sdst_08_05_2025

FINAL FANTASY

Music Video:
https://youtu.be/Z5n26bddtXw?si=ZWVivzmXWGEzC8Ma

Shades

the feeling of oppression overwhelms me than the truth.

[from new album, inspired by goreshit's "looming shadow of a tree long gone"]

i never existed

BornAloneDieAlone

altered states of consciousness

anywhere but here

selfless scars

for digital exorcism
track #20
https://open.spotify.com/album/78bW5loyIySPGHkEQ9q6V3?si=p_ecPpV1Qr2u7ekAXyHC_g

brain fogged

a1_black_mntn

YouTube : youtu.be/EHTgO2IVM6E
Twitter : twitter.com/Rispaa __
Bandcamp : rispaa.bandcamp.com/music
Email : rispaa20@gmail.com

erosion

made dec 2023 or jan 2024 i dont remember

atlantic

sad and hopeless
unstable
the vagueness of your emotions
tell me why im like this
https://4evrx.bandcamp.com/track/beautiful-overdose

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my forever overdose

i wanted to post something, i havent posted in a while.., but im still making stuff.
hardly anything worth listening to unfortunately.. mostly short basic beats, melodies or shitposts. my last ep i made after feeling really suicidal and it almost feels like it drained my "creative energy," whatever that means. i wanted to make something before i decided to leave, but im still here. things are comparatively brighter now, but lonely.. as always..

its hard to make music, but that's not music's fault, doing anything is difficult for me.. its been difficult finding a reason to get out of bed for years now, and it's only been getting harder. only times i can get out of bed or do anything without wanting to quit 20 minutes in is when i take adderall LOL!

im unsure why i feel compelled to write this.. truly self pitiful behavior

self isolating because i have everyone and myself

self isolating because i hate everyone and myself

Ciel (Platinium Edition)

frxgxd - dreams of nothing, nobody and nowhere

..,:('"'”"‘

pillow cuddling

Sorry for the week delay, unfortunately soundcloud is a terrible platform for artists and I got hit with a copyright strike on "you are safe here. I love you." even though the two tracks were in completely different genres. didn't use any of the same samples & sounded absolutely nothing alike.

sdst_08_05_2025

hugocore