ripped apart my own self
enbutcher my  own knees
leech around until death i still grew up online v
years of my life refusing to just go outside
i pop oxy pop dex just to kill out my mind

cant you see
that this shit isnt real
neither is the, shit i see
in philly i cant feel
id ra
rather be
off otc 
dont even have energy, to go, and get some shit
rip off anything but dryl just to get some shit to hit
i got like 500 grams
i got like 500 blicks
i got like five ways to kill you right now hangin off my hip
marked in philadelphia psych ward outpatient gon get skipped
tore my worth away im stripped
runnin thru the dark web freebase everything gon get shipped
when i od the hundreth time, will i, finally get clipped
when i od the hundreth time, will i, finally decrypt
a way to connect outside of dosin on that shit
over, and over

and over

post murder pression tottin them mag
oh cadance baby no you could never nag
leader, questria, i dont mean to brag
like bitches bloody i been makin her gag
pink underwear tranny bitch when i sag
shining armor, offa the dex imma wag
post murder pression i been tottin them mags
t-tottin them mags

in this bitch
big mag yea i tote m-mag in this bitch
shining armor im an armed up fag in this bitch
ponyville pharmacy dex snaggin dat bitch
rare knife handle hang with a tag in this bitch
shining armor im an armed up fag in this bitch
ponyville pharmacy dex snaggin dat bitch



rare knife handle hang with a tag in this bitch
rare knife handle hang with a tag in this bitch
down
pushin with my hooves, run up, we gun him down
you know what i do, tote glock we got big round
trottin thru the snow in the cold i found big town
empty as can be, my own leader, big crown
pushin with my hooves, run up, we gun him down
you know what i do, tote glock we got big round
trottin thru the snow in the cold i found big town
empty as can be, my own leader, big crown

push it up
grams in my pocket, dose it down, when i push it up
look in the mirror for my lord im not lookin up
if i wanna trip little bitch imma hook it up
dirt covered spare on the gorund i still took it up
look in the mirror for my lord im not lookin up
if i wanna trip little bitch imma hook it up
dirt covered spare on the gorund i still took it up
look in the mirror for my lord im not lookin up



shining armor im an armed up fag in this bitch
shining armor shine blue and white cannot be stopped
only carry bowies he cannot be popped
until i butcher him in stomach wit saw
im real junkie bitch i been breakin the law
murderous and homicidal wit molly jaw
real equestrian tranny nothin in my bra
i love you disciple yet thru every flaw
trip setting dosed dex i left em all in awe
until i butcher him in stomach wit saw
im real junkie bitch i been breakin the law
murderous and homicidal wit molly jaw
real equestrian tranny nothin in my bra
i love you disciple yet thru every flaw
trip setting dosed dex i left em all in awe

post murder depression

schizophrenic break down on da bus
withered own arm, ten years of cuts
bow down to me, lord and get concuss
rockin out equestria i make em fuss
glass shine on my belt that shit look like it bust
bow down to me, the only one you trust
rotted dexxer murder im unjust
when i come down
rockin white rocks suck my cock when i come down
smoking like eight joints in three hours, come down
booted up offa the dex then i come down
wanna kill myself, like benzedrex comedown
rockin clear glass but that shit look like bust down

rotted equestrian skinwalker run down

rotted equestrian abandoned whole town
smashin thru rite aid im breakin that glass
fuck mango monster not breakin my fast
shit hang off my waist big shit gonna blast

car crash broke my arm tote sling in cast

wanna kill myself yet still i outlast
walk thru the snow covered questrian grass
walk out the store stealin dex by the mass
sweevin off molly off drex finna crash

wind blow thru night hiding me as i pass
i fuck on my bitch yeah i make my bitch scream 

i fuck on my bitch yeah i make my bitch scream
i fuck on my bitch yeah i make my bitch scream

i fuck on my bitch yeah i make my bitch scream

i been binging dex nonstop since fourteen
big pony questria been loadin on my team
i got a big glock and big dream
mass killer xplore with us im tottin beam
push enblooded body bandon down the stream

