the best scene

angel_boy (prod.Lathan)

and she said you should call me when ur sober
i dont got no plans for that baby yea

she said you should call me when ur sober
i dont got no plans for that my words just growing slower
i hope i forget you when im older
holding up my pants my belt shining like the solar
she said u too sad and u should act hard
imma blame all my emotions on the dab cart
i cant have u in my thoughts cuz u long gone
hope i forget about u when its all done

yeah
all i wanna know is why?
why i wasted all my time
when i think bout u i get high
woah
i really wouldve died for u tho
i cant believe that i used to cry for u hoe
one more night in these tears and ill know
that i wont ever let u go
im on my way to finding peace
fighting demons inside of me
all the things that i would do to relieve this anxiety
i been tryna climb back up to live life in sobriety
but girl u defeat me
how dare u decieve me?

yea u break me to pieces
and i cant believe it
and i dont know why u always said i was tweaking
i guess i was right because u ended up leaving
put u in the past with all the shit that i deal with
now everytime my phone rings i check if its u
but its not
oh my God
why i still think ur in love with me?
 ur not
miss those days
where we explored each others bodies in the lot
now im smoking in my free time cuz i got a lot
now no bitch could get in my heart
cuz i got a lock
and the way that u had left me
girl it hurt a lot
u left a hole inside of my heart
so i fill it up with drugs till my eyes fall

she said you should call me when ur sober
i dont got no plans for that my words just growing slower
i hope i forget you when im older
holding up my pants my belt shining like the solar
she said u too sad and u should act hard
imma blame all my emotions on the dab cart
i cant have u in my thoughts cuz u long gone
hope i forget about u when its all done

i need to just forget u baby
but its better said than done
im crying out my eyes
while im staring at the sun
im sucking in this smoke and its going to my lungs
all these vices make my lungs hurt
yeah
and all the drama make my mind hurt
all these bitches blowing up my phone it made my line burn
disconnect myself form u its how my mind work
please dont take offense to it im just tryna stop hur-
yeah i think im just tryna stop hurt
take a look inside my heart
its gauranteed frost burn
the second i lost my life was the second that i lost her
yea

she said you should call me when ur sober
i dont got no plans for that my words just growing slower
i hope i forget you when im older
holding up my pants my belt shining like the solar
she said u too sad and u should act hard
imma blame all my emotions on the dab cart
i cant have u in my thoughts cuz u long gone
hope i forget about u when its all done

long gone feat. KiddAmo (prod. Guala Beatz)

lyrics:
damn its been so long
ive been like sleeping every day man i feel so gone
i pack my wood and then i breathe until im so numb
they told me i should eat my greens id rather smoke them
that fire burning on the wood look like a totem
if he was dissing on my bros we had to roll up
the things u said to me was venom like a cobra
im sorry baby i cant talk rn im so gone
they told me i should eat my greens id rather

i cannot deal with this
might aim at my head with a 40 clip
n i shouldve known u werent innocent
i dont understand not a little bit
i cannot keep going im sick of this
she told me pull up so im getting in
she told me im good n im getting rich
but at the end of the day im still sick of this
fucked on my bro now he dead to me
funny how u turn a friend to an enemy
funny how i keep on going no matter the pain no matter the amount of hennessey
might just make me a new melody
u gave me no hospitality
girl u just gave me hostility
doubt my ability
i crack a bottle n drink it
i cant feel nothing guess thats my ability

ive been like sleeping every day man i feel so gone
i pack my wood and then i breathe until im so numb
they told me i should eat my greens id rather smoke them
that fire burning on the wood look like a totem
if he was dissing on my bros we had to roll up
the things u said to me was venom like a cobra
im sorry baby i cant talk rn im so gone
they told me i should eat my greens id rather smoke them

i thought i told him, he been getting no love
im getting no love they eating my soul up
i cannot focus
with all these drugs in my brain i feel like im going insane
fucking my pain up
i been fucking my brain up
only know my name yea u dont know my pain yea yea
how could they change up for some pussy u not day one
n u not gang bruh u mean nothing to me u changed up

