just took in this song fully while reading the lyrics 

Where do I go? 
What do I say? 
How do I convince myself 
That I will ever find my place? 
Time and time again 
I've fallen flat upon my fucking face 
And it seems that I 
Can't find my fucking niche in anything 
I want to end my fucking life 
I say it time and time again
But if I were to just die 
How would they speak about my name 
How could I stay alive 
Running around lost inside this place? 
Oh I am lost inside this place 
Oh I have lost the fucking race 
And when you look at me you see it 
Painted on my fucking face 
These are not words to get you moved 
I swear these words are not for you 
I wrote this down so I could fucking scream 
Alone inside my room 
Nobody did this shit to me 
No family or a friend 
I want to end my fucking life 
I say it time and time again 

I do not understand 
The ramifications 
Of your smile 
When you pierce into my soul 
With that gaze it drives me wild 
Maybe I'm lost 
Maybe I'm found 
Maybe I just enjoy adventure 
But at what cost? 
I'm feeling down 
So lemme write to you this letter 
Or its a poem 
Or its a sound 
Where is my home? 
Not in this town 
Not in this skin 
Soaking in sin 
And if I drown 
If I give in 
Will you be by my side 
Or will that be it? 
Let me explain 
Let go of pain 
Where is my home? 
Am I not sane? 
Not in this house 
Not in my brain

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