pour the blood down body gushin down enstream

schizophrenic breakdown

i tote bag
i tote guns for days i wanna run up down and kill my dad
he took everything from me took all the innocence i had
now im left alone like shining armor i still chase the bag
cause im getting what i want im only here for short dont lag
push me over edge im dumpin out on seniors dumpin mags
add the red to blue and white im shining armor russian flag
cavre my nital in that bitch luh bitch aint get away she tagged
blue and pink got tranny underwear u see it when i sag
bitch im booted off the ecstasy the molly in the cab
bitch yk im booted up imoff that molly when i jab
bitch yk im booted up im off that molly when i stab
bitch yk im booted up im off the
bitch yk im booted up im off the molly when i jab
ponyville pharmacy booted off the molly when i jab
bitch yk im booted up im off the molly when i stab
ponyville pharmacy booted off the molly when i jab
oxy, codone
ion give a mother fuck about what any luh whore know
bitch i hold you cult forever i will keep you in my ozone
i dug my knife deep enough in that hoe i digup in dathoe bone
i march thru the town their leader little bitch i rlly go low
im the leader of equestria tell everybody go home
bitch im mixing drex and dex im causin serotonin syndrome
im ur retail theft enloaded on the whole court room judicial
schizophrenia on dex im always scared im tottin missile
paranoia mixed with X i stare out blind while tottin pistol
bitch im mixing drex and dex im causin serotonin syndrome
bitch im mixing drex and dex im causin serotonin syndrome
im ur retail theft enloaded on the whole court room judicial
schizophrenia on dex im always scared im tottin missile
paranoia mixed with X i stare out blind while tottin pistol
bitch im mixing drex and dex im causin serotonin syndrome
then i double
down down down 
down down down down
i got bitches put me down
i run my cult put me down
ponyville pharmacy, rounds
ponyville switchin pronoun
pony ville smokin whole pound
ponyville smokin off ground
ponyville smokin on spare
winter set fire to my hair 
ill undilate bright glare
bitches on my dick ion care
cause im shining armor my hair
cause im shining armor white hair
send equestria into prayer
from the blooded clothes that i wear
bitch im bouta dose it up
i got 300 gram, 300 bitches we push it up
watch equestria glisten and glitch as im pushin it up
pony ville pharmacy run down we invade we smoke it out
i can taste the heroin in back of the throat in back of mouth
dont you fucking touch my baby i will make ur blood endrought
join my cult bow down im hazey but you never had a doubt
join my cult your lord your lady bow to me come down devout
if i did it off my meds then ion know what dats about

am i really dead
if i get enough people to remember me im in they head
if i kill enough people theyll me remember me enblood enbled
enblood enbled
i will eat him, blood enbled
i will eat him, blood enbled
i will eat him, blood enbled
i will eat him, blood enbled
i will eat him, blood enbled
i will eat him, blood enbled

i will eat him, blood enbled

ponyville pharmacy

cadance, my love

laker cover, i did the guitar for this too (obviously lol)

if everything changed i know that you still feel the same (laker cover)

im pullin up like trans trap trans trap
unload on the man i was back then
you can try to push me down
you can hate me i still win
bitch im tryna live my own life on medicative binge
load it up, heroin in my syringe
ponyville pharmacy, meds i binge
i stuff big blade in my chin
bitch id die for this shit ive ruined my life for all this shit
bitch i died for this shit would you give your life to all this shit
bitch ill die in aesthetic delusion ill die for all this shit
like bitch i cry whichever im abusin ill die on all my shit
im off the dex i cannot feel a thing im callin on my bitch
im off the hydrocodone noddin off like bitch im on this shit
i hope you know if i really wanted to like bitch i couldve bitch
i hope you know if i really wanted to bitch i couldve bitch
cus ill die selfish and happy and young i promise any time
im rolled off ecstasy molly in bed im snortin down in lines
cus ill die selfish and happy and young i promise any time
im piercin skull and rippin top straight down im carvin out ur spine
cus im off ecstasy like molly bitch like like like every time
im piercin skull and rippin top straight down im carvin out ur spine
im pullin up like trans trap trans trap