totem (prod. JabariOnTheBeat x Shah Major x Vs1lito)

lyrics

and baby could u come here pull me closer
im like way too drunk i need a chauffeur
im like oh my chest n oh my lungs hurt
i dont kno why u wanna fight why u want war
instead of holding me down
on the ground i got way too fucking high like just the other night
symbols poppin up inside my head just like some flashing lights
my bro just gut a wood n now he fillin it with some meteorites
im driving home so late n girl i cant see past the headlights
omg im tryna drive so please turn off the headlights
still drinking to forget about the times u made me feel right
n girl im outside
turn on the houselights just let me inside

just let me inside
i need a lullaby
i spark a wood it keep me warm on the cold nights
since she left i cant admit when im not alright
i live a fast life i dont live a safe life
n i thought that i needed u
i couldnt do it myself so ud push me thru
its so dark its so cold now
got no more friends i drink alone now

amiri jacket its ok i gotta stand tall
big bands big jordans imma ball
bro help me out i think im gonna fall
omg im goin off the walls
oh baby wake me up when theres sunshine
cuz right now im not seeing any lights
i thought ab her in the sky on a flight
i thought i couldnt miss her if i live a fast life

n baby could u come here pull me closer
im like way too drunk i need a chauffeur
im like oh my chest n oh my lungs hurt
i dont kno why u wanna fight why u want war
instead of holding me down
on the ground i got way too fucking high like just the other night
symbols poppin up inside my head just like some flashing lights
my bro just gut a wood n now he fillin it with some meteorites
im driving home so late n girl i cant see past the headlights
omg im tryna drive so please turn off the headlights
still drinking to forget about the times u made me feel right
n girl im outside
turn on the houselights just let me inside

headlights [prod. metlast x luffy]

s/o to Kidd Amo https://www.instagram.com/kiddamo/

lyrics

i just wanna sleep all day n never wake up
n i think i like ur face without the makeup
these cold winter nights when like everythings down
reminds me the time when u left me in the ground
n i never thought that id let my people down
i wish i could say that u figured me out

i dont wanna live fast no more its complicated
i dont even laugh no more n i hate it
baby let me drink some more n ill explain it
just wipe my head let me erase it

i was filled with stress n paranoia that u wouldnt stay
i shouldve listen to my gut i shouldve known that u would change
she started changing n transforming i cant call her the same name
ur feelings complicated n im still the one you blame
from not that long we fell in love, n wrote each other songs
when i was with you i felt like i was right where i belong
n now i couldnt tell u how much i was wrong
how much that i was wrong
i dont wanna feel no more im hurting daily
i turned to the drugs knowing they cant save me

i dont wanna live fast no more its complicated
i dont even laugh no more n i hate it
baby let me drink some more n ill explain it
just wipe my head let me erase it

(just wipe my head let me erase it)
(i dont wanna feel no more, dont wanna do these drugs no more)

its complicated feat. Kidd Amo (prod. dead spyro x 2001)

prod. irby

lyrics
im not worth it
i been searching for a purpose

(n i cant go on much longer, cuz im afraid that youll just see me)

i been working
you been lurking
i been hurting
i deserve it
n ur perfect im not worth it
im certain i deserve it
i feel the summer coming gotta run it up
this productivity just part of moving on
i cant talk rn cuz drugs they got me gone
i rlly havent felt myself in so long

forgot ur face cuz its been so long since i saw u last time
n u showed me the light
i was so bright
what happened to my life
i wish that i could tell u but the timings never right
i remember saturday i was barely holding on
when i left that party i was lost in the dark
still feel lost in her arms
i still feel lost in my heart
i still feel lost in my life but i gotta push on
drugs im gone
i just wanna move on
but i cant restart
omg i think im falling down
bury me six feet inside the ground
im tryin even tho i cant get out
i cant believe that u would kick me when im down
moving too fast can we slow it down
im working on loyalty for when she not around
im working on self love for when no ones around
cuz ik one day that no one will be around

