to escape the pain inside, but it won't go away 😩

I just wanted to make something different but this is also about of not caring about what other people think about the way that you express your creativity￼

Fair no one [p.danberry]

Lo - Fly [prod. cc]

Track 3 on  NIGHT TIME GRIEF

for the family,

[Verse 1] 
smoke the same just chose different ways,
soak my name with hopeless blood stains,
sewin' the pain but, the damage has been done,
always manage to get stuck, 
all hail to bullshit fuckin',
excuse my language everything just eatin' me up,
should've knew I was just uh, slice to the sandwich,
dear death, I ain't scared you can hand it,
a mess after a mess my feet still landin',
they've taken advantage seating me manless,
mama disappeared again the feeling so stranded,
leavin' a sting that reminds me to stay granted,
seein' good in the bad, signs of delusion stamped,
fine with me, high as I need, 
had to fight to feed,
snap each line every single beat,
lets rap it up smoke all this weed,
enwraped myself with uh, beautiful need,
excuses, excuses, all my family sees,
drug usin' lover's hope they know you can't forever
stay behind all that,

[Chorus]
wash away the blood money,
can't make it up,
these bitches actin' funny,
they fake the love,
smoke it till im nose runny,
just ain't enough,
it's cold even when it sunny,
I hope for what,
the day my father can hug me,
(damn)

[Verse 2]
jokes aside felt like lil peep sixteen lines, 
had my hope die, heal these deeds over time,
sad my fam expected this for my entire life,
damn mama held up to her fuckin bi-,
polar express, came and took her never came back,
see more change in a hooker that's straight facts,
"you so cold n' hot", you can blame her for that,
way people gon say it's all an excuse,
does it mean i'm hidin' away from truth,
I think im self aware to what I do, 
i just don't care if it hurt me, or you,
it must be too much of a selfish attitude,
blame them blame who my helplessness
caused by my thiefing blood, 
or is that an excuse too?,
stupid to think that anyone ever cared,
ruined friendships over truth or dare,
family robbed my dads ass, told me to grow a pair,
hand me the garbage bags, only if I kept it fair,
a dead man left his son enough money to have a home,
death note written hopin' that boy don't hate him,
frozen in time with his syns, his ex-girlfriend been movin' on,
to rob him like he didn't have a little kid,
no one could've expected this, 
his sister n' mother got that swap with it,
made it a top mission, to make sure the boy ain't got a crib,
suffer for the years he lives, I could tell you so much shit,
but that's just,
excuses, excuses, that's all I could image,
amusement for myself can never be forgiven,
scent of abuse got me feelin' all sick and
tired of the time I spent, helpin' a lost cause,

[Bridge]
needs become faults to be judged by ma,
bleeding out gotta patch it with that za,
almost fraud to believe what she speak, (maybe)
pop dissappointed in both of us you see,
(pa) 
we both want that one choice and just say, fuck it, 
who cares if one leaf falls off the tree,
father like son rushin' up the end of next to be
fuck am I sayin?, all these excuses because
I've just seen a couple of things,
luck doubled out trouble sings,
tuck anotha down motha screams,
stuck unda the rubble they can't see,
duck all tha struggle that's on me,
trust isn't something that bleeds,
sucks each word was just bout family,
dumb to ask me who taught me how to,


[Chorus]
wash away the blood money,
can't make it up,
these bitches actin' funny,
they fake the love,
smoke it till im nose runny,
just ain't enough,
it's cold even when it sunny,
I hope for what,
wash away the blood money,
can't make it up,
these bitches actin' funny,
they fake the love,
smoke it till im nose runny,
just ain't enough,
it's cold even when it sunny,
I hope for what,

excuses, (prod. Angelo)

brahdlee + justiceisntdead- Convert

Captain Cold! feat Aaron Skt, Beep, DeFRocco (prod. Ksully)

Figure Out.

yourzMellyy - WTF HAPPEN 2 ME

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