This song is in memory of my cousin Jaryd lovingly known as "Bear" who lost his battle with depression on August 4, 2020. Today - March 15, 2021 - would have been his 30th birthday.

I had started working on this song shortly after his death as a way to process everything, but I was never able to open the file and work on it again until the other day. It was definitely a challenge to face the reality that he is gone, but I really wanted to get it finished in time for his birthday. I'm glad I was able to accomplish that.

There are still so many questions that are just left unanswered and the hardest part is that he didn't leave any answers when he left. This project was sort of my way to figure out my thoughts and feelings about everything...all the questions I wish I had answers to...the things I wish I could tell him.

If you are having trouble with your mental health/illness, please reach out to someone, and KEEP reaching out until you get the help and support that you need. YOU ARE WORTH YOUR LIFE. Regardless of how you feel, you ALWAYS have value. You ALWAYS deserve love. You are NOT a burden. You are ALLOWED to make mistakes - and you are allowed to forgive yourself. YOU are the ONLY you that there is. And YOU add so much beauty to this world by being yourself. Please believe that things can get better, and you deserve to be here when they do.

I love you.

Blue Bear (Heaven)

My brother and I wrote songs.  These are from back when we did.

Valentine

From the dorm basements of MSU to the your favorite Black Rock Desert art cars, our favorite Funky Town sound nerd/tech daddy has DJ'ed everything from PLUR trance to vocal D&B to the dirtiest techno for fun-loving electronic heads for almost two decades. Get lost in this desert-ready selection of progressive goodness right here in the foxhole. 

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Unhinged from a crowd, a venue, and strong elbowed DJs, "bedroom" mixes free the artist, allowing them to craft a truly individual mix.

Foxhole Mixcast 013: Levi Junkert

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Intro - Everyman
Crystal Waters - Surinamese Woman (Gypsy Woman x Boeke)
Gwen Stefani - Hollaback Girl (Hiram Edit)
Rihanna - Bitch Better Have My Money (Lovesome Remix)
Dju Dju - Classy Lady (Remi OZ Bounce Edit)
Pharrell Williams - Frontin’  (Disclosure Re-Work)
Quinoa Jones - Bolero
Quinoa Jones x Jean Sean - A Theme For Summer
Kutcorners Nick Wisdom - Neeed That
Nick Wisdom - Things Ya Do to me
Kendrick Lamar - Alright (Turna Ducky Remix)
Kendrick Lamar - Alright (Bastin Bell Remix)
Kendrick Lamar - Alright ( El Train edit)
Kutcorners - Damn!
Coi Leray - Players (Turna Remix)
Remi OZ - Callmeeveryday
Pharrell Williams - That Girl (VLVT Jones Remix)
Zii - Summer Love
DJ Alone Again - Into the sky
De La Soul - Breakadawn (Moto Tembo Edit)
Ice Cube - Check Yo Self (Moto Tembo Edit)
Outkast - Ms. Jackson (Moto Tembo Edit)
Vested Soul - Set Piece
Edwick John - Can’t Hold Us Down
Sigray - Dilaa House
Pablo Francisco - Ecstacy at Techno Club
Outkast - Prototype (StarRo Bossa Edit)
Penthouse Penthouse - What U Sippin On

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Tracklist:
1 Downside - About Us (Original Mix)
2 NTFO & Karmon - Metropolis (Original Mix)
3 Sven Tasnadi - Feel Good (Original Mix)
4 Ovijay - Groovin With You (Original Mix)
5 Walker & Royce - Moonlight Regatta (Original Mix)
6 And.Id - Erotica (Subb-An Terrace Remix)
7 Dark Sky - IYP (Original Mix)
8 Demarzo - Look At Me (Original Mix)
9 Durant, Italoboyz - Tasbodrome (Original Mix)
10 Blond:ish - Wunderkammer (Original Mix)
11 Copy Paste Soul - Monday feat. Jody Barr (Audiojack Remix) 
12 Mary - With Some Love (Downside Remix)
13 Dance Spirit, Balcazar & Sordo, disCerN - Calling For You feat. Shawni (Original Mix)


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NICKtheNECK - Tunnelbug

Stopped by Nick Miles' house.  He helped record a rocker.

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DEEP HOUSE SET 13 - AHMET KILIC

We're pleased to welcome back 8ball—one of the founding members of Space Cowboys and original curators of this here RIPEcast— with a set of breaks (plus some Nine Inch Nails, PJ Harvey, & Wall of Voodoo) from last month's LIVEcast10. Enjoy!

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8ball - July 2020 RIPEcast Mix

Just some kid with big dreams and a little music.

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