n i know its a hard life
i know its a fast life
im tryna do u rite
dont need me in ur life
n i miss the sunlight
oh i miss the sunlight
n i cant go on much longer
im afraid that theyll just see me for who i am
not who i wanna be

i been working
you been lurking
i been hurting
i deserve it
n ur perfect im not worth it
im certain i deserve it
i feel the summer coming gotta run it up
this productivity just part of moving on
i cant talk rn cuz drugs they got me gone
i rlly havent felt myself in so long

my car broke down on the highway (prod. irby)

prod metlast x luffy

lyrics

i dont wanna be far from u
why the fuck would i drink one when i could drink two
i dont wanna lose myself for u
i dont wanna but all this is new
going back to the bottle
in the dead of night been drowning my sorrow
that bitch she so mid but she think that she a model
i been stepping on the gas n then im going full throttle
ill be speeding till my tires give out

n ill keep taking all these shots until i cant even see
if u dont wanna hurt again girl then u gotta leave
im sorry that i cant do everything you want me to
it kills me inside knowing i cant die for u
greening out throwing up inside the alley
i dont wanna die right now but im not happy
n i know that im the only one that make u happy
but baby imma die alone its such a tragedy
i been losing sleep
got ur scent burned into my sheets
im pouring out smoke when i breathe
i know i cant love but i still wanna see u
i still wanna see u
i dont wanna leave u

i dont wanna be far from u
why the fuck would i drink one when i could drink two
i dont wanna lose myself for u
i dont wanna but all this is new
going back to the bottle
in the dead of night been drowning my sorrow
that bitch she so mid but she think that she a model
i been stepping on the gas n then im going full throttle
ill be speeding till my tires give out

double shot of my favorite vodka [prod. metlast x luffy]

s/o NAVYXOWER

lyrics

ok it seems like we wont get along
thats fine cuz im working better when im alone
im on the road
u kno that ill still be here in the morning
i been taking drugs now im soaring
u dont love me anymore im not important
lil baby cut me off without a warning

now im better alone
its been hard for me to see me
like everybody else say they see me
hold up let me roll another evergreen
crack a bottle its the only thing that help me
she be throwing me the cake like im starving
she kno im broken she kno that im learning
she kno im lost when the sun comes down
girl i promise i wont let u down
to be honest i dont wanna be around

(NAVYXOWER)

i dont wanna be around anymore
in the morning i keep going on my phone
asking questions every night that i get home, oh, oh
i dont wanna die anymore
i wish i could've said that last year
rollin my tea i was feeling like shit
i didnt know where to go in my business
i just wanna keep on listening
keeping tabs on my witness
i just wish it always sound the same
ill make a hundred songs and only one is gonna stay
i wish i had more times inside my morning just to make

(notahero)

now im better alone
its been hard for me to see me
like everybody else say they see me

she got mad telling me hero kiss my teeth
head still hurting from the nicotine
yea its killing my lungs but it help me breathe
i still got some alcohol on my jeans
wonder if they hear me call please help me
lost in the night, you kno i still cant sleep
got ur scent on my shirt n now its on my sheets
n all that i ask is that u please save me

in the morning (feat. NAVYXOWER)(prod. Sundwn)

stupid bitch

lyrics

in the back of the coupe im just sliding
i dont fuck with that girl cuz she lying
i just greened out now im fucking dying
throwing up my guts out n im crying
new drip looking sharp like a fucking trident
new drugs omg i might fucking die yea
i dont kno u please stay out my fucking life yea
i dont owe u shit except a fucking fight yea
im so fucking drunk right now
might pass out
on the fucking ground
u were laughing about me look who laughing now
they was fucking dubbing me look who dubbing now
all the smoke destroy my lungs so im coughing now
imma stunt until im dead in a coffin now

he was talking shit to me so we lay him down
so we lay him down
n we spinning round
yea we spinning round mary go round
i dont kno u
n i really dont wanna try to get to kno u
old bitch in the past damn like thats some old news
new bitch hit my phone like can u let me blow u
old friends hit my phone like dam im so below u
n once u show your true self people try to control u
thats why i just stay numb
having fun
smoking som
i dont know what im smoking on
but im gone
who the fuck she think she talking to like that
imma dub
havent felt my face in so long
or my heart

