Imagine your life on hold for a year, every day another day closer to a prison sentence. I might get only probation. Or I could get a 12 or even 30 year prison sentence. I pled guilty. Sentencing was up to the judge. The wait was terrible; the outcome was devastating. This is bail, sentencing, and prison intake.

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https://uppbeat.io/t/philip-anderson/lost-souls
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https://uppbeat.io/t/monument-music/notes-from-the-past
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https://uppbeat.io/t/dan-phillipson/making-progress
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https://uppbeat.io/t/hey-pluto/the-summit
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https://uppbeat.io/t/all-good-folks/one-moment-in-time
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https://uppbeat.io/t/all-good-folks/a-beautiful-mind
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https://uppbeat.io/t/light-patterns/exploratory-nature
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(03) BAIL, SENTENCING & PRISON INTAKE

I had believed I was a good person, but I sought to improve. Can you relate? I struggled with serious depression, making stability and holding a job challenging. I felt the weight of other people’s expectations. In prison I tried adjusting to a new normal, but I would learn entering prison wasn’t rock bottom. Life can get even worse. What does life look like before transformation? How can change happen for you? This is ORIENTATION (CHANGE, SHOCK & AWE, SUICIDE WATCH).

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https://uppbeat.io/t/ilya-kuznetsov/falling
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https://uppbeat.io/t/oliver-massa/take-my-hand
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https://uppbeat.io/t/sky-gienger/stride
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https://uppbeat.io/t/all-good-folks/snap
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https://uppbeat.io/t/aaron-paul-low/fall-from-grace
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https://uppbeat.io/t/aaron-paul-low/saving-graces
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https://uppbeat.io/t/mountaineer/ragtime
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https://uppbeat.io/t/soundroll/funk-me
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(04) ORIENTATION (CHANGE, SHOCK & AWE, SUICIDE WATCH)

Even after many years, I remember the moment I felt fractured. I had become familiar suffering, but now life took an unexpected plunge. 

Join me on a raw and authentic journey through the prison system, exploring themes of despair, separation, and the relentless pursuit of hope.  

Where do you turn when faced with profound self-doubt? Have you faced a rock-bottom moment? And how can you learn about the amazing life God has waiting for you right now?

Music from #Uppbeat (free for Creators!):
https://uppbeat.io/t/shane-mckenna/zenith
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https://uppbeat.io/t/danijel-zambo/southern-lord
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https://uppbeat.io/t/corinne/unstoppable
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https://uppbeat.io/t/paulo-kalazzi/heros-time
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https://uppbeat.io/t/danijel-zambo/broken-doll
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https://uppbeat.io/t/hey-pluto/get-freaky
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https://uppbeat.io/t/mood-maze/bad-monkey
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From Surviving to Living

(05) A Padded Room (The Pickle Suit)

Listen today to discover  intimacy with Jesus, overcoming adversity, fostering personal growth, and finding hope in every situation!
Despite my difficult experiences in seg, I found solace in a mental health program.  I reveal the surprising living conditions at Shakopee prison and show parallels between my experience of isolation there and the broader social impact observed during the COVID-19 pandemic.
How can we apply these insights to have a personal experience with God, appreciate human connection, and recognize the potential for transformation in any circumstances? Listen until the end, you won't want to miss it! This is Wow!

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https://uppbeat.io/t/studiokolomna/believe-in-yourself
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https://uppbeat.io/t/jonny-boyle/slow-and-blue
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https://uppbeat.io/t/complete-tracks/for-my-ugly-basiil
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From Surviving to Living Podcast

(06) WoW (Shatter My Excuses)

Do you desire success, respect, love? Do you feel unconditionally respected and loved?
 
Eight months into my prison sentence I faced uncertainty. While I waited for employment I considered my failures. I hoped for relief, a better future! Distraction from the truth was easier to find.
Discover God's perfect will for you and learn how He performs it! 

We'll uncover the secret of love as God defines it, and how you can experience it today. Listen to the end, you won't want to miss it!

General Assembly

(07) General Assembly

Are you seeking purpose and direction? Are you eager to make a difference?

Join me as I navigate a prison job environment, encountering new challenges and unexpected lessons. Brace yourself for difficult coworkers and gripping tales of leadership.

Discover the dynamics of power, revealing defiance and resilience. We’ll reveal the secret to making a profound impact for others. Listen til the end, you won’t want to it! This, is Ring Toss and Dopplegangers!

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Music from #Uppbeat (free for Creators!):

https://uppbeat.io/t/fass/move-it

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https://uppbeat.io/t/giulio-fazio/dance-of-devils

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https://uppbeat.io/t/pecan-pie/lets-do-this

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https://uppbeat.io/t/hartzmann/war

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https://uppbeat.io/t/atm/on-a-journey

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https://uppbeat.io/t/soundroll/the-pig-who-could-fly

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https://uppbeat.io/t/giulio-fazio/clowns

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https://uppbeat.io/t/evoli/legendhart

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Ring Toss & Doppelgangers

Are you parenting in a difficult situation? Do you need solutions and strength?  

Join me on my journey through prison as I learn being mom despite distance and incarceration. From daily challenges to pride as I follow my son on his own journey through the Army, discover with me the secret to powerful parenting in any circumstance. 

Learn steps you can begin today! Listen until the end, you won’t want to miss a word. This is no pie and 6 months no shower.

No Pie & 6 Months No Shower

Are you interested in extraordinary personal growth? Do you want to feel great and live a transformed life?

Join me as we explore my prison experience, navigating a sex offender treatment program, a new job, and newfound opportunities. Discover unexpected moments of hope and profound lessons learned along the way.

From resistance to redemption, we’ll uncover the secret to permanent total life transformation and how you can begin today! Listen until the end, you won’t want to miss a word! This is sex offender treatment.

Sex Offender Treatment

(10) Sex Offender Treatment

I hope in sharing my story you will find your own being re-written in a relationship with Jesus

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