girl im in the graveyard
take ur clothes off
im ur little zombie
ik u want me
ur luv it haunts me
its fucking haunting
ur my little skeleton and im ur zombie (x2)

yah we’re fucking monsters
so they don’t like us
ima go and bite them
then rip out their guts
this movie is a thriller
and we’re the killers
suicidal love girl i wanna die together,
cut me up baby i'll cut back
cut me up baby just like that

girl im in the graveyard
take ur clothes off
im ur little zombie
ik u want me
ur luv it haunts me
its fucking haunting
ur my little skeleton and im ur zombie (x2) 

</3

im ur fkn zombie [prod. Kvader]

i wanna kms 
post that shit online
i need a switchblade 
not a fucking hotline
this is the end 
i think that this is my time
put me in the ground 
keep me out the sunshine
suicide online 
unplug the cord
i live on a phone screen 
i’ll text you when i’m bored
see me on the internet
cant catch me irl 
see me on the internet 
with blood on my knife
suicide online
i don’t need a hotline 
baby this is my time 
disconnect from wifi
text i got LTE
i don’t need AT&T
see me on your tv
rip to live leak

online suicide (prod. mastercard2k + dullxx)

see me under clublights
we can have a fun night
i look like a popstar
xanax bars and wockhardt
go to sleep not waking up
i dont rlly giv af
put a roofie in my cup
so i can fuckin puke it up

you can see under clublights x4

under clublights
im fucking hiding
come here girl come and bite me
you wanna drink my blood
throw me in the mud
ur my little slut
in the party spill my drink 
and you know its fucking pink 
got my blood all on the sink 
im so high that i cant think
black lipstick
come and give me kisses
dont leave i dont wanna miss this

party pack yah fr
baby its a fuckin thrill
i wish that i wasnt real
and i wish i didnt feel
come here girl come stab my heart
tear my body apart x2
dont you wanna mutilate me
you wish that you didnt date me
selling crack just like the 80s
come here and just fuckin pay me
i just want 100 racks
hello kitty back pack
hide my face with my mask
you wish you can see that

see me under clublights
we can have a fun night
i look like a popstar
xanax bars and wockhardt
go to sleep not waking up
i dont rlly giv af
put a roofie in my cup
so i can fuckin puke it up

you can see under clublights x4

clublights (prod. Pixel Hood)

i don't wanna ft. horrormovies (prod. Pixelhood)

undead popstar (prod. kaneda7)

remember when you saw me (prod. rebzyyx)

make you happy (ft. kaneda7, rebzyyx) [prod. neioxo]

prod @pixelhood
mixed by me and @feeluvsyou
mastered by @neioxo

[prologe]
fee:
y do u ignore me?
am i really that annoying :/
kiss me thru ur phone screen
but still no text in the morning :(

hoshie:

everything comes and goes
but i think that i wanna stay 
everything comes and goes
but i think i wanna stay 
everything comes and goessss
but i think i wanna stayyyy

everything comes and goes
but i think i wanna stay 
i know that you hate me
i can see it in your face
when you say you’re leaving 
you’re only going my way 
and i know you need me
just to stay sane

just to stay sane baby you can’t hide it
do you love it or baby do you like it 
say you hate me 
but you know i’m the nicest 
gotta crown on me
i’m your highness 

baby you’re the nicest
baby know you like it
treat me like a highness
break me with a ice pick

i just slit my mf throat on live
stay up everynight all i do is cry 
i hate it when i’m not high
without you i think i would die 
and i don’t know why i try
and i hate it cuz i cant stand the lies 
got tears running front my eyes 
fuck you killyourself and die

fee:
baby imma kill myself 2nite
overdose on morphine and bars feel so nice
push me to the edge i wont cry
push me to the edge ill see if i can fly
y do u ignore me?
am i really that annoying :/
kiss me thru ur phone screen
but still no text in the morning :(
x2

suffer (prod. kaneda7)