in the back of the coupe im just sliding
i dont fuck with that girl cuz she lying
i just greened out now im fucking dying
throwing up my guts out n im crying
new drip looking sharp like a fucking trident
new drugs omg i might fucking die yea
i dont kno u please stay out my fucking life yea
i dont owe u shit except a fucking fight yea
im so fucking drunk right now
might pass out
on the fucking ground
u were laughing about me look who laughing now
they was fucking dubbing me look who dubbing now
all the smoke destroy my lungs so im coughing now
imma stunt until im dead in a coffin now

s/o ebheat

evil eyes (prod. ebheat)

s/o kiddamo and jabarionthebeat
lyrics:
open up the door like welcome to my private hell
i know that u can tell i dont rlly care bout my health
i hope u see me make it big before i kill myself
but thats okay baby girl i know ur doing well
in the dark baby that where ill find u
see the shining on my neck i wanna blind u
i said it ten thousand times im right behind u
she said i only act this way cuz i like u

but i dont like me
cuz i like it toxic baby it excites me
she wanna piss me off i told her ass to bite me
if i say i love u dont take that shit lightly
oh no
countless nights that i spend on my phone
fuck around message these hoes
told her pull up on the low
she smell my cologne
im taking her to bed make her moan
private hell its a good time
party all night with the demons up in my mind
grab the henny sit it right next to the white lines
now im falling to the ground cuz im too high
im lost but i found the drugs
now

open up the door like welcome to my private hell
i know that u can tell i dont rlly care bout my health
i hope u see me make it big before i kill myself
but thats okay baby girl i know ur doing well
in the dark baby that where ill find u
see the shining on my neck i wanna blind u
i said it ten thousand times im right behind u
she said i only act this way cuz i like u

do u rlly like me
now im sitting alone
on my phone
im wondering where the hell r u
right now
like right now
baby can u feed me drugs right now

i been dying in the sunlight
babe i wanna love u i dont ever wanna fight
rlly cant help it that these drugs treat me right
i say im sorry mom as i die
this a private hell
this a private hell
custom built for myself
put the drugs on top of the shelf
rlly gotta stop hurting myself

private hell w/ KiddAmo[prod. jabarionthebeat]

s/o epitomeoffailure
lyrics

notahero:

how come every time im watching my steps
i keep on losing my rest
oh i think im better off dead
i keep catching my breath

i feel like u dont care anymore im sorry
its been many years since ive had anybody
its crazy how ur words shoot me down like the army
and im just forced to run and hide away in a hearbeat
remember everything that u said
never falling out of love i guess
had to fix up my heart and digest
that u dont love me no more
vomit falling on the floor
liquor running thru my pours
sweating thru my fucking shorts
are u high rn like bitch of course
im just waiting for the reup

epitiomeoffailure:

im holding my breath till i see the end
its good for me to know that ur not my friend
its hard for me to breathe when my wounds wont mend
and now im waiting for u to come back to me
but i know that thats not a possibility
i break my back just for u to show me some sympathy
and dont wait for me
and dont pray for me
but i know that im just history
in your eyes
so say goodbye
to this life

notahero:

how come every time im watching my steps
i keep on losing my rest
oh i think im better off dead
i keep catching my breath

catching my breath w/ Epitomeoffailure (prod. dead spyro x 2001)

lyrics
the last breath in my chest
i still feel u even at my best
n still we do drugs n thats fine now
but the point of it all is to try to get thru this alone

please just save me
cuz i am under attack
i cant believe i thought u were better than
any other person inside of my life
baby thats why i been drinking tonight
i dont wanna feel u anymore
i dont wanna see ur face no more
drown ur ghost out with the fucking bottle baby
i guess this night will make or break me

