lyrics ---

well, i'm off again
let my soul lead the way
out of body
need some space
to pick, to pick
apart my brain

you wanna know yourself
(pick apart that brain)
then you have to dissect it and
then you've got to get down

uncover your roots get down to the ground to the sound x 2 

the memories, were altered
there's magic still living in us
it belongs to you, it belongs to me
it belongs to (oh) the spirits in the tree's

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it's never to late for change
life is a spiral, why walk it straight?

i can't see, or so i thought 
thought i had to find the missing parts
to be something more, to move on

feel it all existing as one
here and now

i let go
(oh i)
i let go

starting to, remember 
why i'm here
i surrender
(i surrender)
to the flow 
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flow
sun
lady moon
baby star
all were birthed 
in the dark

surrender

lyrics ---

being a body 
but not knowing
 how it runs, but running
from the static
surrounding never knowing 
what anyone is on about 
or what is going on
although i have a lot of love

i bite my tongue 
when i am talking
so i am more quiet
than the others
that spit at eachother
surface level chatter
---
being born with a big heart
but it is barely beating cus'
the little demons just stuff
their little faces up
---(yuh!)

went to the doctor 
and they thought that i was strange
tried rearranging the chemicals 
in my brain
but then i grew my wings
 and knew what they were for
i watched the doctor drop their jaw right to the floor
oh yeah (oh yeah)

trans-humanism

lyrics ---

i gotta feel this pain, i gotta face this struggle
this feeling in my chest, is only causing trouble
i seek to understand but damn
it's hard to revisit places that were dark back then
but here i am

expressin' anyway that i can
til i let go
free soul
i'll never stop with this growth no no

and i'm here to stay, mask off
no more hiding away, i'm here for it all
and i'll catch every wave, until i'm back at the shore x2

and i'll be here for it too, there's nothing else to do
i gotta keep it true
got the mirror on my mind all the time now
and if i don't come through, i might just succumb to
the version i once knew
hey hey hey we can't be going back this way
hey hey hey hey you know i'll meet you on those waves

and i'm here to stay, mask off
no more hiding away, i'm here for it all
and i'll catch every wave, until i'm back at the shore ----

here 4 it all ((holy clutter & joshy bloom))

you made me feel safe enough 2 fall asleep

lyrics ——-
((intro: 2.04 min)) 


midnight me knows more than they think they do
more than they should 
though i’m still scratching at anything relating to god or
the idea of bad and good 
—-

forget i can choose, don’t have to stay glued
to the idea of being misunderstood 

—- x 2 

usually by tongue’s that desire different 
and brains with a whole different point of view
i stick like a bit of old gum on their shoe 
scraping away you’d think I would just fall off, decay
no wait, I’m turning into something that stems from my
stems from my shame

;; 
sometimes the devil calls out my name
when i’m falling asleep or going insane 
likes to play games to get through the pain 
laughing and crying are both the same thing 
morning time me knows only in three’s
oh what does that mean? this thing happening to me
surely bigger than words tapping at my teeth 
nothing and everything, and everything i be 

((outro))

midnight me

lyrics —- 

I call upon my higher self 
To be present in this time and this space 
To release this energy 
That’s been bound to me without my consent 
I am able to let it go now
Let It go now, go, go now 

Only I remain 
Only I remain 
I am letting go, go now 

I am free from this binding pain 
Only I remain
( I am letting go, go now) 
Only I remain 
Only I remain 
(Go, go, go now) 
Only I remain 

outro

~ only i remain ~

lyrics —- 

come on and dance into the afterlife 
yes the veil is thick but move quick 
you can make it there in time 

no I’m not talking about dying
I’m talking about flying, flying 
you know you’re ready 
to be set free 

darling friend 
sometimes thing just, don’t make any sense 
but that’s okay, cus in the end all you need is 
la la la la, la la la la la, la love x 4

dance into the afterlife

lyrics ~~~ 

kiss on my cheek, tug on my heart 
only empty me out 
(like a lil’ teapot) 
if you fill me back up 
up, up, up, up (squeaky & pouty)

i am a freak, not just in the sheets
a fool on the streets
and a mess when I speak 
so i simmer in silence until my brain bleeds 

