BIG FIRE DUDE im super proud of this one for you, “i felt my life start”

I'm glad this is out 🖤 it's been stuck in my head

SPOTIFY, APPLE & STREAMING (AVAILABLE everywhere on June 30th, at midnight):
https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/doublemydose/im-happy
Production and guitar mainly by @sorrow_bringer - all vocals, additional production, and final mix/master by me.
LYRICS:
Always been followed by this ghost that haunts me
He whispers I’m faulty, he knows how to taunt me oh no
I’ve accepted that this life’s a virus
Weigh me you down to by the eyelids 
My mood is so cyclic 
Fuck it baby come lay with me
Let’s get high and think of stupid shit we’ll see oh
I can’t fucking breathe without you wrapped around me
I’ve been lost so long despite it all i’m happy 
I’m happy
Always been followed by this ghost that haunts me
He whispers I’m faulty, he knows how to taunt me
All of the times you lifted up my broken heart
Wish you were there from the start
Because I'm falling apart
Fuck it baby come lay with me
Let’s get high and think of stupid shit we’ll see oh
I can’t fucking breathe without you wrapped around me
I’ve been lost so long despite it all i’m happy 
I’m happy
Every single fucking day I wake up 
Wishing I could change this shit
Find a way not to slip
I'm so problematic
Within my heart sounds static
I can say I love you but I can't even love myself
No friends no meds it's my hell
And I fear I will destroy you
Fuck it baby come lay with me
Let’s get high and think of stupid shit we’ll see oh
I can’t fucking breathe without you wrapped around me
I’ve been lost so long despite it all i’m happy 
I’m happy
Fuck it baby come lay with me
Let’s get high and think of stupid shit we’ll see oh
I can’t fucking breathe without you wrapped around me
I’ve been lost so long despite it all i’m happy 
I’m happy

I'm happy? - single

i'm happy?

SPOTIFY + STREAMING

I'm happy?

sleepless (prod. og naj)

UPDATE AS OF TODAY: after sitting on my initial mix - I POLISHED THINGS UP WAY MORE, this will be the final version sent off to streaming. (08/07/2023

EVERYTHING YOU HEAR DONE BY ME, with a simple shout out to my long-standing collaborator "sorrow bringer" @sorrw_bringer - as my melody was inspired by his beat for lease "afflictions"

STAY TUNED FOR RELEASE ON STREAMING - OCTOBER 17, follow on Spotify or whatever use and please support me, due to my health declining from an assortment of autoimmune complications as well as mental health - I CAN'T traditionally work right now, music is all I have right now, but making music has it's costs, help keep me going, simply STREAM, put it on repeat at night! Wish it was a sob story, but seriously I'm in a rough spot, but I've never been more optimistic and determined!

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LYRICS:

Never seemed to get things right
Had to fail far too many times
People don't understand me
Try to explain what they can't see
Those around me say don't worry
Well fuck me, I'm still learning
Lost my health am I getting better?
This planet's not my sector
Always lying that I'm ok, I'm not
Decay in my body just my luck
Pills and liquor, I guess they finally caught up
Torment in my mind
Battle with intuition
Every step I take ends with collision
Contestant repetition
My dreams are illusions
Lost in transmission
Never seemed do the things the right way
Never done it, no
To other people well I just complain
I'm fed up with it
Pills and liquor ya they finally caught up
Oh oh, oh oh
Never seemed to get things right
Had to fail far too many times
People don't understand me
Try to explain what they can't see
Those around me say don't worry
Well fuck me, I'm still learning
Lost my health am I getting better?
This planet's not my sector
Always lying that I'm ok, I'm not
Decay in my body just my luck
Pills and liquor, I guess they finally caught up
Oh woah, oh woah
Every step I take, ends with collision
My dreams are illusions
Lost in transmission
Never seemed do the things the right way
Never done it, no
To other people well I just complain

NEWS/UPDATE:

MUSIC VIDEOS AND NEXT 7 TRACK 2nd DEBUT doublemydose album INBOUND - OCT. 17th
completely new songs, composed, performed, written, produced, mixed, and mastered as always entirely by me. "lost in transmission" will b another new single on my next 7 track album.

