Mixing & mastering: Vladimir Voloschuk

Lyrics:
Look at the excavation
What do you see inside?
An empty body
A mindless head beside

A storyline of voidness
A verse of missing consciousness
A staircase leading 
Far away from Grace 

[verse]
...And I wake up again
Realizing there's no end  
So paralyzed I lie
In this abysmal grave
And just watch my world rotate
Three hundred and sixty degrees
Into oblivion

Into Oblivion

[CHORUS]
Where did the old me go? 
Where the fuck have I left my dreaming soul?
Alive but dead inside, someone
Unbury me 
Where did the old me go?
Where the fuck have I left my loving soul?
Alive but dead inside
Alive
But dead inside

And the voidness buried us..
Me, myself and I 

For this segregation
There is no evasion
A coffin can't be opened 
From the inner side

Where is my salvation?
Where is my restoration?
How the things got this bad?
Or am I simply mad?

[verse]
[x2]

Tell me what's the point
When your reasons to live
have been taken away 
by yourself

Years and years
I prayed
For this suffering within
To end

[x2]
There is no lever
I'm lost forever
Baneful reality
This is insanity!

And the voidness buried us..
Me, myself and I 
Oh, this is insanity

If I'll never be feeling again
I'd rather be taken away
Cause life ain't worth living
Just to be another stone

Look at the excavation
What do you see inside?
My burning empty eyes?
The hollow heart I hide?

This thing just can't be real
But I exist
How did I end up here
In this nightmare's abyss

[verse]

Into Oblivion

[CHORUS]
Where did the old me go? 
Where the fuck have I left my dreaming soul?
Alive but dead inside, someone
Unbury me 
Where did the old me go?
Where the fuck have I left my loving soul?
Alive but dead inside
Unbury
Unbury me

Unbury Me

Mixing & mastering: Vladimir Voloschuk

Lyrics:
You're granted the gift of life 
You've got eyes, I - lies;
But can you see? Can you see through me? 
What's the mask I'm wearing now? 
Tell me what is it 
'Cause I don't know 

[chorus]
Through the day, through the night 
It's there
This horrid gnaw I can hold no more 
And every time I try to hide from the nothingness inside
I'm the one who's seeking 

Striking the match 
Setting me "aflame" 
Tired of playing 
This pointless game 
I won't resist 
Nor I will subserve 
Don't try to fix this 
My "candle" has burned

[chorus]

I'm the one who's seeking 

It's not a passing phase
I'm lost without a trace
Within 

End this, please 
There will never be inner peace
I know I'm not sane
So please end this fucking bane

Endcore

Story of a Madman (teaser)

Story Of A Madman

The song was mixed and mastered by Vladimir Voloschuk.

Lyrics:
Wandering among the ruins
Of rotten memories
They all seem nightmarish
I don't belong here
I won't die
Before I've perished

I might have lost myself
Somewhere along the way
But even though I fell
I won't be the prey
We always have a choice
Listen and you will hear
The inner whispers of your voice
Craving everything you fear

I have come to realize
Change only comes if you're willing
It was right before my eyes
Every end is a new beginning

'Cause no one
No one but me
Will forge my destiny,
My way out o' the purgatory
This is the end 
Of the madman story

I have set my vision
Beyond this inner collision
Embracing every imperfection
The universe is my reflection

The world is my perception
The universe is my reflection
The world is my perception

Breaking out the empty shell
Change only comes if you're willing
Once for all I'll find myself
Every end is a new beginning

Stargazing at the night sky 
I don't need wings to fly
Behold as I unravel deeper
At last I know
I am a dreamer 

I am a dreamer

Dreamer

Dreamer

Текст/Lyrics:

Аз съм скитник,
без цел и без пътека.
Аз съм безличник,
без умора, ала без утеха.

Отказвах да прогледна,
а сляп аз съм изгубен.
Тъй празен, тъй безумен.
Тъй млад, а тъй погубен.

Угаснал, горя.
Увехнал, аз цъфтя.
Страдам и кървя,
но не спирам да вървя

[Припев:]
И обещавам, ще го намеря.
Всяка пропаст ще изкатеря;
Чак до самия връх;
До своя сетен дъх.
Ще изкривя съдбата си.
И зората пътя ми ще освети.
И огън в мен ще ври.
Веднъж - завинаги.

Ще намеря своя пристан.

Как бях тъй беззрачен,
че в тоя свят прокажен
никой ден не е помрачен,
щом всеки изгрев идва с мен?

Угаснал, горя.
Увехнал, аз цъфтя.
Страдам и кървя, 
но избирам да вървя.

[Припев:]
И обещавам, ще го намеря.
Всяка пропаст ще изкатеря;
Чак до самия връх;
До своя сетен дъх.
ще изкривя съдбата си.
Зората пътя ми ще освети.
И огън в мен ще ври.
Веднъж - завинаги.