body astray, mind in delay
communication 
harder each day
fetch me a bone cus’
i love to play but leave brain alone
i’m not into my games no 

~~~ 

my body, my mind, my heart, my space 
no longer yours to take 
the light that was drained 
will one day ignite again 

lack of self love, long overdue 

no explanation 
no front seat view 
no access to my soul 
unless it’s mutual 

now it’s just these lil’ hips
shakin’, makin’ my world go round 
these lil’ hips 

you got holes in your socks 
holes in your soul 
a very heavy heart 
but you gotta let it go 
be open to the love 
don’t block it off x 2

holes

spidspits

don’t leave yourself where i left you , where you left me, we will meet again soon

808.22 vo1d eat3r

broken spiral

farewell

lyrics ----

you talk about death too much
i don't talk enough
you say i love too much
but now we're loosing touch
you talk about death too much
for someone who hasn't died enough

you don't cry no more
don't let the tears flow
while i'm over here
spittin' like a waterfall

you talk about death too much
i don't talk enough
you keep on drawing blood
from my heart from my mhm ---

u talk about death 2 much

lyrics ---

old songs and new ghosts
saying we did it wrong
we did it all
fuck-fest on a tight rope
heading in blinded
taking our good old time
when there ain't none left 
we can't find it 

no picking up what we've lost
we're all gone in a moment
take the stash and then burn it
ain't no tables be turning, they burning
while our hearts they yearn

face that fire, do do the real thing
face that fire, do do the real
no be the fire, fuck fuck the real thing
be the fire, whilst being for real

-----

old songs and new ghosts
old songs and new ghosts

-------

face that fire, do do the real thing
face that fire, do do the real
no be the fire, fuck fuck the real thing
be the fire, whilst being for real

old songs & new ghosts

lyrics ---

i'm tired
oh so tired
when is it my turn, to sleep
sleep like you do
sleep baby, don't mind me
bleedin' all up on the mattress 
i'm just dreamin'

tired baby
you got angry
now i'm cleaning up myself
and your mess
don't worry baby
just go back to bed
cus' i'm tired, oh so tired

i'm angry
you said you didn't mean it
well you lied
now it never even happened
tip toeing around
try to leave without making a sound

will you keep me or bury me?
it's hard to tell
will you keep me or bury me?
it's hard to tell

------

leave my wounds alone
the one's you leave on my vessel
don't show on my soul
one's you leave on my vessel
don't show on my soul 

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tiptoe on the mountain

Сердцебиение Медленное

kitty in heat
drop it low to the beat
back scratch on fleek
drop it low i'm in need of
arched back on repeat
kitty kitty in heat
on my knees like a nun
pray the prey better run, run, run, run

heat

oh my love
you've grown wings
just to put them to rest
up above
take me to where
you and i wept
for the first time
in many years
radio house
walls weeping things
we don't talk about
we don't talk
woke up without you in my bed
tried to figure out what was never said
then i saw it was all in my head
slept for a lifetime
i'll never get it back
(i slept and i wept, and i slept and i wept)
radio house
cracks in the wall
right down the middle
from the weight of all the people
that go in and out
they wanna know what goes on
in my radio house

when you leave keep the lights on
you'll be coming and going
i keep the door wide open
tethered to every station
even the country one's
that you think are dumb

oh my love
you've grown wings
just to put them to rest 
up above

radio house

we forgot to move

i follow rivers --- lykke li --- cover

lyrics ---
when i'm gone remember me
not for what i was
but for what i will be
like the tress
i breathed in deep
like the sun i'm shining brightly 

if you'd like
i'll take you with me
don't be suprised
if we end up happy

look to the skies
what do you see
eternal life
just like you and me

when we're gone
remember us
not for what we were
but for what we will be

eternal

lyrics ---

four leaf clover x 2
bending backwards ten times over
for that four leaf clover
four leaf clover x 2
in human skin
round round we spin
weight on my shoulders x 2
bending over just to show you my heart
my heart
i am not yours (not yours)
you are not mine (not mine)
i just know(i know, i know, i know)
i need you in my life (need you in my life)
funny little love (little love)
funny little light (little light)