prod. hoshie star

hoshie star:
yah i blew up online x4

yah i blew up online
now she hit me on facetime
cryin when she call me
i just think its funny watching
their girlfriend wants to fucking top me
thats why i think its funny when i see em copy

internet famous but i wanna kill myself
blood stained cyrstals on my bb belt
say you wanna help
but you cant fuckin help 
im not worried abt the fame want the fuckin wealth x2

tr1st4n:
come along  w   me
we  can live in fantasy
ill  buy  u everything
go shoppin off xtc

makeout  till like 2 am
skinny jeans i heart ur face
always crush on u
gimmie brain an leave no trace

cut ur wrist
theres nothing new
talk shit about me
who the fuck r u 

ur so fake i fucked ur bitch
pussy tight i popped that shit
her blud on my truey jeans
im so faded popped a bean

pullup ina escalade
presidential fkn suite

living like im lil b
cus im livin all my dreams
if u gotta problem
u gon meet my fukin team

hoshie star:
internet famous but i wanna kill myself
blood stained cyrstals on my bb belt
say you wanna help
but you cant fuckin help 
im not worried abt the fame want the fuckin wealth x2

internet famous but i wanna kms ft. tr1st4n

have it all (prod. irlshitbih)

i hate my life (ft. dethtech)

fallen angel (prod. irlshitbih)

caught my eyes (ft. ronin and neioxo) (prod. rebzyyx)

end it (prod. kaneda7)

i luv how u dance 
i luv the kandi on ur wrist
girl u taste so sweet
it’s like sugar on my lips
drugs and romance 
baby that’s just how it is
yeah ur kiss is so addicting 
and it makes me fucking trip 

i luv how 
you move ur hips hips hips
kandi look sweet
on ur wrist wrist wrist
girl i need you more
than a cig cig cig
cut me up 
leave a cute slit slit slit

kandi on ur wrist (prod.irlshitbih)

lyriks: 

nothing to lose
and no where to go
big boots and designer clothes
new girls but they all hoes
still can’t get my first show 
x2 

i just wanted to be great
do this shit in my own way
don’t care what my teachers say
i just wanna elevate
soul mind and brain 
the only thing i can’t change
had to laugh through the pain
cuz i have nothing to gain
there’s still dry in the rain 
there’s still mad in the sane
i see truth in the fake 
it’s all fate no mistake 
cant get fixed till i break 
how much more can i take 
poppin pills till i shake
put one more in my drank 

 nothing to lose
and no where to go
big boots and designer clothes
new girls but they all hoes
still can’t get my first show 
x2 

know i made u cry
but do u still miss me :(
know i said goodbye 
but baby would u kiss me <\3
i don’t wanna die 
i want u 2 be with me 
happy that we tried 
but sad to see us splitting :<

nothing to lose
and no where to go
big boots and designer clothes
new girls but they all hoes
still can’t get my first show 
x2 

i just wanted to be great
do this shit in my own way
don’t care what my teachers say
i just wanna elevate
soul mind and brain 
the only thing i can’t change
had to laugh through the pain
cuz i have nothing to gain
there’s still dry in the rain 
there’s still mad in the sane
i see truth in the fake 
it’s all fate no mistake 
cant get fixed till i break 
how much more can i take 
poppin pills till i shake
put one more in my drank

nothing to lose (prod. pixelhood)

leecher

leecher ft. nosgov (prod. kaneda7)

ft @bandiicam
prod @rebzyyx
mastered by @neioxo


hoshie:
baby i’m back
i know that you miss me
red lipstick 
on my cheek when u kiss me
heart still black 
but only i can fix me
consciousness is shifting
but there’s still something missing

life gets bad but you can’t give in
in too deep i need oxygen 
life’s so perfect but it’s filled with sin 
baby i’m back and i’m here to win

sat under the tree of life
had to see the fuckin light
i was gone but now i’m fine
snake crawlin in my spine
you want change well it takes time
you want change so here’s a dime 
open all of your eyes
liberate your fuckin mind

bandiicam:
imma break ur spine imma break ur spine
imma take whats mine imma take whats mine
pretty little corpse rummaging thru the night
and i do it all just to feel alright
look me in my eyes tell me im alright
i dont wanna go i dont wanna die
so i sit and lie just to feel alive
but ill always know it wont be right
i just wanna i just wannatake it all away
i just wanna i just wanna numb the fucking pain
i just wanna i just really wanna see ur face
but im lost and we are never in the same place