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I took the red pill

lost in transmission

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keep fckn fienin mane
say y u leanin mne
i gotta bag of crshd dreams lyk wht u need mane

i js hope my last breath will b a sigh of relief
i kno im comin rite back
im js a drop in the sea
n either way i manifest
i know ill feel u w me
cuz we've always had this same distance between us
so hazy out here lately
i feel lost w my lady
locked indoors allday
js bc it is raining
grindin teeth like prince zi goddamit im facin
hella blunts js thinkin 
y my soul so vacant

im back grippin on2 my ego mane
js tryina b normal eatin w ur family

i got a bag of crushed dreams like wht u needin mane

sample: Capstan - Reprieve <3
spoti.fi/2Bpo07A
apple.co/2Ab3U3e

tothegood - I AM A LIAR

holding me tight, rolled around my bones
you were holding me tight, feeling like a lie
you were gone with a knife; given all wrong
you said baby don't you know that i need u

a bunch of songs about dead bodies
cover image by Noah Wingren ( @noah-wingren )

gone with a knife; given all wrong

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Dedicated to: Chase

SPOTIFY/APPLE MUSIC

sometimes the right words just dont come out (prod. IOF)

~2/4~
thanks for listening :)

LISTEN TO NICOTEEN NINYO-
https://soundcloud.com/nicoteenninyo
twitter: https://twitter.com/NicoteenNinyo

COVER ART BY LLOGAN
twitter twitter.com/llogansux
soundcloud: @llogansux
(hit him up for art and listen to his music!!! ) :)

MASTER: https://soundcloud.com/beatsbyhorizon

LYRICS:
(hollowbody)
I cannot look a person in the eye
I cry in a voice that isn't mine
You can bet your ass i'm drowning myself in this shit
know that  im gonna be burning in hell for this

so I try,
try and savor the taste of you on my lips
the routine "head tilt to tighten the tourniquet"
i'll lose my mind before I ever find happiness
 today
I cried in the bathroom for an hour straight
im turning to a ghost
I wanna distance myself from the ones I love the most
its so fucked up but this world is not my home 

I cannot look a  person in the eye
I cry in a voice that isn't mine
You can bet your ass i'm drowning myself in this shit
know that  im gonna be burning in hell for this
You can bet your ass i'm drowning myself in this shit
know that  im gonna be burning in hell for this

(nicoteen ninyo) 
[lyrics coming soon]

(hollowbody)
why the fuck do I always end up hurt?
is it karma for the shit I did before?

i'm not scared to die
(I've been thinking about shooting up)
i'm not scared to die
all I wanted was to feel your love

i'm not scared to die --i'm so scared to die
(I've been thinking about shooting up)
i'm so scared to die
all I wanted was to feel your love

i'm so scared to die
i'm so scared to die

(i'm going to hell for this)

losing faith in the world around me

im (not) scared to die [feat. nicoteen ninyo]

~3/4~
thank you for listening <3

COVER ART BY LLOGAN
https://soundcloud.com/llogansux
twitter: @llogansux
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LYRICS:
how the hell do I get this blood off my wrist now
i'm losing my mind
yes i'm looped in a breakdown
and every single moment is dragging on
it all feels so fucked up since you're gone

cannot ignore all the weight on my chest
just bought a ball now i'm swimming in debt
hole in my room to face that whole check
I wont text you back
I swear to god can't get the bitch out my head
put that blade to my neck
cause there's blood on my hands
Sad u saw me like that

I wanna hear your voice on the phone
Why you there crying girl all alone
You know you’d make this house a home

Yeah

how the hell do I get this blood off my wrist now
i'm losing my mind
yes i'm looped in a breakdown
and every single moment is dragging on
it all feels so fucked up since you're gone

and I dont want to fight w you
I swear to god it felt so right for you
So why we yellin every single night?
Don’t tell whats up losing touch of wrong and right

i am certain nothings worth it (prod. HXRXKILLER)

Produced by me,,, thank u for listening <3
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LYRICS:

Slip.

slip.

c o f f i n k i d 

i'll never be the same again

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(or just to talk) <3

sometimes the right words just dont come out (prod. IOF)

hollowbody

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