Forgive Me

Forgive Me (feat. Black Kray & Wicca Phase Springs Eternal)

produced @taylor x @prodbybrody
mixed @sprr00w

AURA (PROD. TAYLOR MORGAN & BRODY)

Recorded at a Lake House in Carmel NY. October 18th 2021

Where The Streetlights End ft/ Cold Hart

There's a balance that's off in my brain
Where I can't ever treat you the same
I won't complain and I can't explain
But I want to and it's a shame

I'm constantly stuck in my head
I'll spend of the rest of the day in bed
The blinds in my room are always shut
I don't wanna see anyone

I really think I wanna be happy
But I don't think that's part of God's plan
I really miss the sound of you laughing
I just really want to hold your hand
And I don't know why any of this happened
But I won't be around one day
I pray, I'll come to terms with my decay
I woke up today so I deserve a bouquet I guess

Bouquet

Believe me when I said
I wish I chose these words instead
I would rewrite them
But I'm not much of a poet

And all of our friends all gathered there
I wanted to ask but I just stare
I found a strand of your hair
On my Jawbreaker shirt

Everyone believes
In their own bullshit
You have cigarette breathe
And I just can't quit

I'm afraid of the quiet
That comes along with it
So I just swallow the words
And choke on them

And you go walking in your garden
Where everything is dead
"If you loved them
You would water them anyway"

No, no you treat me like a book
So many pages overlooked
I wonder if you'll buy my story
This time

And I guess owe a debt
I should just pay it off instead
I really want things to work out
This time

And it feels like pulling teeth
To see which one of us cares the least
If I didn't why would I even
Try?

Jawbreaker Shirt

My friends are out, I guess
I must've missed the text
But I don't really mind
These things happen all the time

And everything you said
Went right over my head
Everything you do
Makes me feel blue

But what did I expect
When I'm still in love with my ex
She's still screaming in my head
So I can't hear what you said

You wanted so badly just to be found
But you don't need it now
No, you don't need it now

Last Time I Went Thrift Shopping

Scream mask
Thought that we'd make a killing
But I'm afraid to ask
Cause lately I've been thinking
About everything crumbling to dust
And after that I feel all this relief
I can't compete
And I'm left in disbelief

Is it too much to ask?
In a moment that is fleeting
And I will give you that
Something to sink your teeth into
It's better then collecting dust
Waiting for someone else to pick you back up
And you are free
Even if you don't believe me

And I dreamed that
We held hands for so long
That our fingers fell off
So someone had to tell us
Because we were too fucking busy
Fighting over things that don't mean anything
And then a breeze
Knocked me right off my feet

Scream Mask

I could live with all my past mistakes
As long as you forgive me too
I could live my life full of regret
But I'll regret losing you
I could live without a roof overhead
As long as I'm living with you
I could live without a dollar in my pocket
I just can't live without you

I can't live without you here
I can't live without you
I can't live without you here
I can't live without you

If love is such a simple thing
Why do I always fuck it up?
I don't deserve your sympathy
And I still love you endlessly
I hate it when you're mad at me
I love it when you're proud of me
I love it when you're proud of me

I can't live without you here
I can't live without you
I can't live without you here
I can't live without you

I could live with all my past mistakes
As long as you forgive me too
I could live my life full of regret
But I'll regret losing you
I could live without a roof overhead
As long as I'm living with you
I could live without a dollar in my pocket
I just can't live without you

Live Without You

Cute graveyard
Bury me there
Forget who you are

Burn my arms
Reaching too hard
Hiding the scars

Close the door
Forget where I'm from
I'm crashing the car

I'm aware
I'm at war with myself
And the bond that we share

For all the money in the galaxy
I can't accept their currency
The currents crashing over me
I remain to be proven wrong

Cracked beneath the surface
I agree that I deserve it
And it's making me feel worthless
That I'm repeatedly falling down

I wonder why you'd hate yourself
A borrowed book upon a shelf
The poetry is lost on us
We can read between the lines

I know if it were up to me
I would have done things differently
I would die right after you
And we could be buried in Forest Lawn

Cute graveyard
Bury me there
Forget who you are

Burn my arms
Reaching too hard
Hiding the scars

Close the door
Forget where I'm from
I'm crashing the car

I'm aware
I'm at war with myself
And the bond that we share

Cute Graveyard

I wonder when you get to know me
You'll hate me in the end
I'm the reigning champion
Of losing all my friends all my friends
I swear I thought I saw you
Down at Echo Park
I was probably seeing things
Apparitions in the dark
I had just moved to Silver Lake
From the place we used to stay
You used to say you loved me then
But love just turns hate

Some people never get to know you
Seems like they never will
It's so easy for the one you love
To push you down the hill
There's something in the water
Makes it poisonous to drink
I was drunker than I ever was
I didn't wanna have to think
Sometimes I think I'm going crazy
Or I might have lost the plot
We were caught under the current there
And you just brushed it off

Echo Park

twitter.com/smrtdeath
twitter.com/wiccaphase
twitter.com/fantasycamp

Echo Park

HORSE HEAD

Recent comments

gusc

zoro

mhajile

Follow Jesus Not Me

Related tracks