hii bytez!! i made this song back in february of 2025, i believe...?
but i only just got around to posting it today. i made it back when me and the person who featured on meant2be (who i will not name) were still together. it's basically just a song about how i used to be pessimistic regarding love and i believed it was a farcical concept made up by society and pushed by the media. truthfully, i do still feel a little like that. however, ever since me and bryson became a thing, my outlook on love has changed a little. i feel happy in a relationship for once, something i've truly never felt before. @oktew if u read this, i am so grateful to have u in my life. words can't express my gratitude and adoration for you. MWAHHH ILYSM CUTIE
but yeah, hope u guys enjoy! <3
prod. 1mylo x blckhrt 

lyrics:
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don't really wanna say it all out loud
cause im scared i'll fall victim to his cloud
bow and arrow through my heart
i'm just a puppet
i really don't wanna fall in love cause it-

cuts and bleeds, yeah it sinks its teeth
into ur mind and then u think ur complete
and then you talk about it through a screen
and then everyone else thinks it's meant to be
highschool sweethearts never existed
later down the line, they always get rejected
promposals just waste confetti
and hookup culture makes u think at 14 ur ready

don't really wanna say it all out loud
cause im scared i'll fall victim to his cloud
bow and arrow through my heart
i'm just a puppet
i really don't wanna fall in love cause it-
don't really wanna say it all out loud
cause i'm scared i'll get thrown into the wrong crowd
and get distorted into something unwanted
i really don't wanna fall in love cause it

misinforms, and then you re-conform
to a messed up standard societal norm
all you'll do is victimize yourself
and then your "lover" leaves you when you most need their help
in the blink of an eye, it'll be non-existent
so if you wanna stay young and wise, i'd keep your distance
i'd advise to avoid the lies thrust onto you by an enterprise

the internet's turned into a land of misinformation
leaving all the kids with their own contemplation
yeah, i know a girl, she's 14 and she's already
done a hundred-plus guys cause she thought she's ready

don't really wanna say it all out loud
cause im scared i'll fall victim to his cloud
bow and arrow through my heart
i'm just a puppet
i really don't wanna fall in love cause it-
don't really wanna say it all out loud
cause i'm scared i'll get thrown into the wrong crowd
and get distorted into something unwanted
i really don't wanna fall in love cause it

don't wanna fall in love. (hopeless romantic)

this is directed towards baconator, umbra and tj. get off my dick pussis

@bcntr @iss_umbra @kxlldirty

lyrics:

(baconator diss)
heard that sneak diss mofocker

I DONT KNOW YOU MOTHERFUCKER DO NOT SPEAK ON MY NAME
THINKS ITS FUNNY MOTHERFUCKERS REALLY HAVE NO SHAME
YOU AND FUCKING UMBRA BITCH REALLY ARE FUCKING LAME
KEEP YOUR FUCKING MOUTH SHUT STOP DISSING ON MY NAME

MAD CAUSE I CALLED YOU OUT ON YOUR TJ BULLSHIT
ONLY DOING DISSES CAUSE EVERYONE IS DOING IT
OBVIOUS YOU DONT CARE, SINCE YOUR CALLING IT BULLSHIT
FAGGOTS LIKE YOU PISS ME OFF, DOING CLOUT SHIT

ITS FUCKING AGGRIVATING SEEING FAGGOTS DOWNPLAY SHIT
UMBRA I DONT GIVE A SHIT THAT YOU DONT GIVE A SHIT
IT AINT ABOUT YOU BITCH I DONT GET WHY YOU TRY TO FIT IN
ASKIN ME FOR A FEAT THEN CALLING ME A BITCH

WHO THE FUCK INVITED YOU? I DONT EVEN KNOW YOU
WRAP THAT SHIT PUSSY BOY, YOUR UBER AWAITS YOU
UMBRA IF I SEE IMA MOFUCKING MERC YOU
GOING BACK TO TJ IMA MOFOCKIN HURT YOU

I DONT KNOW YOU MOTHERFUCKER DO NOT SPEAK ON MY NAME
THINKS ITS FUNNY MOTHERFUCKERS REALLY HAVE NO SHAME
YOU AND FUCKING UMBRA BITCH REALLY ARE FUCKING LAME
KEEP YOUR FUCKING MOUTH SHUT STOP DISSING ON MY NAME

