demo, the vocal takes are atrocious but I kept them in anyway

I am a Container of Guilt
Overflowing with Feigned Forgivness
And Anguish

Guilt

Written and recorded on my 25th birthday 

This Sole Burden

Sitting in the passenger seat is a reflection of the shell left behind.

The Abstrusity of Letting Go

A short piano and synth instrumental in 13/8

I Used To Dream I Could Fly Away

recorded live and overdubbed

[Lyrics]
How many songs can I write
About taking my life
Before one gets through
So that I can Do

It takes
Strength 

To hold
Back

And I am
Ever Weak


Do It

peeling away the osmotic

and so i stay hushed

Cut this out of me
I don't want to see
Facial amputee
Don't look at me

Dysmorphia

overdubbed to a drum recording and vocal sample left over from a deceased friend

by the time I see myself, I'm standing next to nothing

rip Corey

a shadow is there

between moments of dissonance we read Heidegger and Sartre

So you send stunted word
Acceptence inferred

For the silence
Of your absence

Naiveté.
That'll be the day

When you realize 
I had your eyes

And now they stay shut
And now they stay shut
And now they stay shut
And now they stay shut

and now they stay shut to you

The name you gave me is dead, and so is the me you knew

I can feel the thoughts dribble out of my head like lost blood

I Left So I Could Feel Alone Again

Where Did My Soul Go

past tense

Like trying to
Translate an
Intuition

Something eludes
meaning abates
A form

I don't know 
What is wrong
With my brain

If there was
Some release 
To this pain

Would I take
The
Easy way

I don't know
Maybe

Intuition

shadows dance on the ceiling

closing the gap

Insomniac

mostly an experiment with a different type of microphone placement from an old song



Tell me where to go and I'll fall
cause I don't really care at all

Tell me what to do and I'll go
Just leave me in the snow

Cause I want to feel cold
Joints too frozen to fold

If I can't move then I can't care
About being left there

I want
To fell cold

Don't want
To get old

Freeze

9 22 20

Avant-garde Slowcore/Shoegaze

A self portrait of social isolation.

assume everything here is a work in progress 

This Is Not A Place Of Honor

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