THE SUNROOM!!!!

kill 4 u

apple cider vinegar

flask

singles

i wanna be kiki but i'm more like tombo

nobody likes me when im sad

how i feel

it never happened

you're the only colour i'm afraid of

hospital - 02/09/18

friends again

not today (2016)

when the sun shines from u do u feel as if yr insides r burning?

drunk again

wrote both of these around June....recorded these past 2 weeks..

sorry about the weird volume levels :-/ i promise i will buy a mic soon <3

i wanna make music the way i make art

synesthesia

delusional

lyrics

it’s not that i can't write music
i just value lyrics a lot more
maybe i should stick to poetry
but nobody reads that shit anymore

so all my songs sound the same
but what’s it matter anyway?
i listen to them on repeat (on repeat)
until I finally find the will to sleep

sometimes i feel that i have nothing to say
but then it all spills out as i pluck these strings 
and it sounds like shit cause i don’t try
i could practice but i
i just wanna get by

without u
without u
without u 
without u

i’m so much better off
without u
without u
without u

i’m falling in love for sure this time
i’m glad i used to doubt u

cause life has purpose
and it’s all for me
and he tries his best,
does what he can for me

i’m so much better off 
i’m so much better
i’m so much better off

it’s not that I can't write music
i just value lyrics a lot more
maybe i should stick to poetry
but nobody reads that shit anymore

so all my songs sound the same
but what’s it matter to u anyway?
i listen to them on repeat (on repeat)
until I finally find the will to sleep

sometimes i feel that i have nothing to say
but then it all spills out as i pluck these strings 
and it sounds just fine because i don’t try
to do anything but practice getting by

better off

lyrics

how do u deal with it after it’s over?
i’d take the pain back just to rekindle your covers
can’t see it’s brighter outside if i don’t leave my bed
no one to worry for me if you’ve convinced them i’m dead

a hundred different sheets, all different colours
you’ll tear at their seams and i’ll restitch them for u
we’ll build a fort and we’ll live in it always
nobody knows where we are, except me and u

i wish i’d never left
cause the outside makes it all seem 
so so much worse than it felt
at the time
i wish i’d never left
the brain that u gave me
after I gifted little legs and shoes
to mine

the good memories seem
super-fucking-extra good
cause the bad ones are so so so so bad
i need to remind myself
the good ones wouldn’t be so good
if u hadn’t made me so so sad

how do u deal with it after it’s over?
i’d take the pain back just to rekindle your covers
can’t see it’s brighter outside if i don’t leave my bed
no one to worry for me if you’ve convinced them i’m dead

we’ll build a fort and we’ll live in it always
nobody knows where we are, except me and u

blanket fort

Lyrics

It’s okay that I don’t wanna change the parts of me 
You don’t understand
If you really wanna know, I’ll teach you
The amount of love that reaches me
Is only how well I converse with other people

White noise yells at me:
“How do you stand yourself?”
My brain kicks me silly for not breaking
People’s words are untuned strings with little means or purpose
I find it easier when you write them down

These songs portray my functioning
And you’re quick to romanticize
But the same guys that love my crazy
Knowingly use me as a punchline
I feel so lonely sometimes
But silence is better than speech
God forbid I become too aware
The fan - to my mind - becomes a leech

White noise yells at me:
“How do you stand yourself?”
My brain kicks me silly for not breaking
People’s words are untuned strings with little means or purpose
I find it easier when you write them down

It’s okay that I don’t wanna change
If you really wanna know, I’ll teach you

quick to romanticize

I fucking love being here. // previously YR ANGEL, many moon phases ago

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