https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j6RCvlW4iJY&ab_channel=JoeMayBeats
*NON-PROFIT*
Lyrics:
I’m feeling empty but i’m chillin
Motha fuckas will not listen
I will make it with a mission
Never backing down to break a promise i just had vision
Most of many of my friends they be ghosting me, they be fishing
These niggas will not rest(2x)
I will never rest, because i’m feeling damn depressed
I'm feeling out of line to bring me straight im feeling less
I use to fucking cry when i had nothing by my chest
These demons want control to feel my deepest hard regret
I'll pull the fucking trigger if it makes me feel the fucking best
Instead i study by the mind to show the growth 
with some success 
I never knew if i would make it i’ll keep writing till im dead
these strangers in my head they telling me to stay within the bed
they want to show me what is right or wrong before the fucking dread
i never knew if i keep pushing i will break it through my head 
but i was angry and so stubborn couldn't see it, it was red
couldn't see it, it was red...
i dont want nobody fucking with the chance, i got left
had to deal with all the pain, by myself into the chest
demons want me so clueless i felt that cardiac arrest
but i ain't stupid just to let go of the fact they felt oppressed
rack a bullet to the chamber just like life when you exist
play they're games just like a slave to show them what will coexist
paranoia on my ass it wants me on the waiting list
so i can die so peacefully with many doubts that won't resist
I felt the guilt that's locked in mind to make me feel so fucked up
i never cared for any problems that would come I'll lock-up
every nigga tryna push me on the verge to give-up
i saw the light, from a distance don't know if i'll pick it up
they thought im playin by the books until they saw my own face
bloodied up by fighting to the death for my life i'll erase
every obstacle that takes me on, i won't be replaced
motha fuckas think im stupid but im not im just misplaced
everybody that i had onto my grasp give them no chance
you'll understand i know what's right to move it forward i'll advance
this isn't personal to show them i was different got a glance
because i'm here to change the minds of other people with a stance

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