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where's the exit?
https://twitter.com/lostmyescape
https://instagram.com/lostmyescape

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awake for days

production by @lilac

i kno im wrong
tried 2 call u
but u already gone
been so low
but i gotta stay strong
u hit my phone
its not worth to wait on..
i could not forget uu
no matter how long
how long its been
they tried 2 catch on
but we goin 4 tha win
like i got my mask on
u cant tell whats within
its like i got my heart locked
n u tryna break innnnnNnNn

its like i care to much
i cant trust uu
its all luck
i cant love uu
like i change to much
its been so many days
when i felt like givin up
runnin outta luck
ya this life Suxxcks
but u make it more
everytime u smile
swear my hearts drops2 the floor
if u wana get it
im like ya okay ofcourse
everything i get i swear
i could make it urs

its all the same

the wait p. lilac

the fallen angels of the north star will devour thy souls.

@arideyes
@jugglyfer
@bliss05
@winter
@lilac

jugglyfe - faucet

#babyy

1. golden age @harvey222 @luvreapsoul
2. sakura @furaloo
3. barricade @furaloo
4. lunar baedeker @harvey222

cover art by dan vacc

samples by ethel cain (1) 8485 (3) and wstdyth (4)

every past life ep

@remghost @sprr00w @notvaro @177p @kojowav @evanmoitoso @rioleyva @okeefey @lodoni https://soundcloud.com/newgarasu https://soundcloud.com/prodkabeh @7ripp0

traktrain

#winter2k22 (+ @remghost @sparr00w @kojo @varo @177p @evanmoitoso @rioleyva @lodoni &more)

bad man

yo bro if u read this can we finish portal 2 soon
down the rabbit hole 2 soooon

@winter
https://twitter.com/lostmyescape
https://www.instagram.com/lostmyescape

me
https://twitter.com/nemui25636406
https://www.instagram.com/tosle.ep/

unknown title @winter

@metisxx @metisxx @metisxx

sample by nicole dollanganger

only angels +metis

samples by white silas (ethel cain) & pardyalone

cold home

clarity...omg (+armor)

w/ @emorave
prod me @stellathepixie

(pixie)
she’s a sea storm
battered in love 
she is something
2 be afraid of
swallow oceans
feel the soft pain
salt in my throat 
gasping her name 

i’ve done what i had
let go of my hand
sheath the blade
walk the other way
watching my skin tear up in the storm
from this lethal war
orchid eyes and rope across your wrist
selling false existence 
to pale and painful puppy eyes
innocent demise
call my bluff and stab me where it stings
you are everything
everyone lucky enough to touch
you can feel the rush
feel adrenaline the fear of care 
this body’s unfair 
im afraid there’s nothing left to want

leave a light on
i feel hints of trust but im not faithful
nightmare love maybe its just exhaustion 
when i get home i’ll feel dark and haunted 
i hate my head

her love’s grizzly
lurking in the gore of every heartbeat
speaking backwards grotesque hospital highs 
lurk with me and and maybe we’ll be alright 
ill bide my time

(emo)
i made this mess
its all my fault i know
can’t deal w the stress
i feel time moving slowly

dont know whats best
my selfish thoughts control me
fever in my chest
wish i could kill the old me

what u doing now
(i don’t know anymore
lying down on the floor
let the pain run it’s course)
look it’s snowing out
(outside it’s freezing cold
feel like a ghost
wish i could float away)

when i get home w/ emorave (pixie)

Listen on all platforms https://bfan.link/a-headache-and-a-black-eye

visualizer here.
https://youtu.be/g9maoqAuYCc 

(t4/8)
thank you 4t5bastard

A HEADACHE & A BLACK EYE

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prod @chrxmey

i thought "i’ve seen it all before"
i look in the sky and wish for something more
searching all the wrong places
open all the wrong doors
it’s right in front of me, somehow it always was
who would’ve thought i’d be a lucky one?

i thought "i’ve seen it all before"

i’ve always done what i should
waiting up all night for something good
i’d never get my chance no matter how long i wait
shot in the heart too many times
never thought that any love would be mine
really had no idea that you would be around

shot in the heart too many times
never thought that any love would be mine
really had no idea that you would be around
i thought "i’ve seen it all before"

forget the time that i’ll never back
take my hand and we’ll go down that path
it’s right in front of us, the future’s all we have
didnt know that the stars could align like that

i thought "i’ve seen it all before"

every past life ep

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