugs in my hand, sorrow in my soul 
I swallow them whole, then I sink in my bed 

Once was a kid, happy go lucky but somebody hurt him and now he is dead 
Who gives a fuck? 
Put this blade to my wrist and drag on my arm til I'm covered in red 

Fuck what you said, told me you hate me and now you my enemy, once was my friend 
Now I'm depressed, aint shit to do but just tuck in my head while I wait for the end 

Hard to repent, stuck in my ways and it's now everyday that I'm living in sin
Frequently jaded, my brain isn't working I'm turning the Pages of Pain as I vent 

Trapped in my peril, inside I'm broken my soul has been shattered I'm worn like apparel 
Something that started off beautiful then turned a mess like "The Sparrow"
Roses like pillows, I try to smell em, just as I reach it to hold it, it suddenly loses it's pedals
I know I'm hoping I'll be better off when I pass but I know that I'll only bitter 

All of the memories surround me like a cloth 
Now all I can do is face it 
All the shit that I put you through 

Is it real? Is it real? Tell me how you feel

INFINITE TSUKUYOMI (prod. MosesOTT)

Sometimes, sometimes I fill my head with nonsense
It only takes one time, misuse my innocence lost it, my mind 

I think I'm going crazy 
Pick my fuckin brain 
Absent minded lately 
I forget my days 

Back in the day, used to have a smile on my face 
Happiness decays with passing days, then we separate
I elaborate, you fuckin fake, yo soul is fabricated
Devil in my veins like Yela damn I miss my better days 
I am so mothafuckin lost show me passage way 
Drugs inside my head I'm fuckin spinnin got the gas face
Even in the light my thoughts are dark, and although I pray
They playin in my head during the day like a matinee

If I never get the chance to tell you this before I pass away
I never gave a fuck, Hollow's brain a woven basket case

original beat prod. "Walk Among Kings", I remixed his track after he sent me stems

COOPED UP! (feat. YSA KillaKenny)

SLIPCAST

imsotired

IN MY GRAVE (prod. Locdou)

VISUALS/AMV:
https://youtu.be/mZrfrh86NP0

Locdou snapped on the 1st half of the beat, sent me the stems and I did the 2nd half of the track for a more phonk vibe. This album would be missing a lot without him, please check out his YouTube channel and SoundCloud


Runnin through the 8, with my hatred mane (strapped up) (x2) 

Hollow cruisin through ya block, hollow points up in the glock (x4) 


From the outside I looked okay but I'm really from the gutter mane 
Just a youngin watchin someone fuckin up my brother's face 
Festering inside me from the days I felt and witnessed rage 
You seem keen on catching a preview maybe I could demonstrate 

Squeeze on the trigger let the Pistol bust
Aint nobody that I trust 
Fill em up with lead like a mechanical pencil mane then I pick em up 
In the rain, bodies stank, look into my eyes and you feel my hate
If someone survives the ak spray i put em in my trunk 

Wet em up now they be nothin but stains on my fuckin palladium boots on their Graves 
i be dancin like mj with shit for my brains
I'm going far like a stardust crusade 

Hollow too hard bitch i slap on da pavement
This is the product of suicide mane 
Slicin up both of my arms with a razor 
Time to go Back to the basics 

What, for Should I give i motherfuck?
I can't feel through the blunt smoke 
Gun tote, lookin like a bitchmane I come through with a gun boat 

Slut, hoe, I get the feelings for you that I get from a stubbed toe 
Shoving my body inside of da crypt 
Shed no tears when it shuts closed 

Runnin through the 8, with my hatred mane (strapped up) (x2) 

Hollow cruisin through ya block, hollow points up in the glock (x4) 

Hollow sleepin 6 feet in the motherfuckin sediment 
Blackness creepin demons sneakin on the fuckin pediment 
What the fuck you thinking now yo closet teem with skeletons
Imma fiend the red dot beamin now you leave in remnants 

Roll up with the motherfuckin demons in my civic 
Imma zombie mane, hungry, feed upon the living
Taking shots like liquor nigga bullets hit yo liver
Ice blood never get the shivers I be chillin 

Copper blood is drippin like a faucet fuckin sippin 
Aint no way to stop it hatred flowin got no spigot 

Shootin up to heaven hit yo spirit driftin with the glock
Standin on yo body, got my shovel can you dig it mane?

