This here be an album about drug addiction, suicidal ideation, and broken heart despair. It's as angry and heavy as I often feel, and has proven to be far more cathartic than drugs have ever been.

It has been in the oven for longer than "Every Day ||| Galaxies Away" .... and is different enough -- both sonically and thematically -- that it demands a new name. Indeed, it is a new project entirely, and possibly the first of more to follow ...maybe. It is really only "finished" because I've decided to stop working on it ...I simply had to get it out of my system.

I'll still be making music as Far Out and Back Again [in fact, another album is already about halfway finished], but I decided to publish this new album here, as starting another page just didn't feel right.

"Everything Hurts" ....and I'm Hopeless & Depraved. Maybe you'll enjoy it; Maybe not.

05 Hopeless And Depraved - Everything Hurts - Extraordinarily You

04 Hopeless And Depraved - Everything Hurts - N1bu

03 Hopeless And Depraved - Everything Hurts - R Worded, Fucking F Word

02 Hopeless And Depraved - Everything Hurts - Spirit Breaker

01 Hopeless And Depraved - Everything Hurts - Now Don't Start That Again

00 Hopeless And Depraved - Everything Hurts - INTRO BIT

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Rotary Park V2

V2 of Vx

V2 of Vy

happy, livid, super sad, loud, soft, but never quiet. experimental post punk post rock mildly metal shoegazey kinda dark wave noise rock alternative rock. not really accessible; an acquired taste maybe; sit-down-and-pay-attention music. every single song ever made and shared here is essentially, intentionally, and without shame: "wait for it". like I said, experimental and shit. sometimes even fever-dream pop.

Hopeless and Depraved