unload on the man i was back then
you can try to push me down
you can hate me i still win
bitch im tryna live my own life on medicative binge
load it up, heroin in my syringe
ponyville pharmacy, meds i binge
pullin up like trans trap trans trap
cus ill die selfish and happy and young i promise any time
ill die for shit off this shit im abusin
imma murderer tranny im constantly losing
imma murderer schizo im constantly down
im bound to do sumthin if i come around
im bound to stab sumthin if i come around
im bound to do sumthin if i come around
im bound to do sumthin with a big glock with a big glock with a knife
hydrocodone on my hip dose until you give me your life
i got russian rifle on hip creep through whistle blowin through night
night mare moon clutchin on pole i hold fire grip it down tight
im bound to do sumthin with a big glock with a big glock with a knife

wha wha wha 
wha wha wha wha
wha wha wha 
wha wha wha wha
wha wha wha 
wha wha wha wha
imma murder tranny i constantly cut
whether in my own skin or denying in blood
i got knives in my britches deny and enflood
i got knives on dick they can cry and enjudge
i got bitches on dick they can cry and enjudge
bitch i love my own self while u look at the sun

if your savior its burning you down and enrun
imma murder tranny i constantly cut
whether in my own skin or denying in blood
imma murder tranny i constantly cut
whether in my own skin or denying in blood
imma murder tranny i constantly cut
whether in my own skin or denying in blood
imma murder tranny i constantly cut
whether in my own skin or denying in blood
whether in my own skin or denying in blood
whether in my own skin or denying in blood
im pullin up like trans trap trans trap
unload on the man i was back then
you can try to push me down
you can hate me i still win
bitch im tryna live my own life on medicative binge
load it up, heroin in my syringe
ponyville pharmacy, meds i binge
i stuff big blade in my chin
i stuff big blade in you go 
smoke on crystal bitch i blow i smoke rocks until i go
i smoke rocks until i rot i smash brain bash in with pot
bitch im hangin off a knot tied ensplattered blood im god
im pullin up like trans trap trans trap
unload on the man i was back then
you can try to push me down
you can hate me i still win
bitch im tryna live my own life on medicative binge
load it up, heroin in my syringe
ponyville pharmacy, meds i binge

TRANSTRAP2025

i got sigils on my neck
i got sigils on my wrist
emo bitch pull up and im givin her a kiss
and youre sad pussy boy cause you tryna drop a diss
1k, all plats, bitch u cannot be like this
spray em down with my clip yea 666
wanna die, go to hell, thats my motherfuckin bliss
demons on my side pull up with the tooly and the blicks
hadda hit em with a dash hadda hit em wit a blitz
love my shawty she the silver to my blaze
ima hide her body she wont be found for days
mentally insane yeah im mentally impaired
666 yea my demons not scared 


666 ya my demons not scared
imma schizophrenic troon bitch im mentally impared
ion give a fuck about you bitch im derpy in my lair
im all posted up in trash i feel like derpy in my lair
i don’t give a fuck
i dont give a fuck
i dont - i dont give a fuck
i dont - i dont give a fuck
about you
im in ponyville with baine like boy yk we finna shoot
i got ativan up on me i been sleepy pills is blue
i got molly in my britches bitch yk what im gon do
im in ponyville with baine like boy yk we finna shoot

ponyville

molly in me on the floor
i been gettin higher
molly in me on the floor
i been gettin higher
molly in me on the floor
i been gettin higher
molly in my coupe door
i been gettin flya
for me
i put everything i got on bitch i put it on for me
i am god enmatched with blood on bowie crushed up pill my sleeve
i would do all that i could for you to let me nod in peace
i got rocks all on my wrist same color rocks all on my feet