Drownin under waves, in this place its such hellhole 
Get yo noggin rockin wit mitosis, Imma split ya skull
Bangin hollow music so I cannot hear the bells toll
Thomas Howard wicky wait I'm bout to hit ya wit the gull 

It's too late to make up you gon feel the lead hit ya throat
Digital threats aint nothin to me but a visual
You can break the law but that don't make yo ass a criminal
Feel me yo?
Luster seepin out me and it's crimson hoe 

I dont wanna be that motherfucka wit no patience but I'm digging up reasons I shoulda fucked you up if you wanna get abrasive with me 

I went to the fuckin pit inside the black abyss 
I pray to God he don't leave me without a strap 
When the devil wanna use the pigs to get me 

Wet me up and turn my noodle to spaghetti 
You're forgetting I made my self from the forge inna shadow deep inside the black inferno 

Dead, re-up, and burn da Buddha shoot da lead 
Decompose everything dies my hell i believe is a place called home I never leave like a burrow 

HOLLOW TAMASHī

GUTTERMANE (prod. Locdou x HOLLOW TAMASHī)

Produced and mastered by HOLLOW TAMASHī

(Lyrics)

I'm not enough
I'm too out of touch
How'd you fall in love when I never gave a fuck?
I am not one
I think you need a blunt and

Pull me by the leg knock me down for kicks boi
Sleepin at my desk, wake up time to mix more

I was hurt again, lay a row of bricks. 
Walls going up again keep em out no doors

Of course, tell em up yours fuck em all
Know I seen stupid shit before

I don't wanna be alive no more, feelin dead inside mane
I wanna be corpse

No remorse
So the tears pour
Had your heart broke like you messin with them hoes

So it goes, damn, so it goes
Now I'm all alone mane, I'm just a ghost, fuck

Some days I hate to wake up
But today i felt grateful

Woke up next to my girl she lookin cute 
Still wearing make up

I'm still self medicating
The substance efficacious

Uncertain times we're facing
Although i have no patience
I'll be here for you waitin'

a sunny day in casablanca...

Like a single sculpture of matter in Superposition
Every place it ever occupied
We’re sentients just cycling through our lives 
Like carts on a track
See, everything outside our dimension 
That’s eternity 
Eternity looking down on us...

(STZYWENDIGO)
It’s 3 A.M. outside the city 
So the clouds are all lit up 
The night was cold 
The snow was holding out
The wind sure made it tough to spark this Blunt 
My lungs are done 
And I can’t seem to keep on running with this Buzz
Now, buckle up 
My feelings tank 
I’m sinking deeper in the mud
It’s getting rough
Both inside and out
This world is foul
That means my mind is fucked
I try my best to not go climbing up then jump 
Another reason pleads 
Won’t keep me breathing 
Bleeding out my needs 
But breathe in trees to keep my feelings even 
Or just through the roof 

(HOLLOW TAMASHĪ)
Get the fuck away 
Damn I wanna run away 
Blow my brains out with a .38
Shame taking me back to my dirty days 
I dont wanna be stuck in my evil ways 
Isnt there another way? 
I'm a fuckin' guttermane 
I'm an alcoholic and it feels great 
That's another lie, bitch I feel grey
I dont mean the 5'9 
Wanna let my body hang 
Cut me wit a fuckin' blade
Nothin' gonna be the same 
How do we cope with depression mane?
She shakin' me down leave me hurt again  
Suicide on my mind so I contemplate 
Really think I need break 
Bitch you another fake 
Past hit yo ass like you hit the brakes
Do you wanna die? 
We could make the bullet slide
Through the barrel like a scar on my wrist When I suffocate 
Hoe, get the fuck away

SUPERPOSITION  (ft. STZYWENDIGO)

ANIME DEATH  (ft. STZYWENDIGO)

FALLING IN SPACE...FOREVER...? (ft. STZYWENDIGO)

J'AI UNE ÂME SOLITAIRE  (ft. STZYWENDIGO)

(STZYWENDIGO)
I keep a frown up on my face
Since my descent from grace
The place I stay is full of darker days
No new paths I could chase
A taste is all it takes
Now I get swept away
I brace myself but still feel on my way
Down to an ocean grave

With all the things I say
I hope that you will stay
I break apart and scream from all the pain
I hate how quick I tend to show I'm not okay
My brain wants me erased
Can't keep this pace
I face it just to see how much I hate myself
I tried and failed too much
And now I'm scared to show you how I felt


(HOLLOW TAMASHĪ)
Aye
Lucid fuckin trippin visions of my slip ups
Dissociate myself
From what I see up in the mirror
Shit I be feeling is void
It's kinda like I'm slowly disappearing
Don't nobody give a fuck about me
Bitch I'm done tryina (be there for everyone)