I'm back ft. bandiicam (prod. rebzyyx)

toxic ft. ronin (prod. Pixel Hood)

give up on me give up
give up on me give up
give up on me give up
give up on me give up
give up on me give up
give up on me give up
give up on me give up
give up on me give up

give up give up give up
give up give up give up

give up we had a good run
now its time for growth
good drugs yes i need
that powder in my nose
was faithful but 
i think i lost hope
hope you understand
this my only way to cope
you pick and chose
my heart is cold
you are like the devil baby
yeah you took my soul
you pick and chose
my heart is cold
up on every level baby
yeah you know i know

uh uhh uhahuhah
uh uhh uhahuhah
uh uhh uhahuhah
uh uhh uhahuhah

give up give up give up
give up give up give up

give up on me give up
give up on me give up
give up on me give up
give up on me give up
give up on me give up
give up on me give up
give up on me give up
give up on me give up

give up (prod.2040x2040)

made this drunk asf like a month n a half ago



you say you miss me 
yeah i would too
say you want me
yeah i would too
off the drugs everyday
thats what i want to do
and i’m drunk everyday
i cant remember you

and im fuckin out
girl lets talk it out 
yeah im quiet as a mouse
never hear me scream n shout
im blinded by the light 
i cant really see right now
you talk of me in spite
but im what you need right now

off the drugs bitch
thats what i want bitch 
i cant even think straight 
so why you talking
i don’t remember shit
yeah i’m young n ignorant 
i need a another cigarette 
i’m never one to regret 
and I’m off the drugs
come and show me love
you know that you see me up
high as fuck jus like a dove
and you feel good 
you feel good jus like the drugs 
i like your mind, fuck your body
i just need your love
i got rid of lust
lsd and ritalin
never gave fuck
maybe i should give some
yeah i really made em all
n they all up in denial 
i’m the blueprint they’re inspired
off the drugs I’m feeling wired
too high I’m too tired
and I’m feeling wired
come pass me a lighter
i’m tryna get higher
and i know im the one that she admires
and i know im the one that she admires

you say you miss me 
yeah i would too
say you want me
yeah i would too
off the drugs everyday
thats what i want to do
and i’m drunk everyday
i cant remember you
you say you miss me 
yeah i would too
say you want me
yeah i would too
off the drugs everyday
thats what i want to do
and i’m drunk everyday
i cant remember you

would too (prod. 2040x2040)

open your eyes
inhale the light
exhale the night
wish your misery goodbye
open your eyes
inhale the light
exhale the night
wish your misery goodbye

i put mind over matter
doesn’t matter if i’m wrong
you’re blind to the message
but you’ll see it in this song
im searching for the truth
know ill find it through the false
locked inside my room
watching patterns on the wall

on the 17th day of july
i seen an angel fall from the sky
on the 17th day of july
i seen a ghost rise to the light

make no mistake
its all perfect
if you wanna gain
sacrifice whats worth it
blessings and curses
im disconnected but submerged in
all things dark and light
they fulfill a bigger purpose

open your eyes
inhale the light
exhale the night
wish your misery goodbye
open your eyes
inhale the light
exhale the night
wish your misery goodbye

i see beauty in it all
love and pain and withdrawal
mirror mirror on the wall
who’s the fairest one of all
LSD and fentanyl
i dont care i want it all
mirror mirror on the wall
who’s the fairest one of all

can’t you see its me
walk around so heavenly
star shine show divinity
let the truth set you free
can’t you see its me
walk around so heavenly
star shine show divinity
let the truth set you free

on the 17th day of july
i seen an angel fall from the sky
on the 17th day of july
i seen a ghost rise to the light
on the 17th day of july
i seen an angel fall from the sky
on the 17th day of july
i seen a ghost rise to the light

