honey

closure

falling for the wrong one 
i don't know

lyrics:
how i'll know i lost you back again
how can i remember us as friends?
every skyline 
every sunset
i think i wanna just wake up and forget you

i'm tired of waiting around
can't sit on a couch 
small talk with myself alone
i'm trying to let you know
that i loved you since i first saw you
so let me go

how i'll know i lost you back again
how can i remember us as friends?
every skyline
every sunset
i think i wanna just wake up and forget you

oh we got so much in common
i'm afraid of what i'll say
you are everything in movie scenes
would that ever make you stay?
am i wishing i were better?
or maybe something like your ex
oh i wish that i could tell you now
but i hope that you'd forget

how i'll know i lost you back again
how can i remember us as friends?
every skyline
every sunset
i think i wanna just wake up and forget you

maybe i would still try
if i knew you were right for me
i was falling asleep on the ride home
maybe i wanted you bad though

how i'll know i lost you back again
how can i remember us as friends?
every skyline
every sunset
i think i wanna just wake up and forget you

forget you (demo)

that's just the way it goes (actually)

you make me better when i'm with you

lyrics:
sadie just call me whenever you're sorry
i know that it seems like you can't
well maybe it's easy if you don't believe me
i think that you know who i am
but you got better and i got sick
you stole my sweater for what i did

but i guess when you were around
i stopped hearing sounds
you took me straight out

so baby take me slowly
i wanna get to know you
so i can figure out
sadie i just can't get enough of you
rip me of my body 
i don't think i need someone when you're around

sadie
you called me up
with coffee cups
you needed time to settle down
is it just fate?
you needed space?
oh i'm not ready to open up 

but i guess when you were around
i stopped hearing sounds
you took me straight out

so baby take me slowly
i wanna get to know you
so i can figure out
sadie i just can't get enough of you
rip me of my body
i don't think i need someone when you're around

are you still around?

breaking up in alcohol
oh i can't hear a thing you say
i don't know you (x2)
waking up without her
oh my god you just don't feel the same
i don't know you (x2)

so baby take me slowly
i wanna get to know you
so i can figure out
sadie i just can't get enough of you
rip me of my body 
i don't think i need someone when you're around

(u tryna make me some pizza rolls rn?)

sadie

lyrics:
hey did i mean to break your heart
did i ask if we could start over?
man, does it just hurt?
cause i get nervous at your parties
and i wonder if we're starting to talk again
are we still friends?

so please don't be the death of me 
i'm nothing special, i can't take it
i'm afraid of everything oh
don't you know that i still hate it
parking lots and one bad day
i'm waking up without a trace of you
but i'm okay

wait did i mean to make you cry?
oh i always wondered 
why i did the things they said
but no
no i know it's not a game
did i still drive you away?
am i just some big mistake?

so please don't be the death of me 
i'm nothing special, i can't take it
i'm afraid of everything oh
don't you know that i still hate it
parking lots and one bad day
i'm waking up without a trace of you
but i'm okay

but i know i'll get by
the days just get worse
i know that i'll find
someone i hurt
if you weren't there for me
then how could i ever be?

wanting the same thing over and over
i think that i'm done
i'm still getting sober
you moved back to that town 
that you said that you hate
if i was still around 
would you still be okay?
well i hope so

parking lots

this was a lil scuffed but still it was very fun ! did this for an event thing

freakin out on the interstate(live scuff cover)

a year ago, i was never going to release this bc too emo and i couldn't finish the mix so ill just put it here 

but uhh if you don't know 'too late' out august 18th >:) stay tuned

letters (demo)

LMAO I FORGOT I RELEASED THIS A COUPLE MONTHS AGO MB

homecoming season (stream it or else.)

too late

a new one

follow my girl @illumanogi for that cover art !

friendly fire

last place

homecoming season

made this in like 2019 might as well just

lights (demo)

lyrics:
so why do i feel that you got a guy
i'm a ghost now in the afterlife
i'm away for way too long
and i'm missing all your songs
do you hate that i'm not over you?
can i take back words i said weren't true?
can we meet another time?
maybe in the afterlife, your afterlife

three years ever since i ever told you
i hated this and now you're moving back to georgia
does it still suck? do i hate your guts?
say you won't but somehow you just hate me
oh i don't know how you were someone i could believe
in future tenses, oh i don't think it'd end up like this

so why do i feel that you got a guy
i'm a ghost now in the afterlife
i'm away for way too long
and i'm missing all your songs
do you hate that i'm not over you?
can i take back words i said weren't true?
can we meet another time?
maybe in the afterlife, your afterlife

moving on is never a mindset
was i wrong to call you my friend?
but i can't raise the dead
were you always so possessed?
can i ask if you still miss me?
do you ever really stop pretending
that you're alive?
well maybe in another life

so why do i feel like it's over?
i feel like death but i'm not done yet
was it something? did she want me?
i know i should've said it then
are you leaving? is this healing?
i can't hold onto a ghost who doesn't need me 
to move on
i'm alone
i'm long gone

so why do i feel that you got a guy
i'm a ghost now in the afterlife
i'm away for way too long
and i'm missing all your songs
do you hate that i'm not over you?
can i take back words i said weren't true?
can we meet another time?
maybe in the afterlife, your afterlife

afterlife

collection of sadness and destruction
my 2nd album!

unskippable cutscene

party - demo

someone you could've known

i'm probably falling for it

you think i'm falling for it?

overtime

the month that you left me

cement - 2019

hotel

terms of service

side quest

without you

as the world ends (official audio) by zak p

sequel (stripped)

getting colder every morning i lay here
reserve my shoulders for the last time she stays here
maybe she'll like me
or maybe she'll pretend
maybe it's better off in the end
we can fall in love as friends

i peer the window just to see if you walk by
i fall in love with thoughts of seeing you next time (ill see you next times)
you'll trust the process but you probably won't trust me
i'm avoidant and i'm anxious
is this where i'm meant to be?

shoulders - short

well i think im still looking out
stuck in dorm room
im thinking about
just how to make the right move
id run straight to you
when nobody thinks its a race
and its still my fault at the show
for a minute i saw it
you looked straight at me as i looked for my wallet
to let me in 
to call a friend
(how nobody knows i was there)
and you still cared
you told me youre sorry
you looked at myself and you wished i was somebody else
couldnt tell, couldnt be 
your somebody else
do i wish it was me?

when i asked you to dinner
you somehow said yes
and i knew you’re a keeper 
the way youre obsessed 
with the same stupid games
the card ones that nobody
knows even once 
they wont say its own name
cause they’re embarassed
but you never were 
and im staring 
cause who could reserve 
just a table for two
when no one would show up
id still look at you
youd ask me to grow up

cause i wont look that way
cause you wont feel the same
as you did when you led me straight on
had a sign but i read the sign wrong
youd say youre looking for options
now i wish youd see more often
but i never knew what to do
i was stupid, im stupid with you

been alone for a while 
stuck up on you 
nevermind im just sad 
but id never do a thing to resist 
the pain that you caused
all the worry you gave me
ill just get a job

cause i wont look that way
cause you won’t feel the same
as you did when you led me straight on
had a sign but i read the sign wrong



zak p

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