n all this liquor go right to my head oh my God
she said baby r u sure cuz thats a lot
i know what im doing bitch
i hated my life like way before u were a part of it ong
n i aint had no drink so my bro gon fill me up
n u aint take nothing from my life except my trust
n i dont feel nothing still this bitch gon try to feel me up
rolling that big blunt ash fall on the ground n just turn to dust

but still we keep living in this fairytale world
one where we though away our lives for some girls
so we drink some more n then we sit there broken
if these problems make us stronger how come im an addict
how come im an addict
fall apart when u turn me on
okay i kinda like when u break my heart
so ill always pick up when u call
lil bitch im geeked right now so i cant even talk
my heads just in the clouds but i dont wanna talk to u anyway
waking up its a rainy day
lil bitch had broke my heart
but i dont wanna heart like anyway
relentless
in my head
i still feel u in my bed
when i take my last breath
i promise ill be happy that im finally getting rest
n all these drugs aint never gonna work
cuz they remind me bout the time i was in the dirt
but still i pour it up n it just make my stomach hurt
these dark green leaves i just mix it with some purpp

n all this liquor go right to my head oh my God
she said baby r u sure cuz thats a lot
i know what im doing bitch
i hated my life like way before u were a part of it ong
n i aint had no drink so my bro gon fill me up
n u aint take nothing from my life except my trust
n i dont feel nothing still this bitch gon try to feel me up
rolling that big blunt ash fall on the ground n just turn to dust

dr0wn (prod. Branwen)

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Go and check out my brother web too! 
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Personas w/ Web

I feel my bones crawl right out of my skin I am not comfortable 
inside this place which I reside inside this place which I call home
Ive grown so fuckin numb to this but yet I feel so vulnerable
please cut around my neck and make it quick it's not enjoyable

I tried to call a thousand times the line was unavailable 
I'm deep inside these trenches and my death is unavoidable 
I tried to play my part I couldn't sorry I can't play the role
I hope that you'll forgive me love I hope that it is possible
I know

that every day gets harder by the minute love
well if you said you did it and you didn't could you get it done?
I'm sitting in the living room at 3:02 wit my flashlight on
scrape reclaim out collecters holy fuck I need to hit the plug
i know

that everything gets better if you manifest it
I'm so hungry (hungary) for the cheddar fuck around in Budapest
get 80k off YouTube beats I made this on my own you bitch it's
nothing to me honestly it's just another days recessions

and it's just another dazed depression
I don't like to do this shit cuz Everytime get too aggressive 
passin out inside my jeans I'm too fucked up I'm past beheaded
could you get it done because you didn't when you fucking said it

I've been on the run
from myself for a while now
you don't mean a single thing you say it's best to pipe down 
I don't mean a single thing I say in lyrics typed out
at least that's what I say to prevent creatives right now

i prevent myself from writing
typing
I don't wanna talk now
hiding
fighting
suicidal thoughts in my mind 
behind these bright blue eyes
I write things
I see
tantalizing
sights
beyond reach
traumatized
my body
rotting
play my heart out like guitar strings
play my heart out like the ivorys

did you do it to spite me
or do you just despise me
can you be honest for once

I've been better off lately
hope it's driving you crazy
that I'm doing okay but I still don't wanna wake up
and it's fucked what we'll do for a paystub
you can hide your face but I see right through your makeup
you don't have to try anymore I'll walk away love. 


unavoidable (sorrowbringer)

lyrics

all my guys in different cities but im local
she rolled up the blunt but then we smoked two
she swear im a king but baby im a fool
yea i know i act a fool im scared i broke you
she tried breaking down my walls but she forgot about the moat
damn i came a long way since "white coat"
i dont have a purpose baby tell me what im here for
i put on my burberry glasses and i see more
im tryna make a song like im seymour

and they don’t know bout seymour
i feel trapped inside my room i wanna leave more
i’m drunk inside this bed im sinking to the sea floor
and every time i try i blow it like a c4
all or nothing just give me something 
to hold on to cuz i’ve got nothing else
and i got nobody else
those times i told u how i felt
all or nothing just give me something 
to hold on to cuz i’ve got nothing else
and i got nobody else
those times i told u how i felt

all my guys in different cities but im local
she rolled up the blunt but then we smoked two
she swear im a king but baby im a fool
yea i know i act a fool im scared i broke you
she tried breaking down my walls but she forgot about the moat
damn i came a long way since "white coat"
i dont have a purpose baby tell me what im here for
i put on my burberry glasses and i see more
im tryna make a song like im seymour

notahero x kiddamo - local (p. cl6udy x deadspyro)