rockin white rocks i got white jeans on they match the pill i swallow
you invest everything in ur own self bitch and u still hollow
id rather be a retarded and a  faggot than a bitch
i got razor blades stuffed in my shoes i pull out at the ward
i got purple blade i jab into you walk around wit sword
mixing everything i got i have a seizure cus im bored
i put molly all up in me then i throw up on the floor
i put molly all up in me then i throw up on the 
uh

molly in me on the floor
im gettin higher
molly in me on the floor
i been gettin higher
molly in me on the floor
i been gettin higher
molly in my coupe door
i been gettin flya
for me
i put everything i got on bitch i put it on for me
i am god enmatched with blood on bowie crushed up pill my sleeve
i would do all that i could for you to let me nod in peace
i got rocks all on my wrist same color rocks all on my

molly

Prod By Me
Big Shoutout to https://soundcloud.com/htfmcl for the Heavy Inspiration!!
https://soundcloud.com/htfmcl/street-light-1
(my bad 4 stealing da cover it fits too well wit the lyrics XD)

Can we please both cut it off
Can I be your mother?
Can I please just smother?
You in all my blood uh?
Emotions they just flutter
Knowing me I'm under
Pressure it's so butthurt
Pressure It's so deep down

Down it rains
All this pain
I think I might be losing
Control of reality
I don't know why I thought it
Would work out I'm so stupid
So stupid, So Stupid
So stupid, I'm so stupid

12.1.2025

night light (@clovers4x) #trashponies

my little mixtape 3 02/06/26

as i skin through ponies snortin rocks i shiver thru the weather
offa oxy in sweet apple acres cult dosin together
im with apple jack when pill attack our blade’ll leave you tethered
bitch im apple jack im apple bucking twelve shots in ur head
bi
bi
bi
bitch
i got fourty grams in bed
bitch we shoot up mall in canterlot then od offa meds
bruh fuck seroquel can barely feel when hydros in my head
all i need is oxycodone and my bitch stuffed in my bed

you think you can fuck wit me bitch imma apple to the core
i got big ah pill stuffed in my jean i hide in big mac drawer
bitch im applejack big cowboy hat im apple to the core
bruh ill applebuck that boy if he come trottin thru my door

bi
bi
bi
bitch
off the hydros cut myself
im a god to youe in drug use and e-e-everything else
wanna see u bleed i wanna see your body carved enmelt
as i drag my blooded fingers through your hair as i have felt
bi
bitch upin pole
in equestria till im cold
snortin rocks until im old
like im maud little bitch i rolled
offa ketamine up holes 
offa ketamine hallucinate what i was meant to do
bitch im booted in equestria big ak and i shoot
bitch i tackle her i wrestle her and tie her up in noose
i will find a way to dose enough im born into abuse
blood equestria the rest of ya get gunned down i refuse
if its in my hands i need to redose then bitch i have spent
i got too much in these rarity jeans big coin bitch i wont dent
bitch im shootin up equestria gun nine down l-like its kent
ill be homeless high non verbal before i would pay some rent
bitch ill kill myself euphoria is all i need in death
i got russian flag in my right and i got troon shit in my left
bitch just know your image own your image bitch thats why i shoot
i will gun down thru equestria enblooded in my truth
bitch im buried in equestria by apple acred roots

you think you can fuck wit me bitch imma apple to the core
you think you can fuck wit me bitch imma apple to the core
you think you can fuck wit me bitch imma apple to the core
i got big ah pill stuffed in my jean i hide in big mac drawer
bitch im applejack big cowboy hat im apple to the core
bitch ill applebuck that boy if he come trottin thru my door
bitch ill applebuck that boy if he come trottin thru my door
bitch if booted off da oxy im too good you cant ignore
i will die an addict alleyway in canterlot i whore
out at a single sight of euphoria bitch we gore
bitch we leak his body on the pavement bitch we real life, gored
bitch im booted off the pills im wit my applejack luh whore

##apple2thecore

Lets Ball out and Have a good day 🌴🏀

##apple2thecore

##femcel

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