featuring @mental + @1giib

tysm to the prods who put in so much work and effort into this for me <3 this song would not be what it is without them. pls go follow them and show them infinite amount of luv 
@attachxd
@m2monroe

                                               ─── ⋆⋅☆⋅⋆ ───
𝚖𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚊𝚕:
don't know why i feel like this
don't know why i feel like shit
i just need a kiss
why's it gotta be like this
i think now it feels like bliss
i'm glad that you exist
even though i feel like that
you will never be like that
now i feel so sad 
everything it makes me crack
you can never take it back
take it back
take it back, everything you said to me
i don't care i need bliss and ecstasy
i need help but nobody rescue me
i need help but nobody care for me
i don't think that you ever cared for me
everything we had, you were playing me
but i can't tell on my way to see
you're pretending, it's just make believe

                                               ─── ⋆⋅☆⋅⋆ ───
𝚐𝚒𝚒𝚋:
i don't know why you made me feel like this
you said you love me last night
i put up with your lies
didn't know you're playing tricks
why do you keep on doing this to me
why don't you just go set me free
i know you don't want to be 
my love
why can't you just talking to me 
cause i cant take it honestly
when you keep making me put in
my all (my all)

                                               ─── ⋆⋅☆⋅⋆ ───
𝚊𝚔𝚊𝚜𝚞𝚔𝚒:
if you keep making me put in my all 
i might drown into a pitfall
i don't think i'll recover from you
you took everything i had too 
it's all we had just you and me
i tried so hard but you weren't listening 
i'm free but i still feel locked inside
with your arms around me there's no place to hide 
don't know why i feel like this 
don't know why i feel like shit 
i might jump off a bridge
thinking about you
and all the crazy things you put me through
it's the time of my life 
that i wish i could change 
and i don't know what is left of me 
writhing in pain
                                               ─── ⋆⋅☆⋅⋆ ───

recover

♡ 𝕤𝕡𝕠𝕥𝕚𝕗𝕪

recover w/mental + giib (attachxd x monroe)

@rewind214 cover ♡ https://soundcloud.com/rewind214/promise !! (han + decago)

mastered and edited by @trustt ♡

anything that i can do, just let me know it
know i wouldn't lie to you, the flaws i show
that i only ever show to you, i hope you know that
promise you that i'll stay true, but often it gets hard
you tear me apart
you break me to shards, left to pick up the pieces
im left in the dark, but you gave me a meaning
its hard to restart, but you gave me a reason
miss when our worlds collide
and you told me u know that i’d find
someone else but i wanna cry
cuz i thought i had u by my side
but in the end know i’ll be alright
let it go let it go let it melt like the snow does
the warmth of ur touch when i wake up
left it all in the past
know we couldn’t have lasted
but i still can’t forget ur face

HIIIIIIIIIIII ASTRIDDDD :D I LOVE YOU

promise (rewind cover)

autumn and winter 23 + oneyearolder

dm @yashio20k for purchase

w/ neohn, baz, wasterr, decago, kirian

i felt that i have really grown these past few months with my sound. grateful to be turning a year older surrounded by people who want to see me succeed. cant wait to see what the next year holds. thanks for listening :)

enjoy!

timestamps:
0:00 + @neohnq
1:10 + @bazington
2:10 - solo
3:20 - solo (beat from 'be urself' by owtiss + mei)
4:26 + @1wasterr
5:18 + @decago
6:24 - solo
7:16 +@prodkirian

AW23 #OneYearOlder (neohn, baz, wasterr, decago, kirian)

thx so much mint :3

@1mint

https://imgur.com/gallery/ARUukEQ

https://www.instagram.com/brinnin2k/
https://www.instagram.com/1mintstagram

p @seonsu @jxlyy

notes: think of u everyday <3

hopeless + 1mint ((seon x jxlyy))

thank u M for once believing in mee :,)

@akasukii
@thr6x + @rainn_god + @43vaa

notes:
pic by me

sry for lying
but we both know that neither of us hav been trying
i cnt stop crying
weve been doomed 2 fll from the start now were jus dyinn
now were jus dying
tell me wht is wrong i cld nvr stop
i saw u heard my song now im alwys lostt
n if we evr get along then id kno youll want
2 take a step bck 4 a sec and look at wut we lostt

look at what we lost
was it rlly worth what it cost
yeah idk whatchu on
but if thats what u want i'll be gone
i'll be gone </3
im drowning in silence
suffocating in pain
can't break free from this heartache
this never ending strain
i just want one break

