what meltdown music festival was like for me back in the day

once upon a meltdown

A cover I did of Rain Song by the brilliant band Sunny Day Real Estate.  

Rain Song (Sunny Day Real Estate cover)

Vamp

Cotton

a track I put together today

Lyrics 

No mercy accepted 
No mercy shown
I keep on checking for your presence 
cuz I fear what I could become 
In the blink of an eye
My halo is gone 
What the hell can I do 
To impress you 
I cant believe my girl is mine 
No mercy accepted 
No mercy shown 
I cannot believe that my girl is mine 
My girl is mine 

Impressed

If there's anything else you want, I can give it to you right

Artwork- Emily Geffert

terror//plateau

Terror//Plateau

It's okay 
you won't be mine
and I won't belong to anyone

about tired of hurting and being hurt 
rather do that on my own
never want to drag you down my fall
cuz' when I crash I crash hard and I lose it all

but I see your smile
and it lights my soul
but it's just too bad

It's got to be this way
you won't be mine
and I won't belong to anyone

I am such a nice man
but inside I'm rotten
I have deemed myself the scum of the world
if you keep seeing me you will eventually see in me
and you will know that I could never be the one

but I'll stay with you 
until you find him
i'll be by your side
til' he's in your eyes

It's too bad
I love your soul
now don't be sad
it's just got to be this way

It's okay 
you won't be mine
and I won't belong to anyone

Belong (acoustic)

Rest in Heaven Annika Nicole Redin

every time I close my eyes 
I long to dream of you
so far it's only once a week
but when I do I wonder if you dream of me
simultaneously 
as we flee from the world 
I hold on to you 

she's the only girl I'd fight for 
and nothing can compare 
to the way 
she haunts my memories 
our past of bliss 
the silent beauty 
her laugh I miss
her precious smile 
her emerald eyes
alone together
beneath grey skies 

she's the only girl I'd die for 
and no one can declare 
the truth 
about 
our love it's real 
forever eternal
I'll wait for decades 
if God allows it 
to say I'm sorry
I let you go 
the silent beauty 
I love you so my girl
I love you 

this world makes me sick then I see you in it 
this world makes me sick then I see you 
as soft as the wind you are
as soft as the wind you are 
as gone as my dreams will be 
as gone as my dreams you are

every time I close my eyes 
I long to dream of you 
so far it's only once a week 
but when I do I wonder if you dream of me 
simultaneously 
as we flee from the world 
I hold on to you

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