End up inna morgue
I'm fuckin poor
Open the door to my soul tears pour
No more
What fuck you take me for?
Dying inside I been riding a vibe of the seppuku
Losing my life as I die by the sword

(STZYWENDIGO)
Smoke blows
Like the wind as I'm waking through the snow
Leave 'em froze
Feel that humming in the air?
It's time to go
Vision glitching
I've been fucked up for some weeks
Bad intentions
Best to stay the course and flee
This is some shit you shouldn't see, aye

I get brushed right off my feet
Funny how I'm feeling freezing
But my bro still keep that heat
All these blunts done got me wheezing
Think I'm too high up to breathe
Clench my jaw and grit my teeth
This feelings getting out of reach
My friends are few and far between


(HOLLOW TAMASHĪ)
Hollow is vicious
I kill em all like it's nothin but business
Give em ticket to see the abyss
The Halloween screamin
The demon within us is somethin malicious
Niggas be runnin with bitches
I don't mean women
I'm feelin they stick to the script
But I stick to the scriptures
Been through this shit with too much repition
Like scrubbin the dishes

Fuck all the riches
I'm in the gutter with nothin
I'm smothered with druggin and slippin
Just chuggin the liquor
Killin myself till theres nothin left
Only my spirit arisen
While I sleep with the fishes
Body dies and releases my spirit
Still stained with the filth of my sins
I pray for forgiveness

BOY CRYING  (ft. STZYWENDIGO)

STZYWENDIGO

Sitting by the lake

Wind blowing from the east 

I get pissed

I cause a scene 

Cause I’m in need of a release 

Pleased to meet ya

Feeling hazy from the green so I won’t speak

Keep your distance 

Don’t want conversation

Don’t like your beliefs 

I like it when it’s green

In the forest

Navigate with ease 

Gone into the trees

Why do we see so many shades of green?

So I could spot you people coming from a mile away

Too much pride to say you best give up and either that or you should find another way 

Blank space, blank space, blank space

Crossed the plane and now we’re in another place 

Dressed in flames

Hatred built into my frame

Fade away

Embrace the day when you finally fade to blank 


HOLLOW TAMASHĪ

Let go, lay low

Soon I'll be gone but it's only cause you say so

Trippin over nothin when my mind decays slow

And I have no hope

So at my pad, I smoke 
And maybe drop a tab, space float

You're gone, case closed

Get close, then you say no 

Change me, like I'm playdough

Now I hate me, fuckin lame-o

Strain me, this is painful 

Now it's raining, on my face hoe 

Your full of life but you kill me like a halo

I got trigger finger itchin you can call me Stamos 

Ponder it all then I'm gone like I'm plato

You were chasing bags

 I was tryina find my way home 

STZYWENDIGO

Blank space, blank space, blank space

Crossed the plane and now we’re in another place 

Dressed in flames

Hatred built into my frame

Fade away

Embrace the day when you finally fade to blank

BLANK SPACE  (ft. STZYWENDIGO)

PI$$ IN THE BANK  (ft. STZYWENDIGO)

I really wasn't gonna release this but a few close ppl liked it or whatever so here it is
Special thanks to Sensi: https://soundcloud.com/the-rotten-hippies/dank-by-sensi?si=5d43332907cd4d989ac3ddf220bf75bc&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

doobeez

I'm tired and haven't slept, I will update this later

sadcowboydays

talkin_shit (Single)

talkin_shit

talkin_shit  (ft. STZYWENDIGO) (prod. DR.F)

HOLLOW TAMASHĪ x LOCDOU

https://ampl.ink/Om0YP

SPECIALIZED 187 (Single)

SPECIALIZED 187

Just a fun single, nothin too serious, don't read into shit. Special shout out to all my listeners, you guys put a smile in my face and a fire in my heart. I hope y'all like it

*thank you note* 
First off Glory be to God for all good things
Shout out to the gang STZYWENDIGO, KRAVN, YSADYINYUNG, NINE DEVINES, Ryi$, and my family and friends at home who push me to keep making music. Peace and love to everyone

Necronomica In Wonderland (Single)

Necronomica In Wonderland

marigolds

gratias tibi ago, domine

If we share pain that makes us the same/
It is okay to be angry...

kodoku no tamashī/fukuin shotai

My first lonely place in the desert... that's where we met...

it was a nice dream i guess, but it would be better if i could forget it...

marigolds...

elegy for an effigy

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TSUKUYOMI

Special thanks to the bois for the collab, sesh anthem right here. p.s. Thank you guys for any and all support. The song will be up on all platforms in due time

R i o   -  https://soundcloud.com/rio111
Jewfy - https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCGZlh8150LnmjsM4TetVJLA

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