DEBUT TRACK "ABANDONED" FROM UK BASED METAL/HARDCORE BAND "HOSTAGE".


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I find myself here again,
Lost in my mind, trying to save my life.
Alone, feels like I'm not even here.


Abandoned and dead inside,
There's monster in my head it's controlling my mind.
There's a hole in my heart, searching for you.
I can't go on this way, I want to escape.
 

Hate the world, hate this whole fucking place.
Stuck behind four fucking walls,
Holding on for better days that never come.
Never come.


Why do I do this to myself?
Tearing myself apart,
To take away the pain I feel inside.


I need you now, more than ever before.
Take my hands and set me free.
Chasing shadows in my head to check if I'm dead.
Or am I still here?
Staring at the stars in the darkest of nights.
But to find the answers I must realise, Blaming myself is just another lie.
It's just another lie


My heart is sinking, I've lost all hope.
How can someone make you feel this way?
Wishing to be forgotten.
You lied, you lied, you lied, you lied.
You all fucking lied.


Want to be forgotten, 
Waiting for death.
Am I Better off dead?

Co-written, Engineered, Mixed and Mastered by Kieran Smith
Artwork & Video by Craig O'Neill
(www.craigoneill.co.uk)

Hostage UK