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Excision Of Bone

Wilting are we and those who sought 
After sincerity 
Relics of ages bygone 
Lost to your apathy 
I’ll invoke heavy waves all for nothing again 
Victims to some kind of hatred // 
I am not beholden to anyone // 
I am disturbing and disgusting, revolting// 
I invoke you just to I revoke you 
I’ll invoke heavy waves 
Erasure pleasures me 
As it does for you 
Vile reciprocity 
I am not beholden to anyone//

dark_master

I HAVE RELINQUISHED ALL I HAVE KNOWN
MYSELF IS VANQUISHED BY MY CONSTRUCTS
THE OLD WAY IS DEAD, THIS I KNOW
TO LOOK BEHIND, NOW, IS TO CRUMBLE

LIGHT A CANDLE FIND AN ANGLE
SHADOW SYMBOL SUMMONS SIGNALS
LIGHT A CANDLE WATCH THE WAX CRAWL
FAN THE FLAME HIGH
NO ONE SHALL RISE

THIS TOWER OF MINE TALL AND OF IVORY
SHALL BE DESTROYED. DEATH TO OLD TIME

AN END IS MET 
I BECOME DEATH
MY WILL IS THIS: APOCALYPSE

THE TOWER

The Rhetorical Armory

i'm sad again

this is about weighing if decisions serve you or don't 
and the nuance of when said decision does both and neither

Stepping Back

I don't need to talk
to get the point across
lillies wilt along a fragmented remark
a descending line
flower from the vine
hanging moss disguised
thorn with sharp eyesight

cut you up 
(i wish you would)

this new light drenched with blood
drawn by flower's spike
blooms that will smother us
calm but full of spite
small at first born to hurt
i've grown tall enough
watered me and quenched my thirst
i'm not one to trust

Flower:spike

"I'm so sorry, don't mind me
I'm just disassociating 
like leaves in fall I've outgrown my tree
unconstrained by what had taught me
Now, I'm learning to let go and
forfeit what still tries to haunt me

Unknowable space, somersaults with grace
into darker days to the following phase
I cannot quite say what patterns stay
under different names
the hand does not retrace

I've grown bored or maybe boring
all my old ways are obsolete
reassessing what they brought me

I've ran myself ragged before
I have a penchant for chaos
manic if unmitigated
habits shatter like glass without the sound"

lyrics by Brandon Blaize Ayala

The Following Phase Demo

Untitled Guitar Loop Fucked and Destroyed and Bent

t-h-m

b l o o d l e t t i n g s  Demo

Behaviors we manifest
Not all cases we bind
Walk out on self-reinvention
Slamming proverbial doors
Coughing up cacophonies
Like imbeciles resigned
Come up with excuses
For why we adorn ourselves

It’s a survival mechanism

The way we were shown is
A dead end and we’re asleep
At the wheel speeding ahead//

Behaviors that we resent
We’re so easy to give in

// 
This life does unfold in 
A pendulous shifting of
Bodies in retrograde

(never ever ender) 
My steps end somewhere
(never ever again)
On a serpentine path
(never again never again)
That once led me in a cycle

CAU5ER

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