reminds me of the stars (the stars)
in the sky at night (at night)
little love (little love)
little light (little light)
got that twinkle in your eye 
tells me everything is fine
we'll be fine
little light

little light

lyrics ---

a maze in your eyes
(a maze in your eyes)
a maze in your mind
(a maze in your mind)
eat me, taste me
you said i was sweet
(you said i was sweet)
eat me, taste me
until i bleed
(until i bleed)
eat me, taste me
i'll be dead in a week
(i'll be dead in a week)
where is the time?
(where is the time?)
you took it away 
knowing it was mine
we played on repeat x 6
two different beats
(two different beats)
we played on repeat x 4
until i broke free x 4
you hurt
me no more
my heart
i left it on the floor 
as i 
walked out the door
you hurt
me no more
this body
ain't no fucking toy
a maze in your eyes
forever in disguise
you left
me to die
no longer
will i hide
my pain
helped me heal
what we had
wasn't real
real x 3

dark hearts

lyrics ---

looking up i saw a star
then i turned into that star
i grew big and disappeared 
turned into
a baby's ear

heard a lot 
of things that day
but i wished them all away
flew up into outer space
closed my eyes
then i died

leaving an unearthly trace x 2

floating
flying
reaching high
spiralling to the other side
here i have no face
there is more
there is 
grace
in everything
i have yet to taste 
floating
flying
reaching high
spiralling to the other side 
here i have no face
there is grace in everything
i have yet to taste 

a constant loop
of life and death
(lesson learnt)
i die
and awaken yet again x 2

<<death & rebirth>>

lyrics ---

boney hands
crawling down my pants 
meadows
made out of sand & sin

the empress never rest
head full of spiders at best
close down for a while
for a while
then i find out
what you been seeking on your mind, true
another time, you
another you

(another light) 

can i be your light? x 4
can you be mine?
can i be your light? x 2
can you be mine?

finally found my way out
take my hand and come with me
here we can be one body
free to love & free to bleed

finally found my way out
take my hand & come with me
here we can be one body
free to love, free to bleed 

free to love, free to bleed

new earth

lyrics ---

see my skin open up
when you give me that look
you think i want touch
in places i can't reach

eager you led me to your couch
(noticed i was almost passing out, telling me to fall asleep, next thing i know you're inside of me)

if i had no skin
i never would of met him
if i had no face
i wouldn't keep misplacing it

if i didn't have this body
maybe i'd be something, somewhere
that wasn't made to be used

i was so fucked that i couldn't move
blamed it on the drugs
i be a fool
i was so in love that i couldn't scream 

i was so fucked i couldn't move
blamed it on the drugs
i be a fool
i was so in love that i couldn't scream

guess i'm in the wrong again
should of stayed in, not go out with my friends 
guess i'm in the wrong again

you pinned me down with your loving thing
you pinned me down with your loving thing
you pinned me down

if i didn't have this body

lyrics --- 

god and the devil are just projections 
of love and fear
the war of the gods 
our constant battle 
between light and dark
(god and the devil) 
---
---
you can thrive
in both my dear
you're aloud to bark
---
shine, bright !
--- 
you're aloud to shine so bright
people wish to
(people wish to hide x 2)
gouge out their eyes
in order to hide
in order to stay hidden 
---
---
never stop, dancing 
---
ecstatic yet broken
fearing and loathing 
through eyes made of glass
seeing static air frozen

this is not me !
(not me, not real)
this is not real !
f*ck you, don't tell me how to feel !

i am here, i am here, i am here !
(here)

god & the devil existing as one

lyrics —- 

i ain’t no angel 
just the thoughts that you keep on a leash 
left unfelt, unspoken
i ain’t no demon
just the shadow that lives inside you 
it wants nothing more 
than to come out and say hi
don’t push it back down turn yourself inside out

—-

shape shifting baby
I enter your heart
when you least except it 
although it’s silent on my part 
showing up in the form of, whatever your mind makes up
what it’s ready to take on 
(then later, later, later) 
watch it unfold 

shower it with love, love, love 
instead of the poison that’s eating your lungs 

—- 

with you I breath
release into me
scream to the sky 
be what you be x 3 
be what you be, be what you be

holy clutter

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