🌊Oceanic🌊 w/ VE LOST (Prod. Suzukisan)

how i feellll uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

how i feelx

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RUGER prod trekyo

MのKEŌ - Fuck What You Been Through (prod. Plowgod)

DEMIGORGAN STATUS [PROD. ZIRMA X KOHAI]

SHORTBUS GEE - PICK 6 W/ HOLLOW SHAWDY

[LYRICS]
I don't give a fuck, I can't even trust myself
I can't even trust myself----
I might pull up with a stick and I might shoot it up
I might cut off my organs I'll throw them in a bathtub
I'm so irrational it feels like I'm fucking up
I'm gonna rip off my brain I might cut it up
I stand in this place cuz I'm paying for my sins
I woke up to the Reaper, he said "you ain't fucking living"
Please take me to the land of the old unliving 
I don't give a fuck, I don't wanna be seen
I don't give a fuck, I don't wanna be living
I don't give a fuck, I'm a fucking mistake
I might stab myself and throw up all my blood
You won't find my body it will be in the mud
Throw myself off a building, it'll make a loud thud
There will be no fucking warning, but there will be lots of blood
Dream of it everyday, please God let me go
I don't wanna be like this, I don't wanna be like that 

Show me something
Show me a light of hope
Show me something
Show me a piece of hope
I don't like it
I don't wanna be like this no more

I'm gonna need some fucking meds, I don't wanna get addicted
I don't wanna be like that, I don't wanna be dependent
To a drug in my system that will fuck up with my living
I just wanna die lit
I'm so fucking conflicted---

I don't wanna be like that, I don't wanna be like this
I dont even know myself, how'd the fuck it get like this?
My identity a secret, I can't even trust my sis
Pray to God, with my soul, he'll do a devious lick
All these government meds, they'd make me so sick
All these fucking pills and shit, it's all a fucking trick

I don't wanna be a Zombie, I don't wanna be a normie
I wish I was a  Zombie, I wish I was a normie
All these thoughts in my brain, all that shit so fucking corny 
I was just tryna vent, I'm so fucking sorry
I look myself in the mirror, all I see is fucking nothing
Not a vampire bitch, I just don't like myself
All these goddamn memories, I might put them in a shelf
So damn pathetic, you can't even look at yourself
Do it yourself, Destroy your Persona, go to Hell

I don't wanna be like this, I don't wanna be like that
But I can't help it, I'm just like that
My brain is so fucked up, I can't even help myself
I don't wanna die like this, I don't wanna die like that
I just wanna be a normal person, I just wanna be okay

Don't die like this (prod. Synergy)

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