july 17 prod pixelhood

trisha paytas

when the stars out 
you can see me out too
crushing all these pills
in my cup i’m about to
yeah i really like the winter weather
i love feeling blue
wash away my sins in the rain
and i feel brand new 
quit thats what i cant do
leave i’m gonna have too
took like half this pill 
because i know i cannot have you

fate slipping away
i’m turning over shades
like the sky i’ve been grey
stuck frozen in place 
no theres nothing i chase
let me go to waste
let my face give me fame
but it brings nothing but pain


casino lifestyle
feel like Robert De Niro
trip to mexico
im just spending my dinero
live my life just like a villian 
baby no i aint no hero
cocaina in my nose
got my heart on sub zero

i’ve seen all types of light
shine bright and then leave me blind
mixing drugs buts its okay
i want to be left behind 
heart shaped pill 
ima take it when its valentines
unattached from everything
there's no reason to my rhyme 
and i don't need anything 
just me myself and i
and the prescriptions that i keep close by

close by (prod. sawer)

music video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YKP6nPiJu0E

cold snow
light glow
im dirty and im gross
in my clean designer clothes
cold snow
light glow
im dirty and im gross
in my clean designer clothes

tell me why every time i die
you bring me back again
i see you every night in my dream
its just remembrance
the sky is grey and blue
man this shit is just like eversince
i been the same since i fallen
yeah its been like ever since

i want winter in july
tryna find a way to elevate my high
feel my life flashing by
and no matter how hard i try
i’m still stuck in the same place
these drugs are like my safe space
live another day but i just want to erase
and to decay
wish to be okay
praying to the raining sky while its all grey

gross

i descend so slowly
don't act like you know me 
if you're gonna show me
then you better show me 
and no we cannot kick it
you are not my homie

off the molly bitch I'm rollin
cameras on me fuckin rolling
vision black i don't know where I'm going
off the molly bitch I'm rollin
cameras on me fuckin rolling
vision black i don't know where I'm going

and i feel so cold
lately i been thinking bout the snow
lately i been moving fuckin slow
gotta disappear just to grow
i might dip but our paths might cross
walk up in a graveyard with nothing but a cross
if I'm being honest i think i like being lost
too high on the drugs now I'm feeling fuckin lost

fucked up now I'm up in the beyond 
shawty wanna be wit me
 but she don't know that I'm gone
fucked up now I'm up in the beyond 
shawty wanna be wit me
 but she don't know that I'm gone

i descend so slowly
don't act like you know me 
if you're gonna show me
then you better show me 
and no we cannot kick it
you are not my homie

off the molly bitch I'm rollin
cameras on me fuckin rolling
vision black i don't know where I'm going
off the molly bitch I'm rollin
cameras on me fuckin rolling
vision black i don't know where I'm going

slowly

i can hear your whispers
i can hear your cries
california summer but its grey skies
i can hear your whispers
i can hear your cries
wake up in the morning just to waste my time

just to waste my time 
just to waste my time 
just to waste my time 
just to waste my time 


time and time again
I’m just tryna paint this picture
paint everything grey
watch the canvas rot n wither
pink rocks i take are bitter
the smoke makes me feel better
i call for you everyday
i still cant get an answer 

i can hear your whispers
i can hear your cries
california summer but its grey skies
i can hear your whispers
i can hear your cries
wake up in the morning just to waste my time

just to do it all again
my life stuck up on repeat
if i take two of these pills
i can’t stand up on my feet
its a california summer 
but i’m freezing in the heat
i don’t even wanna move
i just wanna sit and be 

i can hear your whispers
i can hear your cries
california summer but its grey skies
i can hear your whispers
i can hear your cries
wake up in the morning just to waste my time
i can hear your whispers
i can hear your cries
california summer but its grey skies
i can hear your whispers
i can hear your cries
wake up in the morning just to waste my time

just to waste my time 
just to waste my time 
just to waste my time 
just to waste my time

hoshie star

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