Lyrics⬇️

its not a coincidence that i ruin everything in life
maybe if i just applied myself then they would think I tried 

i cant get myself to try if i dont think i have anything i should live for
why dont i just do more
cuz i spent way too many cold nights on the floorboards
i wish i could restore
i wish i could feel more

but i been stuck like this for longer than you know 
i dont feel like anybody even thinks that i could grow
cuz its been like this forever i dont see a place to go
i dont think that its been better but i swear that i can hope
i wish that you saw my life through my eyes and then you’d know 
that every single night since you been gone i felt broke
& i dont even tell you why i love myself, i dont
cuz i dont even tell you that i trust myself, i dont

i check my phone
its jus like a 100 messages to come home
i dont wanna do that anytime id rather be alone
 i been chillin on my own
im still happy what i chose

back then i swear i would do the most
and nowdays im not even close but you still think ill overdose

and it dont matter what i say if you dont think ill ever know
just how you really feel every time i touch the stove

all my cells have been straight burned from all the stuff inside my body
clearly i been stuck on every oerson who ever turned on me

please dont stab my back
i would rather do anything just to hear ur laugh
again 
i would do everything i never did up inside my head
i was stuck up in my bed everytime you time you said im next up
i dont wanna hear u tell me that im just the best of 3
bet those 2 other people had everything over me

best of 3 (mackk)

Shout out brecken and casperrr for working on this with me

heyyou w/ brecken & casperrr

Shout out halfhearted for working on this with me 🫶🏻

You haven’t seen the worst yet w/ halfhearted

lyrics

fall in love with me again
wait in my coat while i smoke cigarettes
and plan to watch the sunrise, but fall asleep instead
i want to hold you like i used to
i want to tell you that i love you
we killed the tree and ripped the roots

and for now im no one
for now im no one
for now im no one
for now im no one
now im no one
now im no one
(x2)

i miss those nights 
cuddled up during the winter we're soul tied
my brains succumb to the wither on both sides
like fuck tryna forget her
cuz now im packing my bags
im building the bags under my eyelids
and you're too attatched
and im way too sad for it to be august
and yesterday holds memories that im losing
i dont remember much nowadays
i dont remember much nowadays

fall in love with me again
wait in my coat while i smoke cigarettes
and plan to watch the sunrise, but fall asleep instead
i want to hold you like i used to
i want to tell you that i love you
we killed the tree and ripped the roots

and for now im no one
for now im no one
for now im no one
for now im no one
now im no one
now im no one
(x2)

for now, im no one (p. muzcean)

I genuinely love this one so much

lyrics
-=-=-
Wraith
-=-=-
Locked out of my house
And its 20 below
I could go back to you
But I’d rather the snow
Winter winds, hitting skin
And I’m cold to the bones
Now it’s all sinking in
I was always alone

Look what did to me
Grabbing the mic and I’m spitting epitomes
Thought you were digging me
Making a mess and and then blaming me
You fucking kidding me?
Talking to you like are you even listening?
Gucci on me diamonds wet like a christening
Feel like I’m solving a mystery
Every time you even speak to me
Tell me what's happening

-=-=-
web
-=-=-
i guess im staying locked out
im trenching on through the snow
like baby i know that its cold
im out here in 20 below
and im trynna find my way home
its cold but i dont got a coat
i feel the blood sinking down in my throat
i feel the ache in my ears and my nose
when the winter time comes make december my home
i see your name when it comes on my phone but i dont wanna talk so i leave it alone
i guess im staying locked out
im trenching on through the snow
like baby i know that its cold
im out here in 20 below
and im trynna find my way home

december w/ web (prod. wraithontheporch)

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