Radiohead/ Let Down,

Falter w/ SeeYouTmr [Prod. saint mike]

5 Dollar Milkshake

You made me wait two hours flat,
Outside your job, and I’m fine with that,
The radio played our same old song,
And I didn’t mind, I just sang along.

Then you came out with that tired grin,
Shattered breath and city wind,
You said, “Thanks for being patient, babe,”
And I swear, my heart misbehaved.

Then you laughed, said it soft, so sweet,
“You’re my favorite boyfriend,” on repeat,
And I had to tease, couldn’t let it slide,
Said, “Oh, so I’m top five?”

Guess I’m your favorite one,
Between all the guys that don’t exist I won,
You roll your eyes, I play along,
You shake your head, but you still hum my song.
And if I’m number one on your make-believe list,
Then I’ll take that crown with a wink and a kiss,
‘Cause you’re my only, my always one,
And I’m your favorite one.

You said, “Don’t twist it, you know what I mean,”
But I kept grinning like a movie scene,
I said, “Sure, sure, I’ll take the prize,”
You said, “You’re impossible,” with laughing eyes.

We drove through lights, the streets asleep,
Your hand in mine, the promise deep,
It’s funny how those little lines,
Can turn to love that multiplies.

So go ahead, say it once more,
I’ll act confused, just like before,
‘Cause teasing you’s my favorite game,
And loving you’s the realest claim.

Guess I’m your favorite one,
Between all the guys that don’t exist  I won,
You roll your eyes, I play along,
You shake your head, but you still hum my song.
And if I’m number one on your make-believe list,
Then I’ll take that crown with a wink and a kiss,
‘Cause you’re my only, my always one,
And I’m your favorite one.

There’s no competition, no one to beat,
Just us two fools and a car seat,
Waiting two hours was worth the prize,
That look of love in your tired eyes.

Yeah, I’m your favorite one,
Between the dreams and the jokes we spun,
You laugh, I live for that tone,
‘Cause with you I never feel alone.
And if there’s a list, I’ll still insist,
You’re my first, my last, my twist,
So call me your favorite one —
I’ll call you my only sun.

You said it once, I’ll say it twice,
You’re my best mistake, my sweet device,
So yeah, I’m your favorite one…
And that’s enough for life. 

Favorite One

🎸💥 Slow-Motion Zen vs. Hyperactive Chaos — the Song
This track is basically what happens when one person tries to stage a whole emotional Broadway show in your living room… and you just sit there like a disappointed houseplant.

It’s indie rock with jangle-pop sparkle, post-punk heartbeat, and the calm, unbothered aura of someone who has already survived three relationship plot twists, two monologues, and one mysteriously slammed door.

Here’s the dynamic:
They: changes season, mood, haircut and entire personality every four minutes.
You: “Cool. I’ll be over here. Breathing.”

They storm around kicking up dust, lighting metaphorical matches, painting imaginary thunderstorms on your ceiling like an avant-garde weather report nobody asked for.
Meanwhile, you’re proudly practicing the ancient art of Not Giving Them The Reaction They Are Fishing For™ — a martial discipline passed down since childhood and powered entirely by patience, caffeine, and mild existential resignation.

Somehow, your stillness is their personal magnet.
They keep coming back.
They keep testing your walls.
They keep poking the emotional bear…
…and the bear just quietly sips tea.

This song is for anyone who has ever stayed calm on purpose — not because they’re boring, but because chaos is exhausting and someone has to be the adult in the room.
(It’s you. Congratulations.)

Turn it up, stay still, enjoy the jangle. 🌙🎶

Lyrics:

You walk in circles ‘round my evening,
kicking dust into the light.
Throwing sparks like little questions,
hoping one will start a fight.
But I don’t move, I don’t shake easy —
I just breathe and let it slide.
You paint thunder on the ceiling,
but I stay quiet on my side.

I stay still…
when your storms start running wild.
I stay still…
like I learned it as a child.
You push and pull and twist the room,
just to see if I react —
but I stay still…
and somehow you keep coming back.

You switch from winter into summer,
in a heartbeat, in a breath.
You throw lines like little riddles,
testing edges, testing depth.
And I don’t flinch, I don’t chase shadows —
I’ve got time you can’t unmake.
You light matches in the doorway,
just to see if something breaks.

I stay still…
when your moods start shaking walls.
I stay still…
through your rises and your falls.
You crash like waves across the room,
waiting for me to react —
but I stay still…
and somehow you keep coming back.

Maybe you dance around the tension
just to hear the wires hum…
maybe I don’t rise to chaos
‘cause I know what you run from.
Maybe calm is just my weapon,
maybe quiet is my shield…
maybe you return each time
to test what never yields.

So go on, twist the nights around me,
light the corners, bruise the air…
I’ll stay still — the same slow center —
’cause I know you’ll find me there.

I Stay Still

I Do What I Do the Best

DIFFERENT NOW

Lyrics:

She comes home late saying work ran over
But she doesn't meet my eyes anymore
Stories about her day, she keeps'em vague
The smiles are gone, replaced with shade

She feels cold when I reach for her hand
Like she keeps the warmth for someone else
Held on to hope, it might be a phase
But I felt her distance long ago

Keep pretending I don't see it clearly
Keep pretending I don't know the truth

I am achin' - and shakin' - and breakin'
About to lose control

Hidin' - then ridin' - then fightin'
The pain deep in my soul

She's wrapped in someone else tonight
Her face won't fade, it stays with me
I'm trapped within this losing fight
The hurt won't let me breathe

Her lipstick stains on the coffee cup
Two weeks past, didn't wash it off 
Still catch her scent in empty rooms
Like she never left (never left)

I see her face in passing strangers
Can't shake her presence, she's still near
Her laughter echoes when I close my eyes
Keeps me awake, another sleepless night

I am achin' - and shakin' - and breakin'
About to lose control

Hidin' - then ridin' - then fightin'
The pain deep in my soul

She's wrapped in someone else tonight
Her face won't fade, it stays with me
I'm trapped within this losing fight
The hurt won't let me breathe

She lied to me (I couldn't see)
She turned away (I lost my way)
She found someone (Our love is gone)
She let me go (I'm drowning slow)

Yet I know, we were real
Before she chose to let it die

📺 Lyric video available on YouTube: https://youtu.be/TM6kOa0kb0U
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