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U Kno I Dont Sleep Good

New Emotion (raregemroom)

ive got a crush on u and it feels so good

we watch the simpsons
and then we make out
go buy a forty
and then we make out
sit on the stoop
still makin out
streetlights come on
and we keep makin out
i like yr posts
u like mine 2
i follow yr blog
and u follow me 2
i'm takin selfies
just 4 u
stay up late nights
instant messaging u
ride my bike
think about u
write out all my feelins
and i mail them 2 u

ive got a crush on u and it feels so good

Crush On You

let the earth spin like it don’t recognise me
i just want some quiet and warm pair of nikes
you were wrong when you said that something had changed inside me
always like this since before you was beside me
catch me at the mall ignoring my feelings
two tears is hanging i'm staring at ceiling  
you say how could you i say i don’t know
tired in my bones where the marrow should go
tried to warn you least you know now
coulda loved you but i didn’t know how
my scent fade from your bed sheet
your voice in my head like stone to the peach saying
please
don’t leave

you know there ain’t no cure for the memory

clear history

you know there ain’t no cure for the memory

call ended bag packed
bus ticket took a seat up in the back
rain coming down so suitable
window pane colder than a icicle
blade to umbilical bus about to go
don’t look back like my mama told me so
chewing on a cuticle numb to the pulse
like it wasn’t truthful, no, i just can’t believe it, no
every every word we spoke rang out like a taut echo
till the room is filled with those things we wish we didn’t know
ain’t no cure for the memory
screen shot your face when you said to me
please
just leave

you know there ain’t no cure for the memory

clear history

you know there ain’t no cure for the memory

clear history



produced, written and recorded by HTMLflowers. 
mixed and mastered by Haima Marriott.

Clear History

simple shit used to be enough just fingers interlockt
now its static on the hush now we barely even talk
hypnotic midday movie, spirals curlin where my pupils should be
it occurred to me that ppl is equations 
we seek a figure we can test until we break it
i write a letter out and throw it away
wonder how you are, you don't text for days
before i knew you good i used to hunger for your name
askin mutuals where i could see you again
lets take it back then before history happened
rewind world by axis till time contract
hypnotic midday movie
we both been here before don't you see?
i know it's stupid but i'm caught up
still huggin on a future that i called "us" 
but

you can smell it in the rain
storm bloom
something gotta change
itchin in my scars everytime you say my name
storm bloom

now i don't live for the love of another
my eyes peelt on the mistakes of my mother
married 3 times, divorced 3 times
some people raised to think that "love" means "mine"
i don't wanna own you, wanna make you laugh tho
teach my tongues memory your body map slow
all that learning was over too soon
we ain't shared a bed since like last june
blame myself but i blame you too
hurt so raw when theres nothin you can do
midday re-run predictable plot
blood flow blood settle blood clot
maybe these are just dumb 1 a.m. thoughts
good sleep is one thing that loss can cost
is this denial or patience?
my hand on the door but i'm hesitatin

you can smell it in the rain
storm bloom
something gotta change
itchin in my scars everytime you say my name
storm bloom



Storm Bloom prod. Polographia (home mix)

ok so meet me at the bottom of the sky
blood moon bloom in the clouds tonight
find me at the creek where the tall grass grow
all i phone go on airplane mode
i know you been kept waiting on a paycheque
and i know you under slept, rigour mortis to the neck 
how long until we let go and give up?
how much it cost to make this city shut the fuck up?
wake up work sleep repeat
all i wanna do is watch a full moon bleed
take a tinder stick cut a tag up in the dust
turn a couple lychees to a couple husks
hold up hold up WAIT bring drinks
feel so bleak being thirsty by a creek
dragon fly fly by on the rose quartz wings   
and i’m picking at my scabs even if it stings
i know a clearing over by the bike path
ground so soft with the tiny grass
we hold hands i know that that don’t mean nothing
but sometimes i wonder if it means something
there ain’t nothing that i wouldn’t do 
to lay in the grass and talk shit with you
there ain’t nothing that i wouldn’t do 
to lay in the grass and talk shit with you
under a blood moon

