Songs from the perspective of a depressed gay vampire

Vampire of The Lower East Side

Incense & Opium

VLES

TRADE IN LOVE

LAMENT for all my lovers

LILTING FLOWER

How It Feels Now?

Ballad of a Fallen Angel

𝕴𝖑𝖑𝖊𝖌𝖎𝖙𝖎𝖒𝖆𝖙𝖊 𝕷𝖔𝖛𝖊

I could go back to California 
Change my plan again,
As I Disintegrate 
Back Into the waves and sand 

My east coast torture
The seasons shift and dance 
Oh to be on the fault line 
Purgatory 

I left my previous life
For time to take on my own 
Little anonymous strife
Up in the hills all alone 
If I can’t be in New York fucking city 
I need to figure out where’s my home 

It’s an ambiguous time 
My path has shifted off course 
Wanted all of the neon lights 
Desert expanse, like before 
If the celebs aren’t really fuckin pretty,
Then I’ll be disappointed for sure 

I could go back to California 
Change my plan again 
As I disintegrate 
Back into the waves and sand 

My east coast torture
The seasons shift and dance 
Oh to be on the fault line 
Purgatory 

When I sit up late at night 
I think of who I once was 
Makes me feel just like I might 
Rewrite who I am because 
I regret who I gave to all my feelings 
I regret my naive sense of trust 

I’m an American man
Aspire idealized self 
Along our final frontier 
We choose to be someone else 
I’ll move out west and rewrite myself over 
Forget my past within the sun belt 

I could go back to California 
Change my plan again 
As I disintegrate 
Back into the waves and sand 

My East Coast Torture
The seasons shift and dance 
I’ll manifest all that I want 
Before me  

California 
Change my stance 
About the land of opportunity 
And sunset superstars 

Palm trees, soft-focus 
I’d undo all my chance 
Forget about the past city 
Five hour flight is plenty far 

For both of us
Can't see it at first glance 
But you can disappear here 
On the freeway in your car 

The truth is sometimes 
It’s ok to be entranced
With the edge of all reality 
You can escape eternally 
Along the coast 
Up in the hills 
When it gets dark

Fault line

Darkwave 
pop
depeche mode
sky ferreira
tears for fears
drab majesty

Nobody Rewards A Martyr (Alt mix)

Nobody Rewards A Martyr (live)

HUMBLE SUPERSTAR

Pinned to spotlight

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