(sorry for lyin
i cant deny it
that we shdnt be 2gthr
yeah i knew i wud get hurt
if we continued this
but i like the attention)

im always lost

insta

im always lost +akasuki [thr6x, rainn god, 4evaaxx]

prod and feat. @hiseph :) 
LYRICS:
you took your chances
im trynna break free
girl let me break in
im trynna break free
no second chances
i dont pay attention
not trynna break you
why you trynna break me
not trynna break you x2

[seph's verse]
you got too many plans
my brothers making em bands now
fly outta france
yo bitch wait for when i land now
get fitted from different lands
something you can't understand now
in the club finna throw these bands out
just dont treat me like no fan now
i can't give you chances
its gon make me manic
out here doing damage
we gon make him vanish

break free ft. seph

@1akura 
THIS WAS SUPER FUN TO MAKE I hope u like it :D

im too invested in the lie that you told
felt your presence echo through the unknown
im not special to you my hearts not your home
had to move on from it all on my own 
(all on my own, all on my own, all on my own) 

I dont wanna give up on this 
on us no
I want this forever and you know
ill hear your voice forever, echo (woahh)
I dont wanna run from this (run from this)
echoing (echoing)
I can feel the detriment

im too invested in the lie that you told
felt your presence echo through the unknown
im not special to you my hearts not your home
had to move on from it all on my own

echoes (hartfxlt, akura)

"And when it's over, will we still feel the same?"

ty to everybody who worked with me!

kanna my goat

@yuzien
@miraie
@twopaww
@yudere
@kyoakyo
@fabs4k
@kuriyai443

-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-

autumn love w/ @yuzien 0:00 - 1:06
shining days 1:06 - 2:11
dreams w/ @miraie 2:11 - 3:30
prom w/ @twopaww @yudere 3:30 - 4:36
crossing field w/ @kyoakyo 4:36 - 5:54
contrail kiseki 5:54 - 7:11
violet 7:11 - 8:16
ribbons w/ @fabs4k 8:16 - 9:35
a lull in the sea 9:35 - 10:50
excalibur 10:50 - 12:09
timeless w/ @kuriyai443 12:09 - end

kanna clips w/ yuzien, miraie, ailu, kairyu, kyoa, fabs, kuriyai

how does it feel +metis

@1akura @prod_dxvi
I guess you called it, just say you told me so 
You can’t be honest, keep hitting newer lows
I’m still falling, I just wanted you to know
that you can call me, you can call me
I guess you called it, I can’t leave the thought alone 
don’t know if I want this, these feelings I don’t even know 
there’s no resolving, I’m losing all my fucking hope
You ran right past me, you ran right past me 
I gave my all and you shunned me 
I-I fall don’t call you don’t love me
I used to think your words were touching 
now I know they mean nothing

i keep on falling faster to no point in return
u know its all a disaster
no feelings left me hurt
i have no light to guide me when the world turns dark
i shoulda knew from the beginning that you had no heart
no i dont wanna hear ur voice ever again
u cant ever take back the words that u said
they're cutting through my heart like a blade so deep
cutting through my heart with the words u speak

just so u know w/ akura (dxvi)

tysm for still listening to my music university has made it really hard to make anything even though I want to make more
w/ @o2solus
//
lyrics:

(me)
Reminiscing in my head
Of things you used to say
Yeah everything you said
I just dont know why you would tell me so many lies
It makes it so hard to look in your eyes
Instead i try to look ahead
Im trying not to cry
When you say you want me dead
I dont got anything left
Anything left

And i dont know why you went behind my back once again
I just feel like i dont know what else you want me to do
I just dont know what i even mean to you
I tried too hard to make it right, i cant no more
Its just too much for me and i cant move on
Ive been thinking too much, i cant get through it all

(o2solus)
What u say, it means nothing,
I don't want to let u go yet, but I know I have to now, cuz I don't know, what I mean to u,
I've lost control,
So I won't see the end, of it all
Of it all
so I won't see the end, of it all
Of it all
Of it all
I don't want to leave

(me)
Reminiscing in my head
Of things you used to say
Yeah everything you said
I just dont know why you would tell me so many lies
It makes it so hard to look in your eyes
Instead i try to look ahead
Im trying not to cry
When you say you want me dead
I dont got anything left
Anything left

And i dont know why you went behind my back once again
I just feel like i dont know what else you want me to do
I just dont know what i even mean to you
I tried too hard to make it right, i cant no more
Its just too much for me and i cant move on
Ive been thinking too much, i cant get through it all

how does it feel +metis

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