bottom of the sky

burn on my nose from the amyl - ouch
i never sleep but i do - pass out
with or without a script
i take a vali hit then i don’t do shit
i sit and i sit and i sit
and i sip and i sip and i sip
yeh i got credit but i do not text
i’m only good for emotionless sex
that’s why the dm is always un opened
i isolate my depression swollen
i learnt shit when i was a kid
yeah i really needed it then
mechanism for to cope with
same way daddy took a coke hit
hail stone, i was born cold
illinois cold, illinois cold

i still i live like a ghost even tho i got out
of a place that nobody remember about
faded i'm fading your waiting but don’t
want me to change but i promise i won’t
tried once but i’m down now
took years now, just to live down  
all the fear now, no lies now, 
like how i'm even really here now?

sun shine so loud here
not a single rain cloud
i’m not from around here
you know i’m not from around here
still in the trailer park state of mind
some things are hard to leave behind
i wish we had a fast car
i wish - but we didn’t so it went like
real dad dead so that’s done
new dad has a job new dad has a truck
mama had a second son, 
new dad do blow but he don’t shoot up
grandma don’t like new dad
mama gotta bruise shaped like dads hands
dad keep losing his patience, 
everyday mama wearing more foundation
everybody knows but nobody gonna say

i still i live like a ghost even tho i got out
of a place that nobody remember about
faded i'm fading your waiting but don’t
want me to change but i promise i won’t
tried once but i’m down now
took years now, just to live down  
all the fear now, no lies now, 
like how I’m even really here now?

fast car (mom, don't listen 2 this)

No Hospice

Real Mom

Runnin On Low ft. Oscar Key Sung

Friends Like That ft. Sui Zhen

Sleep Good co. prod. by Felicity Yang

Non Compliant Patient

Chrome Halo ft. Banoffee

Frost Rose ft. Banoffee & Marcus Whale

Choke Chain

Cicada

https://www.redbull.com/au-en/exclusive-mix-htmlflowers

"i met my fiancé, Louise, in August. She's a graffer/rapper from Chicago & a bad bitch & a cuck killer. We spent August/September getting kicked out of parties for stealing, starting fights in drag bars & eating hang over burritos in bed. Then i decided to get sober & i went into AA, like a true bad bitch she supports me through that too. I called this mix "Making Fucking Friends" because me and Louise where running around town doing the exact opposite of that & it was so special. She's back in America for the moment and i miss her so much, heres all the music we were listening to while we were burning this city to the ground."

Spirit Double Ft. Eilish Gilligan

this is a feature rapp i did on collarbones latest album "Die Young". super proud to work with these beautiful beings.

(HTMLflowers)

and from something all share faced and general
we drew the younger gels of what becomes coarse mineral
jagged enough 
to wear the tireless gusts
that wield invisible clubs
that decimate bluffs
that keep trees bending
keep the sands in cuts
and there in an attitude the undying weeks can't touch
a crystalline statue of you
and within you us

it's a promise of blood
it's an oath that chokes dust
it's a pact that melts rust
plucks headstones from the skullbones of us
tail of our summer kite
circling a blade of scythe
gript in the fix of bone falanges and wrists
your visage in my vigil
has shaped how i witness
the lake surface ripple
when i upset it with my wilting toes touch

(Marcus Whale)

light still adores your skin
tight enough to hold you in
we will follow you somehow
we will keep your body closer now
fill your voice in us
now we're feeling you so raw
like weaving into god
filling you up again
with all the places that you represent

i want to always keep you near
though your vapour will rise
pretty boy you got those starlight years
fossilised in your eyes

the water in your organs
could expand to the edges
the weakness of your balance
could dismantle you forever

fill with artefacts
only searching can last
fill with narrative
only searching can last

i want to always keep you near
though your vapour will rise
pretty boy you got those starlight years
fossilised in your eyes

fill with artefacts
only searching can last
fill with narrative
only searching can last


Vocals recorded by Oscar Key Sung
more about Collarbones and the album and also the whole album to stream for free here: http://www.messandnoise.com/articles/4521092

Collarbones - Die Young feat. HTMLflowers

Chrome Halo 
Debut Album out now on Wondercore Island
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