I DONT KNOW YOU MOTHERFUCKER DO NOT SPEAK ON MY NAME
THINKS ITS FUNNY MOTHERFUCKERS REALLY HAVE NO SHAME
YOU AND FUCKING UMBRA BITCH REALLY ARE FUCKING LAME
KEEP YOUR FUCKING MOUTH SHUT STOP DISSING ON MY NAME

THOMAS JEREMY BRUNDAGE YOU ARE FUCKING WHITE
THOMAS JEREMY BRUNDAGE IS CAUCASIAN
KXLLDIRTY AKA TJ ISNT BLACK
TJ YOU ARE FUCKING WHITE

tj isnt black btw tjs white
he says his bio dad is black but if you see a picture of him..
yeah hes FUCKING WHITE

YOUR UBER AWAITS BRAH (diss lmao fuku) (prod. $kiah)

@bcntr @iss_umbra
im probably not gonna respond to anymore disses cuz fuk u

lyrics:
TALKING BOUT BULLETS BUT YOU AINT EVER SHOOT ONE
CALLING MUSIC SHITTY BUT YOU CANT EVEN FLOW SON
TAKES SOME BALLS TO DISS ME BUT I KNOW THAT YOU LOST ONE
TALKING SHIT ALL UP ON THE NET, GET A JOB SON
IVE BEEN FUCKING GAINING EVER SINCE FUCKING DAY ONE
GONNA FUCKING DISS ME THEN YOU CAN COME AND GET SOME

YOU DONT EVEN GET THE POINT OF THE DISS
STOP TALKING LIL BOI CUZ YOUR MUSIC IS SHIT
YUH I DONT GIVE A FUCK CUZ ILL POP YOU LIKE ZITS
YOU AINT NOTHIN BOI STOP TALKING THAT SHIT
YEAH USING MY FACE FOR YOUR COVER THATS SHIT
WHO THE FUCK ARE YOU INSULTING SOME BULLSHIT LIKE THIS
SAYING YOU GONNA SHOOT ME THAT AINT EVEN A DISS
I GAVE YOU YOUR ATTENTION NOW HOP OFF MY DICK

i dont even know you why you dissin me like this
lil boi you better stop beforing getting these fists

CRAZY HOW YOU BE TALKING NOTHING BUT SHIT
CALLING ME PISSY BUT STILL SUCKING DICK
DISSIN ME YOU DO NOT KNOW HOW TO MIX
YEAH I DONT GIVE A FUCK CUZ IM DROPPING THIS SHIT
DROP YOUR LYRICS CANT UNDERSTAND SHIT
YEAH I REALLY WANNA KNOW WHAT YOU SAID IN MY DISS
YEAH SHUT YOUR FUCKING MOUTH IF YOURE GONNA DROP WEAK SHIT
YOURE A FUCKING DORK LYING BOUT HAVING SWITCHES
IF YOUR GONNA KEEP ON DISSIN YOU CAN LICK MY DICK TIP
YOU AINT EVER HOLD A GLOCK I KNOW YOU CANT SHOOT SHIT
YOURE A FUCKING BUM YOU AINT EVER HAD NO HITS
I KNOW YOU BE LYIN BOUT HAVING THAT MOTION
SHUT YOUR FUCKING MOUTH CUZ YOU KNOW YOU DONT KNOW SHIT
IF YOUR GONNA JERK MY DICK ATLEAST USE SOME LOTION

and bring up other points other than my music is shit or that im a bitch or something like that i dont know what the fuck you said


final message to umbra

if you actually had basic comprehension you can understand why i said i dont give a shit that you dont give a shit. you say no one like its everybody, youre the only retard that doesnt give a shit about tj. i dont get why you needed to say that multiple times, theres a reason theres so many disses against tj. just shut the fuck up you sound like a fucking dork. also stop spamming my comment section theres a reason im not responding to you cause youre ANNOYING AS FUCK. anyways thats pretty much all i have to say so fuck you umbra, and fuck tj, baconator stop dropping disses cause theyre ass and youre a bitch

i have a lot more to say to you umbra.