Аз ще намеря своя пристан. (х2)

Угаснал, горя.

Пристан

One with the Void (teaser)

Mixed and mastered by: Vladimir Voloschuk

Lyrics:
I'm jaded and weak,
A little different,
I'm tired and sick
Of always being so indifferent

I'm over the ledge
Of a grave so unshallow
I've lost every bridge
And all the paths that I've followed

Vainly seeking for something to ignite me
You would say the answers lie within my heart, but fuck I know it's hollow

It's fucking hollow
All my reveries are fading memories

And so without direction
I roam and  wander
Living life in restrospection?
That's not a life any longer

The only thing that's left of me is vacancy  

And this apathy that'll stay 
As I keep pushing everyone away
I'll never be okay

I'm so unwell
I can't remember the last time I felt
Maybe I should seek help
But nothing ever saves the wretched
From the burden of their fucked up conscioussness

Nothing saves us from ourselves

But I don't want your indulgence
If I wasn't a coward I'd be food for the vultures
For I'm a walking cadaver


And this apathy will stay 
As I keep pushing everyone away

I'll never be okay

I, oh, I've become one with the void 

So here I am
Vainly seeking for something to ignite me
You would say the answers lie within my heart

But I know tomorrow...
It'd still be hollow
I will be hollow

All my reveries are fading memories 
Of a walking cadaver

No place, no place is home
For those who roam alone
I'm waning 'til nothing remains
 
But this apathy that'll stay
I'll never be okay

Oh, Lord, if you're there
I beg you don't ignore this prayer
Please get me out, out of this hell
Deliver me from myself

'cause I don't even feel empty anymore

I feel nothing

Deliver me from myself

I feel nothing

One With The Void

The song was mixed and mastered by Vladimir Voloschuk.

Lyrics:

Where am I? 
Let me go
Please, let me go

- Sir, you have to understand that you're in asylum.
You've been diagnosed with severe schizophrenia.

- What? No!
Help! 
- There's no escape from here
- No!
- And the fault is your own.
There's nothing to be afraid of.
All hope's already dead.

Father, oh, father
I always knew I'd end up like you
Should I have sought help
Or tied my rope too?

I've grown so numb and so distant
Doubting existence
And it's killing me to know
That I had dreams, but lost them all

...

You goddamn coward stop hiding from yourself
It's time you faced the demons you have fed so long

With your impatience,
With your denial.
With all that bullshit that you brought hell


But wait, am I thinking sanely? 
I don't know anymore
Cause nothing seems to make any sense lately

This thing never sleeps 
It's eating me alive 
Will it ever cease? 
Either way, I'm getting myself out 

You dragged us here, now suffer, you deserve it
For not seeing you're the one from whom you're running

Father, oh, father
I don't blame you, you weren't sane
You found your way out
And I'll do the same

...

What the fuck?
I got myself in the constant state of feeling trapped
but I swear to you... or me, whatever
This ends now. 

I dragged us here, but I'll bail out, I deserve it;
Take my last breath, but I'm through with running

This thing never sleeps
But I'm also wide awake 
And I'll make it cease
In any case, tonight I'm diggin' graves

I,The Vulture

This song was mixed and mastered by Vladimir Voloschuk
Music and Lyrics: Hristo Kovachev

I endeavour to find ease in the dark within me,
'fore I burn down everything.
I am not afraid to dig in myself,
I know quite well that there's hope inside

Deep, in the oceans of greyness
Where senses are drowning and I find it hard to breathe.
I might be suffocating but before I die, I just want to live

All this time I've been lost within
Seeking my inner truth
The wounds I opened broke the prison I was left into
And now I'm through

I've been simutalating vague emotions to fill the hollowness
But I am done hiding in emptiness.
For I am not afraid. No.

At last I finally see beyond the pain of yesterday
There lies my remedy, the enlightenment that always slipped me away

There's so much more among the walls we build within ourselves
And everything that scorched me helped me destroy my cell
I had to fall to see the stars beyond the skies will my way
I understand I needed every scar to be who I am today


Once for all I don't fear the unknown
'Cause if I dwell in the past, there will be no tomorrow.
The hardest part has always been withdrawal.
I know this is my end. Yet I'm starting over

'Cause I am all the sickest parts of me.
I'm all that ever was. All that's meant to be.
I choose my reality.
For I am not afraid.

At last I finally see beyond the pain of yesterday.
There lies my remedy, the enlightenment that always slipped me away.

Embrace the hole that lies inside of you.
It could be your grave or a firm foundation.	

I've never strayed from darkness.
I've been one with the void.
I know a weakness can be harnessed.
And all our fears - overcome.
 
The hardest part has always been withdrawal.
I know this is my end. Yet I'm starting over.

Hristo Kovachev

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