YOUR UBER IS STILL WAITING! (prod. XEKURO)

Mix & Art By. @VXDKV

@thesecretsocietyofficial

@user-839003006

Prod by @slxndxr

TERRIFIER // FT. VXDKV x RAPTURE [SLXNDXR]

prod. wingsxrra
current cover art is me!! ^ _ ^
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why is everything i say a lie?
i tell you that i'm fine 
but i don’t look you in the eye
and i don’t know how you handle me
i doubt i’m even liked
your friends say you should leave me
honestly, i think they’re right
i’m way too insecure
to manage such a love so pure
pouted lips and gritted gums
washed up on the shore
when will this be over?
will i get the closure i long for?
or will i sit here in solemn 
staring at the one who i adore?

consequences.

prod. grayskies
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i don’t think that i’m ever returning home
why do i always give you a second chance?
over and over and over again
why do i always let you back in?
it’s a repeating cycle, a cardinal sin

i always crawl back, what a drag
truthfully, it’s fuckin’ sad
forced submission seems to be on-brand for me
i’ll probably forgive you in the next couple nights
and then they’ll find me six feet in the ground
succumbed to my demise

fall in once again

why do i always give you a second chance?
over and over and over again
why do i always let you back in?
it’s a repeating cycle, a cardinal sin

fall in once again

why do i always give you a second chance?
over and over and over again
why do i always let you back in? (back in)
it’s a repeating cycle, a cardinal sin

are you lying now?
are we dying now?
phasing through this earth
breaking through this ground
you never admit fault
and you always pass the blame
you stare right through my eyes
then i forget my name
oh, what a shame
i don’t think this is gonna work
we promised not to lie
so, even though it hurts, i’m telling you the truth
i think the end of the line is near for me and you

i fall, did you care for me at all?
i refuse to take your abuse once more
i’m so tired, i’m walking out the door

fall in (fall in)
once again

why do i always give you a second chance?
over and over and over again
why do i always let you back in? (back in)
it’s a repeating cycle, a cardinal sin

fall in (fall in)
once again (once again)
can’t let you win (oh, i can’t let you win)
i’m over it (for good)

i don’t think that i’m ever returning home

over and over again.

Drop me into hell with a fucking van auken

https://genius.com/Vomniac-gtfo-lyrics

GTFO W/ HARVESTER (VOMNIAC)

hey bytez! hope ur all doing well! recently, i was thinking about something.
you’re probably all aware of my song "i’m so tired of loving you”, right? there’s one thing about that song that may put some people off: its length. it’s quite a short track, running at only 1:20.
for a while, i thought “hm, maybe i should make an updated version that’s longer!”, but i never had the time to go through with that plan… until today!! there is a new verse and updated mixing.
i hope everyone enjoys this version! don’t worry, the OG will absolutely be kept up! i just want to post this one too! <3

original song: https://soundcloud.com/sn8kebytez/im-so-tired-of-loving-you
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lyrics:
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honestly, i wish you’d leave me alone
you have a crawlspace in the notifications on my phone
i hide, i hide, i hide, i hide
but you always seem to come and find me

i’m so tired of loving you
i’m tired of trying to run
i’m exhausted from fighting with you
so tell me, is this really love?

is it love when you hurt me?
is it love when it’s abuse?
is it love when you rip my skin open
and play with all my wounds
is it love when you’re petrified
of your partner that’s meant to be by your side?
is it really love?

honestly, i wish you’d get out my mind
you hold me down, i take one look and i get terrified
i hide, i hide, i hide
and i hope that you never come and find me

i’m so tired of loving you
i’m tired of trying to run
i’m exhausted from fighting with you
so tell me, is this really love?

is it love when you hurt me?
is it love when it’s abuse?
is it love when you rip my skin open
and play with all my wounds
is it love when you’re petrified
of your partner that’s meant to be by your side?
is it really love?

i’m so tired of loving you
i’m tired of trying to run
i’m exhausted from fighting with you
so tell me, is this really love?

is it love when you hurt me?
is it love when it’s abuse?
is it love when you rip my skin open
and play with all my wounds
is it love when you’re petrified
of your partner that’s meant to be by your side?
is it really love?

i'm still so tired of loving you.

I didnt know this open was resold and passed around but it was never released so its all good


ITSSS OUTTT SHOUTOUT @voidkisss AND @orgetplus

K!SS MY FUCKIN FEET BITCH! w/ VOIDKISS x ORGETPLUS

SMELLS LIKE CUM {REMIX} (W/ HRM) [BOUTTA DIE]

1942 [PROD.BY reallysowdy]

REPOSTING ALL MY SONGS BC MY MAIN GOT BANNED ( hrm, hrmxp)
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